MasukADRIENNE Two weeks. It has been two weeks since I was last with Asher. That was the day she brought me to her office. We didn't get to eat that day because of a call from someone who could make her rush with just a single phone call. She scrambled to leave the cafeteria that day without even saying goodbye to me. She just left without a word, as if a single call made my existence in front of her vanish. Like I was nothing but a nobody in front of her. Hanggang ngayon sa tuwing naaalala ko ang nangyaring iyon sumisikip parin ang dibdib ko. I felt neglected and unwanted. It feels good to love. LOVE is just a four-letter word, yet it means so much. Loving really does feel wonderful, but the pain that comes with it never truly goes away because not all love is returned equally to what you are able to give. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa baseball bat na kanina pa nasasakal sa higpit ng hawak ko. Kung nakakapagsalita lamang siguro ito ay kanina pa ito nagreklamo. Pakiramdam ko nabubuhos k
ADRIENNE An hour has passed since Asher went out for the meeting and until now she hasn't return back yet. I also wanted to see her at the meeting. I want to witness how she faces and talks with her business partners and investors, but I thought maybe that's already too much to ask of her. I'm afraid that next time, she might not bring me here to her office anymore. I let out a sigh and crossed my legs. In front of me were neatly stacked magazines. I leaned forward and looked through them one by one. I was halfway through when a beautiful photograph caught my attention. It was Amber, featuring her very own Amber's Height. It turns out they added new rides and activities like a cable car and sky bike. They launched it just last month. She looked beautiful and radiant in here. So it’s no wonder she completely captured Asher's heart. I bit my lip as a pang of pain hits my soul. I am not insecure of her but I won't deny that I am envious of her. That she has the eye of Asher. Tiniti
ADRIENNEA week has passed and Blue still hasn't woken up. She was shot in the chest which almost killed her. Amber and Asher's engagement has also been canceled too. Asher chose to let go. I admire her for letting the woman she loved go even though she is struggling and hurting right now. I stared at the woman who is now peacefully sleeping in front of my eyes. Looking so pale and lifeless. Mouth partly agape as she cutely snorts slowly. She was wasted. I can't take my eyes off of her. Her wound is now healing but the trauma keeps on haunting her every night whenever she is asleep as she told me. She looks fragile and delicate and I love her so much that it hurts. It hurts seeing her in pain.She doesn't speak. She doesn't say how she really feels but I can feel her pain. She's trying and I know she does. Kung ako nalang sana. That's what I always ask god, but because I'm just a mere sinner to him, he doesn't grant it, he seems to never listen to any of my pleas. A
ADRIENNE Dalawang araw ang nilagi ni Blue sa hospital. She was supposed to stay there for a week pero dahil si Blue siya ay walang nagawa ang doctor kundi ang payagan siyang lumabas. Two days have passed and we still have no leads about Amber and Asher's whereabouts. With each passing day and hour I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. Red and I have done everything to trace their whereabouts but it looks like Aira has everything planned well. That phsyco bitch. It turns out that she only befriended Blue so that she could keep her away from Amber. Well, she succeeded, but maybe when she found out that there was another woman in Amber's life after everything she did, she came back. And the bad thing is that we all have no idea that she has been obsessed with Amber for a long time. Obsessed to the point that she was able to keep Caitlin away and locked her up for over a year. How crazy she is. Pathetic phsyco. Nandito ako ngayon sa karinderya sa mismong harapan ng kumpanya
ADRIENNE I wince in pain. My head is throbbing like hell. I massage my temple and groan. I slowly open my eyes and fuck I am very much familiar with this room. Freaking hell not again. Damn it, no no no not again. I tried to recall why I am here..... but I don't remember anything. Sapo sapo ang ulo kong bumangon at umupo sa malambot na kama. Bumaba ang kumot sa katawan ko kaya bumaba ang mga mata ko sa suot. Iba na ang suot ko. I am now wearing a navy blue cotton pajama. Who changed my clothes? darn it..I should stop drinking na talaga. Nagkaka-amnesia ako kinabukasan and I hate that I couldn't remember any single details on how I got here again. Ang natatandaan ko lang ay may lalaking lumapit sa akin at hinawakan ako then may babaeng......fuck don't tell me it was Amber again who found me in the same situation just like the first time she saw me a month ago?? Tangna talaga. I shook my head but ended up groaning dahil sa pagpintig ng sintido ko. Bumangon ako at tinungo ang
ADRIENNEPinagmasdan ko sila and I couldn't deny the fact that they're really look good together. They are both holding a glass of wine as they're sweetly talking to each other. I could see from here the eyes of Asher, how she looked at her woman. Looked that I wished was given to me.Makikita sa bawat mukha ng lahat ng nandito ang galak sa nangyayari. Bakas sa mga mukha nila ang saya. Mga mahihinang halaklak at kalansing ng mga plato at palitan ng salita ang nagsisilbing ingay sa aking pandinig.Binaba ko ang hawak na kupita at muling nagsalin. Nakalahati ko na pala itong wine na dinampot ko kanina. Gusto ko nang umalis rito dahil pakiramdam ko hindi ako makahinga.All their reactions are suffocating me. Am I bad to feel this way? Am I bad that I am hurt seeing them this happy? tangna, I should be happy coz Amber accepted her but why now I wish that this should not the result..why in my mind I wish Amber had rejected her instead.A bitter smile tugged at my lips. Playing the gl







