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Silence crashed over the room. “D-Divorce?” I stumbled back one step, the ultrasound photo crumpling tighter in my fist. Maxwell’s voice was final as he stared down at me with a cold gaze. “Yes,” he confirmed. “I already made the decision for both of us. The papers aren’t ready yet, but they will be.” The same man who once whispered I love you against my skin in the dark, who had touched me like I belonged to him alone… now spoke of ending us with the same detached efficiency he used to close a merger. I never saw this coming… Or maybe I did. Maybe, in the quiet moments, I had questioned it. The way they looked at each other sometimes—sparks that lingered too long. Behind closed doors, how many unspeakable things had they done while smiling at me, feeding me lies, laughing at my naivety? Elise tried to reach for me again, eyes wide and pleading. “Monique, I’m so sorry—” “Don’t touch me!” I jerked away so violently that Elise stumbled back with a sharp gasp. For a split second it must have looked like I had shoved her. Maxwell reacted instantly. He caught her before she could fall, then moved toward me and pushed me hard, his palms slamming into my shoulders. My knees hit the thick carpet with a dull thud. “That’s enough,” he warned, voice low and authoritative. “Don’t you dare lay a hand on her in front of our son.” ‘Our son.’ The words carved straight through me. Their son. Not mine. Never mine. Elise started crying softly, trembling as she looked at me. “Monique… it was just a mistake. I never meant for any of this to happen. I kept it a secret because I didn’t want to destroy what you two had.” A mistake. I wanted to fake a laugh, but the ache in my heart made even that impossible. My throat burned. “A mistake that made him choose you?” Maxwell looked down at me, jaw tight, voice flat and controlled. “You’ve always been convenient, Monique. You never asked for anything complicated. You fit into my life the way I needed you to. That’s all you are to me.” That’s all? I let out a broken sob and tried to laugh it off as I turned my head away. “Yeah… how convenient for you.” Laurel’s voice followed, cool and matter-of-fact. “You’ve always tried very hard, Monique. But you were never part of this family in the same way Elise is. She grew up here. She belongs here.” Derrick exhaled slowly, almost tired. “You were given a good life. That should be enough, to be honest. But Maxwell needs an heir. A continuation of the Lohr name. That’s something you cannot give him.” They really believed I was infertile. That quiet little insult they had thrown at me for years—every doctor visit, every disappointed sigh, every time they looked at Ambrose like he was proof of what I could never be. Elise shook her head quickly, tears slipping down her cheeks. “I never wanted to hurt you… I really didn’t. But Ambrose is here now. He’s his son too. I just… I couldn’t keep pretending he didn’t exist.” Every word landed heavy, not loud, just final. I had given them everything. Every fragile piece of the orphan girl who once had nothing. And somehow… I still wasn’t enough. My fists trembled around the ultrasound photo, the paper creasing deeper. The memories hit me then, one after another, sharp as glass. The night of our fifth anniversary. I had worn the dress he liked, lit candles, waited three hours. Maxwell cancelled at the last minute because Ambrose had a fever. He drove straight to Elise’s side instead. Another time, Ambrose was scared of the dentist. Maxwell left me waiting in the car for our dinner reservation so he could hold Elise’s hand in the waiting room while the boy cried on her lap. How many times had he chosen them first? How many nights had I told myself it was just because he was protective? That she was like a sister? I pushed myself up on shaking legs. The room tilted slightly. My vision blurred at the edges. But I forced myself upright anyway. My voice came out quiet. “I understand.” A breath. “I accept the divorce.” I looked at each of them—Laurel, Derrick, Elise… and finally Maxwell. For a brief second, something shifted in his eyes. Then it disappeared, as if he could see through the facade I was putting on. My lips curved faintly, though it didn’t feel like a smile at all. “I hope you get the family you wanted. Something real.” I turned before anyone could respond. The family I had dreamed of my entire life had never truly been mine. And it never would be. The gates blurred behind me as I stumbled down the long driveway, the afternoon sun too bright against my swollen eyes. My sandals slapped against the marble steps, but I barely felt it. All I could feel was the crushing weight in my chest and the crumpled ultrasound photo still clutched in my fist. “Ross,” I choked out when I reached the car. “Take me to Chelsea’s clinic. Now.” My mind kept circling back to Elise—the girl who had always been there. Laurel and Derrick had raised her as their own. She had grown up in this house, treated like family in every way that mattered. And I had known about her crush on Maxwell. Everyone had. But no one had treated it as something real. In everyone’s eyes, she was just… part of them. Like a sister. Like someone safe. Maxwell had always been the one to look after her. Always the one she could lean on. Nothing more. Or so I believed. By the time we reached the sleek glass building in the business district, fresh tears still streamed down my face. I pushed through the clinic doors, ignoring the receptionist, and burst straight into Chelsea’s private office. She was reviewing patient charts, but the moment she looked up, her eyes widened in alarm. “Mon? What happened?” “I want an abortion,” I sobbed, collapsing onto the small couch in the corner. The words tore out of me, desperate and ugly.“I can’t do this, Chels. I can’t.”
MONIQUEThe doctor rushed into the room moments later, stethoscope dangling around his neck, with two nurses following closely behind. The tension in the air was already suffocating, and it only grew heavier as the medical team entered.Maxwell sat on the edge of the bed, legs dangling, eyes half-lidded but unmistakably alive. That same lazy, heart-stopping grin curved his bruised lips—the one that had once made me forget how to breathe when we were young and stupid and invincible.“Doc?” His voice came out rough, like gravel dragged over velvet. “Why’s everyone looking at me like I just crawled out of a grave? And why does my skull feel like it went ten rounds with a semi-truck?”The doctor's gaze flicked with brief surprise before professional calm slid back into place. He crossed to the bed in three quick strides, checking the machines, shining a penlight into Maxwell’s eyes, firing off the standard questions.“I’m Dr. John. Can you tell me your full name, your age, and what year i
MONIQUEThree weeks later.My luggage was already neatly packed and waiting in Chelsea’s car outside the hospital. She was ready to drive me straight to the airport the moment I stepped out. Leaving the country was my only option now—the best decision I could make after everything that had happened. The Lohr family hated me. They wanted me gone. And honestly, I wanted to disappear too.But before I left, I needed to see him one last time.I needed to know that Maxwell was still breathing, even though they forbid me from visiting him at the hospital since that night happened.I just heard he fell into a coma.My hand trembled as I pushed open the door to his private hospital room. The lights were dim, and the steady beep of the heart monitor filled the heavy silence. There he was—lying motionless on the hospital bed, his once powerful body now covered in bandages and bruises. My heart clenched painfully at the sight.I took a hesitant step forward, wanting to get closer, just to make
MONIQUE“You shameless bitch!” Laurel’s slap cracked across my face the moment we reached the hospital. “What did you do to my son? What the hell did you do to him, Monique?!” She seized both my arms, her short nails biting into my skin.“L-Laurel!” I broke down completely, sobs tearing out of me uncontrollably.My eyes had been swollen for hours. My body felt hollow, drained. From the instant the truck struck Maxwell until this moment, I still couldn’t stop crying.His blood stained my clothes from when I’d tried to help him right after the crash. Passersby had rushed over the second they saw us. The hospital was only steps away, so he was inside almost immediately. The doctors and nurses still hadn’t come out of the operating room.My knees buckled. I dropped to the floor in front of Laurel. “M-Maxwell, he.. I don’t want to lose him… I can’t accept this. I'm sorry!”“This is your fault he’s in there right now!” she shouted. “Because you’re so desperate, this is what happened! All t
MONIQUE“Hello, Mon? Finally, you answered!”Chelsea’s voice pulled me back from the quiet night air as I answered her calls. I was standing in the hospital parking lot, phone pressed to my ear, one hand absently rubbing my still-flat belly.“Sorry, I turned off my phone,” I said softly. “I just finished the check-up and I’m heading to the car now.”She let out a shaky breath. “Listen… Maxwell barged into my clinic earlier. He looked terrifying, Mon. Eyes wild, voice loud, demanding to see you. He wouldn’t take no for an answer. I tried to throw him out, but he kept pushing about the pregnancy. I… I ended up telling him you’re at the hospital for your follow-up. I’m so sorry.”I stopped walking for a second. A faint, tired smile curved my lips even though she couldn’t see it.“It’s okay, Chelsea,” I said quietly. “Really. I’ll handle it.”“Monique…” Her voice cracked with worry. “He left here in a rush. He’s probably already on his way to you. Are you sure you’re going to be okay? I c
MAXWELLShe signed the divorce.The jazz in the upscale bar felt too loud tonight. I was on my third whiskey, barely tasting it.Denver leaned back in the booth. “Lunatic. If you’re already regretting it, then you shouldn’t have divorced her in the first place.”“I’m not regretting it,” I said, staring into the glass.“Bullshit.” Denver snorted. “We’re supposed to be drinking and having fun, but you’ve been staring into that glass like it owes you money. If you’re going to sit here and brood, then you shouldn’t have rushed the divorce so soon.”“It’s been years, Denver. Years of the same thing,” I muttered. “She just found out about Elise and Ambrose that day. What was I supposed to do? Keep lying?”“You could’ve waited,” he shot back. “You could’ve handled it better. Monique is one hell of a woman. Sexy, beautiful, and the most obedient, submissive wife I’ve ever seen. Never nagged you once. Most men would kill for a woman like that.”My grip tightened on the glass. “Watch your mouth
MONIQUE“Abortion? Y-You’re pregnant?”Chelsea dropped everything and rushed over, kneeling in front of me. Her hands—steady and cool from years as an OB-GYN—gently cupped my face. “Breathe, Mon. Look at me.” Her voice was calm but urgent. “Tell me what happened. Slowly.”Between gasping sobs, the entire nightmare spilled out.Chelsea pulled me into her arms, holding me tight while ugly sobs wracked my body. She stroked my hair the way she used to when we were broke college roommates sharing one tiny apartment.“Shh… I’ve got you.”She rocked me gently until the worst of the crying eased into shaky breaths. Then she pulled back, her gaze soft but firm.“Monique, you are heartbroken and you are not thinking clearly right now. That baby is innocent in all of this. You’ve wanted a family your whole life. Don’t make a permanent decision while the wound is still this fresh and bleeding.”“But I can’t raise it alone knowing he never wanted me,” I cried. “I was never enough for him. Never e







