The thought of not you
For a decade, Yolande and Don were the definition of endgame. From high school sweethearts to navigating the grueling world of medicine, they built a life together. Now an adult, Yolande works tirelessly as a hospital nurse, while Don has climbed the ranks to become a surgeon alongside Yolande’s lifelong best friend, Maria. It was supposed to be their dream team.
But the sterile, high-stress walls of the hospital quickly turn into a pressure cooker for betrayal.
Bonded by life-or-death surgeries, late-night shifts, and exhaustion, Don and Maria begin to drift into a world where Yolande doesn't fit. What starts as innocent coffee dates and trauma-bonding evolves into a quiet, devastating erasure. Yolande is forced to watch from the sidelines as her boyfriend and her best friend slowly build a life together, leaving her invisible in her own skin.
When the emotional neglect finally shatters her heart, Yolande finds herself in a dark bar, drinking to numb the agony of a love completely lost.
But her grief calls out to something darker. In the shadows of the bar, she crosses paths with an entity that shouldn't exist: a creature with no human presence, born from the forbidden, impossible fusion of a vampire and a werewolf bloodline. An anomaly of nature, it is an outcast wandering the edges of reality. Bound by mutual isolation, two entities that the world forgot are about to collide—and reality will never be the same.
Basahin
Chapter: Chapter 14"Don't answer it," Maria panicked from the wall, her voice cracking. "Yola, seriously, do not answer that. She knows your voice. She’s going to know you're freaked out.""If I don't answer, she’ll call the cops," Yolande muttered. Her brain was misfiring, trying to handle a breakup, a traumatized best friend, and an impossible man all at once. She looked up at Lucian, her voice dropping to an embarrassed, desperate whisper. "You need to calm down. Whatever you're doing to the air, stop it. If she hears a weird buzz or the call drops, she’s going to drive over here."Lucian stared at her, his jaw clenching. He clearly hated the phone, and he looked incredibly frustrated that a tiny piece of plastic had this much power over her. But seeing her look that stressed, he closed his eyes and took a slow, heavy breath.The suffocating, weird pressure in the alley immediately vanished. The freezing temperature leveled out, and the normal, boring sounds of suburban traffic leaked back into the s
Huling Na-update: 2026-06-25
Chapter: Chapter 13"Let go of me," Yolande whispered, the words catching in her throat as she gave her arm a desperate, useless tug.Lucian’s grip didn't tighten, but it didn't yield either. His hand was a solid, freezing band against her skin, sending that terrifyingly familiar electric current straight through the fabric of her cream sweater. He looked completely out of place under the pale winter sun—a dark, towering fracture in her quiet, suburban reality. His chest rose and fell in heavy, ragged movements, and she could feel the intense, localized heat radiating off his frame, fighting the sudden drop in the air temperature."Yolande," Lucian rasped, his eyes scanning her face with a raw, borderline frantic intensity. "You vanished from the estate. The bond—the line stretched so thin the eastern wards began to crack. I couldn't trace your frequency until a microsecond ago.""Lucian, look around you!" she hissed, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird. Her clinical, logical mind wa
Huling Na-update: 2026-06-25
Chapter: chapter 12The heavy, suffocating silence of the bedroom settled over Yolande like a shroud the moment the air fractured and Lucian vanished. She lay perfectly still on her back, her fingers still curled into empty fistfuls of her quilt, her breath catching in her throat. Her lips were swollen, tingling with a persistent, electric heat that refused to fade, and the heavy, damp ache between her thighs pulsed with an agonizing rhythm.She stared up at the dark ceiling, her mind spinning through a chaotic loop. He had just disappeared. Not walked away, not slipped out the window, but vanished into thin air right out from under her touch."The alcohol," she whispered into the dark, her voice trembling as she pressed the heels of her hands against her eyes. "It has to be the wine. That crimson wine... Shaw said it was strong. I’m hallucinating. I’m completely, utterly drunk."It was the only logical explanation her analytical mind could grasp. The massive ancient mansion, the telepathic looks between
Huling Na-update: 2026-06-22
Chapter: CHAPTER 11The dining room of the ancient mansion was a spectacular, candlelit hall where a massive mahogany table groaned under the weight of an incredible feast. Platters of perfectly seared meats, roasted winter vegetables, and rich, decadent sauces were passed around in a warm, lively blur. Despite the intimidating, gothic grandeur of the estate, Lucian’s friends went completely out of their way to make sure Yolande felt like the centerpiece of the evening, constantly weaving her into the conversation.Through it all, Lucian’s hand never left hers. His long, pale fingers remained tightly intertwined with her own under the edge of the table, his thumb rhythmically stroking her skin, sending a constant, intoxicating current of warmth straight to her core."So, Yolande," Mira said, leaning forward with a warm, elegant smile as she passed a platter of roasted rosemary potatoes. "Lucian told us you are transitioning from nursing into law. That is an incredibly fierce shift. What drew you to the l
Huling Na-update: 2026-06-22
Chapter: CHAPTER 10The afternoon slipped away like water through fingers, the harsh encounter with Don dissolving completely into the vibrant, crowded rhythm of the city. Hand in hand, Yolande and Lucian walked along the wide boulevards, their steps perfectly synchronized. The contrast between them was striking, yet they drew looks of quiet awe from passersby. Yolande, in her warm, earthy forest green sweater, and Lucian walking beside her like a creature spun from the midnight hour itself, his tall frame cutting a sharp silhouette against the pale winter sun.With his long, cool fingers tightly entwined with hers, the strange, magnetic current never stopped flowing through Yolande’s veins. Every casual brush of his shoulder, every shared laugh over the bustling city noise, sent a pleasant, throbbing heat straight to her core. She had never felt so visible, so completely anchored by another person’s presence.As the sun began its low, golden descent over the city skyline, casting long, dramatic shadows a
Huling Na-update: 2026-06-19
Chapter: CHAPTER 9The hot sting of humiliation that had threatened to bring Yolande to her knees suddenly transformed into something else entirely. It was a sharp, unyielding spark of pure, protective anger. She looked at Don, really looked at the flushed, ugly rage distorting his face, and the last remaining thread of his emotional hold over her snapped cleanly in half. He wasn't a powerful figure in her life anymore. He was just a small, bitter man whose fragile ego couldn't handle the fact that she had chosen her own freedom over his shadow.She pulled her hand from Lucian’s grip, not to retreat, but to plant both palms firmly on the laminate table as she rose slightly in the booth, her gaze locking onto Don’s with a terrifyingly cool precision."Are you finished?" Yolande asked, her voice striking the silent cafe like a sheet of cracked ice. It wasn't a scream; it wasn't a desperate plea. It was the voice of a woman who had already spent a week analyzing every single boundary of her life and knew e
Huling Na-update: 2026-06-17
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