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Chapter 33: What If?

Author: Ray Olly
last update publish date: 2026-06-14 20:54:17

SANDRA'S POV

The problem with questions is that once they get inside your head, they don't leave.

They multiply, one becomes ten,ten becomes a hundred.

And eventually you're lying awake at three in the morning staring at the ceiling while your entire future tears itself apart in a dozen different directions.

What if.

The question follows me everywhere. Into class,into conversations,into sleep.

Into silence.

What if I leave Austin?

The thought arrives during a lecture and immediately makes my st
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