LOGINWith a low grunt, the vampire stood up and slowly fastened his belt.
He sat by the bedside and stared deeply at the exhausted little human in bed. "Do you want to eat?" He asked in a deep voice. Uea's body shook violently. He glared at the vampire and wished he could bite a chunk out of the vampire's meat. "Eat? Eat what? My whole waist is sore and almost broken. You still want me to eat. Eat, eat your whole..." A low chuckle. Uea's voice trailed off. He stared with wide eyes and a gasp tore through his throat. 'A smiling vampire.' Really. The vampire chuckled, and Uea felt like he'd lost his soul in that stunning beauty's smile. He couldn't even blink. The vampire tilted his head, and his red eyes blinked innocently at Uea. He glanced at those swollen pink lips and swallowed. Why was the human no longer talking? He looked too cute when he spoke. But the human only stared intently as if he had lost his mind. The vampire shook his head. He really couldn't understand humans. Uea watched as the vampire closed his eyes briefly, and the next moment, the door was pushed open. A tall female vampire walked in. She knelt before the vampire and bowed her head. "Your lordship, this servant is at your service." The vampire glanced at Uea, his red eyes flickering with unknown emotion. "Prepare delicious human food for this human." He ordered. The servant vampire raised her head. She looked at her lord, and then at Uea, the confusion in her eyes couldn't be hidden. But she still bowed and left the room without another word. The door closed behind her. Uea facepalmed. He really didn't have the guts to look at the boss vampire anymore. Uea admitted that he was a lustful person, but how could he misunderstand the vampire that way? 'I feel like I'm a middle-aged man coaxing a child to do bad things. Ugh, I hate this feeling.' Uea lowered his head, feeling utterly defeated. He suddenly felt a sharp grip, and he was pulled into a cold embrace. Raising his head, he saw the vampire staring down at him. The vampire's arms wrapped around his waist. Their eyes hooked, and once again, Uea felt like his soul was being pulled out of his body. The feeling was stimulating. It made Uea emotional. Forcefully, he closed his eyes and lowered his head. The feeling was abrupt, and it threw Uea's thoughts in disarray for a moment. He couldn't think straight, and even as the vampire lifted him from the bed, he still couldn't understand what was going on. What was that feeling? It was as if inside the vampire's eyes were emotions he didn't want to dwell on. A world he shouldn't have... Have what? Uea rubbed his forehead roughly. He suddenly had a headache. The vampire placed him in the bathtub and washed him clean. His movements were extremely gentle, and his eyes were soft___ almost affectionate. But Uea didn't notice any of this. He was too lost in a world he didn't even understand. After the bath, the vampire took Uea back to the room, and the sweet aroma of food awakened Uea's gluttonous soul. His eyes widened. All distracting thoughts were swiftly thrown into the gutter as he crawled toward the edge of the bed and pulled the table closer. He didn't even glance at the staring vampire as he began munching on the prepared human meal. 'Delicious. This is so delicious.' 'It's nothing like instant noodles or ordered rice. This is so sweet.' Uea ate with happiness. After an hour of stuffing meals into his belly, he lay back in bed and parted his legs, showing his beautifully sculptured body to the vampire. "I'm done eating," He beckoned the vampire over. "You can come and eat, too." This was how he wrote the story. The main character would eat, and then the vampire would also eat the main character. This circle... It was both filthy and hot. Uea couldn't wait to experience it. Honestly, who didn't want a life where they could fulfill their biggest dreams without having to work like a horse? Well... This was Uea's biggest dream. A huge grin formed on his face as he waited for the vampire to come closer. Fortunately, the vampire really did. He climbed onto the bed and slowly approached Uea. His clawed fingers stretched and cautiously touched Uea's forehead. "You're injured." He whispered. His tone was husky and... seductive. At least, to Uea, who had his stomach fluttering. "You should rest for a few days. Humans are weak." The vampire said and pulled his hand back. Uea's eyes widened. He quickly grabbed the vampire's hand and looked into his eyes. "I can still do it." He mumbled. He really could still do it. He tasted it once and... he already got addicted! The vampire stared at Uea for a while and clumsily ruffled his hair. "Be good." He said and stood up to leave. Uea caught air. His lips parted, and he let out a muffled cry. 'No, no, I really didn't write the vampire this way.' 'Who on earth gave vampires emotions? How could he suddenly be nice?' "Unfair. This is really unfair to my sweet fantasy!" Uea slumped in bed and cried. But one thing was really strange to him. No, almost everything was. This story was different from the one he wrote... and somehow, he had a strange feeling about it. Uea's eyes wandered around the room as he thought seriously. This way, he fell asleep. Uea bathed, ate, and slept without eating the thing he wanted the most. A week passed this way. On this day, Uea sat in bed like he'd lost his soul, his expression filled with gloom and eyes dead, when the door opened and a figure walked in. Uea didn't move. This vampire had been checking up on him for the past week without doing anything. Uea didn't really want this kind of visitation. However, something seemed different today. The vampire's eyes were bloody red and Uea... felt danger!Uea's head ached. The scene played before him like a drama, but this time, they were no longer distant. These were his memories. From childhood to adulthood. He was loved and cared for. Being a beautiful Ger [males suitable for birth], he was like the light to his parents and his adopted younger brother. Things were calm, and everyone was happy until he began to realize his feelings for this younger brother. Though they weren't blood siblings, they'd been together since they were 15 years old, and their bond was unbreakable. Uea became withdrawn. He couldn't believe this feeling, and he found it despicable and dirty. However, his parents found out. Believing his younger brother owed their family, they announced their wedding without asking for the opinion of the younger brother. Uea felt immensely guilty, but he was also selfish. He could clearly stop the wedding, yet he didn't want to. Surprisingly, the younger brother didn't object either. He smiled every day, chatted with
CHAPTER 53Uea had a really long dream. In the dream, he was someone's lover and a father. He was happy, and his life was fulfilled. He was a responsible person whose lover admired and looked up to. But the dream was like a faraway memory that couldn't be reached no matter how hard he tried. When he opened his eyes, he sighed softly when he saw Xander sitting beside his bed. "You're awake." He heard the man's worried voice. Uea looked around, realizing he was in the hospital, and his body slowly grew rigid. Without a word, he placed a hand on his belly and looked toward Xander. His eyes were filled with questions. Uea was someone who had once experienced life, and even though he had been trying to delude himself for the past week, he knew something was wrong with him. The moment he fainted earlier, he confirmed his suspicion. But he waited. He looked at Xander and patiently waited for a reply. He waited to hear that his assumption was wrong and that something of the sort had
Uea entered the company; he hadn't seen him since he appeared in this arc. His steps were light and filled with elegance. The people greeted him. They obviously recognized him. With the help of a staff member, Uea found Xander's office, and his face showed delight as he strode toward the door. But he was soon stopped.Standing in front of him was an alpha. The man looked tall and gentle, but his expression was stern as he bowed slightly. "Madam, Boss isn't in the office right now." He explained. Uea hissed. He didn't believe that. "Then, where is he?" The man didn't look affected. "He's in a meeting."Uea's expression grew serious. "When will he be done?" Though he wanted nothing more than to force his way into the office, he knew better than to do that. Also, the alpha might be telling the truth. Uea didn't want to embarrass himself. He watched as the man checked his wristwatch. "I can't say, but it shouldn't be long. Come with me to wait for him, please." Uea followed the ma
The heat was over, and the old house became useless. After two weeks of not stepping out of the house, Uea expected happiness at seeing the sun again, but everything was different when the moment came. His mind was lost, and his face was pale. He clenched and unclenched his hands several times as thoughts crossed his mind. He couldn't believe it. He really didn't want to believe it. Though he wasn't the one using the body back then, it was a fact that the body was used and he had occupied the body now. Whatever the body experienced, though the brain couldn't remember, the mind could always visualize it, and it made Uea uncomfortable. He felt disgusted and irritated. His mind was a mess. Even as they reached home and Xander carried him to the bedroom, Uea still couldn't understand what was going on. What changed the plot so much? Why were things so different from what he thought?Why?His eyes glistened with tears, but he held back. Crying wouldn't help, and he knew this better
However, the world wasn't that rosy. When Uea opened his eyes again, he was in the bathtub, and sitting behind him was the alpha who had knocked him unconscious. Uea tried to move but quickly stopped when he felt something inside him. Lowering his eyes, he didn't have to look twice to see the thing protruding out of his body and attaching directly to the alpha. Uea really wanted to cry this time around. He glared at the alpha, breathing hard as he tried to control his curse. "Are you a beast?"The alpha, whose eyes weren't as red as at the beginning, chuckled. "Your heat isn't over." Uea lost it. "Fuck you. Whose heat isn't over? Pull out right now!" His tone was filled with authority. Xander nodded. Obediently, he lifted Uea's waist and pulled out from him. Uea was taken aback. He hadn't expected the alpha to listen so easily. His lips curled, revealing a weak but satisfied smile as he closed his eyes, ready to rest. But the smile didn't last for long. Uea's face scrunched u
Uea threw all caution to the wind, sucking and licking the dick before him with a smile on his face. Honestly, he used to feel disgusted with things like this, even while writing it. Putting someone else's thing in his mouth was something he found really dirty. It had left him wondering why someone would find it enjoyable to do such a thing. But after entering the book, he had found himself exceeding the bottom line several times. It had even made him wonder if he ever had a bottom line to begin with or if he was only deceiving himself. The pheromone in the room became uncontrollable, and so were the moans of the alpha in bed. Uea could feel his body going out of his control, but he didn't care. If there was one thing he was certain of, then it was the fact that Xander would never hurt him. A groan suddenly escaped Xander's lips, and the next moment, Uea was flipped over. The alpha pinned his hands above his head and captured his lips. Seeing the redness in the alpha's pupil,







