Chapter: CHAPTER 60-SundayShe asked him on a Sunday morning in January, overthe first coffee of the day, the question she had beenworking her way toward for several weeks.What do you want the next part to look like.He was at the kitchen window with the winter lightbehind him, in the unhurried way he was on Sundaymornings when there was nowhere to be, and heturned the coffee cup in his hands and considered thequestion properly, the way she had come to rely onhim to consider things, without rushing to thepresentable version.The academy, he said first. That is the centre. Marcusis starting to hand things over properly, the structureof it, the curriculum, the relationships he has built overtwenty years. He trusts me with the curriculum now.He did not trust me with the curriculum in September.He said it with the quiet satisfaction of a man whounderstood what the curriculum represented, not justcontent but the whole philosophy of how you madeplayers out of serious teenagers, the thing Marcushad b
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Chapter: CHAPTER 59-Birmingham, DecemberThey drove up on the twenty-third because her motherhad asked them to come early, before the house filledup on Christmas Eve, and she wanted two days withjust the four of them before the aunts and her father'sbrother arrived and the house became the eventrather than the home.Her mother opened the door and looked at them bothfor a moment on the doorstep, the way she assessedthings she had been looking forward to, cataloguingthe facts of them against what she had imagined.You look well, she said to Olivia. Then, to Damien: youlook tired.He has a long season, Olivia said.He is allowed to say so, her mother said, steppingback. Come in. Dinner is nearly ready. She looked atDamien with the particular directness she deployedwhen she had decided to treat someone as family,which meant she no longer required politeness fromthem. You do not have to be well when I ask, she said.I ask because I want to know the actual answer. Herhusband always said fine and I always knew when h
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Chapter: CHAPTER 58-The Academy had been meaning to visit the academy formonths and she finally went on a Tuesday morning inDecember when she had a session cancel and foundherself with two hours and the thought that she hadbeen hearing about this place and had not yet seen it.She did not tell him she was coming. She knew,without testing it, that telling him in advance wouldproduce a version of the morning that was aware ofbeing watched and she did not want that. She wantedthe Tuesday morning as it actually was, not as it waswhen someone who loved you was sitting in thecorner of it.Marcus let her in, which told her he had known shewas coming even if Damien had not, which told hersomething about the particular quality of Marcus'sattention to the people in his orbit.You will want the far pitch, Marcus said. He is with theunder-sixteens on Tuesdays. He found something inher face. Go round the side. They will not see youfrom there.She went round the side and stood at the edge of thefar pitch in the
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Chapter: CHAPTER 57-The HipShe noticed it on the stairs first, which was where shenoticed most things about him that he was not yetready to mention.It was subtle. Three steps from the top there was aslight adjustment, a transfer of weight so practised itwas nearly invisible, the compensation of a body thathad been managing something for long enough thatthe management had become automatic. She saw iton a Tuesday in late October and she saw it again ona Thursday and by the following week she hadstopped needing to look for it because she knewexactly which three steps it would appear on.She said nothing.She was not saying nothing out of the old habit, themanaging-alone, the building-the-catastrophe-in-the-dark. She was saying nothing because she knew him,the specific rhythm of his disclosure, the way hearrived at the telling of things through a process shecould not rush and had learned not to try to rush. Hewould say it when he was ready and she would bethere when he said it and in the meantime
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Chapter: CHAPTER 56-Remi's CaféThe café opened on a Thursday in May, which Remihad chosen deliberately, because she had quit on aTuesday and she wanted to be reminded that goodthings happened on the unremarkable days.The building was on a side road in Peckham and thefront of it was painted the green of a plant Remi hadphotographed in Lisbon on a holiday she had almostnot taken, and the chairs inside were wooden andmismatched in a way that had been very carefullyconsidered to look unconsidered. When you walked inthe first thing you saw, on the wall by the counter, wasa framed architectural drawing, the original floor plan,with a caption beneath it in small neat print: Firstdraft, Peckham. R. Osei, 2024.Olivia stood in front of the drawing for a long time.You framed the wrong version, she said when Remicame to stand beside her. This is the one where thedoor is in the wrong place.I know, Remi said. That is why I framed it. She lookedat the drawing, the door three feet to the left of whereit now act
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Chapter: CHAPTER 55-The Last MatchesHe had eight matches left in the season and she wentto every one.She had not been going to every one. She had beengoing to most of them, the south stand, the seat shehad worked out over the months, the line of sight shehad calibrated across a year of showing up. She hadmissed a handful for sessions she could not moveand one for Maya's birthday and once, in October, fora reason she could no longer remember that she wascertain had seemed important at the time.The last eight she went to all of them.She was not being morbid about it and she did not tellhim she was doing it, the not-missing of all eight. Shedid not need his attention on it. She just rearrangedthings quietly, moved two Friday sessions, told Mayathe birthday dinner needed to shift, and she went, toall eight, in the seat she liked, with coffee that was notgood but was warm.She learned, across those eight matches, to watchhim the way she had learned to watch everything shecared about, which was precisely, w
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