Mag-log inJANICE
"What happened?" I sat across from the interviewer, my fingers loosely clasped in my lap. My posture was still straight, but it was no longer stiff. "...and that's when I realized the system they were using was a completely outdated one," I laughed lightly. "I mean, I spent more time fixing the errors it caused than doing the actual job I was being paid for." Mr Coleman, my interviewer, chuckled. "You'd be surprised how many companies still run like that." Would I? "I don't think so," I replied, a small smile tugging at my lips. "I'm here to fix all those problems." "You really think you can do that?" Mr Coleman leaned back in his chair, studying me with clear interest. He had his pen wedged against his lips. "Of course I can. I've done this job before." Mr Coleman nodded slowly. "I like that. I really do." Hope bloomed in my chest. I might actually get this job. We spoke for a few more minutes, the conversation flowing easily and naturally. By the time I stood to leave, my mouth was already hurting from how hard I was smiling. "Thank you for coming in, Miss Cross," he said, shaking my hand. "We'll be in touch." By the time I got to the hospital, the weight I'd been carrying for days was gone. Nancy was awake when I walked in. "Someone looks happy," she narrowed her eyes playfully at me. "Oh, shush you." "Spill the good news, Jan." I couldn't help but laugh softly, dropping my bag onto the chair. "Once I have good news, you'll be the first one I tell." Nancy's entire face lit up at that. She was so easy to please. We talked for a while—about nothing important. I filled her in on the interview, leaving out the other aspects of it that couldn't stop tugging at my brain. The fear that Aiden might actually do what he said. At some point, exhaustion crept up on me. I shifted in the chair, intending to just rest my eyes for a minute... And the next thing I knew, sunlight was filtering through the window. "Woah..." I blinked slowly. My neck ached from the awkward angle I had subjected it all through the night. I couldn't even feel my arm. Nancy was still asleep. My eyes drifted to the clock at the other end of the room. Eight fifteen am. Shit. Shit! I straightened slightly, rubbing my face. Come on, Janice. Nothing had happened. I checked my phone for any call or text in their stupid group chat but there was nothing. "Of course," I muttered under my breath. What had I expected? The Business Brothers were rich and powerful. They were busy. Men like that did not sit around waiting for a woman like me. They probably wanted to play a game, and had moved on already from it. I had more important things to focus on anyway. The call from Mr Coleman came the next day. "Hello?" "Janice, hi... this is Mr Coleman from the other day. The interview." "Oh! Good evening, sir." "It's better I go straight to the point. You did very well, Janice," he said, his tone almost regretful. "I just want to say that upfront. You were... honestly, you were perfect for the role." My heart leapt. "But..." he continued. And just like that, it dropped. “We’ve decided to go with another candidate.” Oh. “I… I’m sorry, what?” "It was a difficult decision," he continued quickly. "But we believe this candidate aligns more with what we're looking for right now." "That doesn't make sense," I found myself saying before I could stop myself. "I mean... you said I was perfect." "You were," He admitted. "But... but we just can't go with you. I'm really sorry." A cold realization began to creep in. “Did someone talk to you?” I asked quietly. "Did someone tell you not to hire me? Because if that's the case, I deserve to know..." "I'm sorry, Janice. I really am. I have to go." The line went dead. All I could do was stare at my phone, tightening my grip on it. My pulse began to pound in my ears. No. No, no, no... It had to be them. No one else would be that callous. I thought... I thought they wouldn't care about me again. My fingers hovered over the group chat, ready to crash out. I could already see them... Calder with his smug replies, Aiden’s cold amusement, and Lucian’s silence that somehow said more than both of them combined. Don't. Don’t give them that. With a sharp exhale, I locked my phone and tossed it onto the bed. "Fine," I muttered. "Fine." There were other jobs. Other interviews. I didn't need to be an administrative assistant for that particular company. *** The second interview went just as well. The third one too. Different companies with different people and the same interest and promise. At the end of the day, I got the same call. Rejection every single time. By the third one, I didn't even ask questions anymore. I just listened and hung up. Three days later, I was walking back from the grocery store, holding a small bag from my wrist, when my phone rang. I almost ignored it... I wasn't ready for the whole rejection shenanigans again. It wasn't the interviewers. It was the hospital. Shit, had something happened to Nancy? “Hello?” “Is this Janice Cross?” “Yes... what happened? Is Nancy okay?” “Yes, she’s stable,” the nurse said quickly. “But we’ve transferred her to another facility.” I stopped walking. “What?” “The transfer was approved and processed this afternoon. She’s already been moved.” “Approved by who?” I snapped. “I didn’t approve anything!” “I’m sorry, ma’am, but all necessary documentation has been handled. You can get further details at the new hospital.” My heart started racing. “What hospital?” I demanded. The nurse gave me the name and address. I didn't even remember ending the call. The grocery bag slipped slightly in my grip as I flagged down the first taxi I saw. "15th Heathrow Street," I said quickly, shoving my phone toward the driver. "Please... fast." How dare they? How fucking dare they? My thoughts tangled together into something sharp. They wouldn't... they shouldn't... I did not want their help. I barely waited before throwing money at the driver and stepping out. The building in front of me was massive. It was modern and expensive. Not even remotely in the same category as the one Nancy had been in. My chest tightened. No. I pushed through the entrance, my steps quick and uneven as I approached the front desk. "I'm looking for Nancy Cross," I said breathlessly. "She was transferred here today. I'm her sister, Janice Cross." The receptionist smiled politely. “Yes, she’s been admitted. Fifth floor.” I didn't wait. I turned immediately, heading for the elevators. My reflection stared back at me in the mirrorwd walls. They better not have done anything to harm her, because if they did, I would stop at nothing... The elevator stopped and I stepped out, only to come face to face with none other than the dark haired Lucian Graves. He was leaning casually against the wall, arms crossed, a smug grin on his face. "Hello, brat. Thought you had gotten rid of us, right?"JANICEThere was something so satisfying about watching a man from the shadows. It was one of my favorite pastimes back in Russia when I knew I had to ambush Ivan because his father was unavailable.The man fucking hated it.I watched as the black motorcycle roared into the garage. Calder killed the engine and swung one long leg over the seat. He pulled off his helmet, shaking out his dark hair, and the overhead lights caught every hard line of him. The black racing suit clung to broad shoulders, thick arms, and the powerful muscles of his thighs. Two years had only made him more dangerous.More beautiful.My heart hammered as I stepped out of the shadows.He turned at the sound of my heels. For a second he just stared, like he couldn’t trust his eyes. Then the helmet dropped to the concrete with a dull thud.“Janice.”That velvet smooth voice that always had a way of making me relax was rough. Almost broken.I walked closer, every step measured. “Hey, Calder.”He didn’t move at first
JANICE“It’s a starting brand looking to buy stocks and form a partnership with your businesses, Mr. Grant.” My assistant’s calm and professional voice seemed like it came from miles away through the earplugs I had on, as he laid out the proposal I spent two weeks working on. Everything had to be perfect. “The numbers are solid. We have capital and connections that would expand your reach.”Aiden hummed thoughtfully. After working with him for a few months, it was easy to picture him flipping through the pages, those sharp eyes scanning every line. There was a soft thud as he set the folder back on the desk.“This is very good,” he said. “But we’re not planning any mergers anytime soon. The business stays with me and my brothers. No one else.”Exactly what I was afraid of. That fucking response.“I understand,” my assistant replied. “There’s no reason to overthink it. However… my boss would still like to meet you.”Aiden’s tone took a slight shift. “Something else I wanted to ask abou
JANICE“Aisha, it’s just… I really don’t know if I’m doing the right thing,” I said into the phone, wiping my sweaty palm on the seat surface. Fuck… what is wrong with me? “But this is just a party. A fucking party with people who expected me to fail because they think I didn’t know anything about anything. They might not accept me.”Was this car going even faster?Aisha’s melodious chuckle caressed my ears. Since she preferred to stay back at the estate so she could finish her proposal and designs for the new project she was working on, a call was all I got. “You have nothing… literally nothing to worry about. The people are going to love you. Those Russians did.”“Those Russians thought I would marry their son at the end of the training. You know I had to run away in the middle of the night…”“It’s all in your head, J.” Aisha cut in. “Don’t you dare overthink this.”She was right, of course, but I still had no idea what to expect. Everything just felt so shiny and new, for some reas
JANICEPeople got married for various reasons. Love. Couldn’t do any better. Have a child together. My parents got married because they loved each other… They even died together.I was getting married because if I didn’t, my dearest father would keep to his promise and kill everything I held dear and then me.Or maybe he wouldn’t. I was too important.But Alexander Kane would make my life a living nightmare than stop any wedding from happening. After all, I was his human incubator for healthy, legitimate heirs.The old prick.I fanned myself with the delicate hand fan even faster, hot despite the cool breeze coming from the AC in the car. Nancy shifted closer to me, looking absolutely adorable in her pink bridesmaid dress. A shame she wore that for this shame, but I couldn’t focus on that. I kept my attention on the man in front of us, who insisted on using the same car with us, who kept his eyes on the phone in his hand.Something about not wanting us to have any ideas of escaping.E
CALDERWhile Lucian drowned himself in those strategy sessions that he didn’t really talk about and Aiden buried his guilt under mountains of paperwork, I did the opposite.I threw myself into everything that wouldn’t let me think.Racing and fighting.The roar of the engines, the hard feel of someone’s punch when they could land one, the burn of rubber on the asphalt, the adrenaline that drowned everything else—that was my escape. I left the business side of my life to my managers, who still reported to me weekly like clockwork. Numbers, deals, profits… none of it mattered when Janice was still trapped in that bastard’s mansion.When I wasn’t doing that, I spent every spare moment researching ways to get her back. There were hidden passages. Bribes. Hacking security systems. Every lead turned into a dead end. Every plan crumbled under the weight of Alexander Kane’s reach and if I was being honest, it was driving me fucking insane. Making me more irrational than usual. Sleep was nonex
AIDENAnother call.Another meeting.No single time to rest in between.Once again, I kept myself buried in work because I needed to outrun my own shadow. If I stopped moving, those thoughts would catch me and then I would have to face them. I couldn’t do that. Janice’s face when she sacrificed herself to save us from certain death because we were too stupid and went for a mission without having back up in place. One of the biggest flaws in our plans. Sure, we hadn’t thought the man would be there, but backup was backup. It came in handy when needed. The way she couldn’t bear to look at us as her entire body shook. That woman had thrown herself deeper into the monster’s world for us.Now I was drowning in a guilt so deep that was sure to suffocate and eventually kill me.So I worked. I stayed away from Calder and Lucian—the silence only made the gap between us grow deeper and deeper after that last fight.My assistant knocked and entered my office, holding yet another thick folder. Th
JANICEOnce again, I had to stare at spreadsheets.I stared at this particular one until the numbers blurred together. My eyes burned. I’d been back at the office for three days, and it already felt like the vacation had happened in another lifetime.So my body was here, clicking through emails and
LUCIANThe private cinema room was the perfect place for discretion. With the soft ambient lighting cinema, deep reclining seats arranged in tiers, and a massive screen that took over the other side of the wall.Nancy had chosen an animated movie that had a lot of singing and dancing animals, filli
JANICEThe office's kitchen was one of the best places in this building. Their coffee machine was to die for.The aroma of the fresh brew filled the space as I poured myself a generous cup, adding just enough cream to turn it into the color of caramel. Ughhh... I really needed it.Nancy had kept m
JANICEAll I wanted was a quiet afternoon after the long morning I had, listening to Aiden talk with his investors during their call.Was that too much to ask?Because few minutes to the end of two o'clock saw Calder striding into my office without a knock, like he owned the place. Well, technicall







