Mag-log inSummer
The courtyard didn’t just go quiet; it felt like the entire universe had run out of oxygen. Jaxson’s lips were firm, warm, and utterly unyielding against mine. It wasn't the polite, measured press of a scripted romance. It was an explosive, possessive reclamation of the narrative. His hand was a heavy, anchoring weight at the small of my back, pulling me so close that I could feel the erratic, thunderous rhythm of his heart drumming against my own ribs. For three terrifying, breathless seconds, my brain short-circuited. My hands, which had been meant to push him away, remained trapped against his chest, fingers curling into the thick fabric of his varsity jacket. Then, just as suddenly as he had pulled me in, Jaxson broke the contact. He didn't step back entirely, keeping his forearm brushed against mine, but his eyes were dark, fierce, and boring down into me. His chest heaved as he cast one final, warning glare at Chad over my shoulder. Chad looked dumbfounded, his mouth opening and closing like a landed fish, before he turned on his heel and stormed off toward the athletic dorms, his entourage trailing behind him. Around us, the silence shattered into an immediate frenzy. "Oh my god, did you get that?" a production assistant shrieked. "Keep rolling! Keep rolling!" the director yelled, gesturing wildly at the cameramen who were desperately refocused on our faces. Jaxson didn't wait for Sarah Sterling to give an evaluation. He grabbed my wrist his grip firm but remarkably gentle—and pulled me straight through the crowd of stunned students, ignoring the flashing smartphone cameras and the sudden barrage of whispered questions. He didn't stop until he dragged me through the heavy service doors of the library basement, slamming the door shut behind us and cutting off the rising noise of the courtyard. The basement was dim, smelling of old paper and dust. I yanked my wrist back, my breath coming in short, ragged gasps as the adrenaline finally began to recede, leaving my skin tingling. "What the hell was that, Reed?" I demanded, my voice shaking with a volatile mix of fury and confusion. “That wasn't in the script! You don't just—you don't just put your hands on me like that!" Jaxson threw his hands up, pacing the narrow aisle between the metal book stacks. “Chad was about to bait me into a fight on live television, Summer! Do you know what happens if I hit another student? The police report goes straight to the District Attorney. The contract is voided. You lose your tuition, I lose my draft, and Vance drops us both by midnight." "So your solution is to mouth-assault me?" "My solution was to give the cameras exactly what they wanted so they’d stop looking at my fists!" Jaxson snapped, stopping his pacing to loom over me, his amber eyes flashing in the dim light. “Look at it from a PR angle, since you're the journalist. A fight makes me a liability. A sudden, passionate kiss makes me a protective boyfriend who is desperately in love. It changes the entire narrative before the blogs can even write the headline." I opened my mouth to fire back another angry retort, but the words died in my throat. Because he was right. It was a calculated, high-stakes gamble. But as I looked up at him, my heart still racing a mile a minute, I knew the anger wasn't just about the breach of contract. It was about the terrifying fact that for a single, fleeting second... I hadn't wanted him to stop. "Don't ever do that again," I whispered, pulling my denim jacket tighter around myself like armor. "Without warning me first." Jaxson stared at me, the tension in his broad shoulders slowly draining out. He let out a long, rough sigh, rubbing a hand across his face. “Deal. I'm sorry, Brooks. I was backed into a corner." The fallout was instantaneous. By dinner time, the video of the courtyard kiss had bypassed the campus network entirely. It was picked up by Barstool Sports, syndicated on ESPN’s digital platform, and blasted across every major New Adult romance forum under the caption: Bulldogs Captain Claims His Girl. The narrative had shifted entirely overnight. Jaxson was no longer the toxic athlete under investigation; he was the intense, fiercely protective hero shielding his brilliant, low-profile girlfriend from a bitter rival. The next morning, Sarah Sterling practically vibrated through the floorboards of the production office when she called us in. "The engagement metrics are up four hundred percent," Sarah gloated, slapping a printout of the analytics onto the table. “The network is ecstatic. But the audience is demanding a follow-up. They want to see what happens after the big public declaration. They want a date." Which brought us right back to the script. According to Section 4, Paragraph B of the revised HypeTV talent contract, I was now required to look "radiantly in love" while consuming a gourmet picnic on the hood of a vintage pickup truck in the campus orchard. In reality, the grass was damp, my legs were cramping, and the vintage truck smelled heavily of uncombusted gasoline. "Hold it right there, Summer," Sarah’s voice barked from the shadows behind a massive softbox light. "Jaxson, lean in. Brush a stray hair out of her face. Give her that look you gave the camera on Wednesday. The one that says you’d crawl through glass for her." Jaxson sat cross-legged on the plaid blanket next to me, a prop strawberry hovering halfway to his mouth. He let out a low breath that rustled the bangs against my forehead, then slowly lowered the fruit. " You heard the lady, Brooks," he murmured, his voice too quiet for the directional microphones to catch. "Look at me like I’m an all-star defenseman, not a tax audit." "I am looking at you," I whispered back, keeping my lips curled into a rigid, artificial smile. “I'm just wondering how much longer we have to pretend this cider isn't entirely flat." "Just smile and look at my jawline. That’s what the internet seems to like." "Your modesty is truly breathtaking, Reed." Jaxson’s fingers moved. He reached up, his large, warm hand gently cupping the side of my face. His thumb brushed along my cheekbone, his skin rough and slightly calloused from years of gripping a hockey stick. Despite myself, a sharp, involuntary shiver traveled straight down my spine. His eyes a deep, molten amber under the afternoon sun locked onto mine. For a fraction of a second, the mocking glint in his expression vanished, replaced by an intensity that made the air feel thin. "Perfect! Hold that!" Sarah called out. "Summer, lean into his hand. Show us the thaw." I forced my body to comply, tilting my head slightly into his palm. His hand was incredibly warm against my cold skin. Up close, I could smell him—something clean, like cedar and mint, entirely devoid of the locker-room scent I had associated with every athlete on campus. "You're a good actress, Brooks," Jaxson muttered, his thumb continuing its slow, rhythmic stroke against my cheek. “If I didn't know you wrote a three-page manifesto calling me a menace to society, I might actually think you liked me." "Don't worry, Reed," I whispered, my heart doing a strange, erratic flutter that I firmly attributed to the stress of the cameras. “The second they yell cut, your sanity is safe. I’ll go right back to ignoring your existence." "Can't wait," he said, but his fingers didn't move away until the director finally shouted, “Moving on to setup two! Ten-minute break, people!" The instant the lights dimmed, Jaxson dropped his hand. The sudden absence of his warmth felt surprisingly stark against the autumn chill. He stood up, stretching his massive frame, his varsity jacket straining against his broad shoulders. I stayed on the blanket, pulling my knees to my chest. I watched him walk over to the monitor to review the footage with the director, his head tilted in serious concentration. He wasn't joking around with the crew; he wasn't demanding special treatment. He was treating this reality show exactly like a grueling practice session—showing up, hitting his marks, and doing exactly what was required to survive. "He’s not entirely what you expected, is he?" I looked up to see Chloe sliding into the grass beside me, holding two plastic cups of water. As a production assistant, she had been assigned to our set, mostly to keep me from bolting. "He’s exactly what I expected," I said, taking a cup. "Arrogant, calculated, and entirely focused on his own survival." "Maybe," Chloe said, watching Jaxson point to something on the screen. “But I talked to the logistics coordinator this morning. Do you know where his appearance f*e for this show is going?" I frowned. "His pocket, I assume. To buy a new car or whatever it is jocks do." "It’s being wired directly to a specialized physical therapy clinic in Michigan," Chloe said softly. "For his younger sister. Apparently, she was in a bad accident two years ago. Jaxson’s scholarship covers his tuition, but his family is buried in medical debt. If he doesn't get drafted into the NHL this year... they lose everything." I looked back over at Jaxson. He was laughing at a joke the cameraman made, his smile bright and effortless. But now that I looked closer, I could see the faint, dark circles under his eyes. I could see the tight, protective way he held himself. The narrative the university had fed me was simple: save the star athlete because he’s valuable to the school. But looking at him now, through the lens of Chloe's words, the script felt a lot more complicated.JaxsonThe academic building always smelled like old paper, damp concrete, and over-brewed coffee, but today, the air inside Room 304 felt entirely devoid of oxygen. It was the final, mandatory senior seminar for Political Science and International Relations—a grueling, three-hour block that usually required a steady stream of caffeine just to survive. Today, I didn’t need caffeine. The sheer, unadulterated venom racing through my veins was more than enough to keep me awake."Find your seats, everyone," Professor Harrison announced, his voice dry as he adjusted a stack of grading rubrics at the podium. “As a reminder, your final senior presentations account for forty percent of your course grade. There will be no extensions. The NHL draft declarations, athletic banquets, and media internships do not exempt anyone from the intellectual requirements of this department."I didn't move from my spot against the back wall, my leather duffel bag resting heavily against my combat boots.
SummerThe neon-lit chaos of the post-game wrap-up felt like a physical assault on my senses. While the rest of the campus erupted into a drunken, euphoric celebration of the National Championship, the HypeTV production trailer was a quiet, clinical vacuum of moving paper and ticking clocks."Sign here, Summer. And here. Initial the bottom of page four," Sarah Sterling said, her voice completely devoid of its usual performative warmth. She didn't look up from her tablet, her manicured finger tapping rhythmically on the edge of her glass desk.My hand shook so violently I could barely keep the pen steady. I dragged the blue ink across the lines, signing away the rights to the last six months of my life. The Heartbreak Finale. That was what the producers were calling it in the edit bays. They had their narrative: the tragic hero who won the trophy but lost his heart to a calculating, deceitful student journalist. It was neat. It was viral. It was exactly what the ratings demand
JaxsonThe ice beneath my blades didn't feel like ice anymore. It felt like concrete.The roar of ten thousand people inside the Eastern Arena was a deafening, vibrating wall of sound that rattled the plexiglass and made the floorboards shudder, but it didn't reach me. I was trapped in a vacuum of pure, freezing silence. Every breath I took tasted like copper, stale sweat, and old blood. My chest felt hollowed out, as if someone had reached inside my ribcage during the morning skate, wrapped their fingers around my heart, and ripped out everything that made me human.A business transaction. Nothing more.The words repeated in my head with every stride, every crossover, every sharp turn during the final warmup skate. I could see the flashing smartphones in the stands, students holding up signs, the HypeTV steadicams tracking my every move along the boards. They wanted the tragic hero. They wanted the betrayed captain. The network producers were probably salivating behind their
SummerThe rain wasn't just falling; it was a physical weight slamming against the asphalt, drumming a frantic, chaotic rhythm into my skull. My canvas sneakers were completely soaked through, the freezing water numbing my toes, but I couldn't feel it. I couldn't feel anything over the deafening roar of my own pulse. Every breath I took felt sharp, thin, and entirely inadequate to fill the hollow ache expanding in my chest."Summer, hurry!" Chloe’s voice gasped ahead of me, her hand cutting through the downpour as she pulled me by the wrist. She slammed her shoulder against the heavy steel door of the main broadcast control truck, her master key card flashing a brief, mechanical green against the scanner before the lock clicked open. "I’ve got the primary feed bypassed. The director is tracking the pre-game warmups on monitor four, but if I patch your laptop into the main switcher right now, we can override the stadium projector before the first puck drops."I stumbled into the n
SummerThe rain was pouring down in sheets on Saturday night, matching the bleak, suffocating blackness that had taken over my life. I was sick to my stomach. The Eastern University arena was glowing like a massive, silver spaceship in the dark, the parking lot packed with thousands of cars for the National Championship game against State. The noise from inside was a muffled, rhythmic thrum—the sound of ten thousand fans waiting for the final showdown.I sat on the concrete stairs of the communication building across the quad, my knees pulled tightly to my chest, my denim jacket soaked through with freezing water.My tuition was paid. My New York contract was confirmed. My future was perfectly secured on paper. I had everything I had spent four years starving for. And I had never felt more completely dead inside.A lot was going through my mind. I didn’t realize when Chloe walked up to me. "Summer?"I looked up through the curtain of wet hair to see Chloe standing there, holdi
JaxsonThe locker room on Friday morning didn't have any music playing.Usually, the walls would be vibrating with heavy bass, guys shouting over the noise, equipment slamming, and the raw energy of a team forty-eight hours away from a national title. But when I walked in at seven-thirty, my gear bag over my shoulder, the atmosphere was like a morgue.Nobody looked at me. The usual morning chatter died instantly. The guys were all huddled around Miller’s locker in the corner, their faces grim, staring down at a single smartphone screen."What's going on?" I asked, dropping my heavy bag onto the wooden bench. The metallic clink of my skates felt too loud. “Did the line changes drop? Is someone scratched?"Miller looked up, his face pale, his eyes full of a sudden, deep pity that made my stomach instantly drop into a cold, dark pit. He looked like he was about to tell me someone had died. “Jax... man, I'm sorry. You need to see this. It dropped on the HypeTV app ten minutes ago."







