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Chapter 40; The text

Author: E.J kate
last update publish date: 2026-04-17 15:18:25

BELLA

I woke up from the nap feeling like I had been hit by a truck.

The apartment was quiet, afternoon light slanting through the half-drawn blinds. My body felt heavy, my eyes swollen from crying earlier.

The ultrasound picture was still clutched in my hand, slightly crumpled from where I had fallen asleep holding it against my chest. I stared at the tiny blob on the printout for a long moment, my thumb gently tracing the image.

This was real.

I was going to be a mother.

The thought still se
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