LOGINNoah
Three miles from where you should be standing.
The asshole could have at least given me a direction.
Fortunately, I’ve learned to trust my instincts.
Hunters don’t have any inherent magic, but our senses are more developed than those of ordinary humans.
So here I am.
Three miles out from the Northgate fence, flashlight clamped in my teeth, doing a wolf's homework like the obedient idiot I've apparently decided to become tonight.
If Dad could see me taking field assignments from an Alpha, he'd disown me, dig up dear old Grandpa to disown me a second time, and then bill me for the shovel.
I’m currently crouched in the dirt off the Carrow Creek trailhead, reading a story I'd pay good money not to be true.
It's the kind of spot people actually use.
Gravel lot, a wooden sign with the map scratched off, a trash can nobody's emptied since the last mayoral race.
There’s a bus stop half a mile back.
Right where the lights give up and the trees take over, and if you wanted to lift a person and have it read like they just wandered off into the dark, you couldn't draw it up better than this.
Somebody got taken here.
I read ground the way some people read a face.
Dad had me tracking before I could ride a bike, hours of it, deer then boar then the things that track you back, and dirt never learns to lie.
This dirt is shouting.
Scuffs at the lip of the lot, where the gravel quits and the soil starts. Heel marks. Somebody dug in.
Somebody very much did not want to go.
Then the heels stop digging and start dragging, two long parallel grooves headed into the trees, and that's the detail that turns my stomach over.
Because you only drag what's still attached to its heels. Still alive. Alive enough to fight the whole way in.
I follow the grooves.
Prints in the soft ground past the treeline. Big ones, splayed.
And here's what my gut gets a full second before my brain catches up. There's more than one set, and they aren't chasing.
They're spaced.
Flanking.
Moving together the way trained things move, the way my family moves closing on a hunt, and a feral doesn't do that.
A feral is all teeth and noise and ruin.
This is footwork.
This is a drill.
Something glints off to the side of the drag line. I put the light on it.
A phone. Face down, screen spiderwebbed into a frost pattern, dead for days.
The case is one of those clear ones packed with little floating gold stars.
The kind a person picks because it's cute.
Because they're young enough to want their phone to be cute.
I don't touch it. I just look at it sitting in the dirt being the loudest quiet thing I've seen in a while.
And my idiot brain, with immaculate timing, chooses right then to hand me the wolf.
The weight of his arm across my collarbones.
That slow pull of breath at the hinge of my jaw, like he was memorizing me for later and in no particular rush about it.
The way my body had opinions I didn't authorize.
I’m crouched over a dead girl's phone thinking about how a werewolf smelled.
That seems healthy.
Nothing to examine there.
I shove it down so hard it leaves a mark and get back to the dirt, where it's safe, where it's only murder.
No blood spray.
That's the next wrong thing, and it's a loud one.
You put a deer down and there's a whole essay written in red.
A heavy splash of blood where the throat was cut, tapering to a line, then droplets, as you carry your kill.
Here there's a dark patch at the lot edge the size of a saucer, and then nothing.
No kill happened in these trees. Nobody got opened up out here.
They didn't come to feed.
They came to collect.
The back of my neck goes tight.
Not a sound, exactly.
The opposite.
The woods get that held-breath quality they get when something big has decided to be still, and every enhanced nerve Lillianna ever gave me lights up, screaming at me that I’m being watched.
I come up with the crossbow before I've finished the thought, sweeping the black between the trunks, finger right next to the trigger.
Nothing.
No eyeshine, no shape, no shift in the dark.
Just me and a phone full of gold stars and the very strong sense that I'm wrong about the nothing.
"Nerves," I tell the trees, which is a thing sane people do.
My phone goes off and I nearly leave my skin behind.
Heidi's face appears on the screen, that photo from the lake where she's mid-laugh and looking breathtaking in a red bikini.
I answer it crouched over a drag mark, because not answering is exactly the kind of thing she'd lie awake over, and I've already spent tonight's whole budget of making her wonder if I’m okay.
"Hey, you."
Warm, half asleep.
"Tell me you're coming over. I made way too much pasta. There's a lasagne situation."
"Can't tonight."
A beat too quick. I hear it. She doesn't.
"I’m still working."
“Are you in danger?”
“No. I am the danger,” I say in a deep, growly voice, playing it up for her.
Her own father is a hunter too, she knows the drill.
She laughs softly and it goes through me sideways.
She’s an amazing woman. I’m the luckiest man alive to have her.
I’ve been thinking about proposing. I should really get my ass in gear and do it.
Something keeps holding me back every time I decide to go and look at rings.
"Don't stay out too late," she says. "Text me when you're home, okay?"
"Always do."
She says I love you. I say it back, really meaning it.
I pocket her face and turn to the quiet patch of dirt where a person disappeared.
That's when my skin starts up for real.
The ink goes hot when it's near something it doesn't like, a low burn under the lines on my forearms, hackles I wear on the inside.
I’ve been out all night and it's never so much as warmed. Not even when that werewolf was leaning on me.
It's burning now, and it climbs toward my elbows when I swing the light to the base of a birch where the grooves finally stop.
There’s a mark cut into the bark. Filled with something dark that isn't sap and isn't blood.
Even on both sides. Deliberate.
The shape a hand makes on purpose, with a whole intention sitting behind it, and the runes on my skin hate it enough that my back teeth ring.
I crouch closer, and the burn spikes, a hot wire drawn up the inside of my arm.
Whatever's in the cut still has life in it.
Not old.
Not a leftover.
Days, maybe, the same age as the phone full of gold stars, which means whoever scratched it stood right here and did it slow, unbothered, with a person screaming somewhere nearby, and took their time getting it right.
Wolves don't carve.
And wolves don't flank.
And they don't take a person alive and walk them into the trees in formation and lay them at the foot of a marked tree.
The four-legged kind kills you where you drop and eats what it can carry.
This was patient.
This was a plan.
This had a person's head behind the teeth.
The mark means a witch.
And wolves and witches don't run together; they like each other about as much as cats like baths.
Somebody put a pack and a witch on the same job, the same night, the same way, and the reasons big enough to do that are never small.
So, nobody's wandering off.
They're getting taken, alive, on a schedule, by wolves that move like a unit, and handed off to whatever scratched that into the bark.
Alive.
That's the piece that won't lie down.
It doesn't match anything I was ever taught.
Wolves and a witch, clean and unhurried, carrying people off whole and on purpose.
Why?
All I know right now is that it's deliberate.
Too many have gone missing for it not to be a pattern.
The wolf told me the truth.
I don’t really know how to deal with that.
Noah"You smell different."Dax says it from the front desk where he’s closing out the till.I’ve just finished disinfecting the mats and mopping the floor. I’m about to start cleaning the weights.Gym's been closed for an hour.Blinds down, doors locked, last member long gone, just me and Dax doing the closing routine.Things have been weird between us for the past four days.Since I came here after breaking things off with Heidi.I haven’t seen her around, which is a relief.The heartbreak is still there, so’s the mourning for what we lost, but I feel lighter too.Lying to her every day and knowing I was deceiving her weighed on my conscience heavily.Dax was surprisingly comforting after the fact, and he hasn’t made a single move to touch me since.He’s not even flirting, which I’m perversely missing."Fascinating," I tell him, pretending not to care."It is."I feel him looking at the back of my neck like a hand laid flat there."There used to be this sharp green note under your n
DaxTwo days.He's gone dark on me for two days and the wolf is climbing the walls of my skull about it.Find him, he keeps saying, pacing. Something's wrong. Go and find what's ours.He's not yours, I tell him, racking weights nobody left out, just to have something to do with my hands.He's a hunter with a complicated life and a phone he's allowed to ignore.He never ignores it. He hasn’t been to work. Find him.The wolf has a point.Noah Hunter answers his phone by the second ring like a man waiting for the world to end, and for two days my texts have gone into a hole.I've checked the thing eleven times since the eight o'clock class.I'm aware of how that makes me look.I've decided not to think about it.The gym's empty and everything’s tidied away.The last stragglers cleared out an hour ago.I should lock up and go home and stop hanging around like an idiot.The door opens and every thought I've ever had walks straight out of my head.It's him. The wolf knew before the latch ev
Noah"Double tape the bottom of this one, it’s going to be heavy once it’s filled with books."She holds a box out across the living room, and I don't take it because my mind’s too busy spiraling to focus on her words.First thing I do wrong tonight.There's going to be a whole lot more.There’s no manual for breaking up with someone who’s absolutely perfect and doesn’t deserve or expect it.Considering my recent track record, if there was one, I wouldn’t have heeded the advice in it anyway.She sets it down to reach for the tape herself, easy, like it's nothing, her tidy block letters marching along the side.She's been packing all week like the move is a countdown to something awesome and she’s too excited to wait.It is. For her."You okay?"She wipes her hands on her jeans."You've been parked in my doorway like a Jehovah's Witness."I rehearsed this in the truck.Rehearsed it sitting at the curb for the last hour with the engine off, watching her shadow cross the blinds, telling
NoahI told Heidi I had a hunt.There's no hunt.Nothing on the boards, nothing called in, no monster out here worth the crossbow on my back.I just couldn't sit in her kitchen one more minute while she planned a whole life with me and I nodded along like a man who's all in.I’ve never hated myself more.So I'm walking the dark with a weapon I won't use, telling myself the direction I picked was random.It wasn't random.I'm well onto the Northgate edge before I'll admit that, and I only admit it because I'm already standing at the rim of a clearing looking at the reason I came.He's crouched in the leaf litter, no shirt on, his blond hair catching the moon.I refuse to notice how good he looks. What I do pay attention to is the fact that he’s investing on his own.He’s keeping something from me and I’m not in the mood for his bullshit.That's the part that gets me moving before my brain signs off on it."You didn’t tell me you were coming out tonight," I accuse.He doesn't startle. H
Heidi"Stop wriggling. You're bleeding on my good dish towel."Leon yanks his hand back like the antiseptic's the thing that might kill him, not the grown men who throw him around a barn three nights a week."It's nothing. Marcus barely caught me.""Marcus is nineteen and built like a brick outhouse. Sit."He always sits, eventually, because under all the swagger he's still fourteen and he still likes being fussed over, even if he'd sooner eat the towel than say so.I dab. He hisses. I dab again, gentler."Dad said I had good footwork tonight."He says it the way other kids announce they made the team. Lit up. Proud. Glowing about the privilege of getting hit in the face."Dad said that. Out loud?"Seems highly unlikely to me. I love my dad, but praise isn’t something he really does."He nodded. Same thing."It is, actually.From our father a nod is a parade. I'd know. I spent a whole childhood collecting them and got maybe three.Here's the thing nobody would ever say out loud in the
DaxAfter four hours of staring at my ceiling without being able to fall asleep, I finally give up.So here I am at the gym before the sun's even thinking about showing its face, beating the heavy bag like it owes me an apology, and my wolf won't shut the fuck up.Tell him, he says. Again. For approximately the nine hundredth time. Tell the hunter what we know. Then claim him and keep him.Right.Brilliant.Walk up to Noah Hunter, a man who has spent his whole life believing werewolves are vicious monsters, and announce that somebody out there is deliberately biting people to make more of us.Watch his face do the thing where the hatred that’s been slowly eroding comes crashing back.Watch him reach for the silver he keeps on every blade he owns and try to kill me, and Finn, and every other wolf he encounters with it.No thanks.I hit the bag harder. The chain screams.The problem isn't even him, not really.Part of me, which could be a stupid part with no sense of self-preservation,
DaxThe wolf wants to turn around.He's wanted to turn around since I cleared the fence, and he isn't being quiet about it, because quiet isn't a thing he owns.He just keeps shoving the same word into the back of my skull like a toddler with a doorbell.Ours.Ours, ours, ours."He's a hunter," I t
NoahTonight I'm doing something no Hunter has done in the history of ever.I'm standing in the open at the Northgate fence, unarmed, waiting for a werewolf to show up.Dad would shoot me himself. Two in the chest, one in the headstone. HERE LIES NOAH. HE WAS ASKING FOR IT.Leaving it behind is a d
NoahThe whole building smells like him.Nobody warned me about that part.Twenty steps into Apex Fitness at nine sharp on a Monday and it's wall to wall Dax, sweat and burnt sugar twined with cherry tobacco and warm animal, soaked into the mats, the air, probably the drywall.Eight hours a day. In
NoahThree weeks I've been hunting this wolf, and tonight, finally, he does me the courtesy of holding still long enough to kill.Big of him.He's at the tree line where Northgate's fence gives up and the real woods start, and he's shirtless.Obviously. He almost always is.Cold's got nothing to sa







