LOGIN“Good morning, darling. You look tired.”
Mirelle's voice was soft, but there was something hard under it. I stood at the top of the stairs a moment longer, fingers tight on the doorframe, then forced myself to descend.
I came downstairs.
She was already seated at the long breakfast table as though this were her home, cream blouse flawless, smile gentle and practiced. My mother-in-law sat across from her, sipping tea with quiet approval.
I took my usual seat at the far end, spine straight. “Good morning.”
Rowan arrived twenty minutes later, strolling in like he belonged here. He scanned the entrance hall and dining area with those sharp, inventory-taking eyes before dropping into the chair beside his mother.
“Nice place,” he said, looking around slowly. “Ethan treating you well?”
The question was light on the surface, but his eyes told a different story. He wasn’t really asking.
“Well enough,” I replied, keeping my tone even.
Ethan came down shortly after. He greeted Mirelle first with a warm smile and a brief hug. “Always good to see you here, Mirelle. You brighten the place up.”
He slid into his seat without a glance in my direction.
Mirelle leaned forward, eyes soft with that familiar fake concern. “How is the marriage settling, Zaria, dear? You seem a little quiet this morning. Are you comfortable? Eating enough? I worry about you in this big, empty house all by yourself.”
I wrapped my fingers around the warm coffee cup, letting its heat ground me. The mark on the back of my hand felt hotter under the table.
“The house is beautiful,” I said smoothly. “Everyone has been very kind. I’m adjusting well, thank you.”
She tilted her head, a smile never wavering. “That’s good to hear. Still… Ethan can be quite focused on his own affairs sometimes, can’t he?” She glanced at him with a little laugh, then back to me. “A new wife needs attention, don’t you think? Have you two been spending enough time together? Really getting to know each other?”
Each word pressed like a thumb into a fresh bruise. Memories from last night flashed, but I pushed them down hard.
“We’re finding our rhythm,” I answered, offering a small, polite smile. “These things take time in any marriage.”
“Of course, of course,” Mirelle said, reaching over to pat my hand. Her touch lingered a second too long. “Just remember, if you ever need anything — advice, a listening ear, even a little company — I’m always here. We’re family now. You can tell me anything.”
Rowan smirked into his glass but stayed silent, watching.
“Thank you,” I said, gently pulling my hand back. “I appreciate that.”
Mirelle wasn’t done. “And how are you sleeping? You really do look exhausted this morning. Is everything alright? You know you can be honest with me.”
The question landed heavy. I felt the exhaustion in my bones, the weight of pretending, the ghost of a stranger’s touch still on my skin. But I kept my face calm.
“I slept fine,” I lied softly. “Just a long night adjusting to everything.”
She nodded sympathetically, but her eyes stayed sharp, probing. “Marriage can be overwhelming at first. Especially when you come from… different backgrounds. If things feel difficult, don’t hesitate to reach out. I’d hate for you to feel alone here.”
“I’m not alone,” I replied, my voice steady. Inside, the words felt hollow. “Thank you again for your concern.”
Rowan eventually excused himself to use the bathroom. He disappeared for far too long, wandering the halls under the pretense of getting lost in the massive house.
When they finally left, I stood at the tall window and watched their car glide down the long driveway.
The mother-in-law passed behind me, heels clicking sharply.
“Your family visits often?” The way she said *family* made it sound like something unpleasant stuck to the bottom of her shoe.
I didn’t turn around. “They check in.”
“Hmm.” She sounded unconvinced.
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That evening, at the first full family dinner I had been required to attend, one chair at the far end of the long table sat empty.
The patriarch cut his steak with precise movements. “My son returns tomorrow. He’s wrapping up the London meetings.”
The table shifted subtly. Shoulders straightened. Eyes flicked toward the empty seat. Even Ethan paused mid-bite. Whoever this son was, his name alone changed the energy in the room before he arrived.
I filed the information away without asking questions.
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Late that night, after the house had gone quiet, I sat on the edge of my bed and called Nala.
She picked up on the second ring.
“I feel like I’m disappearing,” I said, my voice flat.
“You’re not disappearing,” she answered right away. “You’re just in a place that doesn’t know you yet.”
I stared at the wall across from me. “What if it never does?”
Nala stayed quiet for a moment. “Then we burn it down and build something better. Obviously.”
A small breath escaped me. The next words slipped out before I could stop them.
“I miss my mum.”
The silence that followed was the most honest thing all day. No jokes. No quick fixes. Just space for the ache.
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After we hung up, I went to the wardrobe and pulled out the small box from the very back. My mother’s photograph was on top. I held it for a long time, my thumb tracing her warm, genuine smile.
I’m doing this for you, I thought. I just need more time.
I was carefully putting the box away when I heard the front door open downstairs.
The patriarch’s voice was warm and welcoming.
Then another voice answered him.
Low. Unhurried. The kind that didn’t need to be loud to fill the entire space. Calm. Controlled. Deep.
I stood very still at the top of the stairs, my heart suddenly loud in my ears. I didn’t go down.
But something in that voice made the faint mark on the back of my hand burn hotter than before.
He was here.
I didn’t know what that meant yet.
But my body did.
The gate buzzer sounded just after ten, sharp and unexpected. Zaria was still in the morning room, nursing a cup of tea that had gone cold, when the housekeeper appeared in the doorway with a polite, hesitant expression.“Ma’am, your brother Rowan is at the gate. He says he’s come to visit you.”Zaria’s fingers tightened around the cup. She hadn’t invited him. No one had. Rowan showing up unannounced at the Voss estate meant one thing: he wanted to see, to measure, to carry every detail back to their father and Mirelle. And she couldn’t turn him away without creating the exact kind of scene that would make her look unstable, ungrateful, or worse hiding something.She set the cup down carefully. “Let him in.”─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──Rowan strolled through the front doors like he belonged there, hands in his pockets, a lazy smile on his face that didn’t reach his eyes. He was dressed too casually for a formal call: jeans, expensive sneakers, a shirt that probably cost more than most people’s rent.
The clink of silver against porcelain should have been harmless. Instead, it rang like a warning.Zaria sat at the long breakfast table with her hands folded in her lap, spine straight, expression neutral. Across from her, the mother-in-law—Ethan’s mother—lifted her teacup and let her gaze settle on Zaria with the precision of someone choosing exactly where to cut.“Still no good news on the family front, I suppose?” The words landed softly, almost kindly, but the room heard the blade underneath. “Time does have a way of running out for these things. Especially when one party seems… reluctant.”Heat crawled up Zaria’s neck. She felt the eyes: Vivienne’s polite curiosity, Camille’s quiet satisfaction, and even Ethan’s sudden discomfort. Six weeks. The number pulsed behind her ribs like a second heartbeat. She opened her mouth to answer, something measured, something safe—“Some matters are better left to those directly involved.” Caelum’s voice cut in, low and even, from the head of th
She took the stairs at a normal pace.Not slow; slow would have looked like someone preparing themselves. Not fast either because it would have looked like someone who had something to settle before they got there. She took them the way she took everything in this house that required her to perform composure she did not entirely feel: evenly, with her shoulders back and her face already arranged into the expression that gave nothing away.The sitting room was already occupied.Ethan was on the sofa, jacket off, relaxed in that particular way; he was only relaxed when Camille was in the room. Vivienne is in her usual chair, hands around a cup. Camille was beside Ethan, not touching him, not close enough to be obvious, just close enough that the arrangement of the room communicated something without saying it.The conversation was already in progress when Zaria walked in."...the weekend logistics," Vivienne was saying. "If we want the east wing ready for the cousins, we need to confirm
The woman was already waiting when Zaria pulled up.She was standing outside a small café forty minutes from the Voss estate, elderly, small, with the particular stillness of someone who had been deciding whether to run for the past twenty years and had finally chosen to stay. She had a canvas bag held against her chest with both hands; the way you hold something when letting go of it is the most frightening part of why you came.Zaria got out of the car."Mrs. Amanda?" She had gotten the name on the phone just before the call ended.The woman nodded. She looked at Zaria's face for a long moment with an expression that was doing several things at once: recognition, grief, and something close to relief that had clearly been waiting a very long time for somewhere to land."You look like her," she said. "Around the eyes."Zaria's chest did something she kept off her face. "Can we sit?"─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──They took a corner table. The café was nearly empty. The woman ordered nothing. She kept t
The message had come through Rowan, which told her everything about how her father felt before she had even read it.*Dad wants you home for dinner Friday. Bring your husband if you can.*That last part, *if you can*, was Rowan's addition. The small insertion of doubt, placed there to remind her that her inability to produce her husband on request was already being noted and enjoyed.She had asked Ethan anyway."Friday?" He had looked at his phone, then at her, then at some point above her left shoulder. "I have something.""It's my father's dinner.""I know, I just—" He was already moving away, already half out of the conversation. "Send my apologies." I'll come next time."There would not be a next time. They both knew that. She had let him go without pushing because pushing Ethan was like pushing water; it moved around you and reformed exactly where it had been.She arrived at her father's house alone.─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──Desmond Ellison's expression when he opened the door did something
She had not been able to sleep.That was the honest reason she was in the library at half past eleven, not because she needed a book, not because the library had anything she couldn't find upstairs. She had needed somewhere that wasn't her bedroom, somewhere the silence felt chosen rather than assigned to her, and the library was the one room in this house that had never felt hostile.She had been there forty minutes, curled into the corner of the large chair near the window, when the door opened.She knew who it was before she looked up.She looked up anyway.─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──Caelum stopped for exactly one second when he saw her. Then he came in.He did not apologize for interrupting. Did not offer to leave, did not ask if she minded. He crossed to the drinks cabinet with the unhurried certainty of a man who had decided something before he entered the room, poured two fingers of something dark, and sat in the chair across from her.Not close. The low table between them. But close enough
ZARIA POV I was in the garden when I heard the car pull up the long driveway. Gravel crunched under tires. I didn’t think much of it. Deliveries came and went. The staff rotated. Nothing in this house ever stayed still long enough for me to feel like I belonged to it.Then I heard Ethan’s voice.I
CAELUM POV I left her standing there with the charm still in my hand and no answers.She needed the silence more than she needed my words right then. So did I.I walked out of the room and made my way across the estate to my private residence, the quieter wing away from the main house where I could
ZARIA POV I stood on the landing for a long time after he disappeared down the corridor, his words echoing in my head.We should talk.Two words. That was all it took. They wrapped around my throat like a hand and refused to let go.I retreated to my room, closed the door, and sat on the edge of th
CAELUM POV I stepped through the front door of the main house after nearly a year away, the familiar weight of it settling over my shoulders like an old coat I never asked for.“Father,” I said, voice low and even as I crossed the foyer.The patriarch turned, face lighting up in that measured way o







