LOGINBarbara’s POV
By the time I finished the last question, my fingers ached. It was not just from writing, it was from everything. From sitting too still for too long, from thinking too hard, from pretending I wasn’t aware of him moving around the room like I wasn’t there and yet somehow always there. I set the pen down slowly, staring at the final line of his assignment. I was finally done. A quiet breath slipped out of me, heavier than I expected and for a second, I just sat there, shoulders slightly slumped, eyes unfocused. I didn’t realize how tense I had been until that moment until it was over. “Well? Are you going to sleep all day or leave?” His voice cut through the silence. I stiffened instantly. Of course he was watching, even though he acted like he wasn’t but I knew he was. I turned my head slightly, meeting his gaze. Tristan was leaning against the wall, arms crossed, his expression unreadable. “I am done with it.” I said softly. He pushed himself off the wall and walked toward me, flipping through the pages quickly. “Not bad. You sure seem like a smart kid.” I blinked. That almost sounded like a compliment. “Good,” I muttered, standing up. “Then I’m leaving.” I didn’t wait for permission. My hand reached the door. “I didn’t ask you to leave Barbara.” I froze. “What? I’m done with what you asked me to do. You didn’t even ask me, you forced me to.” “Be ready tomorrow. No questions asked.” A frown creased my face. “For what?” A pause. Then, a subtle response followed. “I thought I said no questions asked. You’ll find out tomorrow.” I hated that. I stepped out before he could say anything else. The air outside felt lighter and free unlike the tensed air in his room. I didn’t stop walking until his presence faded from my skin. “Tomorrow.” That word sat heavy in my chest. Something was coming and I am not ready to face what is yet to come. By the time I got back to my dorm, night had already fallen. That’s when I saw her. My friend, Lily. She was pacing outside, hands clasped tightly, eyes scanning the area like she was waiting for something or someone. “Barbara!” She yelled the moment she saw me. Relief flooded her face as she rushed toward me. “Where have you been? I’ve been waiting forever! I thought….” She stopped, scanning me. “You’re not hurt, right?” she whispered. I forced a smile. “I told you I’d be fine, Lily.” That was a lie. Even though I wasn’t hurt physically, my heart still broke whenever I think about how more tortures are yet to come for me. “You were gone for hours,” she pressed. “What were you doing in his room for that long?” “I just… talked to him.” That was another lie, I can’t afford to make her worry. “You talked?” she frowned. “Barbara, that’s Tristan.” I shrugged. “Well, he did.” She wasn’t convinced. “Did he threaten you?” “No.” “Did he hurt you?” She demanded. “Tell me, did he try to touch you inappropriately?” “No, no, he didn’t. None of that happened, okay?” I was swift in defending Tristian even though part of her questions were true. “I almost went to confront him,” she admitted. My stomach dropped. “You what?” “I was going to find him, Barbara. I couldn’t find you, and I searched everywhere too. I was worried sick about you.” “Lily, no. Please don’t..don’t…don’t get involved in this.” I grabbed her arm quickly. “You can’t do that.” “Then tell me what happened. Tell me, why are you hiding things from me?” I hesitated. I couldn’t. So I smiled instead. “It’s not that serious. He just needed help with something. That was all. Nothing happened between us, I promise.” She stared at me. “You’re lying, I can see it right in your face.” “I’m not. I’m telling you the truth, Lily.” That was another lie, I couldn’t help but lie to her. That’s what’s best for us. For now. A long silence followed before she sighed. “Fine. But if he ever does anything to you, you tell me. Okay?” I nodded. “I will, Lily. Trust me!” That night, sleep refused to come. The room was too quiet. Lily slept peacefully, but my mind wouldn’t rest. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him. I saw Tristian. His gaze, his voice and his control over me like I was a pawn. A pawn in his game. I wasn’t just a student anymore, I’ve become a pawn in his little crazy game of his. His brothers aren’t excluded, they are just as crazy as he is. I guess it runs in the blood and the genes. A sharp, sudden pain exploded in my chest. My eyes snapped open as a tore from my throat as I shot upright in bed. “What…” My heart pounded violently, too fast, too hard. Heat spread through me and it felt like I was burning. It just felt wrong. “Barbara, Barbara, are you okay? Lily screamed as she held me close to her chest. “Talk to me, what’s wrong?” This wasn’t my condition. This was something else. “No… no…” I whispered, clutching my chest. My veins felt like they were on fire. My vision blurred. And then… I heard a voice. It was low, faint but unmistakable. “Mine.” My breath hitched. My head snapped toward the window. The curtains shifted slightly but the window was closed and locked. No one was there. Yet the voice came again. It was stronger and colder this time around. “You can’t run from us, Barbara.” My heart stopped. “Us?” Not him. Them…. My fingers trembled against my chest and then I felt it. Not pain. Not fear. Something worse. A pull. No… Three. Three separate forces tightening around me, three presences awake, aware, connected and claiming. My breath hitched as panic flooded my veins. Because at this moment… I understood. This wasn’t just Tristan anymore. It was all of them. And…. there was nowhere left to run.Barbara’s povI didn’t remember how I got back to the dorm.One minute, I had been standing outside the cafeteria staring at my phone while the video played in front of half the academy, and the next minute, I was running.I was running past students, past classrooms, past people whispering behind their hands and past people who suddenly knew something intimate about me that I had never intended to share.My chest hurt, my throat burned and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop hearing those whispers.“That’s Barbara?” I kept hearing people mutter as I ran.“She is with Tristan?” Another one said.“He chose her out of all the girls in this school?” Another one said.“What about Cheryl?” Another one said.“Didn’t he used to hate her? What changed?” Another one spat.“That video is so insane. I didn’t even know she was that skilled.” Another one muttered as I ran past her without even thinking of turning to check who it was.I pushed open the dormitory door and practically stumble
Barbara’s povThe tension in my chest didn’t fully disappear even after Cheryl left.It lingered there quietly while Tristan and I stood in the middle of the courtyard watching her walk away like a storm that promised to come back worse.For a few seconds, neither of us spoke.I think both of us were trying to process what had just happened or maybe recover from it.Honestly, I wasn’t even sure anymore.One moment I had been getting ready for what I thought was a simple lunch date.The next moment Cheryl was standing in front of me talking about Tristan like I was stealing something that belonged to her.And maybe that was the worst part because despite everything, a small guilty part of me still wondered if she was right.“You’re thinking too loudly again.” He said.I blinked and looked up.Tristan stood beside me with his hands inside his pockets, watching me carefully. “You can hear thoughts now?” I demanded.“No,” he said calmly. “But your face gives you away.”“That’s rude.”“It
Tristan povMy pulse spiked instantly because I’d texted Barbara earlier.I had told her to meet me at the courtyard.If Cheryl had my phone, then she knew exactly where Barbara would be.“Shit.”Professor Hale looked confused. “Tristan, is there something wrong?”But I was already moving too fast.I rushed out of the classroom and straight down the hallway.Students stared as I passed them.Some moved aside immediately and others whispered.I ignored all of them because now the terrible feeling in my chest finally made sense.This wasn’t about the phone.It was about Barbara, Cheryl had planned this and if she cornered Barbara alone…Who knows what she’d say to her or even worse.I pushed harder through the crowd outside, barely slowing down as I crossed campus toward the courtyard.Every ugly possibility kept replaying in my head.Cheryl exposing the video, threatening Barbara again, manipulating her and humiliating her.And honestly?The thought of Barbara standing there alone deal
Tristan’s povSomething felt wrong the second I left the dorm.At first, I ignored it.I thought maybe it was just nerves which was ridiculous already because I did not get nervous.Not before fights, not before exams and definitely not before meetings with my father.So there was absolutely no reason I should be nervous over lunch with Barbara.Yet there I was, walking across campus with my heartbeat acting strangely and my thoughts completely scattered.I felt a bit pathetic which was unlike me.Geoffrey would never let me hear the end of it if he knew.Actually, both of them would especially Jeremiah.I could already hear his annoying voice in my head. “You are so whipped, brother.” I scoffed quietly to myself and shoved my hands deeper into my pockets while continuing toward the café district near the courtyard.The weather was nice for once.There was cool breeze, cloudy skies and some of the students everywhere laughing and walking around like they didn’t have assignments threa
Barbara’s povThe second Tristan disappeared down the hallway after class, my heart started acting stupid again.I think it has completely gone stupid now, and it feels so dangerous being stupid than being mad at him. I stood outside the classroom for a few extra seconds pretending to adjust my bag while internally trying to calm myself down.“Lunch. It is literally just lunch, barbar. Why are you so excited about it?” I pondered.People ate together every day without acting like their entire world was shifting off its axis.So why did this feel so terrifying?I hated the answer immediately because it mattered and that was exactly the problem I had with it.Somewhere between the training sessions, arguments, stolen kisses, sarcastic remarks, and late-night conversations, Tristan had somehow become important to me.And honestly?I didn’t know when that happened or how or even why?But now I was standing in the middle of a crowded hallway trying not to smile like an idiot because he as
Tristan’s povThe entire class felt unbearably long.It was not because the lecture was difficult, and also wasn’t because Professor Hale was droning on about ancient territorial laws for nearly two straight hours.The main reason was because Barbara sat three rows ahead of me, and for the first time in my life, I couldn’t focus on anything else.It was ridiculous.I’d survived years of academy training, brutal combat sessions, political dinners, impossible expectations from my father, and Cheryl practically stalking me since childhood.Yet somehow, one girl agreeing to eat lunch with me had me distracted like an idiot.I hated that realization, especially because Geoffrey noticed immediately.Of course he did, that idiot noticed everything.“You’re smiling again,” he whispered from beside me.I didn’t even look at him. “I’m not.”“You literally are.” He pressed.“No.” I said.“Yes.”I sighed sharply. “Do you ever shut up?”“Sometimes.”“When?”“When I’m asleep.” He rolled his eyes an
Tristan’s POVThey didn’t wait, of course they didn’t.Geoffrey and Jeremiah had that look in their eyes when they left the classroom, the one that meant they were already ten steps ahead, already planning, already setting things into motion.I knew exactly where they went and I let them.That was
Barbara’s povThe moment the bathroom door clicked shut behind Tristan, I finally allowed myself to breathe. Not fully and freely but just enough to remind myself that I was still alive.My fingers curled tightly at my sides as I stood in the middle of his room, unsure of what to do with myself. E
Barbara's Pov Tristan's grip tightened around my throat but not enough to choke me, just enough to remind me he could.The cold brick wall pressed against my back as his gray eyes burned into me. Up close, they were even more terrifying like storm clouds about to break.“Barbara BlueMoon,” he repe
Barbara's Pov“What’s your name?” I asked my new friend.“Lily.” She smiled.“That's a pretty name. I'm Barbara.” Then I leaned in to whisper. “I contemplated changing my name to something else so students won't call me Barbara."Lily chirped a little laughter. “Brabara is a funny name but I prefer







