ログインThe drive to Richard’s place was filled with me questioning myself, asking myself over and over again whether I was doing the right thing, whether I should just stay still like he wanted me to. I didn’t understand why these questions were going off in my head like alarm bells, or why my stomach was twisting with nerves.
Just a few hours ago, I was enthusiastic about seeing him, but right now, all I wanted to do was turn back and go home, be miserable.
But no. It was our anniversary, and I had the right to see my husband. So I swallowed and soon, I was driving into the house. I stepped out of the car, holding the gift I've brought for him and working on my breath, inhaling and exhaling. Finally, I took the first step into the house, entering the code for the door. I only had this code because I forced it out of him one night when he was drunk.
“I just hope he won’t be mad,” I whispered to myself as I stepped in, closing the door with a soft click.
The house was clean, everything was in order, and it was quiet. I would have thought no one was here if I hadn’t seen the clothes on the floor and the shoes. Not just his, though. No, there were heels, too, with a silver dress.
I shook my head so hard I saw stars, staggering back, and I had to grab something to keep myself standing.
“No. No. No. God, please, no.”
I-it was silent. Surely, if there were a woman here, it wouldn’t be this quiet; there would be noise. Yes, yes, there would be noise. Maybe this dress and heels meant nothing. Maybe–
“Oh!”
I went still when I heard that voice.
“Oh, Richard! Right there!”
I pressed the heels of my palms to my ears as if it would block out the noise, shaking my head, muttering, “No. No. No.”
But then I heard his voice, and no amount of telling myself “no” could drown it out.
“Ahh, fuck. Natasha, fuck!”
It was like I could hear my world break and crumple around me. It’s like I could see everything I’ve built burn. Like I could smell the ashes. Taste them.
I didn’t know when I marched up the stairs. I didn’t know when I threw the door open and screamed, “How could you?!”
They both jolted in shock as I caught them off guard, pulling away from each other. They stared at me with their eyes wide with shock, naked, sweating, and panting. And as I watched my husband stare at me while he was covered with another woman’s fluid, the smell of ashes grew so much that it was all I could smell.
There was no coming back from this.
“Isabella,” Richard whispered once he snapped out of his shock, his mouth opening and closing. “Isabella, my love, it’s… It’s not what you think.”
“It’s not?” I asked, my voice breaking. “It’s not what it looks like? Are you telling me you weren’t fuckimg another woman? You weren’t breaking your vows?”
“No. No. Isabella…” He got off the bed, naked, walking to me, and I couldn't bear to see him like that. He noticed, and he stopped, his hand reaching out, something like pain in his eyes. But it couldn’t be pain in his eyes, because he put us both in this situation, so maybe I was just seeing what I wanted.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
I shook my head, taking a step back. “What are you sorry for? This is what you’ve always wanted.” I pointed to her without taking my eyes off him. “Her. Everyone knew it. Since we were in high school, she has been all you’ve ever wanted, and you only got married to Isabella because you had to, because of duty. So don’t look guilty because you finally have what you want.”
“You’re right,” he said and my stomach turned.
His face changed totally, the sorry, guilty mask falling off to reveal his true nature. He looked at me with a smug smirk, reaching out his hand to Natasha. She took her time getting off the bed, not even bothering to put on clothes as she took his hand, gluing herself to his side with a wide smile.
He dragged her closer to him as if she wasn’t close enough and she giggled like a child, placing her hand on his chest.
“You’re right, Isabella,” he repeated, his eyes fixed on her, the smirk turning into a smile. “She’s all I've ever wanted. All I think of when I’m with you. I mean look at her.” He caressed her nose with his and then turned to me with a scowl. “And look at you. Is that supposed to be a sexy look?”
Natasha giggled, smacking his chest playfully. “Oh, don’t be so mean, pookie.” She turned to me with a pout. “At least, she tried her best.”
I fought the urge to look down at myself, my face hot with embarrassment, but my hands reached down and dragged the dress down, trying to cover myself.
Natasha found this amusing and Richard just scoffed.
I fought back the shame that wanted to strangle me. “Richard, how–”
“I want an open marriage.”
The words completely died in my throat, almost choking me.
“W-what did you just say?”
He looked me right in the eye as he repeated those words. “I want an open marriage.”
“You’re a bastard,” I whispered, the words slipping out of my mouth before I could stop them. Natasha gasped, but I ignored her. “A cheating, whoring bastard, and I will never forgive you for this.”
I turned to leave, the tears falling and his words followed me.
“I want an open marriage, Isabella! And I’m going to get it!”
I stormed out of the house with my heart breaking, the crack echoing in my ears.
When I got to my car, I locked the doors, cleaned my eyes, grabbed the steering wheel, and screamed. I screamed until my voice became hoarse and until my tears dried up. After that, I started my car and drove without a plan.
I found myself in a bar.
I didn’t question it. I went in, sat on the barstool, and ordered drinks.
“Keep it coming,” I told the bartender, barely recognizing my own voice. It sounded strange, numb.
He nodded, and the drink flowed. I drank until I felt numb from head to toe, and until there was a peaceful silence in my head.
“Come morning and your problems will still be waiting for you,” a sweet, cool voice beside me said. Not sweet in a sweet way, but sweet in a hard, rough way. I turned my head to look at him, but my vision had grown so blurry that all I could see were shapes and lights. “And it’ll be worse because then you’ll be dealing with a hangover on top of all your problems, and with how you’ve been drinking tequila like it’s water, I assume it’s a very large problem.”
I turned away from him, throwing back a shot. I don’t even feel the burn anyhow. That’s too bad.
“Yes,” I whispered as I waved for more drinks. “It’s a rather large problem.”
“And you think alcohol will solve that for you, love?”
“Don’t,” I hissed, turning to this stranger I couldn't see. “Don’t you dare call me love.”
I saw him raise his hands, and that was when I noticed that his shoulders were wide. “Pardon me.”
I turned back to my drink, sniffling. “My husband calls me love.”
He hummed. “Your husband…”
“Yes. My cheating, piece of shit husband.”
“Ah. Now I see what the large problem is.”
I was about to have another shot, but he stopped me, placing his hand on mine. I turned to him with my teeth bared, ready to curse him out when he leaned down, getting so close to me, I could smell his expensive cologne and feel his warmth, and whispered, “Your husband is a damn fool, letting a work of art like you slip through his fingers.”
I turned my face to his, and our lips were so close that I could feel his warm breath on my lips. “He is. He’s a damn fool.”
“Why drink yourself to an early grave when you could be planning your revenge?”
“Revenge?” I repeated in a whisper.
I felt his hand on my back, softly at first, then stronger when I didn't pull away. “Yes, beautiful. Revenge.” His hand moved down to my waist, where there was an opening in my dress, and I shivered when I felt his bare hand on my skin. “You should reciprocate, don’t you think?”
“Are you telling me to cheat on my husband?” I whispered.
I gasped softly when I felt his hand slip lower. “No, beautiful. I’m asking you to reciprocate.”
LEONARDO Anger. That was what I was supposed to feel as I stared at Sophia, but I didn't feel anything of the sort. Instead, all I felt was sadness. Sadness that I've failed everybody around me. And guilt that there was nothing I could do about anything. Guilt that I've failed Sophia.Her mother was a lovely person, loyal to a fault, caring. She raised Alexander and Sophia, and before she died, she begged me to take care of her daughter. I failed. In the same way, I failed my late wife by not taking care of Alexander.I’ve failed everybody around me, and mostly Cordella. I can't even begin to imagine how she must have felt. How angry and scared she must have been. I looked over at where she was standing at the corner of the room, and our eyes met for a second before she looked away quickly. I looked back at Sophia, who hadn't moved or said a word, just staring at her feet as she sobbed quietly. “Is that tears of guilt or failure?” I asked softly. “Guilt that you regret everything
CORDELLAI was put in the same room with Sophia. She was lying on the bed next to me, in cuffs. It took everything in me, all my years of practicing self-control and restraint, to hold back and not finish what I started with the dagger.Isabella was a damn fool. Letting her live because she wanted her to suffer? That was bloody bullshit. She deserves death, a cruel, slow death, so she could feel the weight of everything she has done, and it would follow her even in death. It would haunt her even when she was dead and gone.She shifted, and I gritted my teeth, my fists clenching as my claws crawled out. Every moment from her, every sniff, every beat of her black heart was a test to me. A test not to lunge at her and rip her throat apart with my claws.“I can tell you want to kill me,” she said, her voice low. My jaw was clenched tight as I slowly turned to her. She was looking up at the ceiling, not blinking. “Why not do it?”“Because it’s not in my place,” I spat. “I know the men wou
“Love?” both men asked at the same time, the same expression on their faces, and I just nodded slowly.“Yeah,” I sighed, still nodding. “Love.”“What does that even mean?” Leonardo asked, and I could see he was losing patience. He shook his head. “No, that’s not important right now. Are you hurt? Where did all this blood come from?”He moved and reached for me, but I stepped back, and both of them just stared at me like I had grown a second head.“Isabella, what’s going on?” Alexander asked carefully, like he was talking to a spooked animal, genuine concern in his voice, but I didn't care about that right now. I didn't care about what any of them was feeling. All I cared about was me and this crushing feeling in my soul. “It’s important,” I said, ignoring both their questions. “What I'm about to say is damn important, and you will damn well listen to me! Got it?”“Okay,” Alexander agreed, still using that careful tone with me while Leonardo just continued to stare.“Okay,” I repeate
Nobody moved. Not Cordella, who stood behind Sophia, still holding the dagger to her chest while barely standing. Not Sophia, whose eyes were wide with shock, blood spilling slowly from her mouth. Not me, all I could see and smell was blood.But then Cordella pulled the dagger out of Sophia’s chest, and the stillness was broken at once. Sophia snapped out of her shock and gasped, pressing a hand to her chest, slowly going down on her knees. Cordella fell backward, her breathing heavy.“No, no,” I muttered in a panicked trance. There was so much blood. It was so thick in the air that it was all I could smell. It felt like it was pressing down on me, and all I could see was Richard in my arms, bleeding. All I could see was the light leaving his eyes.“Why’s there so much blood?!” I screamed, pulling my hair.Cordella and Sophia were lying on the floor, bleeding heavily, and it seemed their blood was filling up the room. It felt like I was drowning in it. It felt like the blood was risi
Love. Love. Love. Love was the reason Cordella hated me, and the blame was pinned on her while the real culprit walked free. Love was the reason Sophia hid her true colors all the while plotting behind all our backs. It was the reason I lost my babies and Richard. The reason why Cordella and Sophia were now fighting to the death.Love was the problem why she wanted to kill me, and if Sophia won this fight, then she was going to succeed in doing that.And at the center of all this was Alexander and Leonardo. This whole drama was centered on them. They did nothing. They were partially innocent, but they were the cause of all this. Love. Love. Love.A feeling that should only be sweet and fill you with nothing but light had been turned into something so cruel. A weapon. Motive. Sophia screamed as she lunged at her with the knife, and Cordella dodged it easily. Cordella was talented when it came to things like this, but seeing the way Sophia held that knife, I know she was, too.“I sho
Cordella and I both watched, frozen as the doorknob twisted slowly. Whoever it was was being careful, thinking they might wake me. I wanted to scream for them to hurry up, to put an end to this quickly, but Cordella still kept her hand pressed to my mouth. But it didn't matter. Whoever it was will get in eventually, and Cordella will finally be caught. Finally. I couldn't wait for her to be punished. I would watch, and I would feel no guilt for enjoying watching her suffer.But then… it stopped. The doorknob no longer moved, and silence fell. My heart dropped to my stomach. Were they gone? Did they think coming in was going to bother me? Who was it? Alexander? Leonardo?I resumed my struggles, screaming again, hoping they could hear it even though it was muffled.Please. Someone. Help me. I kept fighting, kept trying to push her off me, but she didn't seem fazed by any of it. No, her eyes remained fixed on the door, her eyebrows furrowed. And then she stiffened, just as the doorkn
Isabella has a fever…?“How bad is it?” I asked, standing so still, my chest the only part of me that was moving.“Bad, sir,” Sophia answered. “She hasn’t been able to get out of bed all day.”I was already moving towards her room, my pace hurried, my heart beating so loud that it was all I could h
How… How dare he? How dare this fucker talk like that? Who the fuck does he think he is to bring back the past?!Sure, he knew me before. Sure, he still somehow recognized me, even though I had changed, transformed. Fucking sure, he still remembered what kind of loser I used to be, but what the fuc
He had no rights… none to say shit to me. He was the last person in this world that should say shit to me, because my control was hanging on a very, very thin thread. One push will be all it’ll take for me to kill this bastard. He had no idea how much I was holding back right now. But that doesn't
“What nonsense is this, Mr. Carter?” I asked, still sitting, forcing my claws back in. “Not only is your partner unable to comprehend basic business manners, but he can't keep his damn mouth shut.”I was fuming. Fucking hell, I was fuming. I wanted to break something, or someone, preferably a blue-







