Mag-log in~Ava~
I dragged my ass home from campus around six, still sore from Thursday’s “tutoring session” with Calder he’d kept me bent over his desk for two straight hours, alternating between looking at my pussy and making me read my own failed midterm out loud while he did it, like some kind of sadistic study guide. This man only watched me and did nothing. It was weird and hot too.
The house was quiet. Mom and Richard were supposed to be at some charity auction until late. Perfect. I needed to rest without mom saying some boring stuff and without that guy tryna act like my father. Like what the fuck. Who the fuck did he think he was.
I kicked off my shoes in the foyer, dropped my bag, and headed upstairs, already peeling off my hoodie. Jax’s door was cracked open just enough for the light to spill into the hallway. I was gonna walk right past it, I swear I was, but then I heard it.
My name.
Not just my name. My name moaned like someone was dying.
“Ava… fuck… Ava…”
I froze.
Another moan, low and ragged, followed by the unmistakable wet slap of skin on skin. Fast. Desperate. Like he was chasing something and losing his mind doing it.
I should’ve kept walking. I should’ve sprinted to my room, locked the door, and bleached my ears.
Instead, like the absolute disaster I am, I edged closer and peeked through the crack.
Jax was sprawled on his bed, jeans shoved down just enough, shirt rucked up to his chest, one hand wrapped tight around his dick and stroking like his life depended on it. His head was thrown back, neck muscles straining, mouth open, and every time his fist twisted up over the head he groaned my name again, louder, filthier.
“Ava… shit… just like that… fuck, Ava…”
His hips jerked off the mattress, abs flexing hard, and his free hand clawed at the sheets like he was trying to rip them apart. The sound was obscene (wet, sloppy, frantic), and his voice cracked on the second syllable of my name every single time, like saying it hurt and felt good at the same time.
I couldn’t move. My face was on fire, my heart was trying to punch through my ribs, and the worst part? The absolute worst? I was soaked. Instantly. Embarrassingly. My body decided right then that this was the hottest thing it had ever seen and betrayed me completely.
He sped up, breath hitching, and then he growled, “Cum on my tongue, Ava, fuck, let me taste you…..” and his whole body locked up. He came hard, thick ropes hitting his stomach, his chest, one shot even reaching his collarbone, and he kept stroking through it, milking every drop while moaning my name like a broken record.
I must’ve made a noise, because his eyes snapped open and locked on the door. On me.
For one second we just stared at each other. Him half-naked, covered in his own cum, fist still wrapped around his softening dick. Me standing there like a deer in headlights with my mouth open and my panties ruined.
Then his face went from shocked to pure panic to something darker.
I finally found my voice.
“You disgusting fucking pervert!” I screeched, loud enough to wake the dead. “I’m telling them! I’m telling everyone! You’re done!”
I spun around to bolt, but he was off the bed in a flash, jeans barely tugged up, lunging for the door.
“Ava, wait…yo yo yo….wait..”
“Don’t touch me!” I shrieked, shoving at his chest. He stumbled back, hands up, cum still glistening on his skin.
“It’s not what you think…”
“You were jerking off screaming my name! What part of that is open to interpretation, you sick fuck?”
He opened his mouth, closed it, then actually had the nerve to look embarrassed. “I…. I can explain…..”
“Explain what? That you’re a walking HR violation? That you’re gonna be in jail by tomorrow?”
Just then the front door slammed downstairs.
“Ava? Jax? We’re home early!” Mom’s voice, way too cheerful.
Shit. Shit shit shit.
Jax’s eyes went wide. “Ava, please….”
I shoved past him into the hallway just as Mom and Richard appeared at the top of the stairs, still in their fancy auction clothes.
Mom took one look at my face and frowned. “Honey, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” I snapped, at the exact same time Jax said, “She’s just in a mood.”
Richard raised an eyebrow. “You two fighting already?”
“Yes,” I said.
“No,” Jax said.
Mom sighed like this was the biggest inconvenience of her life. “Ava, sweetheart, he’s your brother now. You have to try to get along.”
“He’s not my brother, he’s a stranger who moved into my house and….”
“Ava,” Richard cut in, voice calm but firm, looking at Jax. “Son, whatever you did, apologize.”
Jax swallowed hard, eyes flicking to me, then to his dad. “I’m sorry,” he muttered, and it sounded so fake I wanted to punch him.
Mom turned to me, all soft and pleading. “See? He’s sorry. Now hug and make up. We’re a family.”
I stared at her like she’d grown a second head. “I’m not hugging him.”
Richard pinched the bridge of his nose. “Ava, please. For your mother.”
Jax just stood there, shirt still rucked up, looking like a kicked puppy who’d just been caught humping the couch. I could still see the shine of cum on his stomach. I wanted to scream.
Mom grabbed my arm gently. “Come on, honey. One hug. Then we’ll order pizza and watch a movie, okay? Like a real family.”
I opened my mouth to refuse again, but Richard gave me that look the one that said my mom would cry if I didn’t play nice. I hated that look.
“Fine,” I hissed through my teeth.
Jax stepped forward like he was walking to his own execution. I stepped forward too. We hugged like two people who’d rather be anywhere else. His arms barely touched me. I kept mine stiff at my sides. And his dick rose so fast, what the fuck.
Mom beamed. “There! Was that so hard?”
I could feel his heartbeat through his shirt. Fast. Guilty. Mine was worse.
Under his breath, so quiet only I could hear, he whispered, “I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry.”
I dug my nails into my palms so I wouldn’t do something stupid like cry or knee him in the balls.
Richard clapped his hands. “Pizza it is! Jax, go clean up. You look like you just ran a marathon.”
Jax pulled away fast, face bright red, and practically sprinted back to his room.
Mom looped her arm through mine and dragged me downstairs, chattering about what toppings we should get.
I followed her like a zombie, thighs sticky, ears ringing with my own name in his voice, hating him, hating myself, hating how my body still hadn’t calmed down.
Family movie night was going to be so much fun.
God, I was never surviving this house.
Ivy I sat there on the edge of the bed after Jax left the room for a minute to grab something, my phone still glowing with that banking app open like it was mocking me. My thumbs hovered over Mom’s contact but I just couldn’t hit call right then. Everything felt too loud in my head, the way he’d touched my chin, the money, Lena’s stupid warnings, all of it mixing up until I couldn’t tell if I was excited or about to puke. When he came back in I looked up fast and blurted it out before I could chicken out.“Jax, I don’t wanna go home tonight,” I said, my voice coming out all shaky but I pushed through it. “Not after everything. Kai’s probably already drunk and yelling and I just… I can’t deal with that right now. Not with this money stuff and my head all messed up.”He stopped in the doorway, that same half-smirk pulling at his mouth but his eyes went softer for a second like he got it. “That’s completely fine, Ivy. You don’t have to go anywhere you don’t want to. We’ve got rooms here
Ivy My heart was slamming so hard I could feel it in my ears, and my face was burning because yeah, I’d just put it out there and now I wanted to crawl into a hole. But he didn’t laugh or brush me off. He just looked at me straight, phone still in his hand but forgotten, and for a second the whole place felt smaller.“I could’ve been your dad, Ivy,” he said again, quieter this time, but then he stepped in closer, close enough that I caught the faint smell of him, clean but with that edge that made my stomach flip. His hand came up slow, fingers brushing a strand of hair off my face, tucking it behind my ear like it was nothing, but the way his thumb grazed my cheek for half a second longer than it needed to? That wasn’t nothing. It sent this jolt straight through me, hot and annoying because I wasn’t supposed to want that from him. Not yet. Not after signing that damn contract where I said he doesn’t touch unless I say.He gripped my chin then, just firm enough to tilt my face up so
Ivy I signed the damn thing. My hand shook the whole time I dragged the mouse across that line, but I did it anyway because what the hell else was I supposed to do? Go back home to Kai’s moods and Mom’s empty fridge and my sister looking at me like I’d already screwed everything up worse? Jax didn’t say anything smug, just slid the laptop back and nodded like we’d agreed on pizza toppings instead of me selling bits of my life on camera.“Smart choice,” he said, standing up. “We’ll start you easy tomorrow. Solo. But first, let me show you around so you don’t think this whole place is just a trap.”I followed him down the hall, still feeling sticky between my legs from earlier, my hoodie pulled low like that could hide anything. My heart kept banging around in my chest, half pissed, half buzzing with that weird what-did-I-just-do feeling. We turned a corner and there she was, leaning against a doorway like she owned it, this tall girl with sharp eyeliner and hair pulled back in a messy
Ivy It lasted longer than I wanted. When it finally eased, I just stood there panting, fingers still inside, sticky and warm. The shame crashed in right after. What the hell was I doing? Getting off in some porn studio after getting basically kidnapped? Thinking about Daniel while Jax talked dirty through the door?I pulled my hand out slow, wiped it on my pants, and yanked the hoodie down. My face felt hot. Eyes stung a little. I unlocked the door it wasn’t even locked right, just pulled shut and shoved it open.Jax was leaning against the wall right outside, arms crossed, that half-smile on his face. His eyes went dark when he saw me. Flushed cheeks, messy hair, probably looking exactly like I just came my brains out.“Don’t say a word,” I warned, pointing at him. My voice came out shaky and pissed. “Not one. You’re lucky I don’t punch you right now.”He held his hands up, but the smile stayed. “Wouldn’t dream of it. Sounded like you handled things just fine.”“Shut up!” I steppe
Ivy I stared at that door like it owed me something precious. My heart was slamming so hard I thought it might crack a rib. The live scene kept playing in my head those girls moaning, the guy’s hands all over them, the wet sounds that made my skin feel too tight. I couldn’t stand there another second with Jax breathing down my neck, looking at me like he already knew I was soaked.“Fine,” I snapped, shoving past him. “I’m handling this myself. Don’t you dare follow me.”I pushed into the little room off the side. It was small, just a couch and dim lights, but I didn’t care. My hands shook as I slammed the door. I turned the lock. Or I thought I did. Clicked it hard. I leaned back against the wall, breathing fast, and yanked Daniel’s hoodie up. My nipples were hard already, rubbing against the fabric like they had a mind of their own.“Stupid,” I muttered. “This is so stupid.”But my body wasn’t listening. I shoved my hand down my pants, under my panties, and found myself dripping.
Ivy I stared at Jax like he had lost his mind completely, which he probably had. My legs still felt shaky from all the pacing and yelling, and my eyes burned from those stupid tears that kept trying to come back. “You really think showing me some videos is gonna change my mind? This is crazy. I’m not sitting here like some kid watching cartoons while you try to sell me on porn.”He just gave me that half-smile again, the one that made his eyes crinkle a little at the sides, and pulled a big tablet out from a drawer in the fancy table next to the bed. “Not cartoons, Ivy. Real stuff. Girls who walked in with the same fire you got. Sit down for two minutes. That’s all I’m asking.”I crossed my arms tight over Daniel’s hoodie, the one that still smelled like him, like safety for five stupid minutes last night. Part of me wanted to snatch the tablet and smash it, but another part, the tired part that was sick of scraping rent together, made my butt hit the edge of the bed. “Fine. Two minu
~Ava~Riley held me tight while I sobbed like a total mess on the floor, her arms wrapped around me like she was trying to keep all my broken pieces from spilling out everywhere, and I just let it all pour out, the hurt from Jax's words burning in my chest, making it hard to breathe, but she didn't
~Ava~The hallway was empty. My heart was still doing that dumb jackhammer thing, milk carton clutched like a lifeline, cold condensation dripping onto my fingers. I let out this shaky breath that sounded way too loud in the quiet.False alarm. House settling. .I turned to bolt back to my room doo
~Ava~I woke up feeling like I’d been hit by a truck that then backed up and ran me over again for fun. My thighs ached in this weird, satisfying way that made me want to punch myself in the face. Sheets were twisted around my legs like they were trying to strangle me, and my mouth tasted like left
~Ava~I couldn’t sleep. Obviously.Riley was out cold next to me, one arm flung over her face like she was personally offended by the ceiling fan, soft little snores mixing with the hum of the AC. My phone said 2:04 a.m. and my mouth tasted like leftover chocolate fudge brownie. I was still sticky







