Chapter: THE LAST NIGHT BEFORECaius"Are you still here?" I asked, walking into the infirmary late. I didn't need to ask, of course. I knew she'd be here. Senna looked up from a pile of reports. Her eyes were tired.I sat in my usual chair, the one by the window. It had become my chair. I didn't say anything else right away. She didn't either. The room just felt quiet, but not the bad kind of quiet. I watched her for a bit. She was writing something down, her brow a little crinkled. She had a way of focusing that made you feel like nothing else mattered. I felt that sometimes too."My mother died when I was fourteen," I said. It just came out. I wasn't planning on saying it. I hadn't said it to anyone in a long time. I hadn't wanted to. Senna stopped writing. She looked at me, really looked. "My father died six months later," I went on. "Not from grief. He trusted and he was too soft." She just watched me. Her face was calm. Senna just listened. "I ran the pack for three years before I was old enough to formally c
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Chapter: CHAPTER 63: DAX'S LINESenna"I’m going to be direct with you," Dax said.He didn't knock. Or say good morning... he just walked into the infirmary and shut the door behind him. The sound of the latch clicking felt very loud in the quiet room.I didn't stop what I was doing. I was organizing the little glass bottles of willow bark and mint. My hands were steady, even if my heart was starting to beat a little too fast. I didn't look at him yet."You are usually direct, Dax," I said. "It is one of the things I like about you.""Set that down, Senna," he said. His voice was not mean. It was just very flat. "This isn't a medical visit. I didn't come here to get my self checked."I set the bottle down. I turned around and wiped my hands on my white apron. I looked at him. He was standing by the door with his arms crossed. He looked tired, but he also looked like he had finally solved a puzzle and didn't like the outcome."Okay," I said. "I am listening.""I have enough now," Dax said. He stepped closer to the ta
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Chapter: CHAPTER 62: WHAT LYRA SEESSenna"He’s different when you’re in the room," Lyra said.She didn’t look up from the little white notes she was putting on the medicine jars. She just said it. The sun was coming through the high windows of the infirmary. I kept my head down. I was busy crushing dried leaves into a fine green powder."Who is?" I asked. I knew who she meant, but I wanted her to stop talking.Lyra gave me a look. It was the kind of look a teacher gives a kid who is pretending they can't read a big word. "You know who," she said.She smoothed a note down with her thumb. She was very careful with her work."The Alpha," she said. "Caius. He looks like he’s paying attention differently when you are there. Like the room gets smaller when you walk in. Like everyone else is just a blur and you’re the only thing with clear lines.""He is the Alpha, Lyra," I said. I tried to make my voice sound like my heart wasn't beating too fast. "He has to pay attention to everything. That is his job. He watches the doors,
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Chapter: CHAPTER 61: CAIUS COMES HOMECaiusThe air in the compound tasted weird today. Nothing was out of place, but everything felt really wrong. I looked at the gates and wondered who had died while I was gone.Dax met me at the entrance. He looked the same. His uniform was tight. His face was a mask of discipline. He held a tablet in his hand and stood tall. This was the man I trusted most with the security of the Ironblood pack."Alpha," Dax said. He bowed his head just enough to show respect but not enough to look weak. "The patrol inspection went well?""It was routine," I said. I didn't look at him. I looked past him at the courtyard. "Anything to report here?""Nothing, sir. The North gate had a small issue, but we fixed it by noon. All patrols are back.""And the administration building?" I asked. I don't know why I asked. My feet wanted to walk that way.Dax blinked. "Everything is normal there. The clerks left an hour ago. Why do you ask?""The air feels heavy," I said. I started walking toward my quarters. "D
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Chapter: CHAPTER 60: THE OFFICESennaCaius left at dawn, and I have six hours to become a thief. If he catches me, I am dead. If I do not do this, everyone else stays dead."You are staring at that bandage like it is a map," Rhea said.I looked up from the infirmary table. My hands were holding a roll of white gauze. I had been sitting there for ten minutes without moving. "Is it that obvious?" I asked."You have been weird all morning," Rhea said. She leaned against the medicine cabinet. "Is it because the Alpha left for the patrol?""I am just tired, Rhea," I said. I tried to make my voice sound flat. "I did not sleep well.""I think I need to go to the administration building. We are running low on the heavy sedatives and the manifest is over there. Caius said the files were updated."Rhea frowned. "Can’t that wait until tomorrow? You look like you’re going to faint.""No," I said. I stood up. My knees felt a little bit like water. "If I don’t do it now, I’ll forget.""But okay. Do you want me to come with you?"
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Chapter: CHAPTER 59: WHAT GROWS BETWEENSennaI woke up that morning feeling like I was in two places at once. Few days left until the big thing, and everything in the compound felt too real, too close. I had to keep going, but it was getting hard to hold it all in.The day started normal, with me checking on Lyra in the training yard. She was getting better, her moves sharper since I showed her that new hold. "Hey, Senna, watch this," Lyra said, grinning as she flipped her partner. "Better than last time?""Yeah, way better," I said, clapping. "Keep at it, and you'll beat anyone." Lyra's confidence was growing, and it made me smile, but inside, my mind was racing. The mission countdown ticked in my head, while I acted like just the healer here. Rhea caught up with me later in the hall, chatting like always. "Senna, you look tired. Did you sleep?" she asked, bumping my shoulder."Not much," I admitted. "Been working on that fever treatment." Rhea nodded, her eyes curious. "Want help? I can mix the herbs." We talked about it
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Three Lives, Two Mates, One Enemy
I have died twice. And both times, the same man killed me.
My name is Amara. I am an Omega, which in this world means I am the last to eat, the first to be sold, and the easiest to forget. I was born into a cold house, into a family that looked through me like glass. And I carry inside my chest the memories of two other lives, two other versions of me who stood in the same place I'm standing now and did not make it out.
I know his name. Corvus. Dark Alpha. The man who rejected me the first time like I was something he scraped off his boot, and the second time handled me like something he needed to erase quietly before anyone noticed. I know what he's capable of. I know what his eyes look like right before the end. And I know that whatever arrangement my useless excuse for a family has made with his people, I am not going to stand here and let it happen a third time.
I have a plan. It has holes in it. It might get me killed again.
And then two men kick my door open and the plan becomes irrelevant.
"We're taking you with us," the serious one says. Just like that. Like it's already done. Like I don't have a single thing to say about it. And then there's the other one, leaning against my wall with that infuriating almost-smile, who adds: "You can say no. It won't change anything. But you can say it."
I say no. It doesn't change anything. I go with them anyway, because Corvus is coming and these two impossible men are the better option. That's what I tell myself. That's the only reason.
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Chapter: CHAPTER 89ZaneIt said three words to us and then it didn't say anything else for what might have been a year.You'd think silence from a monster would be a relief. It wasn't. It was the silence of someone who's said an honest thing by accident and is now mortified about it, and I know that silence, I've lived inside that silence, I am the king of saying a true thing and then needing four jokes to climb back out of having meant it.So I did the thing I do. I talked to it."You're not going to out-quiet me," I told the dark, the weight, the old tired thing held between the three of us. "I want you to know that going in. I have made grieving men laugh at their own father's grave. I once talked a guard named Toller into liking me while bound at the wrists. You are not the toughest audience I've had. You're just the rudest, because at least Toller eventually said something back."Nothing."Fine. I'll go first. My name's Zane, you've technically known me since you wore Corvus and called me by it lik
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Chapter: CHAPTER 88AmaraThere's no time behind the door. I want to say that plainly, because I spent what might have been the first hour or the first decade trying to find the edges of it and there aren't any, and once you stop looking for edges that aren't there, it gets easier, a little, to just be.We're not cold. That's the first thing I'd tell anyone who asked, if anyone could ask. The dark isn't cold the way the dead ground was cold. It's just dark, total, the kind you'd go mad cataloguing if you were alone in it, and I understand now, all the way down, why Orsel's voice through the warm stone had sounded the way it did. Not broken. Worn.Zane's hand is in mine. Has been the whole time, however long the whole time is. His grip changes... sometimes strong, sometimes faint, the way Wren feels it on her rope, and I've learned to read the faintness the way I used to read his face, which I can't see anymore, none of us can see anything, we're three voices and six hands and the thing held still between
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Chapter: CHAPTER 87WrenCorin didn't open the satchel that first night. He sat by my fire and drank what I gave him and told me about the lake-thing in careful, exhausted pieces, and I let him, because I know that kind of telling and you don't rush it.It was three nights before he put the satchel on the table between us."You should see what alone costs," he said. "Before you decide you and I are trading even. I don't think we are."Inside, wrapped in oiled cloth, was a hand.Not whole. Three fingers and the heel of a palm, gray-white, frost-burned the way Aldric's had been, the way mine had nearly been on the hill. Old enough that the gray had gone past fresh and into something like stone, preserved by whatever had taken it rather than healed."Mine," Corin said, before I could ask. "I held the lake-thing alone for six hours getting it back into the cage after it slipped. No anchors. No rope. Just me and a working I half-remembered from watching my teacher, getting it wrong in places I didn't know wer
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Chapter: CHAPTER 86WrenI didn't wait for it to come to me. Waiting is Maren's old patience and I haven't earned that yet, so I did the thing I'm actually good at, which is hunting.I told Seraphine and went out the back of the keeper-house an hour before the watcher usually showed, and circled wide through the wet dark the way you circle a deer stand you don't want the deer to scent, and I came up behind the tree line from the river side instead of the camp side, and I found him exactly where I'd have stood if I were watching that house and didn't want to be seen doing it.A man. Younger than me, maybe, hard to tell in the dark. No weapon out, which told me something. A bag at his feet, half-packed, which told me more... a man ready to run isn't a man planning violence tonight. He was watching the cord-light in Wren's window through the trees with the particular hunger of someone who'd traveled a long way for exactly that light.I put an arrow on him anyway. You don't get careless because a man looks h
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Chapter: CHAPTER 85SeraphineGreywater was still standing, which we hadn't let ourselves expect, and empty, which we had.Rell brought us in through the bridge gate at dusk on the twelfth day since we'd ridden out, and the town sat there in the thaw with its fires long dead and its doors shut and not a soul on the wall, and for one bad stretch of road I thought we'd find what I'd found at the waystation. Then a dog barked somewhere in the lower town, ordinary and alive, and a window opened, and a face looked out, and within an hour the word had gone through every house that hadn't burned, and people came out into the streets.What was left standing was less than what we'd left. But more than I'd feared.Bram had the four hundred camped two days west in a valley with good water, waiting on a runner, and Rell sent one before she'd even gotten off her horse. I watched her do it and understood she'd been holding that errand in her chest the whole ride home, behind the counting, behind the command voice, a w
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Chapter: CHAPTER 84SelaIt took us nine days to walk out of a country that had taken us four to walk in, because everybody was broken in a different way and nobody could carry anybody else's broken on top of their own.I'd lost the crutch on the hill and Bram wasn't there to cut me a new one, so I rode the whole way, which sounds easy and isn't, because a horse moving under a leg that doesn't bend right is its own special hell, and I complained about it loudly and often, because that's the job and somebody has to keep doing the job even when the woman who gave it to me is behind a door I can't see.Seraphine rode beside me most of those nine days. We hadn't been people who rode beside each other before. We were people who'd traded sharp looks and sharper history. But she'd dragged me off the hill once with her own ribs full of cold, and I'd hauled her to her feet with my own leg screaming, and that buys you something even between two women who used to plan, on opposite sides of a fire, how the other mig
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