Masuk“How long?”
The question came out steadier than I felt. For a moment, there was only the faint hiss of the connection and Mason breathing on the other end. He didn’t answer immediately, and the hesitation told me almost everything I needed to know. “Mason.” “Iris…” “How long?” A rough sigh crackled through the speaker. “A few months.” From her spot on the other side of my dorm room, Ava stopped pretending to scroll through her phone. She already knew where this conversation was going. So did I. A few months. Not one stupid night. Not a drunken lapse in judgment. Months meant routines, excuses, carefully constructed lies. Months meant he’d looked me in the eye, talked about our future, and maintained an entirely separate relationship at the same time. “Iris, please let me explain.” I rubbed a hand across my forehead. “What exactly are you planning to explain? The cheating part or the lying part that came after?” “It wasn’t like that.” A short laugh escaped me. Somehow, every man caught doing something unforgivable seemed to receive the same script. “It wasn’t like that,” I repeated. “Right.” “I never wanted to hurt you.” Funny how intentions always arrived after the damage was done. “Who is she?” The question came out calmer than I expected. There was a brief pause. “Tessa.” The name landed immediately. One of the screenshots. One of the messages. Tessa Quinn. The redhead. “Does she know about me?” “Yes.” The answer came quickly enough that I knew he wasn’t lying about that part. Something settled inside me then. No surprise. I’d already burned through that. Just a cold, unpleasant certainty. I could almost understand someone getting involved without knowing the full story. People made bad decisions. Life got messy. This wasn’t that. She knew. “Wow.” “Iris—” “No. Don’t.” “Please just listen.” “I have been listening.” For two years, actually. Listening to plans about apartments after graduation. Listening to promises. Listening to him tell me he loved me while apparently building another life behind my back. “Iris, it was a mistake.” That finally did it. I laughed hard enough that Ava looked up. “A mistake?” I said. “A mistake is missing a deadline. A mistake is texting the wrong person.” I pushed away from my desk and began pacing the narrow stretch of floor between my bed and the window. “Having an affair for months isn’t a mistake, Mason.” The silence that followed was almost satisfying. Then he reached for the familiar weapon. “I love you.” A week ago, those words would have mattered. They would have softened me, slowed me down, made me search for a way to fix things. Now they sounded worn out. “Iris, please.” “No.” The answer came easily. No bargaining. No negotiation. No desperate attempt to salvage what we’d built. Somewhere during this conversation, I’d stopped trying to save us. I was done. “We’re over.” The line went quiet. Then, “What?” “We’re over.” “You don’t mean that.” “I do.” “You can’t seriously be ending two years over one mistake.” I looked across the room at Ava. Her expression mirrored exactly what I was thinking. One mistake. Months of cheating. Months of lies. Months of making me look like a fool while I defended him to anyone who questioned him. The absurdity of his argument drained away the last of my anger and left only exhaustion. “I’m done, Mason.” “Iris—” “I’m serious.” “You’re emotional right now.” Of course, I was emotional. What he meant was that he hoped I’d calm down and become easier to talk out of it. “I’ll call you tomorrow.” “No.” “Iris.” “No.” My voice remained steady, and for the first time since the conversation began, genuine panic crept into his. Not guilt. Not remorse. Fear. The realization that this wasn’t ending the way he’d expected. “You’ll regret this.” The words slipped out before he could stop them. For a second, neither of us spoke. Even he seemed to realize how terrible that sounded. Then I ended the call. Just like that. Two years reduced to a disconnected line. The silence in the dorm room felt strangely loud afterward. Ava slowly lowered her phone onto the bed. “Are you okay?” I shook my head. “No. I’m really not.” “Good.” I blinked. “Good?” “If you told me you were fine, I’d know you were lying.” Despite everything, a weak laugh escaped me. Ava crossed the room and squeezed my wrist. She didn’t launch into a speech about fate or silver linings. She didn’t promise I’d find someone better. She just sat there with me while the reality settled in, and somehow that helped more than any motivational quote ever could. Unfortunately, I made the mistake of looking at my phone. The screen exploded with notifications. Messages. Tags. Mentions. News alerts. Campus gossip accounts. Apparently, the entire internet had decided to weigh in on my breakup. Some people were sympathetic. Others defended Mason. A disturbing number treated the whole thing like a reality show they were entitled to review. Poor Iris. She should leave him. She should forgive him. He’s famous. What did she expect? I scrolled past dozens of comments until one stopped me cold. At least she got a scholarship out of the relationship. My stomach tightened. Then I saw another. And another. Different wording. Same accusation. As if everything I’d accomplished belonged to Mason somehow. As if years of studying, writing, interviewing, and surviving on caffeine and stubbornness counted for nothing. As if my scholarship had been handed to me because I dated a football star. As if my position at the university paper had magically appeared without the countless articles, deadlines, and sleepless nights behind it. I tightened my grip on the phone. I’d earned every single thing I had. Nobody had gifted me my future. Certainly not Mason. The comments kept multiplying anyway. Thousands of strangers suddenly acting like experts on my life, my career, my relationship. Against my better judgment, I refreshed the video. The view count updated instantly. 2.3 million. I stared at the number while the dorm room seemed to shrink around me. Two point three million strangers. Watching the worst moment of my life unfold on their screens. Ava leaned over, saw the number, and muttered a curse under her breath. “Yeah,” I said quietly. Because deep down, I already knew what she was thinking. This wasn’t the end of the story. It was the beginning.Two hot chocolates. The phrase lodged itself in my head with absurd persistence, as if my brain had decided this was the detail worth circling back to while everything else moved on. Ryan had already forgotten it, Dean hadn’t reacted at all, and yet it lingered, quietly rearranging something I hadn’t realized was unsettled. When I looked at Dean, he met my gaze with the same steady calm he always had, like nothing had shifted, like nothing had been revealed, and that somehow made it worse. “Can we talk?” I asked, my voice coming out drier than I intended. “Sure.” No hesitation, no edge, no sign that I’d inconvenienced him. Just an agreement, simple and immediate, like it cost him nothing. It should have eased the knot in my chest. It didn’t. “I just need to finish editing a few things first,” I added, gesturing vaguely toward the media room as if that explained anything. He nodded once. “I’ll wait.” “You don’t have to.” “I know.” A faint pause, then, “I’ll wait.” There wasn
I dropped my bag the second I got into my dorm and let it hit the floor harder than necessary. My shoulders felt heavy in that dull, lingering way that comes after a long day that wasn’t bad, just… full. I crossed to my bed and fell onto it face-first, pressing my cheek into the pillow like I could sink into it and disappear for a minute. I stayed there, breathing in the faint smell of detergent, letting everything from the morning come back in pieces instead of forcing it into something neat. My phone buzzed beside me. I didn’t need to look, but I did anyway. AVA CALLING. Of course. I answered without moving, my voice muffled into the pillow. “Hi.” “Well?” I rolled onto my back, a laugh slipping out before I could stop it. “Hello to you too.” “No,” she said, already halfway into interrogation mode. “I’ve been waiting all day. I want everything.” “You’re exhausting.” “And you’re avoiding.” “…Fine.” I stared up at the ceiling and started from the beginning, walking her thr
“Yeah.” It came out too fast. I heard it as soon as I said it and almost wanted to grab it back, like I’d answered a question I hadn’t fully understood yet. Dean paused just long enough to check if I meant it. “I mean…” I lifted my notebook, half laughing at myself. “The interview’s technically done. I’ve got enough for the feature.” He gave a small nod. “Good.” The hallway settled into a quiet that wasn’t awkward so much as aware, distant voices, the hum of overhead lights, the weight of my notebook still in my hands like it mattered more than it did. Dean checked his watch, then looked back at me. “Have you eaten?” I blinked. “What?” “Breakfast.” He adjusted the strap of his bag, already moving forward in his own logic. “There’s a diner a few minutes from campus. Good food. It’s quiet.” He didn’t ask me to come. He didn’t need to. The invitation was already there, steady and unforced, like he’d simply made room for me in whatever came next. “I’d like that,” I said, surprisin
By the time warmups wrapped, I had already filled two pages, though none of it would impress an editor looking for clean stats or structured observations. Instead, it was a collection of small, telling details—the kind you only notice when you stop trying to prove something and pay attention. Dean thanked every trainer he passed, not loudly or for show, but in a way that suggested he meant it. He returned equipment without being asked, listened fully when someone spoke instead of waiting for his turn, and somehow managed to move through a crowded rink without ever pulling attention toward himself. The labels people used for him—captain, leader, ambassador—felt heavy when I considered them. Dean didn’t. “You’ve been staring at the same page for five minutes,” he said, breaking into my thoughts. “I’ve been thinking,” I replied, though the defensive edge in my voice softened when I saw the faint amusement in his expression. “I can tell.” “How?” “You tap your pen against your note
Six in the morning should be illegal. The sky hadn’t even committed to being morning yet, stuck in that gray in-between like it couldn’t decide what it wanted to be, and I stood outside Easton’s training facility with a cup of hot chocolate warming my hands, trying to convince myself this was a reasonable life choice. It wasn’t coffee, I’d tried that once and immediately regretted every decision that led me there, but hot chocolate had never betrayed me, and at this hour, loyalty mattered. My phone read 5:57 a.m. Three minutes left. I shifted my weight, watching my breath fog in the cold, already certain that Dean Mercer would be here before the clock hit six. He had that kind of presence, disciplined, precise, the sort of person who arrived early to make sure he could be early. I muttered something about never agreeing to another six a.m. assignment again, mostly to the cup in my hands, when a voice cut in from behind me. “You didn’t have much of a choice.” I turned too quickly
I stopped just outside the conference room door, my fingers still hooked around my camera strap like I’d forgotten what I was doing there in the first place. “You can’t keep avoiding me forever, Melissa.” Lucas Mercer’s voice carried through the door, softer than I expected. Not sharp. Not heated and just worn down, just a way that made me shift my weight without meaning to. I shouldn’t have been standing there. That part was obvious. This wasn’t my conversation, and I knew better than to linger outside closed doors like some kind of eavesdropping cliché. Still, I didn’t move right away. Something about the quiet in his voice held me there for a second longer than it should have. Melissa didn’t answer immediately. The silence stretched just enough to make me uncomfortable. Okay. That was my cue. I turned to leave, already halfway down the hall, when another door opened somewhere behind me. Footsteps echoed, quick and purposeful, and instinct kicked in before logic could catch







