MasukClara’s POV
I straightened in my seat as the flight attendant's voice echoed across the first-class session. “Ladies and gentlemen, we’ll be arriving in New York in twenty minutes. Please fasten your seatbelts as we would soon begin our descent.” I huffed softly, after six years, I was returning to New York. I’d come back to the same place that offered me nothing but pain and sorrow. Finally, I would be meeting Damon Adams again. I couldn’t tell whether I would feel sad to see him or happy that I was finally going to put him in his place. Maurice slowly shifted his head on my lap, snapping me out of my daze. I looked down at him, my fingers buried in his hair. He was the only reason I had fought so hard to get to where I was. Every decision I made was aimed at giving him a better life. A life where he wouldn’t have to depend on a scumbag like his father. I made sure he lacked nothing and never felt the void of fatherly love. I smiled as I listened to his slow rhythmic breathing. Then I lowered my lips, closed to his ear, and tapped his shoulder. “Wake up, honey. We’re here.” He wriggled and continued with his sleep. I wasn’t ready to give up either, so I shook him gently until he got up. His hands folded into a soft fist, which he used to rub the remaining sleep off his eyes. “Are we there yet?” He asked in his little voice. “Very soon, my boy,” I replied, helping him sit up…..then fasten his seat belt. When the plane finally touched down in New York. I held onto Maurice's arm, and together, we filed out alongside the other passengers. I got our luggage from the airport before we moved to the curb searching for the private car that was meant to take us to the hotel. “I’m starving, Mom,” Maurice whispered, his hand slowly circling his tummy. He looked up to me, his eyes carrying lots of concern. “When is the driver coming?” “Uhhhhm,” I murmured, trying to form the right excuse but ended up getting nothing. “Don’t worry, baby, the driver will soon be here,” I said and glanced at my wristwatch—just to see how cooked I was. It was 7:45 p.m., and I was still yet to get to the hotel. I had an important meeting the next morning, and I needed to prepare for it. I paused and turned a glance toward the drivers holding up boards with their passenger’s name written boldly on them. None bore my name, and it was pathetic. I left the luggage handle and dug a hand into my bag for my phone. The screen came alive at a single tap, and I immediately dialled the driver’s number, pressing the phone against my ear afterwards. A frown surfaced on my face as I got no response. I was about to call the agency when Maurice tapped my arm. “Look over there,” he said firmly, and my eyes immediately strayed to where he pointed. It was a man holding up a board with my name boldly written on it—I wondered why I didn’t see him earlier. I bent over and ruffled Maurice’s hair. “You have got a wonderful sight, my boy.” “Come on, let’s go, Mom,” he spat without even caring about what I had just stated. He then ran toward the man while my voice trailed off behind him, asking him to wait. He didn’t listen – he actually never listens, and that was a character, I believed he got from Damon. Even though I hated him so much, I couldn’t deny the fact that he was Maurice's father, and it was only normal for them to have similar traits. I grabbed the luggage and rolled it toward them, the tyres making a weird sound against the asphalt. The driver rushed over and got the luggage from me. “I’m so sorry, Ma’am. I had a flat tyre on my way here,” he explained politely. His voice carried a hint of sincerity, so I had to let it slide off even though I’d earlier intended to complain to the agency about poor service. Maurice seemed to be on cloud nine. Immediately the luggage was placed at the back of the car, he bolted into the backseat with so much energy. The drive to the hotel was so quiet and peaceful at first, and that was only because Maurice had fallen asleep. That boy could bring down a building with his trouble and noise if he actually wanted to be naughty. I was happy he was asleep, just like on the plane. At least I had time to lean against the window and watch the city lights fade past us. New York hadn’t changed much, like I expected. The buildings were still the same, no major difference from what I knew six years ago. It all got interesting as we drove into familiar streets. The memories flashed across my mind—memories of me and Damon having fun during our dating phase. I shut my eyes at some point and exhaled a shaky breath I didn’t realise I had held for so long. I could only pray that New York would have something amazing for me. This time I hope it will compensate for the pains I faced years ago. After an hour's drive, the chauffeur finally pulled over in the parking lot of The Aurelia Grand Hotel. The driver stepped out and quickly turned to get my door. “Thank you,” I mumbled as I stepped out and turned to scoop Maurice into my arms. The air was refreshing, feeling like a gentle caress against my skin as I walked toward the main entrance. It felt like the universe wanted to punish me. I reached the door and was about to walk in when I bumped into someone coming from inside. “Are you crazy or high on something?” she spat aggressively, bending over to carry the document which had fallen to the floor. I froze on the spot. My chest tightened, and goosebumps crawled across my skin. I never expected to see her, at least not the same day I came back. What was she doing here?Lydia’s POVI stopped immediately the words slipped from my lips. But the nail had already been hit to the head. Clara turned to face me fully, her arms crossed like she was bracing against a wind I couldn’t see.“What do you mean?”“The baby I’m carrying,” I said carefully. “It might not even be a match for Maurice.”She let out a humorless chuckle. “Everything was done to make sure the baby would be a match. That’s why we did the IVF. That’s why we chose you.”My nails dug into my palm. Why couldn’t she just listen? She doesn’t what to listen to me. She is desperate to desperate to get rid of the baby, that she can’t see anything past it. “But what if it’s not?” I pushed, even though every part of me wanted to stop talking. “What if there was a mistake?”She stood up sharply. “There won’t be a mistake. The doctors made sure everything was done right.” I sighed quietly. Same doctors who couldn’t even tell when the whole embryo transfer process was hijacked? How do I tell
Clara’s POVHis hand rested on the frame for balance, his eyes steady on me in a way that made unease crawl under my skin. I wasn’t even shocked at the fact that he was now able to walk. My concern was how long he stood there. Did he hear everything I said to the doctor? He took a few steps forward. Calculated and gentle, normal for someone who probably had gotten back their ability to work. He stopped in front of me, his expression unreadable. “What are you getting rid of?”He repeated again, like i didn’t hear him the first time. My composure was hanging by a thread. One wrong move, and I’d burst.“Just some old clothes,” I said, forcing the words out smooth, even though my pulse was doing something frantic beneath my ribs. “I’ve been meaning to donate them. I was on with a donation center about pickup times.”He studied me. He didn’t blink. It was the kind of look that made you feel like every lie you’d ever told was suddenly visible on your face. He placed a hand over m
Clara’s POVI didn’t remember the drive home. I was probably too much in my feelings to pick a thing from it except the long traffic. All I remember was slamming my bedroom door shut.I leaned against it and slid down against it until I was seated on the cold tile floor. I sat there, staring at nothing— my mind looping the same six words I told Damon. I’m getting rid of it. It’s done. Then the tears came. Subtle at first, but grew louder and more ugly with every passing second. I couldn’t hold it back, no matter how much I tried. A knock disrupted everything. “Clara?” Lydia’s voice, soft through the door. “Are you okay? I think I heard you cry.” I couldn’t answer. My throat had closed up around every possible word I could say. “Clara, please open the door. You’re scaring me.”Her voice came again, more urgent and laced with concern. I forced myself up and quickly wiped my eyes with the back of my hand. My hands were trembling as I removed the locked, pulling down the ha
Clara’s POVI arrived early to the cafe.Damon and I had arranged to meet at 8:00 pm, but I was there by 7:20 pm. Maybe, i was just too nervous to wait a bit longer before coming. And even as I watched people go in and out of the cafe, my hands were fidgeting nervously under the table.It was a hard fight.Myself against tension.While I was trying to remain calm, it was doing everything it could to make me go crazy.Occasionally, I would lift my gaze towards the large clock on the wall which was hanging askew in front of the cafe.8:05 PM.Damon was arriving soon.And right after a few minutes, the door opened.Damon walked in, looking a bit over dressed for a meet up at a cafe. Bro arrived in tuxedo, looking sharp and composed as always. His eyes scanned the room until they met mine, and I could see a smile forming on his lips.He walked over to where I was seated.“Hi.”I stood from my chair.“Hi.”I extended my hand for a handshake.He didn’t take it. He rather closed in and
Clara’s POV A nurse walked up to me, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips.“You fainted, Mrs. Grayson.”Soon-to-be, but I wasn’t about to correct her while having no clue what happened.“You’re in the hospital. You’ve been unconscious for about thirty minutes.”I tried to sit up.She pushed me back down with the gentle firmness of someone who’d done this exact move a thousand times.“Easy. You need to rest. I’ll get the doctor.”I stared at the ceiling the moment the door clicked shut.My mind was blank. I couldn’t afford to let it wander anywhere I couldn’t control.The doctor walked in a few minutes later, clipboard in hand, wearing the kind of expression that told you something good was coming.“Mrs. Grayson. How are you feeling?”I sucked in a deep breath.“Weak….”She closed the space between us, placed her stethoscope on my chest, and put the two ends into her ears.Her expression was unreadable.“You fainted due to low blood sugar and dehydration.”There was a momen
Six weeks laterClara’s POVThe only thing that seemed to be progressing was time. Six weeks slipped by before I even noticed.My wedding was a week away.All I had to do now was keep pretending I wanted it, and walk straight into it anyway.Lydia sat beside me in the car, one hand resting on her tummy. You could tell she couldn’t wait to meet the tiny life growing inside her. I too couldn’t wait. “I still can’t believe it,” she said. “Seven weeks already.”“Time flies,” I said, eyes on the road. Deep down, I wished it could go a little faster. Maybe I’d wake up tomorrow, and it would already be five months.Her head snapped toward me. “And you! Just one week left.” She practically bounced in her seat. “One week until you’re Mrs. Grayson.”I’d never seen her smile so big. It was even surprising that I wasn’t even half excited as her. I kept my eyes forward and my smile glued on — the smile I’d perfected over six weeks of lying.I said nothing. Honestly, I had nothing to say.
Damon’s POV My words hung in the air, but for some reason Camilla didn’t look surprised— at least not the way I had expected.She let out a soft breath, the wooden spoon in her hand paused mid-air. Her gaze locked with mine, her expression guarded and unreadable like there was something waiting t
Clara’s POV Mr Salvador turned to face me fully. “Mr Damon stepped out to—” He paused as Maurice mistakenly dropped his spoon to the floor, which produced a clattering sound. Salvador and I turned to him as he clutched onto his food flask. “Sorry,” he whispered softly and lowered his face to the
Damon’s POV My fingers tightened around the phone as his words echoed in my head. The secret your wife has been keeping from you? For a moment, I said nothing, my mind struggling to catch up with what I had just heard. “Secret? What the hell are you talking about?” I finally demanded, my voi
Damon’s POV “You’re pathetic,” Camilla spat again, her eyes blazing. “I always knew there was something between the two of you.”“It’s not what you think—” “Shut up, Damon,” she cut in sharply. “Why were you trying to kiss her in that elevator?” Seconds dragged. I said nothing. She let out a h







