LOGINSebastian POV
A slow murmur surrounded me, creeping closer, growing louder and more chaotic, like a restless tide refusing to recede. Whoever was making those irritating noises needed to be stopped, and I needed to be the one to silence them. But my body felt unbearably heavy. My eyes burned as though they had been sealed shut for centuries, and only then did I realize I had actually slept, truly slept and was waking up from something far deeper than simple rest. With a hard clench of my fists, I felt my body fight the paralyzing weight of being dead to the world for far too long. But many hours I had been gone, I couldn’t guess, and desperate to end the relentless noise buzzing somewhere around me, I forced my eyes open. The pain was sharp, searing, yet strangely satisfying. I had never felt anything so agonizing and so relieving at once. My first sleep ever. Since my birth. “Nuel?” My voice thundered out before I fully processed it, and my Beta froze, immense relief flickering across his eyes as he awaited permission to speak. “What’s going on, Nuel?” The question barely needed an answer, I already knew what the chaos was about. “George thought you were dead, Alpha,” he said quickly. “Since you’ve never fallen asleep before. He’s throwing tantrums, and I’ve been trying to calm him down.” “It worked, Nuel. Lucy Ahn might be stupid, but she knows her job.” His gaze drifted to the bloodstained bedspread, his expression twisted with bewilderment, almost amusement, though I knew him well enough to tell the difference. “You found a chaste woman in this place?” There was no doubt in his tone, only disbelief. The same disbelief I’d felt when George, the slow witted wolf I’d put in charge of this club, announced the rare find. Unwanted, yet unavoidable, the girl’s fragile eyes flashed through my mind. Her sharp little whimpers when I thrust into her. Her soft pleas as I claimed every inch of her, taking more from her small, unnervingly magical body than I should have allowed myself to. “Yesterday was the special full moon. That’s what I needed. You said you would bring me my remedy, Nuel. So where is she?” I muttered while pulling on my shirt, still enjoying the disbelief plastered on his face. I made for the door, and Nuel hurried ahead to open it. As I walked down the staircase, I pretended not to notice the lingering trace of her shampoo or the faint aftertaste of mint still haunting my tongue. “Where are we heading now, Alpha?” Nuel asked, and for the first time in centuries I nearly embarrassed myself with hesitation. “Let’s go look for Klein.” I barked it out, reassuring myself that I remained firmly in control of my own thoughts. One night with a human, one foolish, fragile human who had fled before I woke up, was not enough to scramble my mind. Klein would be the perfect distraction. Klein always was. He’d pull this unwanted girl out of my head with ease. “Will she be okay, my Alpha?” The moment he said it, I knew exactly who he meant, and something dark twisted inside me, an anger colder than anything I had ever felt. It made me want to tear the entire place apart. “I mean the girl,” Nuel added carefully. “She’s human. I scented her.” That irritated me even more. I turned sharply, and he stopped instantly. “Whatever happens to her, I don’t care. She got paid for a job well done.” But the memories didn’t stop. They kept replaying, her trembling voice, her tearful breaths, her small hands pushing weakly at my chest. I thought Lucy Ahn’s work would suppress all that, but I almost wished I had been gentler. She’d even sobbed and bitten me, begging me to ease up, and I’d still lost myself in her. I never lost control like that. “Is that what I think it is?” Nuel’s teasing tone slipped in, his lips curling into a smug smile. Before he pushed further, I stepped in front of the car, catching sight of the fresh scar on my neck in the side mirror, the exact place her teeth had sunk into yesterday. “She bites,” I muttered, yanking the car door open. Nuel wisely kept his silence as he drove. “Get Lucy Ahn here. Now.” I ordered the moment we arrived. I went inside, leaving Nuel to contemplate my mood, which even I couldn’t decipher completely. “Sebastian!” The shrill voice hit my ears, unmistakable. I turned to see my mother approaching, smiling as always, youthful in a way that defied reason, a beauty untouched by the age of time. “Mother brought me because I couldn’t stop crying,” Caro whimpered beside her, her childish tone making me want to walk right back out. She never acted her age not once, and her clinginess was worse than her drama. “Sebastian, be nice to Caro. She handles everything at home for the pack,” my mother scolded gently, gliding toward me. I stayed still, knowing exactly what would happen. And as expected, she reached me and pulled me into an embrace. Her soft sniffs were alarming, she must’ve sensed something had changed. “We need you at home, Sebastian. The Lights Pack never relents, and your father hasn’t healed from the wolfsbane.” Her voice trembled as she nuzzled my arm, just like she used to when I was young. “I have my pack here to protect you, Mother.” She hated when her pleas didn’t sway me, but I couldn’t abandon the life I’d built here. I couldn’t leave the place my pack had ruled for hundreds of years. Home had Father and Sylvester, but this was my domain. “I won’t be pleased with you, Sebastian, until you come home,” she warned before turning away. Not new. She’d done much worse trying to drag me back. But LA was where I belonged. “My Alpha, you asked for me?” Lucy Ahn’s voice drifted in, and I nodded, gesturing for Nuel to send Caro away. I sat down, hoping the images in my mind would finally fade. “Why am I seeing her? Thinking of her?” I growled, rubbing my temples. “Make it stop immediately. I can’t keep thinking about a lowly human like this.”SEBASTIAN POV "You are presenting the award, my Alpha."Nuel said again. I fastened my cuff and glanced up. "That makes what? The hundredth time?""One hundred and three, my Alpha."I almost smiled, knowing how Nuel could be if he wanted. "You counted.""It is my duty."He remarked and I found myself nodding. Duty. And it seems to be always duty with him.I slid into a black jacket. The suit fit like it was made to be worn by me. And the watch sparkled in the light. After all, Sebastian King does not look ordinary, especially when the whole world is watching.Nuel moved closer. "The Ferrari is ready."He announced and I checked my reflection once. Forty one. That is what the news carries of my age, but it was in fact forty two.Fine wine, they called me. But wine goes sour too. "Let's go."I said to Nuel, leading the way out.The university was already so loud when we arrived. Security was full at the doors. And students with phones up. Flashes from their cameras everywhere. I
ALEXA POV Desires are holy, and sometimes you just deserve its cold attacks and the crazy hook it has on you.Karl has returned to be with his nanny, and me? This time around I could not dwell much on the matters at hand rather my body seeks an affirmation that seems so lost and dead.I forced a groan, like the needs are just gonna disappear, but they are there, here with me and vowed to be my doom.I did not want to touch, did not want to awaken the beast, but maybe, just maybe a single touch could calm the fight down there right under me.And I touched, slow, intentional and I liked it, like it compare to the cold jaw Sebastian throws me at night, like it to the tears I shed when I felt like a loser, and right now, I am just going to be the lead of my own ecstasy.I was low, I needed to be low, as my finger busied itself through my wet parts and the joyous tears makes me into that young and free woman I once was, Alexa who has got her own charm.“My Luna, a visitor is here to see y
CLAIR POV “Come back to work, the manager has concluded he has no right in your personal life.”“Whatever that shit even is.”A tiny laugh escaped Mrs Hilda’s mouth and her face turned all serious quickly too.“He promise you a raise, to triple your wages.”And ever since I opened the door for her, that was the only appealing words I heard.Money, and god know how much I needed the cash, to change renew our bills or perhaps get a new apartment and Lily’s school.“I will come.”I said slowly, knowing it would cost me more time if I ever wanted to check or apply to other jobs and also, no one pays like The Mount Agency.Mrs Hilda had stepped inside without waiting for an invitation even after I almost died of fear, her heels had clicked on the floor I had mopped earlier that morning. She looked around the apartment like she was calculating the rent in her head. Her eyes fixed on the chipped paint. The couch with the stain Lily spilled juice on last summer. And the small window that let
SEBASTIAN POV “The River Star pack has sent bodyguards to welcome us my Alpha.”Kane whispered to my ear, as if I couldn’t see them already.“And Alpha Eliot is with them also.”Nuel added and I only nodded. This is Montreal, where my instinct had anticipated for a weird reason, and I wondered how much I had anticipated it in this past, but it has never happened.The bodyguards walked toward us and bowed lowly in respect. I could read their fear, even when what they do is hide it, it’s like a thick wave forming and tightening their throats.“Welcome to Montreal Alpha Sebastian of the great moon pack.”Eliot greeted.“It’s an honour receiving your support every time.”He added and I shook his hand, pulling him into my left arm and stepping out into the weather.I scented it yet again, the reek of danger.The air here was different. Colder and sharper. It bit at the back of my throat and carried deep smoke, wet invisible touches and something metallic I couldn’t place. “You brought ha
ALEXA POV LI stood in my room as Sebastian’s private jet flew out. Its wings spread into the white blue sky, and I kind of envied its freedom. “Mother I did better today.”Karl’s voice shook me free of my anxiety a bit, and I turned toward him, with the best smile I could give.“You always do better darling.”He rushed into my arms, his scent the actual hibiscus smell on Sebastian. The same smell that clung to the sheets the night he said my name like a prayer and then like a mistake. The same smell that haunted the hallways when he walked past me.“Beta Nuel will return soon, and you should make sure you keep making mummy proud.”I said, pulling tighter on the poor boy, my baby, the one I love so dearly. Any pack decision can’t keep us apart. And Sebastian, no matter how far ahead he is, I can only thank him for at least taking Karl’s side.“You can be replaced.”My wolf snarled beneath, and I pressed a gentle kiss on Karl to calm the tornado erupting in my head and pretend my wo
CLAIR POV It’s Saturday and overly lonesome, a typical ChiCanada if you ask me. “Mummy, do you miss your friends?” Lily’s voice broke out from the kitchen. I have decorated the house last summer to get things regulated and in place and even though it’s this small house, it felt bigger now that I created a kitchen space. “Not really baby, I have you after all.” I said, hating how forced and tight my voice sounded. It will be summer soon, and I think I needed the sun, as much as it could give. Clair’s eyes settled on me, curious, probably got a lot in her mind. I shifted on the sofa and beckoned for her. She shrugged off her frown and got into my arms. “You are my only friend Lily, I want you to know that.” I wish she would always remember that, even when I got lucky to have more people supporting me, I wish she would always know how important she’s in my life forever. “Why did you cry so much and said ‘I miss you’ in the night?” My heart skipped a beat. She heard me, when I
SEBASTIAN POV Clair had refused to let her mother stay in my castle. She called it a "painful sight," and I couldn’t argue. She was right. Theresa, her mother, could finally walk now. And after too many arguments and agreements with Clair, I had secured a mansion for her, close enough, yet far en
Sebastian POV “You brought a human into the house?”Mother’s voice cut through the murmurs coming from the maids. She rose from her seat, her necklace clinking, disapproval gleaming in her eyes.“Yes, Mother.”My answer was flat and final.“She will be under my protection.”A laugh from Mother,sof
Sebastian POV “Make sure she never enters here again.”My voice came out low and quiet, but sharp enough to slice through the noise of Newvile Club. One of the other clubhouse that belongs to me.“Yes, Alpha.”Shan muttered, his head low as he held the door open and I stepped outside slowly. The a
Sebastian POV"Make sure she gets home safely,” I said as Nuel stepped out of the Bentley and into a waiting Mercedes Benz. The engine roared, and he sped off, tires screeching against the road.Pain, I had seen it etched across Clair’s face earlier. Pain that crawled bene







