LOGIN(4 Years Later)
Logan POV The house leans a little to the left, like even it’s hungover from last semester. Peeling white paint, porch railing that wobbles when you breathe near it, and a dented mailbox with a faded Hartwell Hockey sticker still clinging to the side. Someone spray-painted ICE HOUSE ’24 across the steps last spring, and the blue letters have already cracked from too many storms. It’s ugly, but it’s ours. I drop my duffel onto the porch, stretch, and grin up at the sagging roofline. “Miss me, Ice House?” The door’s unlocked—of course it is. It always is. Inside smells like beer, sweat, detergent, and a little bit of victory. The perfect cocktail of college glory. “Shaw!” Cole Matthews’ voice booms from the kitchen before I even hit the living room. He appears a second later, a case of beer balanced on one arm, his captain’s jacket hanging open. Blond hair messy, sunglasses still on even though the sun’s dipping low. Typical. He drops the case onto the counter with a thud. “You look like a man ready to ruin his GPA again.” “Tradition,” I say, and he laughs the same deep laugh I’ve known since freshman year. The living room hasn’t changed: scuffed floors, a sagging couch rescued from the curb, our championship banners pinned crooked above the fireplace. The moose head someone stole from the campus lodge still wears its crooked plastic crown. Someone added sunglasses to it this summer. Nice touch. Cole tosses me a can. “To senior year.” I crack it open, foam spilling over my fingers. “To leaving a legacy.” We clink cans. The sound echoes through the old house like a battle cry. ⸻ By the time the sun starts bleeding orange through the windows, the house is already shaking. The returning guys show up first, then the new recruits, then half the student body. Move-in day always turns into a full-blown party here. It’s a rule as sacred as icing calls and team loyalty. The bass from the speaker rattles my ribs. Someone’s chanting the fight song in the kitchen. A group of first-years stand near the stairs, wide-eyed, probably wondering if they’ve joined a cult or a hockey team. Cole shoves through the crowd to my side. “We’ve been gone three months and they still remember who runs this place.” “They’d better,” I say. “We built it.” He smirks. “Careful, co-captain, that ego’s showing.” “Says the guy wearing his C to a kegger.” He looks down at his jacket, grins. “Leadership, baby.” ⸻ I head out to the porch for a breather. The air smells like grass and smoke from the grill someone dragged into the yard. Across the lawn, the Greek houses are lighting up with their own parties. You can always tell the difference—frat parties sound like competition; sorority ones sound like strategy meetings with music. Cole joins me, beer in hand. “You think scouts’ll be around this year?” “Coach said a few. NHL’s always sniffing for new blood.” “You’ll get picked up.” “Yeah?” He nods. “If you stop getting distracted.” I snort. “Define distracted.” He gestures toward the yard where a group of girls in matching pastel dresses are crossing the street toward us. “That.” The Alpha Chi girls. Sorority royalty. They move like they own the campus. And leading them—dark hair, posture straight, expression cool—is Harper Lane. For a heartbeat I forget to breathe. Four years ago, she was shy, bookish, the girl everyone liked but nobody really noticed. Now she looks… different. Not just confident—commanding. Like she figured out exactly who she is while the rest of us were still playing at it. Cole follows my gaze. “You know her?” “Yeah.” “She looks like trouble.” “She is trouble,” I say, and I’m not sure if I mean it as a warning or a compliment. ⸻ The girls fan out across the lawn, greeting people, laughing, doing the yearly “welcome circuit.” It’s part tradition, part diplomacy. The Ice House and the sororities trade event invites and charity collabs every fall. The girls know it; we know it. The whole thing’s politics disguised as fun. Harper doesn’t play it that way. She talks to a few people, polite, poised, but there’s distance in her eyes—as if she’s keeping a ledger of who deserves her time. She turns her head and spots me. That quick flick of recognition hits like a body-check. Her gaze lingers for a beat—then she gives the smallest nod, professional, detached, the kind of nod you give an acquaintance at a meeting. Then she looks past me. Something in my chest twists. I laugh it off, take another sip. “Still not my type,” I mutter. Cole grins. “Keep telling yourself that.” ⸻ Hours later, the crowd’s thinning but the music’s still loud. Someone’s yelling for another round of beer pong in the kitchen; a couple’s making out on the stairs; it’s chaos, the good kind. I’m leaning against the porch railing when the Alpha Chi girls finally start to leave. Most of them are giggling, shoes in hand. Harper’s the last one out, her phone glowing in the dark as she checks messages. I can’t help myself. “Didn’t think sorority presidents did house inspections personally.” She looks up, surprised for half a second, then amused. “You really turned this place into a legend.” “Wasn’t hard. Low standards.” Her mouth curves. “Still charming.” “Still pretending you don’t like it.” She tilts her head, studying me the way she used to study exam questions—looking for the trick answer. “Still sure the world revolves around you, huh?” I grin. “Only on game nights.” The porch light flickers between us, and for a moment, the noise from inside fades. She smells like vanilla and something sharper—confidence, maybe. “You ever gonna grow up, Shaw?” she asks quietly. I shrug. “Not planning on it.” Her smile is small, genuine, and gone before I can catch it. “Good luck with that.” She steps off the porch, heels clicking against the pavement. Her friends call for her down the block, and she waves without looking back. Cole appears beside me, leaning on the railing. “You gonna keep staring or go after her?” “Neither.” “Liar.” Maybe. But I stay where I am, watching the shape of her disappear into the glow of the streetlights. ⸻ Inside, someone shouts my name—another game starting, another night to waste before the real season begins. I grab another beer, but the fizz tastes flat. Four years of parties, hookups, noise. All of it’s supposed to feel easy by now. So why does one conversation with Harper Lane make everything else feel like background static? I tell myself it’s nostalgia. Familiar face, old memory, nothing more. But the lie doesn’t stick. Because when I close my eyes, all I can see is the way she looked at me—steady, unimpressed, unshaken. And for the first time in a long time, I feel like the ice beneath my feet isn’t nearly as solid as it used to be.Logan POVMy father had a talent.Not the kind ESPN talked about.Not the kind that earned trophies or headlines.His talent was timing.He always seemed to know exactly when life was starting to feel normal.And he always found a way to ruin it.I should have known something was off the second Coach texted me.Coach Daniels:Stop by my office after your afternoon class.Short.Simple.Normal.At least, that’s what I told myself as I walked across campus.Chicago paperwork.Travel details.Maybe another schedule change.Anything but…Him.The athletic center was unusually quiet by the time I got there. Most of the team was still in class, leaving the hallways almost empty except for the occasional trainer wheeling equipment from one room to another.I knocked once on Coach’s office door.“Come in.”Coach wasn’t alone.The second I stepped through the doorway, every muscle in my body locked.Richard Shaw stood in front of the window with his hands tucked casually into the pockets of an
Harper POVThere are exactly two places on campus where you are guaranteed to run into someone you know.The student union.And the science building five minutes before an eight o’clock class.Unfortunately for me, today it was both.By the time I made it through the front doors of the biology building, balancing a coffee in one hand, my backpack over one shoulder, and a folder full of notes tucked under my arm, I’d already stopped three times. Once to answer a question about the Alpha Chi charity formal, once because a freshman wanted advice about joining next semester, and once because Dr. Simmons somehow remembered I still owed him an updated volunteer list.College was funny like that.When I first got here, I could disappear into a crowd whenever I wanted.Now?Now people actually knew my name.Some knew me because I was president of Alpha Chi.Some because of the charity events.Some because of classes.And, if campus gossip was to be believed, an alarming number of people knew
Harper POVPeople always say love is supposed to make life easier.Personally, I thought those people had never dated a Division One hockey captain with NHL scouts breathing down his neck.Because loving Logan wasn’t easy.It was wonderful.It was exciting.It was frustrating.It was terrifying.And lately, it felt like every time we caught our breath, life found another way to remind us that the future wasn’t going to wait until we were ready.I stood in front of the mirror the next morning, absentmindedly twisting my hair into a ponytail while my thoughts replayed the conversation we’d had in my room the night before.Logan had tried so hard to be brave.He’d smiled when he walked through the door.He’d teased me.He’d kissed me like he could somehow make the weight disappear if he held me close enough.But I’d seen through it.Not because he was a bad liar.Because I’d learned him.I knew the tiny crease that formed between his eyebrows when he was worried.I knew the way he rubbed
Logan POVThe walk back to the Alpha Chi house should have made me feel better.Harper’s hand was tucked into mine, her fingers fitting between mine like they always had. She kept brushing her shoulder against mine every few steps, and every time she did, it pulled another smile out of me.She had that effect on me.She could take the worst day I’d had in months and somehow make me believe I could survive it.The problem was…I wasn’t sure I wanted to survive tonight by talking.Talking meant saying the words out loud.Talking meant admitting that Chicago was already taking things away from us before I’d even stepped onto the plane.I wasn’t ready for that.As we slipped back inside the Alpha Chi house, the ballroom had somehow become even louder than before. Marco had convinced three of Harper’s sorority sisters that he was an expert at tying chair sashes, and from the horrified look on Lila’s face, I was guessing he absolutely wasn’t.“What did you do?” Harper asked.Marco looked up
Logan POVThe second I stepped into the hallway, I knew the phone call wasn’t going to be good.Coach never called this late unless something had changed.I leaned against the wall outside the ballroom, the muffled sound of laughter and music drifting through the closed doors behind me. For a brief second, I let myself listen to it. Marco was probably saying something ridiculous. Corey was definitely encouraging him. Harper’s laugh floated above everyone else’s, and hearing it settled something inside me.That laugh had become my favorite sound.It reminded me there was still a life outside the rink.A life I actually wanted.My phone buzzed again before I could answer the first missed ring.Coach.I took a slow breath and accepted the call.“Coach.”“Sorry to bother you this late, Shaw.”The apology alone made my stomach tighten.“No problem.”“I’ll get straight to it.”I pushed away from the wall and looked out across the dark campus through the lobby windows.“Chicago moved the sch
Harper POVI had seen a lot of strange things as Alpha Chi president.Girls crying over dress colors.Girls threatening lifelong friendships over seating charts.One freshman having a full emotional breakdown because the gold napkins were apparently “too yellow” and not “soft champagne.”But nothing—and I mean nothing—prepared me for the sight of six hockey players standing in the middle of our ballroom arguing over ribbon.Actual ribbon.Marco held up two spools like he was making a life-or-death decision.“Okay, but this one is more white.”Corey stared at him.“They’re both white.”“No,” Marco said seriously. “This one is wedding white. This one is ghost white.”I slowly lowered my clipboard.“Ghost white?”Marco nodded.“Yeah. Like haunted mansion but elegant.”Across the room, Lila whispered, “I’m going to need him at every event from now on.”I pressed my lips together, trying very hard not to laugh, because I was supposed to be in charge. Presidents did not collapse into giggle
Lila POVI close Harper’s door quietly behind me.Not because I’m being polite.Because if I don’t, I’m going to go find Logan Shaw and ruin his week.The hallway is dim, lit by the soft lamps we keep on at night. The house is doing that low, familiar sorority thing—someone laughing in the common r
Logan POVMarco catches up to me halfway across the quad, breath a little too hard for a guy who skates five miles a day.“Okay,” he says, grabbing my shoulder and spinning me around, “is there some kind of plague going around that only affects women?”I blink at him. “Good morning to you too.”“I’
Logan POVSomething is wrong with the campus.I notice it before anyone says it out loud.It’s in the way the usual girls aren’t lingering outside the Ice House when we leave for class.In the way no one whistles. No one waves. No one “accidentally” bumps into us in the quad.In the way the air fee
Logan POVI shouldn’t be this rattled by a meeting.It wasn’t a game.Wasn’t a fight.Wasn’t even a real problem.And yet my hands are still clenched on the steering wheel like I’m trying to choke the car into submission.A date.With Harper.Public. Staged. Smiling-for-the-camera kind of hell.I l







