MasukMy secretary looks more like the boss in his seat than I ever will.
He’s desk is directly opposite mine, something I had to order him to do otherwise it was a no.
His tie is loose, jacket somewhere on the back of his chair, hair sticking out everywhere from running his fingers through it several times.
The sight sends a jolt straight to my dick, and it’s impossible to concentrate when he was sitting opposite me with his glasses perched on top of his nose.
I watch closely, unable to peel my eyes off him, he turns a page on his stack of papers, arm flexing, he had rolled his shirt arms to the elbow, so the line of tattoo that runs under his shirt is visible.
I swallow.
The number of times I have imagined tracing that very line with my mouth is heart stopping.
Suddenly he looks up and I shoot up from my seat, every inch of me covered in skin feels unbearably hot.
“Bathroom.” I squeak,
With this hard on, it’ll be impossible to concentrate, I had to do something about it.
He gauges me for a bit before nodding once, for some reason I stood there until he was done, only leaving when he gave the directive.
The other offices are almost empty, from up here, I see them.
The Bitters law firm is very state of the art. The first floor housed the best of the best lawyers, the other floors were others competing to get to a floor higher than theirs.
Only elevators in this building, because god forbid someone’s late and has to take the stairs, my father may have a stroke at the thought of it.
This floor had four offices, but only mine has light coming from it..
Which is good, because then I could ‘use’ the bathroom for as long as I liked.
Locking the door behind me, my reflection in the mirror immediately points out to me that my tight pants broad casted the hard on.
“Well, fuck.” I mutter,
My immediate thought is to use the material I gathered today, I mean I saw his arms, I see those once in three months, it’ll make me come fast, but for some reason I can’t bring myself to do it.
Instead, I call my best friend.
“Someone better be dead, or someone will be dead.” her hissing comes through the speakers, and I pull the phone away from my face.
I chuckle, something about the threat works wonders because the boner is going down fast.
“Something is dying, does that count??” I ask, glancing down at my crotch.
She groans and asks to give her a second.
“It’s my second date with Stella, and I am going to get lucky tonight, I can feel it, well, could feel it, until your call came in.” she grunts.
I huff.
“An all nighter?”
I exhale. Eva and I have always been inseparable since high school, and I don’t know how I survived without her, at all. So she knows how to decipher my feelings without seeing my face.
“Christ, I told you to avoid the straights!” she hisses once again.
I rub my eyes and the image of his arms, thick, veins zig zaging around his tattoo, flashes my mind. The boner returns and I groan.
“Okay fine. What’s his name? Full name?” she exhales, this grounding technique we’ve done since I found out he was straight.
She had cradled me as I cried the entire night, and this technique was born.
“Asher Hall.”
“Age?”
I wince. She has always been one for age gaps, and I wasn’t. Before Asher, I was a firm believer of dating your age, since you’d be on the same plane.
“Carson, how old is he?” she asks drily when I don’t answer the first time.
“Twenty eight.” I grumble,
“Good, in your words, you’re not on the same plane. Now, what’s his type?”
That makes me sigh, my eyes finding the too elaborate, shiny lights overhead. This question was the one that hits me hard, the one that hits me the hardest is on it’s way.
“Women.”
“That’s right. He likes the hips and dips and breasts and pussy…”
“I get it.” I grit out, feeling annoyed at her. I know she’s doing this for my own good, and Asher and I won’t work, but I like to live in a fantasy.
“Awwn. Keep that anger, you’ll need it, and lastly… he’s your father’s underdog.”
That. That line does it.
The boner disappears instantly.
“Right.”
I hear her move, and I imagine she was warming herself up.
“We don’t like the older Bitters.” she reminds me.
It’s on the tip of my tongue to tell her that he just works for my father, he’s not him. However, even I know that’s an excuse.
“Oh, it’s freezing. I definitely can’t go to sleep tonight, I think a storm is coming too.” she says shivering.
That’s my cue to drop the call or keep cock blocking her. Or pussy blocking?
“I wish you luck with Stella.”
“I don’t need luck, I am exactly what she likes.”
My finger pushes the red button before she says more, my eyes narrow at the phone like she could see me.
“You just wait, I will find someone that actually likes the facilities I have and like them, and they’ll like me.”
Taking a deep breath, I steady myself.
It’s just very large arms, pretty arms, any man has those.
Slapping my cheeks, i pysche myself up.
“You’ve got this Carson, you can totally work opposite him and actually work.”
The overhead fancy light goes out.
As with all the other lights.
My eyes blink in the darkness, cussing, I turn on my phone light.
Is there an actual black out? In the Bitters firm??
The press are going to have a field day with that one. It makes me almost too giddy thinking about it.
Finding my way out of the bathroom, I head to the office.
My light flashes on his face and his eyes shut.
“Oops, I’m sorry.” I apologize swinging the light away from his eyes. His beautiful eyes.
“You were gone a while.”
I try not to read too much into it, like I did at first. I would turn his words around in my mind until they sounded like he was longing for me.
Turns out I am no better than I was five months ago.
I still think to myself that he noticed my absence, he was waiting for me.
Okay maybe not that far.
“Yeah… do you think they’ll turn the lights on back anytime soon?” I ask, distracting him and myself from the reason I went to the bathroom.
Walking to the large windows that looked down at the city, expecting to see it glittering in the night, a sight that usually calmed me down.
But looking out, I see that the rest of the city is in total darkness.
Snow was coming down hard now.
House tops covered in white.
If I were home, this would have been perfect.
Then I glance at the man behind me, whose eyes are on his phone.
My stomach does a saumersault.
This was actually better.
“I’m afraid I can’t reach the maintenance team. The phones don’t work.”
I frown, “What do you mean they don’t work? I just finished speaking with Eva.”
He raises a perfect brow,
“I thought you were in the bathroom.”
“You didn’t believe me anyway.” I say waving his accusations away.
Looking back at the window, the entire city was in a black out, and we can’t contact anyone outside.
We can’t go downstairs until the lights came back on, downside of a building that only believes in elevators.
Outside the storm comes down heavier, swallowing the city whole.
Inside, the silence stretches, charged and waiting.
We’re alone up here. No calls. No witnesses.
And I am locked in here with him all night, and the part of me that should be terrified is already thrilling instead.
Dinner is a beautiful activity.They had to bring out picnic tables to accommodate everyone, and the space big enough for everyone is the garden under a transparent globe, so snow falls around us perfectly. It feels like a dream.Fiona is here too– she got the all clear from her doctors, nothing he did caused permanent damage. She’s very adamant about knowing me and being in my life. Robin is out of his house and everyone noticed.“You’re so tall when you’re not hunched over your computer, you should do this often.” Lynn tells him, winking at Glenn who has been sporting a furious blush since he sat next to him.All of Asher’s siblings are here with us. It’s literally a full house. The chatter does not stop. It’s a contrast to dinners at the Bitters mansion, or the cold, lonely ones I had back at my place.I don’t want to go back there ever again. My mother and her daughters are getting court mandated therapy. I have no desire to be back in her life, and I don’t think she’s eager to be
Asher’s mouth finds my skin below my ear, his hands cup my pecs, roam my chest, mouth slides down my neck, tongue creating a wet line down my chest. His teeth digging into skin, nibbling, marking me, biting me. Making me writhe under his body in pleasure.“Ash… oh god, Ash…”His large hand swats mine away from my dick, cupping my throat and exposing the skin for himself, he draws more shaky breaths from me. I fist his jacket, fighting the need to come undone, it’s too soon. But it feels so fucking good to be touched by him.There’s nothing like it.His hands roam my chest, avoiding my dick entirely. I whimper at the loss of contact.“Asher, I need you.” I pant.“Where do you need me sweetheart?”“Eveywhere, inside me, fuck me.” I cry when his tongue finds a sweet spot below my ear. It’s electric, delicious, I’s everything I need and more.“Please.”He wraps his hand around my cock and I sputter, the sounds I make are all nonsense. He swallows all of them with his kisses.“There’s lube
You’d think that was the end. It isn’t.Once Eva’s article hit the news, every other journalist in the city and out of it carried the news. The journalists on the scene rallied for an interview, Asher and I only managed to slip into the main house as the mansion’s security team was thrown into confusion and unable to protect the house or us.We managed to leave because being in that house felt like being trapped in the CCC. The reporters found my house, and so we had to go to his.He waited for me outside the shower while i used it, he brought hot chocolate to bed for me. I wanted to do something for him too, so after sleeping in his arms the whole night, I got up early to make breakfast.He beamed at the burnt pancakes like they were the best things he’d ever seen.Of course he did, he’s the world’s kindest man.For the rest of the morning we laid in bed together, both of us unwilling to let go of each other. We avoided topics that’d bring us back to the fact that we almost lost each
Everything else fades away. The voices are muted around us, and I can only see him.The lips I hadn’t seen since he snuck into the elevator to kiss me, those arms that held me while my knees forgot how to work. Those beautiful eyes, those damning eyes.He’s dressed in the clothes from the elevator kiss, face dusty and exposed full of micro cuts, his jacket isn’t much better. Shoes caked in mud.He gives me a confident smile.He’s also said he’s okay, and as we already established, there’s nobody I believe more than Asher, nobody I trust more. Without panicking, I saunter up to the cop that had slapped the cuffs on his wrist.“Take that off.” This I can’t say without gritting my teeth apparently. There’s boiling rage under my skin at the fact that he’s being treated so roughly. Can’t they tell how precious he is? Why would they do this?“He’s under–”“He is not at risk of running.” I say, flicking my eyes up to the cop’s in annoyance. He frowns, looking from me to the man behind us. C
“Child protective services. We received a report that a kid is being held hostage on this property, and we have the authority to search the property…” everything else gets lost in the chaos.Crawford has never looked so… human in his life.His eyes wide as they take in everything, watching as his life falls apart. He didn’t expect the troop for the party, my announcement, and definitely not the fact that I’d bring in the appropriate authorities, like CPS.He expected to have beaten the courage out of me.He had, but he didn’t do the same for my friends, my Asher, my real family.I keep my eyes on his, watching all the expressions, the color change in his face, the second it drained, the second he turned purple from anger.“You! You did this!!” he growled, making a dive for me, Tim is faster, he grabs him quickly, managing to throw a quick punch before he’s ripped off him. I only watched him try to hurt me.This time not out of cowardice, but because I was ready to show the truth, show
The air is totally different from the morning we made the trade. There’s a taunt kind of tension that pressed around us from every angle. It was visible the moment we woke up– nobody really went to bed from all the tossing and turning I heard around me.The tight lines around the eyes of my friends, their lips pressed into hard lines, the seriousness in their eyes.“It’s like someone snapped their fingers and we all became adults.” I joked just as we pooled in Robin’s living room for recon. I only got a few snickers in response, and those dried out quickly.Nina joined us just as I dressed in one of my battle royale suits– Robin had stopped by my house this morning when he went out for a ‘jog’. He never did that unless he was really serious about something. Disappearing for hours only to return with no other explanation than a quick ‘jog’.“Here’s the game plan.” Nina says in her take charge voice, and I hear Eva make a small sound at the back of her throat.“What about Stella?”She
I’m going to be ignoring Asher today. Because he chose my father yesterday. Actions have consequences, his actions have cost him this. “Breakfast is ready.” he informs me this morning,On cue too. My plan is to make sure he knows I’m ignoring him. My fingers struggle with my tie for the hundredt
I am still reeling from the fact that he sucked off the chocolate from my skin, my upper lip still tingles, and then he goes ahead to say he never saw me as a kid?? What does that mean??Is that a good thing?I mean, not seeing me as a kid should be good right? He takes the jacket from my fing
Asher was out of his seat, and I hold my breath, watching the way his shirt clung to him like a second skin. Jesus.Why did his shirt have to look so devastatingly good on him??I swallow, eyes jumping to his face before they had the chance to dip below his waist. He doesn’t even give me the ch
You don’t fall for straight men.You don’t spend ample amount of time fantasizing about him. You really shouldn’t spend your entire forty five minute break replaying all the scenes you’ve made up about him in your head. My personal favorite is the one where he’s in my seat, hands firm on my hips







