After the Car Crash

Before the other side could respond, pain swept through my entire body once again.In a daze, I recalled the past.My father was a race car driver, but he was disqualified from racing due to alcoholism.After that, he became violent and irritable.He would resort to domestic violence against my mother and me at the slightest provocation.Unable to endure it any longer, my mother divorced him and left me behind.It wasn't until I turned eighteen, when he was involved in a car accident, that my world began to brighten up.However, I fell in love with racing, the very thing that had ruined my father's life.It wasn't until I met John in college that things changed.He funded a racing team, claiming he wanted to help me become a world champion.For three years, we worked together tirelessly.Everyone around us assumed we were a couple.To achieve the championship, I had been thrown off a cliff during a race.Three screws were inserted into my knee, which ached severely on rainy days.My bo

John 's voice came through, filled with fury.Then, he kicked me in the stomach.I glared at him viciously, still not letting go.The hatred in my eyes made him pause for a moment, but Sharon's cries for help brought him back.He continued to kick me forcefully, shouting, "Let go, Vivian."The pain in my lower abdomen merged once again with memories from my childhood.Fear and helplessness enveloped me, and I released my grip, blood flowing from the corner of my mouth.I hugged my head with both hands, curling my body into a ball, and kept shouting,“Don't hit me... I'm sorry, I'll never do it again.”Sharon's eyes welled up with tears as she glared at me fiercely.She stepped forward to kick me again but was held back by John .The furrowed brows of John made Sharon hesitate.John 's gaze towards me had a hint of regret and heartache.Just as he was about to come towards me, Sharon quickly grabbed him, letting out a cry of pain:“Ah, it hurts!”“John, my leg hurts! I have a race the d

The icy, bone-chilling lake water surrounded me.Fortunately, I was quickly rescued by someone who had been arranged to do so.However, my body was too weak, and I lost consciousness again.When I groggily opened my eyes, I heard a woman's scolding voice.“Vivian, have you lost your mind?”“Is it worth sacrificing your health for that fool, John ?”I opened my mouth and called out “Mom,” my voice dry and hoarse.“I know I was wrong. I'll stay with you and take care of you from now on.”My mother's eyes were red as she touched the tears that had streamed down her face.“Don't participate in racing competitions anymore. Just stay by my side.”“Your mom still has some money; it's enough to support you for a lifetime.”I nodded.After my mother divorced my father, she met her current stepfather.He was an overseas Chinese who took my mother abroad.Once my mother was settled, she came to find me.At that time, I was deeply immersed in the grand promises John had made to me and couldn't ex

Photos of me racing with Conrad were posted online.John tracked me down to my stepfather's banquet through one of those photos.John wanted to pay a visit, but my mother instructed the maid to douse him with water.“John , let me tell you this: you'll never see Vivian unless I'm dead.”John 's voice was filled with endless regret: “Auntie, I know I was wrong. Please let Shen Wei see me.”“No need. I'll never forgive you in this life.”I stepped out from behind the door.My eyes were devoid of any emotion, looking at him as if he were a stranger.I questioned him, word by word.“Forgive you? Can my child come back to life?”“Forgive you? Can the pain I've suffered just disappear?”“Every time I think of those 99 crashes, my whole body screams in agony.”“How am I supposed to forgive you with all this?”With each of my words, John 's face grew paler.His brows were tightly knitted, and his eyes were bloodshot.He grabbed my hand, trying to explain:“All of this was because Sharon dece