INICIAR SESIÓNVersteck dich. Überlebe. Was auch immer du tust, sorge einfach dafür, dass du keinen Gefährten findest. Das sind die einzigen Gedanken, die mir durch den Kopf gehen, während ich durch den Wald renne und verzweifelt versuche, mein Versteck zu erreichen, bevor die Wölfe freigelassen werden und jemand meine Fährte aufnimmt. Ihr denkt wahrscheinlich, ich übertreibe. Schließlich ist heute der Blutmond, die meistgefeierte Nacht des Jahres. Die Nacht, von der jeder unverpaarte Wolf träumt, seinen vom Schicksal bestimmten Gefährten zu finden. Warum also renne ich über einen schwierigen Pfad, von dem ich sicher bin, dass ihn kein Wolf betreten würde? Warum verstecke ich mich vor meinem „Schicksal“? Versucht, nur einen einzigen Tag mein Leben zu leben... Dann werdet ihr verstehen, warum ich lieber den Zorn der Mondgöttin riskiere, als den Rest meines Lebens mit jemandem aus Silvercrest als Gefährten verbunden zu sein.
Ver másCECELIA'S VIEW
"You all know the rules."
The eldest's voice crackled across the square like a blow. Every she-wolf in the pack froze.
"Two minutes. That's all the time you'll get to run into the woods once the shot is fired. Then the wolves will be released. No one runs home. Anyone who tries to escape will be banished. I wish you all safety, may the moon goddess be with you, and above all, may you find your companions before dawn."
And that's exactly how the barbaric games began.
The girls whispered to each other about whom they had prayed to be chosen as their companion, but I heard nothing except the rushing of blood in my ears.
I was terrified.
Goddess, I wanted to run home.
But my body was too heavy for me to move fast enough. Not to mention that my aunt and cousin would kill me and call it an "accident" if I went home.
They had waited eighteen years for just such an opportunity.
The blows they had given me over the years had made me too intimidated to defend myself, but death would take care of that obstacle.
Yesterday I heard my aunt's family's lawyer say that my trust fund would mature in seven days and my aunt's family would finally be free of me. He said it as if I were a burden. As if I weren't the reason they had food, clothing, and a comfortable life. My mother's support had kept them alive since her death.
My aunt panicked. I heard her snarl at my cousin: "Get Conan's attention tonight, you have to be the next Luna. And Cecilia... if she gets a mate, we'll make it look like a hunting accident. The whole pack hates her anyway. Her mate will even be grateful for our help. Nobody will care."
Girls had already died during the blood moon, and she was right – no one would care if I died. Her plan was foolproof.
So my plan had to be better.
One of the few advantages of being called the "witch of the pack" was that most people simply left me alone.
With eyes as bright as mine – who could blame them? That's why I made the forest my refuge.
As a child, I was beaten so often by my aunt and ignored by the rest of the pack that the forest was the only place that didn't hurt me. There I learned to see better in the dark than any of them. There I learned to make oils so potent they could incapacitate even a she-wolf or a wolf.
Three years of work on poisons and various healing potions.
Potions I used to heal myself after my aunt beat me, and poisons I thought I would one day use to end my suffering.
Not today.
Today I just had to survive.
My plan was simple: to reach the biggest lemon tree in the forest and hide.
During the day, while every girl was probably saying goodbye to her boyfriend for the last time and every mother was praying to the moon goddess, I made my way from the lavender field to this tree. Lavender to mask my smell. Lemon to burn a wolf's eyes.
I had laid out a path to the largest lemon tree in the forest. I wasn't built for climbing. But I didn't need to be. If I kept to the correct wind direction, ten meters from the tree would be enough. Its fragrance would completely conceal me.
BANG!!
The shot.
All my senses screamed at me with just one single word.
Run!
I set off running, following the path I had memorized. Everyone else used their wolves. They stayed in open areas, testing the air with their sense of smell. I didn't have a wolf to help me. Just my feet and my plan.
My chest burned. People blurred past me, in all directions. If I slowed down, I was dead.
The lemon tree came into view. A thick trunk. Widely spreading branches.
I pulled out the lavender blanket I had secretly sewn and threw it over myself.
Foolproof.
But before I could rejoice, I heard it.
The howling.
It was bone-chilling. Inhuman.
The predators had been released.
The hunt had begun.
I buried my face in the blanket and prayed. To the moon goddess. To anyone who would listen.
"Please. I've had enough. I don't want a mate. I don't want any attachment to this place. If you're going to give me someone, then just let it be Apollo. He's the only nice person in this pack."
My breathing became calmer. I had to remain still. Had to remain hidden.
I heard howling and screaming.
Companions who found each other, girls who were marked – it would have been a beautiful moment if it hadn't been so utterly cruel.
I was just about to thank the moon goddess for making sure all this happened to the people who wanted it, and far away from me.
That's when I heard it.
Steps.
Heavy. Close.
A low growl made the ground beneath me vibrate.
I held my breath.
That's it.
I began to pray that the lavender would work, that the lemon would make his eyes water. Then I heard a soft whimper, and the footsteps moved away—quickly, away from me.
It took all my strength not to cry.
Wolves couldn't penetrate the scent of lavender. But if life had taught me anything, it was that they could smell weakness from a mile away.
I waited an hour just to make sure he was really gone.
I peeked out from under the blanket to check if the coast was clear.
That was the biggest mistake of my regrettably short eighteen years on this earth.
A wolf stood some distance away and watched me attentively.
Five feet high to the shoulder.
Light brown fur.
Eyes like liquid gold, shining with something that was far too knowing.
He hadn't left.
He had waited.
I rushed towards the tree.
Fear drove my body to heights I didn't know were possible. As I climbed, I calculated in my head how long I would have to stay up there until dawn.
Then I would finally be free.
But hope, as I had come to realize, is the downfall of a fool.
I lost my footing and fell.
All I could think was:
Good. At least my aunt doesn't have to kill me herself.
There was a strange comfort in having been able to decide on at least one part of my life myself.
Even if it meant my death.
I landed on something soft.
Warm.
The softest blanket in the world.
Nobody had told me that heaven would be so peaceful.
I was just enjoying the warm comfort that enveloped me when my body suddenly hit the ground.
He caught me.
And I was still alive.
The wolf sneezed violently and painfully. The lemon burned his eyes. Nevertheless, he had run off to rescue me.
With a trembling hand, I touched his head.
He nestled into the palm of my hand and rubbed his snout against my chest, as if he couldn't breathe without me.
My legs lifted off the ground.
I took a step back from him and was about to introduce myself, perhaps try to talk to him.
When I looked up, his eyes were no longer golden.
They became human.
And I saw it.
The gold transformed into an unforgettable hazelnut hue.
Conan.
"No," I whispered.
His wolf, Bjorn, surfaced.
And before I could scream, his teeth sank into my throat.
CECILIAS POVMrs. Hale zog mich in ihre Arme und ließ mich nicht los. Sie roch nach Rauch und Rosmarin. „Du isst, hörst du mich?“Jonah legte eine Hand auf meine Schulter. Sein Griff war fest. „Das Feuer brennt immer. Du wirst immer einen Platz haben.“Ich nickte, weil meine Kehle zu zugeschnürt war, um Worte hervorzubringen.Dann war sie da. Das kleine Mädchen von letzter Nacht, das, das gesagt hatte, komm nach Hause. Sie rannte auf mich zu und schlang ihre Arme um meine Beine, ihr Gesicht in meinen Rock gedrückt. „Du hast es versprochen.“„Das habe ich“, flüsterte ich. „Ich halte meine Versprechen.“Razor machte es noch schlimmer. Er versuchte ständig, zurück zum Kochfeuer zu rennen, zu Mrs. Hale, zu den Kindern, die ihm heimlich Essensreste zugesteckt hatten. Adolpho musste ihn am Halsband packen, sanft, aber bestimmt. „Komm schon, du Verräter. Wir haben Arbeit.“Die Stimmung war völlig falsch. Zu viele Augen, die meinem Blick auswichen. Zu viele Hände, die sich nach mir ausstreckt
CECELIAS SICHTIch lachte.Razor hatte schon wieder Mrs. Hales Brot gestohlen und tat so, als wäre er unschuldig, den Kopf zur Seite gedreht, Krümel an seiner Schnauze. Die alte Marta schlug mit ihrer Schürze nach ihm. „Dieb“, gackerte sie. „Du hast weder Götter noch Herren, aber für ein Brötchen gehst du auf die Knie.“Die ganze Gruppe am Kochfeuer lachte mit ihr.Sogar ich.Dann veränderte sich die Luft.Sie wurde still, so wie immer, bevor Wölfe auf die Jagd gehen.Ich blickte auf und da war er.Conan.Mein Gefährte.Mein Lächeln verschwand nicht.Es wurde mir aus dem Gesicht gerissen.Jeder Muskel in meinem Körper erinnerte sich an ihn, bevor mein Verstand es tat. Das Mal der Gefährtenbindung an meinem Hals brannte, als würde jemand eine glühende Kohle darauf drücken. Meine Knie blockierten. Mein Atem blieb stehen.Nicht langsam.Sofort.Razor spürte es.Er war auf den Beinen, noch bevor ich mich bewegte, eine Mauer aus Fell und Narben zwischen ihnen und mir. Sein Knurren war laut
CONAN SICHTIch hatte nicht geschlafen.Jedes Mal, wenn ich die Augen schloss, sah ich Cecilia, wie sie den Regen hinunterbrach, nachdem sie meine Zurückweisung angenommen hatte.Und jetzt hatte ich tatsächlich die Dreistigkeit, nach ihr zu suchen, weil ich ihre Hilfe brauchte?Ich schämte mich für mich selbst.Ich hatte mir eingeredet, dass sie noch lebte.Ich musste das.Denn jede andere Möglichkeit war unerträglich, aber jetzt, da ich nach ihr suchen musste, wirbelte jede einzelne Angst, die ich verdrängt hatte, in meinem Kopf herum.Bjorn war unruhig.Seit Bjorn beschlossen hatte, wieder mit mir zu sprechen, machte er sich nur noch Sorgen um Cecilia.Und er sorgte dafür, dass ich mit diesen Sorgen nicht allein war. „Sie ist schwach.“Conan starrte ausdruckslos in das Feuer, das in seinem Zimmer brannte. „Ich weiß.“„Die Zurückweisung hat die Bindung beschädigt.“„Ich weiß.“„Sie kann sich nicht verwandeln.“Meine Hände ballten sich zu Fäusten. „Ich weiß.“„Sie hat niemanden.“Das
CECELIAS SICHTWir erreichten das Lager bei Nacht.Der Duft von gebratenem Fleisch lag in der Luft.Kinder rannten zwischen den Hütten umher, während mehrere ältere Frauen zusammensaßen, Körbe flochten und miteinander tratschten.Alle aßen zusammen und lachten. Ich wüsste nicht einmal, ob das in Silvercrest jemals passiert war. Jedes Mal, wenn ich Essen auch nur ansah, wurde ich als „fettes Schwein“ bezeichnet, was mir jede Freude am gemeinsamen Essen nahm.In dem Moment, als sie uns entdeckten, wurden ihre Lächeln noch breiter.Und mir wurde ganz warm.Seit dem Tod meiner Mutter hatte sich niemand mehr darüber gefreut, mich kommen zu sehen.„Da ist sie ja!“„Hat sie Celestes Kräutervortrag überlebt?“„Kaum“, antwortete ich, bevor Celeste es konnte. „Ich finde, ich habe irgendeine Belohnung verdient.“„Hast du“, lachte eine der Frauen. „Mittagessen.“„Ich hatte auf Geld gehofft.“Das ganze Lager brach in Gelächter aus.„Du wirst dich hier bestens einleben“, kicherte eine andere Frau.











