LOGINAvery's POV
"I was wondering when you were going to pick up," Colton said. His voice was calm, without any ounce of guilt present there. He didn't even sound particularly apologetic. Just smooth and measured and rehearsed, the voice of someone who had spent the last several hours deciding exactly how he wanted to open this conversation and had landed on calm as his best option. "What do you want, Colton?" I said. "I want to talk. Last night turned into something it did not have to be and I think we both deserve a proper conversation instead of just silence." Jade was watching me from her chair with both eyebrows raised so high they had nearly disappeared. I held up one finger and she pressed her lips together and sat back. "A proper conversation," I said. "Yes. You didn't come to dinner, Avery. Do you know how long the waiting list is at Rossini's on a Friday night? I have been on it for three weeks. Three weeks of planning that birthday dinner and you just vanished without a call or a text. I was sitting at that table by myself for forty minutes." I sat down on the edge of Jade's bed very carefully and gave myself one breath. "Let me make sure I understand you," I said. "You are calling me the morning after I walked into your dorm room and found you in bed with another person and what you are opening with, the very first thing you want me to hear, is that you had a reservation and I missed it." There was silence on the other end. "I am trying to have a real conversation—" "You had a reservation," I said. "You planned a birthday dinner. And several hours before that dinner, in the room you gave me a key to, I found you in bed with someone I know. She sat there and looked me in the face and smiled and you are calling me the next morning to talk about the table, like I was supposed to show up regardless of the situation." I paused. "Don't call me again." Before he could say another word, I hung up. I sat quietly for a moment. Then I looked at Jade, who had been reading my expression like a book for the past two minutes. "I'm going to kill that bitch Brianna," she said. "How dare she?" “Jade.” "Colton too! The audacity he has to even call you right now!" "Let it go Jade." "You must be kidding right now. How dare he take you for a fool for eight months!?" I let out a sigh, rolled my eyes and shook my head. "I am going to at least say something to her at practice today," she said, and her voice had gone to that particular quiet that meant she was genuinely, seriously furious rather than just annoyed. When Jade was annoyed she was loud and immediate. When she went quiet like this she was deciding things. "I'm gonna confront that thieving bitch in front of the whole squad. Every single person there. She is not going to smile her way through it." "Jade." "She deserves it." "She absolutely deserves it," I said. "But think about what happens the moment it becomes a scene. Coach Vega has one rule about personal business on her floor and you know exactly what it is. She pulls you from the lineup and Brianna gets to stand there and watch you get benched without doing a single visible thing to make it happen." Jade's jaw locked. “How are you even calm right now? You should be crazy with anger, at least at Colton for being so foolish.” "Brianna has always been like this for two years," I said. "You already know it. Every single move she makes is designed to get a reaction. The moment you give her a scene she wins the whole thing and you handed it to her." "So we just walk in there like nothing happened. No way!" "We walk in there," I said, "and we run the practice sharper than we ever have and we don't give her the satisfaction of watching me go crazy. We give her absoynothing to work with. Not today. I bet that will drive her more crazy than a reaction would." Jade stared at the ceiling. Her hands were in tight fists at her sides. "Fine," she said at last. "Just for today. But I am not done." "Good," I said. "Neither am I." She exhaled slowly and the rigid set of her shoulders came down slightly. She looked at me then in the way she did when she was done being furious and was checking in properly. "Are you okay?" she said. It was harder to answer than it should have been. I had been holding myself together so carefully since yesterday afternoon that I had not actually stopped to ask myself that question honestly. "I will be," I said. And I meant it, which was different from being okay right now, and Jade knew the difference without me explaining it. She picked up her bag. "Come on. Let's go to the mall or something before I change my mind to pound Brianna." I followed her out of the room and down the stairs. We reached the kitchen doorway and I saw him again. Liam had his back to us. He was at the counter still in the same grey shirt, spreading butter across a piece of toast with the unhurried ease of someone who had been waking up in this house every morning for years and not someone who had arrived less than an hour ago. I stopped walking and stared at his frame. Everything in me went very quiet and very focused all at once, because standing a few feet away with his back to me was the person I had spent one of the most memorable nights of my life with. My whole body remembered before my brain had a chance to do anything useful about it. I pressed my feet flat to the floor and tried to fix my face so it wouldn't show exactly what I was thinking about at that moment. Jade walked past me and her footsteps made him turn around. He looked at Jade first and nodded. Then his eyes moved past her to the doorway and found me. His expression was easy and open and still completely without recognition of who I was. "Hi. I'm sorry about the door. I just moved in this morning," he said to me. The same voice. That deep kind-of-sexy boy voice that makes a girl's knees buckle. "Liam, this is Avery," Jade said, reaching for her jacket from the chair. "She lives next door. She's been my best friend since we were eight." She said it with the weight of something that mattered. "Avery, this is Liam. Carter's son." He looked at me. And then he held out his hand. I looked at it for one long second. The same hand that had been in my hair. That had held my face in the low light and traced slow lines along my sides and held me close afterward while his heartbeat hammered against my own chest. That was barely twelve hours ago. Now it was being held out to me in a kitchen as an introduction to a stranger. I placed my hand in his and shook it.Jade's POV I saw him again on Thursday. Not in the coffee shop this time. In the lecture hall, which was where I had suspected I knew him from before. we had both attended that lecture for over twelve weeks without ever having an actual conversation. Public Administration was a big module. Big enough that you could sit in the same room as someone for an entire semester and not know their name. You could know just their face and the general area of the room where they usually sat and nothing else whatsoever. He came in late. Not significantly late. Four minutes, maybe five. The lecturer had started but was still on the first slide which was always the agenda slide that nobody actually needed. The agenda was on the module page and everyone had already seen it. Ethan came in and scanned the room and took a seat on the end of the row two ahead of mine. I watched him settle. He pulled out a notebook rather than a laptop. That was worth noticing because most people in that module ha
Liam's POVI was so glad our project was done and submitted before my fall out with Avery. It would have been a nightmare having to work with her after the incident.The project grade came back on Monday.I saw it in my inbox when I woke up. Grade Release: Urban Planning and Community Development Group Project. I opened it at six forty-five, before coffee, before my brain was properly functional.Distinction.I closed the email and went to make coffee.Later I was in the library at the table near the window when Zoey came in. She did not come to my table immediately. She went to the shelf along the right wall, got a book, brought it back to the table two across from mine, and started reading.I was aware she was there.She had not made her presence into something I was required to respond to, which I had noticed about her appearances in the last week and a half. Just there. Not pushing but not avoiding.There was a Zoey I had been bracing for after everything with Avery. The one who a
Jade's POVSince I was taking a break from Avery, I was feeling a bit lonely and bored. I needed to do more things on my own.So on thursday afternoon, I was at the coffee shop on the south side of campus.I had been going there since my first year because it stayed open until late and had the corner table with the outlet near the wall and the barista who remembered I took oat milk without being asked.I was at the corner table with my laptop open and my notes spread beside it, trying to finish a paragraph that would not move, when the door opened.I did not look up.The door opened and closed fifteen times an hour. I did not have the attention span to look up every time.But the laugh made me.Not some fake laugh. Not the kind someone turns up for a room to hear. The kind that was surprised out of him rather than done for anyone.He was standing near the counter with someone I did not recognise — a guy from what looked like the science block based on the lanyard. The science block gu
Liam's POVI first noticed her on Tuesday.Not the way you noticed a stranger. The way you noticed someone you already knew when they turned up somewhere unexpected. She was at one of the long tables near the window when I came in, laptop open, head down. I went to a different section, got out my work, and started.I did not think about it for the rest of the session.On Wednesday she was in the corridor outside one of my lectures. She was leaving a seminar from the room next door when I came out. We passed within about six feet of each other. She had her phone in her hand, looked up briefly when she heard people coming out, our eyes met for about two seconds, and then she looked back at her phone and kept walking.I kept walking too.On Thursday she was in the library again.This time she was in my section. Not next to me. Two tables over and three seats down. Far enough that it was not a deliberate approach. Close enough that if I looked up I could see her.I told myself the campus
Jade's POV I went next door on Saturday. Not Thursday when I first saw it. Not Friday when I spent the day wondering whether I actually knew who was living next door to me. I spent Friday ignoring her calls because I needed to face her myself and not talk about anything on the phone. So I went on Saturday. Two days after I saw the footage that changed everything I thought I knew about the person next door. I knocked on her door at eleven. She opened it immediately. Like she had been somewhere near the door, ready to open it, for two days. She looked at me. I looked at her. "Can I come in?" I asked. "Yes," she said. She stepped back and I walked past her into the hallway and she closed the door behind us. We went to the kitchen. Thirteen years of difficult conversations meant we always ended up at a kitchen table. I took a chair. She settled across from me. Neither of us said anything. Then I asked, "Is it you?"It was not really a question. The footage had already ans
LAST WEEK THURSDAYJADE'S REACTION TO THE VIDEO RELEASED OF AVERY FROM LAST WEEKJade's POVMy phone buzzed at seven forty on Thursday morning and I picked it up from the nightstand without opening my eyes properly.It was a message from a girl on my course. Three words and a link.'Have you seen?'I opened the link while still half asleep.I watched it twice before I fully understood what I was watching.Then I pushed upright in bed and watched it again.The stage. The dancer. The mask falling forward in slow motion, frame by frame, the way someone had edited it to make the fall seem deliberate rather than accidental. The face. Fully lit. Three to five seconds before the hand came up.I knew that face."What the fuck?!"I said it out loud and it did not feel like enough so I said it again. I threw back the covers and stood up and then dropped back down because my legs were not sure what the correct response was. I opened the video a fourth time. Then I put the phone face down on the
Avery's POVI let her cry for a minute before I said anything.That was the rule with my mother. She did not like to be talked to while she was crying. She never had. Even when I was small and I used to come and sit beside her on the kitchen floor when things were bad, she would put her hand out an
Avery's POVFor half a second I could not move.The corridor went very quiet around me, or it did inside my head at least. The assistant was standing two steps below us on the stairs holding her clipboard against her chest, looking up at me with the polite slightly anxious look of a person who had
Avery's POVI sat in the campus carpark with the engine off and tried to talk myself into going inside.It was Tuesday. Eleven in the morning. Business Management was at half past in lecture hall three. I had not been to class in two weeks. I had told myself last friday that I would go this week. I
Liam's POVI sat on the bench in the changing room with my elbows on my knees and the helmet on the floor between my feet and let the noise of the rest of the team go on around me without trying to be a part of it.My head was somewhere else and had been all morning.Avery's front porch. That was w