LOGINKael’s condition was deteriorating more frequently because he still couldn’t come to terms with the situation he was facing. Without his sight, Kael felt completely useless in this life.
Eira patiently cared for Kael despite being constantly subjected to insults and abuse from her husband. Sometimes, Eira had to lie to Kael to get him to eat so he could recover quickly.
“Kael, your condition will get worse if you don’t take your medicine,” Eira told him.
“So, if I take the medicine, will my sight come back?” he replied sarcastically.
Eira let out a long sigh. She’d run out of ideas on how to persuade Kael. Not only was her own body growing weaker, but she also had to constantly care for Kael, which left her many times more exhausted than before.
Even without being reminded, Eira hoped for Kael’s recovery more than her own. She’d forgotten the fact that her body was in pain because she wanted Kael to live a healthy life again.
“Isn’t this what you want, Eira?”
Eira looked up slightly at Kael’s face.
“I know you’re actually grinning from ear to ear seeing me in such a terrible state, aren’t you? You chose to watch my mental crumble instead of just killing me outright.”
That accusation was nothing new to Eira. She knew that everything bad that happened to Kael would be blamed on her as the source of the problem—even when she hadn’t done anything.
“I’m sorry,” Eira said.
Eira was also tired of apologizing for mistakes she hadn’t made. She was too weak—that was what she realized when it came to Kael. Her soul truly seemed designed to submit to Kael.
Suddenly, Kael let out a small laugh. It wasn’t a laugh because something was funny or meant to be mocking. His laugh was strange—it sounded like someone angry in his despair because he could no longer express himself by crying.
“Why are you apologizing, Eira? It won’t change anything,” he said softly. “At least I made you laugh out loud, even through my suffering.”
“I’m not happy about your suffering, Kael.”
“Don’t lie, you bitch! Doesn’t this mean you can have fun with so many men? Lucas, maybe?”
Eira lowered her head. There it was again—the same old topic. She was so sick of it. Kael’s accusations against her were endless, without even trying to find out first what had actually happened.
“I—”
“Excuse me.”
Eira’s words trailed off when someone knocked on the door. She turned and immediately saw two unfamiliar men standing in the doorway, dressed entirely in black.
Eira’s gentle gaze shifted into a protective mode. Her crystal-clear eyes flashed, causing the two men to swallow hard—their faces filled with fear. Fear of the curse Eira might carry and pass on.
“Excuse me, Ma’am. I am an advisor from the Valerius Clan.” One of the men introduced himself, showing the clan’s symbol on his palm.
“Come in!” Kael immediately invited them in upon hearing who had arrived.
Eira stepped aside slightly to let the man who had approached Kael pass. Meanwhile, the other man waited outside, clearly uncomfortable with the way Eira stared at him with her crystal eyes, which never dimmed.
“Is there a problem with the clan?” Kael asked, breaking the silence.
“No, sir.” The man pulled out a scroll and unrolled it.
“I’ve come on behalf of the pack of the Valerius Clan. The fact is, the entire pack has rejected you as the Alpha Leader of our Clan. Because clearly, we can’t expect anything from a blind Leader.”
Silence.
Kael never imagined he’d find himself at his lowest point as the Alpha Prince of his own Clan.
Yes, Kael had been cast out.
Eira, who heard this, was also deeply shocked; she hadn’t expected the Advisor to say it so bluntly—without choosing words that—at the very least—wouldn’t cause Kael pain upon hearing them.
“Do you think that just because I’m blind, I’m also deaf and paralyzed?” Kael’s voice was slightly strained as he held back the emotions boiling at the back of his mind.
“It’s not like that, Sir. But the leader of the Valerius Clan is the embodiment of the Moon Goddess’s perfection. So we’ve chosen Lord Lucas to be our leader.”
CLANG!
Kael swept everything off the bedside table in front of him, sending it scattering across the mattress and onto the floor.
“Sir—”
“GET OUT! YOU'RE DONE HERE, AREN'T YOU? SO GET OUT OF HERE!” Kael shouted—his hands groping around in every direction, searching for something he could throw.
A commotion broke out. Kael’s rage took aback the advisor. Though his eyes were still covered by gauze, his wolf fangs and claws emerged as the muscles in his jaw and hands tensed.
His rage was on the verge of boiling over.
“I was just saying—”
Eira touched the man’s shoulder to silence him. “Mr. Kael has heard it all. Leave, before he kills you,” she threatened.
Hearing that, the advisor chose to back off. Kael’s screams could still be heard even after he was quite a distance from the door to Kael’s hospital room.
Eira tried to calm Kael, who continued to rage and scream, venting all his frustration. It got to the point where Kael tried to shred his own neck with his long fingernails.
“Kael, no!” Eira stopped Kael’s hand.
“Why? You want to see me suffer and die, right?! If you don’t kill me right now, I can do it myself!”
“I’ve never wanted you to die, Kael.”
“Liar—”
“By the Moon Goddess, I don’t want that!”
Kael suddenly stopped when Eira began shouting right in his face. They were incredibly close right now—their noses were practically touching.
Kael’s heavy, short breaths hit Eira’s face roughly,
“Because I can’t live without you,” Eira said honestly.
“Oh, is that so?” Kael replied, running his fingers over Eira’s face for a moment before his hand moved to wrap around her neck—choking her.
“Fine, if you can’t live without me, then the only way is for you to die, you bitch! Because I can live without you!” he said, tightening his grip on Eira’s neck.
Kael was lying curled up in Eira’s room—refusing to return to the hospital—so Lucas decided to ask a nurse to stay at Kael’s house for a while until Kael recovered.In addition to the medical nurse, Lucas also called in a renowned healer from his clan several times to examine Kael, wondering if, aside from his mental state, something else might be wrong with his body.“GO AWAY!” Kael shouted when he heard footsteps approaching him.Without looking to see who was coming, relying on his wolf’s instincts, Kael knew it was a healer from the Valerius Clan—the clan that had cast him out.“Kael, that—”“I don’t want anything to do with the Valerius Clan anymore, Lucas,” he cut in quickly.“But you have to get better.”“Let me be crazy! I am crazy, and I’m enjoying this madness. So, don’t ever bring anyone from your clan to see me!”Lucas let out a small sigh—and chose to give up. He led the healer out of the room, leaving Kael alone once again after several days like that.Somehow, Kael thou
It’s not a dream!Kael was convinced he had truly traveled back in time so that things could change—even from Lucas’s perspective. And if he had another chance, that meant he might be able to win Eira back.With confident strides, Kael ran into the abandoned building. Wild plants had taken root all over the building’s walls.“Kael, there’s no one there!” Lucas shouted.But Kael didn’t care. He climbed the stairs toward the unit where he’d last seen Eira.“EIRA!” Kael searched for Eira in the room, which was overrun with mold, and some of the walls looked like they were crumbling.Kael spun around, hoping Eira would appear before him in this life. Perhaps there was something he could do now that he’d returned to the past to rewrite the course of Eira’s life.“You’re here, aren’t you? Show yourself, Eira! I promise I’ll love you more than anything!” Kael shouted in a hoarse voice.He forced his weakened body to make his way to that old building—searching for Eira, who wasn’t there.Feel
“No—no... I wasn’t dreaming. I actually saw Eira vomiting blood in her apartment.” Kael tried to deny what Lucas was saying.Lucas pressed the emergency button to call a nurse because he was concerned about Kael’s agitation.Basically, Kael should have been treated by a psychologist, but for the past four days, his physical condition had also been very poor. He’d forgotten to eat, forgotten to drink—he’d even seemed to forget himself—and as a result, he’d become malnourished.Yesterday, Lucas found Kael having a seizure and moaning in pain inside Eira’s room.“Calm down, Kael. It was just a dream, okay? You’re just fixated on that strange illness that’s afflicting Eira.” Lucas tried to reassure him.“No, Lucas. I saw it with my own eyes. That flower petal—”“When did you see her?”“Just now. Eira was in her apartment, and I saw her coughing up blood—”“But You were unconscious for a whole day, Kael.”Kael fell silent instantly. If it really was just a dream, why did it feel so real? Wh
The car pulled into a parking lot at an old building on the outskirts of town—almost secluded. Kael got out of the car and looked around, realizing that Eira had actually been living in a rather run-down and cramped neighborhood.“Edward, are you sure Eira lives here?” Kael asked his assistant to confirm.“That’s right, sir. Eira is on the third floor, unit number 99,” Edward replied confidently.After all, Edward had visited Eira’s apartment several times at Kael’s request to return the boxes of food that Eira had sent, since Kael had never wanted to see any of Eira’s belongings in his home—especially during the first few years following the death of Kael’s parents.However, it hadn’t all started that way.Kael’s gaze still seemed to be scanning the surroundings—as if hesitant to go in and meet Eira. It was understandable, since this was Kael’s first time going to a place like that.“Sir, just tell me what you need to say. I’ll go inside,” said the assistant.“How many times have you
Ever since yesterday’s incident—when Kael suddenly wanted to sleep together—Eira had honestly been so embarrassed that she left Kael’s house while he was in the shower, even forgetting that she hadn’t prepared dinner for him.And this morning, Eira had been pacing back and forth in front of Kael’s house with a lunchbox—hesitating to go inside.Eira was confused by Kael’s strange and sudden change in attitude. How could he—after getting so angry and trying to drown her—suddenly become so kind—as if he were the person who cared most about Eira?“Did I do something wrong? So, should I go in or not?” she muttered softly, full of doubt.Eira’s hand began to touch the doorknob—she took a deep breath.Before she could push the door open, it suddenly swung open, causing Eira to take a few steps back instinctively.Kael appeared in the doorway, wearing an apron. His face also looked quite dirty, as if smeared with spices—which, somehow, had ended up on Kael’s handsome face.“G-Good morning,” E
September 2017“I… went back in time?” Kael muttered, still unable to believe what he was experiencing.He was convinced it was a dream, so he tried pinching himself several times to make sure his nerves were numb while he was in that dream world.“Ouch!” he yelped loudly as he felt the pain from his own pinch on his arm.Kael’s eyes returned to the calendar in front of him. He tried to recall, one by one, what had happened before he finally found himself standing in a time when Eira was still alive.The words that the Seraphim Goddess had once spoken also swirled around in Kael’s mind. He felt a tinge of joy at being able to see Eira again—the person he missed most in the future.Eira came out of her room wearing dry clothes. She then headed to the kitchen without saying a word and cleaned up the mess left behind by Kael’s outburst.Kael walked closer, still unable to believe what he was seeing.He pulled Eira’s hand, so she was facing him, then cupped her face, staring intently into







