LOGINBELLA’S POV
For a second, neither of us moved. He just stood there, holding my underwear, his dark eyes locked on mine. I snatched it from his hand and shoved it behind my back. "I, I'm sorry. My bad." "I'm just going to take this and leave," he said, his voice tight. He grabbed whatever he'd been reaching for in the closet. But his eyes, his eyes weren't on the closet anymore. They were on my chest. I glanced down and realized with horror that my shirt had shifted during the fall. My nipples were clearly visible through the thin fabric, hard and pressing against the material. He didn't look away. He just stood there, staring, his jaw clenched, his breathing slightly heavier. I crossed my arms over my chest. "What?" He cleared his throat. "You have a mark on your chest." "What?" I turned toward the mirror. Sure enough, there was a small scratch just above my collarbone. It was bleeding slightly. I must have gotten it when the bag fell on us in the car. "Sit down," Dominic said, his voice low. He was already moving toward the bathroom. "I'll get the first aid kit." "I can do it myself," I protested. "It's just a little scratch." "Don't be like that." He returned with the kit and sat down on the edge of the bed. "You're my daughter now anyway. Just let me take care of you. After that, you can go clean up and get changed." Daughter. The word made my stomach twist. I sat down reluctantly, and he opened the kit. His hands were steady as he dabbed at the wound with antiseptic. But his eyes… his eyes kept drifting lower. To my chest. To my nipples, still hard beneath my shirt. I tried to cover myself, but he stopped me. "Wait. Stay still. Let me finish taking care of your wound." Every touch felt like fire. His fingers brushed my skin, and I had to bite my lip to keep from making a sound. My body was responding in ways I didn't understand. Heat pooled low in my stomach. My breath came faster. I glanced down. Between his legs, I could see the outline of something hard pressing against his trousers. Oh god. I squeezed my thighs together, trying to ignore the ache building inside me. Is this the magic this man used on my mum? I was losing it. I hadn't felt this way before. Maybe it was because I missed Harry. Maybe it was because I'd held onto my virginity for too long and my body was finally rebelling. It's all about Harry, I told myself. I can't wait for him to return. "I think the wound is fine now," I said quickly, standing up. "The treatment you just gave me will be enough to heal it." He stood as well, his eyes still dark. "All right. Good to hear that. You can change and come down for lunch." I nodded, not trusting myself to speak. He walked toward the door, but just as he reached it, it opened. My mum stepped inside. "Oh, Dominic! You're here?" "Just checking on Bella," he said smoothly. She smiled. "I trust you and Bella are getting along very well." He nodded. I just stood there, silent, staring. "Well, let's leave together," Mum said, linking her arm through his. "Darling, hurry up and come down for lunch." The moment they left, I collapsed onto the bed. This man nearly made me end up in trouble just now. Why hadn't I even noticed the scratch on my chest? I'd been so carried away with my thoughts. I just need to focus. I got up and started to undress, peeling off my clothes until I was completely naked. I was about to grab my towel when there was a knock on my door. Before I could say anything, the door opened. My mum stepped inside. I yelped, grabbing the towel and pressing it against my body. "Oh, you're still here?" she said, completely unbothered. "Go shower quickly, Bella. We're going out soon after lunch, and you're still standing there." "What?" I stared at her. "Where are we going? Mum, haven't you done enough for today? Please, I just want to rest. I'm not interested in going anywhere." "And tell the maid to bring my lunch up here," I added. "No. That's not allowed here, Bella." Her tone was firm. "You just moved in today, and you haven't learned the rules of this house yet. First rule: you can't have your lunch in your room. It must be at the family dining table. Do you understand? And this evening, Mr. Dominic will also tell you the rest of the rules so you can follow them while you live here." I stared at her in disbelief. "If you're not interested in going out with me, then I'll have no choice but to go alone," she continued. "Julie called to remind me it's her birthday, and I almost forgot because I was so excited about my marriage today. But I'll be going, and I'll return tomorrow. Julie and I haven't seen each other in a long time, and we'd like to spend more time together. So I'll be coming back tomorrow." My heart dropped. "What? Mum, you can't just bring me here today and then leave me all alone!" "But you're not alone. Mr. Dominic is here. And the maids." "He's your stepfather now, Bella. Just give him a chance to be a good father to you. Stop being so hard on yourself." "Mum, stop this! I don't like it! He will never be my father, and you know that!" "Stop it now, Bella!" Her voice rose. "You won't be the one to tell me who to be with and who not to be with. He's my husband now, and you're going to respect that." She turned and walked out, slamming the door behind her. I stood there, trembling, tears streaming down my face. Then my phone rang. I wiped my eyes and grabbed it, checking the screen to see who was calling.He was looking at the bloom and his face was the morning face and the October light was the October light and we were crouching at the edge of the east bed on a Sunday morning one day before Monday with the house behind us and the fragile certain bloom in front of us.“Dominic,” I said.He looked at me.The close range.No table.No architecture.Just the bed and the bloom and the October morning.“After Monday,” I said. “After my mother knows about my father. After the police and Reeves and Daniel and all of it.” I kept my eyes on his. “What happens to us.”The question.Not the storage unit question — that had been the hypothetical, the if my mother wasn’t in the picture. This was the actual question. The real conditions, the real picture, all of it in place.What happens to us.He looked at the bloom.He was quiet for a long time.The garden around us. The fountain. The Sunday morning.“I don’t know,” he said.The honest answer. The same honest answer as the car — not the reassuran
BELLA’S POVDaniel replied at seven in the morning.I was still in bed, the specific Sunday morning wakefulness that had been arriving earlier every day this week, the body refusing to stay unconscious when there was this much happening in it. The phone lit up on the pillow beside me and I looked at it in the grey early light.Thank you. Where and when.Four words. The fear still in them but underneath the fear something else now — relief. The relief of a person who had been waiting for a response and had received one and could now move toward whatever they had decided they needed to do.I looked at the message.I did not reply.Not yet. Reeves had said Monday. Dominic had said don’t meet him alone. I had sent soon to keep Daniel contained, to stop the escalating messages, to give him enough to hold onto through the weekend without giving him anything real.It had worked.He was contained.I locked the phone and put it face down and looked at the ceiling.Sunday.The last day before M
“I thought about the worry more than the pride,” he said. “The worry interested me. Your mother worries about most things efficiently — she identifies the problem and she manages it. But the worry she described about you was different. It didn’t have a solution shape.”I looked at him.“What shape did it have?” I said.He looked at the candle.“The shape of someone who has too much interior life for the container they’re in,” he said. “The worry about a person who feels too much and thinks too much and hasn’t found the right size space yet.”The room.The candle.I looked at him across the six feet of table.“And when I arrived,” I said.“When you arrived,” he said, and stopped.“Say it,” I said.He looked at the wine.“The container you were in,” he said. “You were too much for all of it. The house and the situation and the arrival. Too much in the specific way your mother had described.” He paused. “I recognized it.”“From my father’s letter,” I said.“Yes,” he said. “And from.” He
BELLA’S POVI read the messages at five o’clock.Not because I was ready. Because the not-reading had become its own problem, the specific anxiety of an unread thing sitting in your pocket growing heavier with each hour of not-looking. I went to the upstairs bathroom, the one off the corridor, the one nobody used in the afternoons, and I locked the door and I sat on the edge of the bath and I read them.Third message, sent at eleven forty-seven.Bella I’m serious. I know this is out of nowhere but I need to talk to you. Not over text. In person. It’s about something important.Fourth message, sent at two-fifteen.I know you’ve seen these. Please.I read them twice.The quality of them.I had been right in the fourteenth floor room — there was fear in them. The specific texture of a person sending messages they would not have sent if they had any other option. The please at the end of the fourth one, which was not a Daniel Carr word. He had never said please in a message in eighteen mo
I looked at the desk drawer.“She said right,” I said. “On Monday. In the kitchen. She said right like she understood something.”“I know,” he said. “She mentioned it to me this morning.”I looked at him.“She talked to you about it?” I said.“She asked me if I’d noticed anything,” he said carefully. “Between you and Dominic.”The room.My heart doing the unmanaged thing.“What did you tell her?” I said.Marcus looked at the window.“I told her that you and Dominic had obvious respect for each other,” he said. “And that it was natural given the situation.” He paused. “And then I changed the subject.”I looked at him.“Thank you,” I said.“Don’t thank me,” he said. “I bought you time. I didn’t fix anything.” He looked at me. “Bella. There’s Monday with Reeves and the police and all of that. And there’s the other thing. The two things are going to land in the same week.”“I know,” I said.“Your mother is going to need support,” he said. “When the truth about your father comes out. The r
BELLA’S POVMy mother had made breakfast.Not Petra — her. This was the specific domestic expression of my mother’s happiness, the cooking, the occasional Saturday morning when she decided the kitchen was hers and produced something from it with the easy confidence of a woman who had cooked well her whole life and knew it.Eggs. Toast. The good coffee. The table set with the Saturday morning quality, the fuller setting, the weekend care.She turned when I came in.“There you are,” she said. The warm version, the uncomplicated version, my mother in her kitchen on a Saturday morning with the good coffee and the eggs and no knowledge of what was under my coat.“Sorry,” I said. “Early errand.”“Dominic said.” She was already plating. “Sit down. You look cold.”I sat down.I was cold. The October morning had been the October morning and the storage unit had been the storage unit and the car had been the car and I was cold in the specific way of someone whose body had been doing something s
Not everything — four inches of open door was four inches of visible room, a slice of it, the angle showing the desk and the chair and the lamp and a portion of the bookshelves behind. His desk, which I knew well by now — the documents and the legal pad and the two laptops and the ordered occupatio
BELLA'S POVJennifer left on Sunday afternoon.She hugged me at the front steps the same way she'd hugged me when she arrived — fully, with her whole attention, and she said nothing of consequence while Gio loaded her bag into the car, talking instead about the showerhead and the bread and the gar
I was acutely, completely aware that this was true. One of us needed to take the step that broke the geography of the junction and returned the corridor to a corridor, a functional passage between rooms, a domestic thoroughfare, the kind of space you moved through rather than occupied. One of us n
BELLA'S POVJennifer was asleep by midnight.I knew this because her room was two doors from mine and the particular quality of silence that came through the wall had shifted, the active quiet of someone lying awake in an unfamiliar place becoming the deeper, more settled quiet of someone who had







