เข้าสู่ระบบRoxana
I slam my hand over my mouth to stop from screaming as the scene unfolds before me. Tears choke me. My knees buckle, and my entire body shakes uncontrollably. Is this a nightmare? A lump forms in my throat. I can already feel wetness staining my cheeks. This is the man I love so much—the man I gave up everything for, with another woman on the bed. Naked. She’s bent over in front of him, grasping the bed sheet while Aaron is behind her, thrusting into her. I can’t believe my eyes. My entire world is crashing down at my feet, and I can't do anything but watch. Memories flood my mind. On that same bed, Aaron and I shared passionate nights. The way he’d whisper those sweet, assuring words into my ears, promising we’d spend forever together, that nothing in the world could separate us. Now he’s busy ravaging another woman on it. A woman he claimed was his distant cousin who came by the last time I was at his house. I saw her in the kitchen, putting on his shirt while cooking. I asked him, and he said she was a cousin visiting. Turns out, she isn’t. She’s his lover. They’ve been staying together, f*cking on this same bed. My knees are growing weak—so weak I might fall to the floor any moment. I'm so stupid. So utterly senseless. I left everything behind, I did, to be with him. And he’s here, not caring about me. My chest tightens so hard I fear it may rip out of my body. How could he do this to me? He endangered my life, knowing he didn't want me. “Oh, Babe, i love your pu**y. It’s so sweet,” he tilts his head back, veins in his neck bulging as he thrusts into her. “F*ck me harder, baby.” “I love you, baby.” My chest hurts terribly. It’s hurting. Pain explodes inside me, too much to bear. The room spins. They don't notice me. They’re clearly enjoying it, tearing my heart apart further. They finish and collapse onto the bed. Just then, Aaron’s eyes fall on me—standing by the bedroom door with my backpack still on my back and my world crumbling at my feet. He stands abruptly, panic written all over his face. “Rox…..” he calls my name, but I don’t hear him. I'm far gone, deep into nothingness. Silent tears stream down my face, mirroring the pain inside me. “Why?” The word escapes my lips before I can stop it. “Why did you do this to me?” I can't think of any reason for him to break me like this. “It’s not what you think,” he tries to move closer, but I step back. The woman on the bed rolls her eyes, clearly annoyed. “Why are you begging her, Aaron?” she snaps. I stare, unable to speak. His eyes dart to her. “Babe, I...” he begins, calling her babe again—right in front of me. What am I then? A trash can? Somewhere he throws his trash whenever he feels like it? I clutch the wall; it’s the only thing holding me up. “She’s nothing. Just a thing to pass the time. I'm the mother of your child,” she states. My world flips over. “You have a child?” Anger surges from nowhere. My nails dig into my palms. “I… I… It’s not what you think.” I laugh—loud, bitter. “It’s not what I think? The fact that you’ve been sleeping with another woman, the fact that she has a child for you, isn’t that what you mean?” I feel an overwhelming urge to throw a tantrum. I’m tempted to smash his head into a nearby wall, but I'm too stunned to move. I step forward, grabbing his shirt. “You lied to me! You deceived me! And it’s not what I think?” The woman on the bed immediately moves to my side and pushes me away. “Get off my man, weirdo.” I fall to the floor, pain exploding through my body. I shudder, and tears burst from my eyes. “You shouldn't have pushed her away like that,” Aaron snaps at her. “Are you taking her side? Do you love her more than me?” “No… I…” This has to be a dream. I close my eyes for a moment, hoping that when I open them, I’ll be back in my room with a romance novel beside me. But when I open them, I see something entirely different—and it shocks me completely. Tristan is staring down at me. My breath catches in my throat. How did he find me? His eyes are red. He looks dangerous—like the devil from hell, set to ruin and destroy. My eyes take in the scene: Tristan’s brothers are entering, grabbing Aaron and his so-called lover, dragging them out. Leaving Tristan and me alone. My eyes snap to his, tears falling uncontrollably. I can hear my heartbeat loud in my ears. “Tristan,” I whisper. He just stares, as if he’s looking right through me. For the first time, I look at him deeply, eyes running over his entire body. He looks so dangerous—so ruthlessly handsome—covered in tattoos. My breath catches again. His green eyes are captivating enough to make every woman weak. Why? “It’s time to go home, dear bride.” What is he going to do to me? Will he kill me? I ran away, he can’t just brush that off as if it’s nothing. I know men like him. He will definitely do something. “Will you kill me?” tears well up in my lashes. Tristan laughs, the sound echoing through the room. “I won’t. But trust me, you’ve defied me, so I must punish you.” Then he pulls me up and whispers in my ear, “Tonight. Tonight, I'm claiming you. I'm making you mine, and you won't be able to run from me again.”TristanThe metal door to the torture room groans open and I step inside. The room smells of damp concrete and old blood. The kind of smell I'm used to. Daniel looks up immediately. He’s sitting on a wooden chair, wrists restrained in front of him, not beaten. Not yet.The moment our eyes meet, fear drains every ounce of color from his face. Good. He should be scared, because there is a certainty that he may not walk out of this room alive. I walk further into the room. Slowly, deliberately. The door clicks shut behind me. And silence settles between us. Heavy. Oppressive. The only sound in the room is the pounding of his breath. Daniel swallows, “ I.… I didn't know she was married.”I don't answer. I keep walking. Until I'm standing directly in front of him. The man my wife left me for. I stand close to him, so close he has to tilt his head back to look at me. My voice rings through the silence in the room, “You have been saying that.”His breathing becomes uneven. “It’s the tr
Tristan The tiny bedroom door slams shut behind me, the sound echoes through the hallway. I don't stop walking. One step. Two. I continue down the corridor without looking back. My jaw aches, I realize too late because I've been grinding my teeth together so hard I might crack them. The guards lower their heads as I pass. No one speaks. No one dares. Good. Because if anyone says a single word, I might kill them. The corridor stretches endlessly before me, every step should make me feel better. It doesn't. My hands still smell like her. My clothes. My body. Every single thing. My knuckles clench beside me. Making sharp pain jolt through my body. I stop and look down, blood. Mine. The cuts across my knuckles have opened again. I don't remember the last time I hit the wall that hard. I don't remember the last time I got so angry that I could have killed her right on that spot. The pain in my hand is nothing. In fact, not enough. Not enough to numb the one spreading through m
Roxana My entire body trembles violently. What the hell is going on? Another knock rumbles through the room. My legs dash to the door, before I reach it, the door opens from outside and I come face to face with Tristan. Looking disheveled. Exactly like a devil set to ruin and destroy. I take a step back instinctively, “W…. what’s the problem?”He doesn’t answer, instead, he steps into the room and slams the door shut, locking both of us inside the tiny room. Silence falls until it becomes uncomfortable, the only sound in the room is the thumping of my heart. I try again, “Is there a problem?”He says nothing, only walks further into the room, straight towards me. I take a step back again, then two, I keep taking until my back hits the wall.“You think you can keep running away from me right? You fucking slut.”Something painful crashes into me, my gaze drops to my feet as I try to force back the tears threatening to fall. “I’m sorry.”Tristan stands in front of me, so close our b
RoxanaThe gates open silently. The mansion rises from the darkness exactly as I remember it — cold, silent, beautiful. Home.No. Not home anymore.The SUV rolls to a stop beneath the entrance. Nobody comes outside to greet us. No lights flood the front steps. No warm voices. Nothing.The engine dies. For several long seconds, no one moves.Then Tristan opens the door and steps out. I follow because I know better than to hesitate. Panic races through my body within seconds.Neither of us speaks as we climb the marble steps. The guards outside straighten immediately.“Boss.”Tristan doesn’t answer. He walks past them without slowing.The front doors open. The familiar entrance hall stretches before me — chandeliers, the grand staircase, the polished marble floor.Everything looks exactly the same. But I don’t belong in it anymore. I stop walking.Memories hit too fast — laughing with Texas on those stairs, his mother teasing us at breakfast. It feels like someone else’s life.“Move.” H
Roxana I don’t remember leaving the apartment. One moment I'm standing in the middle of the destroyed room. The next, I'm following Tristan. Every step feels unreal. The shattered furniture, the broken bowl of soup Maria had made for me, the tiny pieces of reference letter scattered across the floor. The little life I’ve built in Mexico…. Gone. Just like that. No goodbye, no explanation, nothing. My eyes sting again. I deserve this—every bit of it. I betrayed the man who has ever looked at me like I mattered. The man who showed me he loved me without saying it. Because I was too stupid, too self-centered. The hallway is silent except for the rain hammering against the windows. Daniel. My heart clenches. I twist around instinctively. He’s standing several meters away beside Dmitry. Alive. Thank God. His face is pale. Confused. Terrified. Our eyes meet. “ I'm sorry.” I mouth. He doesn't understand. How could he? All he does is give me the smallest nod as though he’
Tristan The room falls into silence. Only the rain remains; it batters against the window, the roof, whatever is left of my sanity. The front door slams shut behind Dmitry; his voice disappears into the hallway. Now, it’s only her, the woman I crossed continents to find. Just us. She stands there trembling, red eyes, tear-stained cheeks— the same face I spent weeks imagining covered in blood. The same woman I nearly burned the world down for. I stare at her. She can't even meet my eyes. “Tristan….” My name. God. She still says my name the same way, as if nothing happened, as if she didn't disappear or that I didn't find another man holding her. “Please….” Her voice shakes so badly it barely sounds like hers. “I'm sorry.” I laugh—a quiet, empty, hopeless laugh. “Sorry?” She nods frantically, “Yes, I'm sorry.” “You are sorry.” Another laugh escapes me, this one broken. “So that’s it?” She takes another careful step toward me. “I can explain.” “No.” “I made a m
Tristan My phone buzzes, waking me. I ignore it, opening my eyes for a moment and staring into the blank space. It buzzes again. This time, I stretch my hand to the bedside drawer and pick it up. There are several texts from my brothers, my mother, and all the family members. *We are in your li
RoxanaI keep turning on my bed, Aaron’s words replaying in my head. I have to leave this house tonight. That’s the only way I can escape this arranged marriage and be with the man who truly loves me.Checking the time for the hundredth time today, I get out of bed.It’s 6pm.Almost dinnertime.Onc
RoxanaI step out of the room, the paper feeling like a ticking time bomb in my hand. How on earth has my life become this? Hot tears streak my cheeks as I think of Aaron. He loves me, and getting married to Tristan would crush him. What am I going to do now? A lump forms in my throat, and I swa
RoxanaIs something wrong with my eyes? Or is what I'm seeing real?I stare down at the paper in front of me, blinking a few times.This can't be real. There's no way I'm getting married to Tristan Kozlov—the ruthless and dangerous first son of the Kozlov Russian mafia. I know my stepfather is try







