MasukELARA'S POV
"Snugglebug!" A feminine voice called my name from the living room.
Wait, there's only one person that calls me that.
I opened the door to find a redhead girl in a short leather skirt and a crop top. Kathy.
"Kathy?" I rushed into her arms.
"Elara!"
"Oh my gosh, how have you been?" I asked, pulling away slightly.
Kathy used to be my best friend before I moved to New York.
"As you can see," she grinned. "I've been great, what about you? I just heard you were back in LA."
"Yeah," I smiled.
"Tell me everything! Last I heard, you were engaged and your Dad, may his soul rest in peace, was not happy about it."
Kathy's hands flexed on her hips as we sat on the sofa.
I spent the next thirty minutes updating Kathy about my life in New York and how Jason dumped me for his stepsister.
"Wow, he did that? If Tiger knew about this, that sick fuck would be dead already," Kathy said, shaking her head.
"I wouldn't have let Dad do anything about it. Everything happens for a reason," I replied.
"You know, back in the day, I used to wish I was like you. You never get in trouble. You were just too innocent and too damn sweet, unlike me, who was a delinquent."
We laughed.
"Now, I still wish to be like you. If I was the one who caught my fiancé, not boyfriend but FIANCÉ, doing that, I would kill him in that spot."
"Kill him? I wish I could." The truth hit me then. I was done.
Being a good girl brings nothing but heartbreaks. It brought many heartbreaks.
Even before I got engaged to Jason, I dated other men, and they were all the same.
"I want to let loose, Kathy. I'm done sulking."
"Then say no more! I'm heading to a party from here. Let's go together."
"What?" I asked, almost instantly regretting my decision.
"You need something to let you get your mind off everything, and I don't want to hear any buts."
Kathy pulled out a black short spaghetti-strap dress from her bag that she had prepared to change to later tonight, but since I don't have any "party-worthy dress" she gave it to me.
The dress was tight and made of silk that barely covered anything. I felt uncomfortable at first, but I needed to crawl out of my shell. I wanted to feel reckless.
I checked through the keyhole on the door to see the Viper still standing outside.
Kathy and I sneaked out through the back door. We got to the party, and the loud music and crowded bodies felt completely out of place for me.
I took the one shot Kathy offered me. It stung, burning down my throat, but then the sudden heat felt thrilling. It was rebellious against the quiet, safe life I used to choose.
Someone tapped my shoulder. "Sexy," a voice said close to my ear. I smiled, turning to face him.
Sharp cheekbones, dark hair and a tight black top that showed all that needed to be seen.
I was done being a good girl.
The man in front of me was exactly what I needed. I needed someone to ruin me, and now, I could finally embrace the kind of life I was born into.
"Hey," I said, smiling.
"I'm Tyler."
"I'm Elara."
He leaned forward but just before our lips could meet, a hand grabbed Tyler's shoulder and pushed him backward.
The same hand smashed into Tyler's face.
My eyes trailed up to the person hitting Tyler in horror.
It was Knox. His jaw was clenched so hard I saw the muscles twitching. His eyes darkened with a terrifying, absolute rage.
"Knox, let go of him!" I screamed in horror, trying desperately to get his attention, but he did not spare me a glance.
Fist after fist, Knox continued. The music had already been turned off, and every single person in the bar was watching. Not one of them dared to move closer.
I moved closer and grabbed his forearm. He stopped instantly, breathing heavily. His eyes slowly met mine, and I could see the raw, terrifying rage in his eyes.
This was the scariest I had ever seen him. The second time.
I remembered the last time I saw that expression. It was when I was eighteen and he was twenty-one.
Although we grew up together, we were not the best of friends because I hated all the members of the Vipers.
I could not understand why they all chose a path of death and violence all in the name of brotherhood.
The last time I saw that dark gaze was during my high school prom. James, some jerk from the football team, tried to force me to kiss him.
Knox broke five of James's fingers right there. Somehow, James ended up in the hospital the next day with unexplainable bruises.
It was the same look Knox had back then, a possessive, murderous look. I could not tell at the time if it was blind loyalty to my Dad or if he had completely lost it.
"Knox, please stop, you will kill him," I pleaded.
He immediately let go of the man's collar and rose to his feet.
Knox did not say a word. He did not even look at the man he had just brutalized. His eyes remained locked on mine.
His hand wrapped my wrist and pulled me hard. He led me out of the bar, my feet scrambling to keep up with his long strides.
When we reached his motorcycle parked outside, I yanked my arm hard.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" I winced at the stinging pain in my wrist, his grip was too tight. "You acted like a maniac!
You would have killed him if I hadn't interfered, wouldn't you? You're a monster that kills people like you are collecting Pokémon cards!"
He ignored my words and tossed the only helmet on his motorcycle in my arms. "Put it on."
I was enraged that he was not even apologetic for his brutality.
Tyler did nothing wrong. I turned my heel and threw the helmet on the ground. I started walking quickly down the sidewalk, away from him.
I heard his heavy footsteps catching up.
Before I could do anything, his hand grabbed mine and spun me around, pulling me against his chest.
His face inches from mine, his piercing blue eyes looking directly into my soul.
He still did not say a word.
"My brother was wrong," I panted, trying to make it not obvious that the proximity was making me weak on my knees. "I don't feel safe with you."
"You're not a kid anymore," he growled, a rough sound that vibrated through my bones. "We need to leave immediately before the Skulls show up."
I did not listen and tried to wiggle myself out of his grip.
"You becoming my responsibility," he said, his voice low and breathy. "Meant that if any man tries to grope you, he dies. If anyone becomes a threat to you, they die."
I blinked.
"Since you became mine to protect, it also means I’ll do anything to make sure you’re safe. Even if that meant burning the entire country, the whole damn world to the ground, I’d gladly do it."
His grip on me tightened, not rough, but enough to let me know he wasn’t bluffing.
"I’m sorry," he added." But I’ll have to take you against your will right now."
He tried to hoist me on his shoulder, but I wouldn't let him. He eventually manpowered me.
"Let me go!" I said, trying to wiggle myself free.
"Let me go." I said again. If Knox replied, I couldn't hear.
A gunshot was fired in the air. The bang was too loud.
Knox's body immediately stiffed. He gently and swiftly dropped me to the ground and stood in front of me, facing the direction the gunshot came from.
Knox brought out a gun from his waistband. Three shots were fired immediately, one after the other.
I covered my ears, dropping to the pavement under him.
Suddenly, I could see it again. For the first time since forever, I went back to that night again. The night Mom died.
She was already on the ground in her pool of blood with her eyes wide open.
No one could help her, they were all busy screaming at each other and killing themselves with bullets.
"She's still alive, I need to help her." I said to myself.
I rose to my feet, rembling and started walking to where Mom was sitting, but suddenly, a man appeared in front of me, pointing a pistol at me, smirking.
I screamed for help on top of my lungs till everything blacked out.
ELARA'S POVI stood in front of the mirror and took a deep breath.My hands were shaking. I wiped them on my jeans, then on my shirt, then on my jeans again. Nothing helped. I looked at myself in the glass. My hair was down, brushed out, falling past my shoulders. I wore a simple blue dress Knox had bought me. It was soft. It had pockets that I liked.But I didn't look like me. I looked like a girl playing dress-up. A girl who was supposed to be happy and normal and whole.I wasn't whole. I was in pieces. I was glued, and tape and Knox's hands held me together at night when the bad dreams came.Knox had dropped me two blocks back. I'd asked him to. I didn't want him idling at the curb like a guard dog while I did this. I didn't want it to be about him, or the club, or the men who followed me everywhere now. For one hour, I wanted to be a girl meeting an old friend for coffee. That was all. That was everything.My phone buzzed.I picked it up. It was a text from Kathy. I could see her
KNOX'S POVThe grass was wet under his boots. Morning light cut through the trees, bright and sharp, but the air was still cool. Knox walked with his hands in his pockets, his shoulders tight, his jaw working like he was chewing on something bitter.Marcus followed him quietly not knowing what to say at first. "Knox," Marcus said.Knox didn't stop. He kept walking, toward the back wall, toward the old fountain that hadn't run in years."Knox," Marcus said again, louder.Knox stopped. He turned around. "What?"Marcus looked at him. His face was the same as always…calm, careful, the face of a man who had built a life out of managing other people's chaos. But his eyes were different. They were scared."You can't be serious," Marcus said. "You can't throw everything here away."Knox stared at him. "I'm not throwing anything away.""Yes, you are." Marcus stepped closer. His voice dropped, but it got harder. "You know this is the reason I didn't want to tell you about Elara in the first p
ELARA'S POVThe pain came first.A faint, distant throb in her left shoulder, like a heartbeat that was at the wrong part of her body. She opened her eyes to gray light filtering through the curtains. It seems like she was in Knox's room.She turned her head. The movement sent a sharper spike through her shoulder, but it was manageable. She lay still for a moment, letting the room settle around her. The bed was large, soft, smelling of lavender and him. Her hand rested on the pillow beside her, wrapped in white bandages that went halfway up her forearm. She flexed her fingers. They worked just fine.She smiled. Tiny was dead. She remembered the chain in her hand, the wet crunch of metal on bone, the screaming that had come from her own throat. She remembered Knox pulling her back, holding her, the warehouse burning. It was over. The man who had sold her brother, who had sold her, who had smiled while the world burned, was meat in a hole somewhere.She sat up. The room tilted around
KNOX'S POVI knocked on the metal door of the warehouse office. Inside, I heard the sound of someone moving. The sound of a chair scraping. The door opened and tiny stood there. He filled the frame of the door , a wall of a man in a stained white shirt, suspenders cutting into his shoulders, a cigarette dangling from his lip. He looked at me and his eyes went wide for a second. Before they went flat and dead.He didn't move . He also didn’t reach for the gun I knew was on his hip. He didn’t shout for his men.He just stared at me smiling."How did you find this place, amigo?" he asked. His voice was hard,the same as always. But there was something underneath it now. That wasn’t there when we were brothers.I smiled. "Lucky guess."I stepped past him into the office. He let me. The room was small, cluttered with boxes and a desk covered in cash and burner phones. A bottle of cheap whiskey sat open next to a half-empty glass. I picked up the bottle, found a cleanish cup on a shelf,
ELARA'S POVThe warehouse was cold. The concrete sucked heat from my body through my thin clothes. I sat with my back against the pipe, my ankle chained, and watched Anastasia breathe. Her chest rose and fell in shallow jerks; it seemed she was catching a cold. I held her hand. It was ice."Ana," I whispered.She didn't move."Ana," I said louder. "Why did you come back?"Her breathing stopped. For a second, I thought she was dead. Then her head lifted. Her eyes found mine in the dark. They were hollow. But they were awake."I thought we escaped," I said. I remembered the fire. The heat on my back. Running back into the smoke for her, dragging her out, both of us coughing and thinking we would die. "I came back for you. In the fire. I came back. So why are you here? Did they find you? Did they catch you?"She shook her head. Slowly, like she was struggling to say something."I was not caught," she said.Her voice was quiet. But before she was more of a shadow, that never spoke more t
THIRD PERSON POVKnox held her hand. His fingers laced through hers, tight, like he was afraid she would slip away if he loosened his grip for a single moment. He led her out of the basement, up the stairs, past the kitchen where the Vipers were drinking and talking, making up for the lost times. Nobody looked up and there was no need to hide anymore . And in a way they understood, they have always understood that they loved each other even if no one wanted to speak up, because doing that would have meant death for Knox. In the hallway upstairs, he stopped. Turning to look at her. The light was dim, just one bulb burning above the stairs, and it made shadows on his face. He looked tired. He looked scared. She had never seen him this scared before.He cupped her cheek. Using his thumb to brush her jaw,he leaned in and kissed her. It tasted like salt because tears were falling from her eyes.He pulled back. His forehead rested against hers. His breath was warm on her lips.“Baby,” h







