LOGINWillow’s POV
I pushed Noah back with both hands until he let go of me.
“It changes nothing?” I echoed flatly.
He blinked. “I just meant—”
“That’s what you just said to me. It changes nothing.” I glared at him through my tears. “Do you hear yourself?”
“Willow —”
“Am I supposed to feel better right now?” My voice was shaking but I kept going. “Is that supposed to fix this? You want me to keep hiding? Keep sneaking around? So I can watch you and Stacey stand together and plan a future while I stay in the background and pretend I don’t exist?”
“It wouldn’t be like that—”
“It is already like that!” My voice broke on the last word. I pressed my fingers to my mouth for a second and took a shaky breath.
“Noah, do you know what my life looks like? Do you actually know? I wake up before everyone else in that house. I do the work that no one else wants to do. I eat last. I sleep in a room that used to be a storage space. I have never once been introduced to anyone in this pack as anything other than the wolfless omega they took in.”
My chest was heaving. “And you — you were the one thing — the only thing — that made any of that feel worth it. Because you said you saw me. And now you’re standing here telling me that you want me to keep doing all of that, keep living like I’m invisible, and just wait for you to sneak away from your Luna to come find me in secret?”
He opened his mouth.
“Don’t,” I cut him. “If you’re about to say it wouldn’t be like that, don’t.”
He closed his mouth.
We stood there looking at each other, and I kept waiting for him to maybe change his mind or something.
But he just looked tired, like this conversation was exhausting him.
“I’m trying to find a way to keep you,” he murmured quietly. “That’s all I’m doing.”
“You’re trying to keep me hidden,” I said. “That’s not the same thing.”
The door opened.
Stacey stepped into the hallway. She had her arms folded lightly across her chest. Her eyes moved from Noah to me slowly.
“Is everything okay?” she asked with a saccharine smile. “Why are you arguing with the wolfless maid?”
Her words landed like a slap.
I looked at Noah instinctively, waiting for him to correct her, or defend me, but he wasn’t looking at me anymore.
He sighed tiredly instead.
“Nothing,” he muttered. “It’s just a little misunderstanding. I’ve handled it.”
Something inside me shattered into several pieces at his dismissive words.
Stacey smiled smugly, but I was the only one who noticed it.
Noah turned back toward me again. “Willow, please go home. We’ll talk later.”
I stared at him for a long moment, then I turned and walked away silently.
I tried to hold myself together all the way down the clinic hallway, through the front doors, and outside. I kept my head down. ‘Don’t stop. Don’t look up. Don’t let anyone see your face.’
Then I ran.
I ran the entire way back, tears already streaming down my face and my vision blurring so badly I could barely see where I was going.
I made it to my room, pushed the door shut behind me, and dropped to my knees.
Then I fell apart completely.
Mordecai’s POVThe work on my desk had taken longer than expected. Probably because of how distracted I was. I kept reading the same line twice.When I finally pushed the papers aside, it was late, and the storm outside was still raging.I found myself walking toward Willow’s room. Like so many nights before, I didn’t bother knocking before opening the door.She was probably asleep.The room was empty.At first, I wasn't concerned. She sometimes wandered when something was bothering her.I crossed to the bed.It was untouched.Nothing looked disturbed, yet something felt wrong.I inhaled deeply.Her scent, like rain and jasmine, lingered in the room, soft and familiar, but it was fading.She had been gone for some time. At least an hour. Maybe longer.My feet carried me to the garden even though I knew it was unlikely. The rain was pouring, the storm was heavy, but that was the sort of reckless thing she would do.The garden was empty.Something tightened painfully inside my chest. Th
Willow’s POVI told myself it was nothing. Branches fell in storms like this all the time.Then I heard footsteps, and they weren’t mine.I froze.A second snap, off to my left this time. Then a third, behind me again, closer.I wasn’t alone.My pulse spiked, and I forced myself to keep walking instead of running, because running would tell whatever was out there that I knew it was there.It didn’t matter because within seconds shapes emerged from between the trees on every side of me. Seven of them. Their eyes were pure black, and I understood immediately what I was looking at.Rogues.Only two of them were in human form. They looked me over slowly.“An omega,” he grinned. “Wandering around alone in weather like this.”“Wolfless,” another added, sniffing the air. “No scent of a pack on her either.”The tall one looked toward the direction of the Blood Moon pack. “She's running,” he deduced, his grin widening. “From Blood Moon.”“Poor little thing.” the other one chuckled. “That mean
Willow’s POVThe storm got worse as the night went on, and I made myself wait for it.I sat on the edge of my bed with the lamp switched off, listening to thunder outside and watching lightning flash. Every crack of thunder made the windows rattle slightly. Rain hammered against the glass hard.This was the best chance I was going to get.I made myself wait a while anyway, just to be sure the storm wasn’t passing anytime soon. When it didn’t show any signs of stopping, I got moving.There wasn’t much for me to pack. I had arrived here with nothing and most of what I owned now belonged to this room. I pulled the darkest clothes I had from the dresser and changed quickly, my fingers shaky from nerves.I stood there for a moment looking at the small pile of things I was leaving behind. The blanket Mordecai had once used to cover me. The chair by the window where he used to sit. None of it was mine to take, and none of it would help me survive outside these walls anyway.There was one thi
Willow’s POVI didn’t go back to the garden that evening. I didn’t go to the training grounds. I went straight to my room and sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the wall, and let myself actually think about what had happened.The girl had wanted to leave.She had been a gift, the same as me. An outsider, the same as me.But she had tried to do exactly what I had spent weeks planning to do, and the result had been an execution that took less than a minute.I thought about how safe I had started to feel here. I thought about laughing in the garden with Mordecai yesterday, about the warmth of his hand around my wrist, about every small thing that had made me forget what he actually was.I had let myself forget.I thought about the first night in the stairwell, when I had told him to just get it over with, when I had been too exhausted and broken to be afraid anymore, and he had told me I was lucky he was in a good mood.What would he have done if he hadn’t been in a good mood?I alrea
Willow’s POVI didn’t sleep well that night.Every time I closed my eyes I was back in the garden, his fingers wrapped around my wrist, the apology that didn’t make sense, the disappointment that I couldn’t explain.What was going through his mind? By morning I had convinced myself I was being ridiculous.I went to the garden early. I knelt down in the dirt and told myself I was not going to think about Mordecai today. I had a whole list of things to do.I lasted maybe twenty minutes before I caught myself staring at nothing, thinking about the look on his face right before he walked away.“Stop it,” I muttered to myself.I forced myself to keep working, and for a while it actually helped. The morning passed, and I managed to push the whole thing into a corner of my mind.It was afternoon when I noticed something was different.I straightened up and looked toward the small door. I couldn’t see anything from inside the garden, but I could hear voices. There were more voices than usual
Chapter 73Willow’s POVA week later, the healer grudgingly declared that I was cleared for light work, which meant I was finally allowed back in my own garden. I escaped the clinic before anyone could change their mind.I practically ran there.Well, I didn’t run. My ribs still hurt too much to run. But I walked faster than I should have, and the moment I pushed through the small door and breathed in the familiar smell of soil and leaves, something in my chest loosened.It had only been a few days. But it felt longer.I stood there for a moment just looking at it. The rows I had cleared weeks ago. The blue flowers near the far wall. The tree I liked to sit under. None of it had changed, but I had missed it in a way that surprised me a little.This garden didn’t ask anything of me. It didn’t make my heart do strange things or kiss me and then disappear for a week. It just sat there and grew, and let me take care of it, and that was enough.I knelt carefully beside one of the flower bed
Willow’s POVThen I saw him.He was standing with his back partially toward the doors. He was very tall, with very dark hair. He was not wearing any ceremonial clothing or armor or anything that announced rank. Just a dark shirt and trousers with blood splattered across the front, and a bloodied swo
Willow’s POVConsciousness slipped in and out.One moment there was darkness, the next moment I could hear the engine of a car and could feel myself moving, and then darkness again.My body felt like it wasn’t actually mine, the way it felt when you were sick with fever and your own limbs stopped r
Willow’s POVI watched in horror as they began talking about how to move me, whether I could walk, how long the journey would take. They spoke about me the way you spoke about cargo.“She’ll need restraints,” Alpha Kelvin said.“She’s injured,” one of the Blood Moon men replied. “She won’t get far.
Willow’s POVI stared at Alpha Kelvin in horror, my chest rising and falling too fast.“No,” I whispered immediately. “No.”Alpha Kelvin looked completely unmoved by my reaction.“You should consider yourself fortunate,” he continued calmly. “Mordecai rarely accepts gifts from other packs. The fact







