INICIAR SESIÓNJasmine
Something about Professor Jackson had been bothering me for the entire lecture. It wasn’t just that he was attractive. That much was obvious. It was the strange sense of familiarity that kept tugging at me whenever he spoke. Every time his voice rolled through the lecture hall, something in the back of my mind stirred, as if I were reaching for a memory that refused to come into focus. It was ridiculous. I had never met this man before—I was sure of it. A face like his wasn’t forgettable. Still, whenever his gaze swept across the room, my pulse would trip over itself before settling again. By the time class ended, I had convinced myself it was nothing more than a coincidence. Then he looked directly at me. “Miss Buston.” My head snapped up. The hall was already beginning to empty. “Yes, Professor?” His expression remained unreadable. “To my office, please.” My stomach dropped. Around me, students continued filing toward the exits. Ari shot me a sympathetic look that immediately made things worse. Great. Now, even she thought I was in trouble. I gathered my books slowly, trying to figure out what I could have done wrong on the first day of class. Had I missed something? Was I already in trouble for being late? The questions chased each other through my head until the last student disappeared and silence settled over the room. Professor Jackson closed the register and looked up. “Come with me.” My throat tightened. I followed him toward his office. The entire walk felt longer than it should have. When we finally stepped inside, I remained standing near the door. “Professor, if this is about being late, I can explain—” He looked genuinely surprised. “Being late?” I blinked. “You asked to see me after class,” I said, “so I figured I might have done something?” The corner of his mouth twitched. “No, Miss Buston. You’re not in trouble.” Some of the tension eased from my shoulders, though not nearly enough. He continued watching me with an intensity that made it difficult to sit still. There was nothing inappropriate about it, yet I found myself suddenly aware of every movement I made, every breath I took. After a moment, he leaned back slightly in his chair. “Tell me something.” My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag. “What?” His gaze never left mine. “Does the phrase ‘the worst kind of betrayal comes from the people you trust most’ mean anything to you?” For a second, I simply stared at him. I knew those words. Not because I’d heard them somewhere before, but because I’d said them. The memory hit me without warning—a crowded bar, a half-empty glass in my hand, anger sitting like poison in my chest. Jason’s face flashed through my mind, followed by the humiliation of finding him with someone else. I had said those words… to a stranger. My heart stumbled. Professor Jackson was still watching me, his expression unreadable, but there was something in his eyes now. Recognition. Amusement. A certainty that made my stomach twist. “No?” he asked softly. Then a slow smile appeared at the corner of his mouth. “Does that ring a bell, Miss Buston? Or do I need to get more intricate?” The room suddenly felt too small. My mind scrambled through scattered pieces of memory I hadn’t been able to make sense of all morning. A deep voice. Broad shoulders. A dark hotel room. Strong hands. The faint scent of cedar and expensive cologne. And those eyes, those impossible blue eyes. My grip on the bag tightened painfully. “Oh my goodness.” His smile widened slightly. “There she is.” Everything clicked into place at once. Not every detail, but just enough. Enough to know exactly who had been standing beside me at that bar. Horror crawled slowly down my spine as I stared at the man behind the desk. I took a stumbling step backward. “You—” “I was beginning to think you’d erased me completely,” he said, sounding almost offended. I opened my mouth, then closed it again. “I was drunk.” “Clearly.” Heat rushed into my face so fast that I looked away before he noticed. “I spent half the morning wondering whether you remembered anything from last night,” he continued. “Now I have my answer.” Of all the men I could have met, I just had to meet my professor. My chest tightened. “You can’t tell anyone,” I said quietly. “If people find out about this, it’ll ruin everything. You don’t understand.” “Then help me understand.” I swallowed hard. “I worked too hard to get here.” My jaw tightened. “I can’t lose this.” My scholarship. My records, everything I’d worked for. The Christian foundation sponsoring my education barely tolerated girls being seen drinking at parties. If anyone found out I’d spent the night with a lecturer, I could lose the scholarship. For a long moment, he simply watched me. Then he leaned back in his chair. “Look,” he said evenly. “You don’t have to worry. This can stay between us.” Relief hit me so hard my knees nearly buckled. Then he smiled. “But it comes with a proposition.” My stomach dropped. What proposition?JasmineThe sound of charcoal scraping across paper was the only thing breaking the silence.The noise seemed louder than it should have been, echoing through the studio while I stood under the overhead lights, trying very hard not to think about the fact that I was standing in the middle of a stranger’s workspace wearing far less than I was comfortable with.My arms were rigid at my sides, my shoulders feeling locked in place. Every muscle in my body had been tense from the moment the session began.He hadn’t said much since positioning me beneath the lights. There were no inappropriate comments, no smug reminders, and no attempts to make me uncomfortable.The only sounds in the room were the scratch of charcoal against paper and the occasional creak of the wooden floor when he shifted his weight.It should have made things easier.Instead, it unsettled me more because nothing about this matched the version of him I’d built inside my head. It would have been easier if he’d acted like
JasmineI stood across the street from a renovated warehouse building in Lower Manhattan, staring at the address on my phone for what had to be the tenth time.This was it.Professor Jackson’s studio.My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag as I looked up at the building again. It was the kind of place that belonged in an architecture magazine—all exposed brick, industrial windows, and black steel framing. Quiet, expensive, and intimidating.Not at all what I’d imagined.Every instinct was telling me to turn around and leave before I made an even bigger mess of my life.For a moment, I seriously considered it.I could walk away right now. Go back to campus. Pretend this arrangement had never happened and hope Professor Jackson eventually lost interest.The thought lasted all of three seconds, then a laugh slipped from my lips as reality settled heavily in my chest.He wasn’t going to lose interest. And I couldn’t afford to take that risk.One rumor was all it would take—one ac
JasmineI scoffed.Of course.“A proposition?” I repeated coldly. “You’re a professor. If this gets out, you could lose your job too.”His expression barely changed.“True.”He stood slowly from his chair, the movement alone shifting the air between us.“But I can get another position elsewhere,” he said calmly. “I’m a professor, Miss Buston.”He stopped a few feet away, his gaze dropping briefly to the scholarship badge attached to my bag.“But you?” he continued quietly. “You’re a scholarship student from a poor background. Lose that, and then what happens?”Every word landed precisely where it hurt most. My jaw tightened instantly, humiliation burning inside me because I knew he was right—he knew, and I hated him for it.“What do you want?” I asked. “I’m guessing you want something in return.”He nodded stiffly before closing the distance between us.“I want you to model for me, for a private art series,” he said, his gaze locked with mine. “Nude.”My entire body went rigid.“What
JasmineSomething about Professor Jackson had been bothering me for the entire lecture.It wasn’t just that he was attractive. That much was obvious.It was the strange sense of familiarity that kept tugging at me whenever he spoke.Every time his voice rolled through the lecture hall, something in the back of my mind stirred, as if I were reaching for a memory that refused to come into focus.It was ridiculous.I had never met this man before—I was sure of it.A face like his wasn’t forgettable. Still, whenever his gaze swept across the room, my pulse would trip over itself before settling again.By the time class ended, I had convinced myself it was nothing more than a coincidence.Then he looked directly at me.“Miss Buston.”My head snapped up. The hall was already beginning to empty.“Yes, Professor?”His expression remained unreadable.“To my office, please.”My stomach dropped.Around me, students continued filing toward the exits. Ari shot me a sympathetic look that immediatel
JasmineThe pounding in my head woke me before my alarm did.For several seconds, I lay perfectly still, my eyes closed against the sunlight filtering through the curtains. The brightness felt cruel, pressing insistently against my eyelids while a dull ache pulsed behind them.Every part of me felt heavy, as if someone had replaced my bones with lead during the night.A low groan escaped me.Something wasn’t right.The mattress beneath me felt unfamiliar. The air smelled wrong. Even the silence felt different.My eyes opened slowly. The unfamiliar room came into focus piece by piece. Dark walls, a black dresser, and a chair in the corner with my dress thrown carelessly over it.My brow furrowed in confusion before understanding slammed into my chest all at once.This wasn’t my room.I pushed myself upright too quickly and immediately regretted it.“Fuck.” I winced.The room tilted violently, sending a fresh wave of nausea through me. A low groan escaped me as I pressed my fingers agai
JasmineThe bass from the speakers thudded against my ribs hard enough to feel like another heartbeat.Or maybe that was just the alcohol.I sat hunched over the bar, a half-empty shot glass in my hand, my fifth shot of the night. At that moment, the bar felt like a safe space.Even though it smelled like whiskey, sweaty bodies, and a mix of different perfumes, it still felt better than going home.Home meant silence.It meant my bed.It meant crying until morning with Jason’s groans trapped in my head and the image of Mia’s hands all over him every time I closed my eyes.I lifted two fingers toward the bartender.“Another.”The glass in front of me disappeared, and another one replaced it almost immediately. I stared at the liquid for a second before lifting it to my lips. The drink went down my throat in one gulp, sharp enough to make my eyes water.At least this pain made sense.Because none of the rest of it did.Three years.Three years of believing I’d found the person I was goi







