LOGINElizabeth
The only thought that ran through my head as I jogged down my street in the early hours of the morning was how to ruin Dwain's life. He called and texted me yesterday,apologizing for what he did but I didn't respond to any of it. After I left the precinct yesterday he came over to my place but I shut the doors on him. He finally left after waiting for hours and begging me to open the door. I expected to see Eren because the officer had promised to make him my bodyguard but there was no sign of him. I plan to place a call today to inquire about it. I need him around me if I'm to make him interested in me and partly because I don't feel safe around Dwain. I breathed heavily as I stopped to rest, not because I had been running for a while now but because of anger. I don't even know what I'm angry at anymore. My life? It's messed up. I continued jogging; it was still pretty dark; the only reason I started this early was because I didn't want my neighbours to see me . Of course, they would gossip about how their fat neighbour finally cared about losing weight after fighting with her Ex. I checked my watch; it was 4:15. I was getting hungry and tried. I jogged some more and finally returned home. I grabbed my phone to check if I had any messages. I had one missed call and text message from my best bud. Smiling widely, I read the text, and I couldn't be happier. She said she would be coming over after her nanny arrived to stay with her kids. Yes, my best friend was married and had 3 children. To be honest, her marriage wasn't really working out and I'm guessing the reason she's coming over was to vent all her frustration on me. Whistling, I took a shower. The hair on my back stood upright, I usually get this feeling that I'm being watched whether in the bathroom or anywhere in my house. I had cameras in the house but I didn't see anything suspicious. I had to shake my head to get those thoughts out or I would be terrified to death. After breakfast, I went straight to bed. When I opened my eyes again, it was 10 in the morning. Sally should be here by now. I got up and went to sit on my balcony to wait for her. I got tired of waiting and went to watch a movie. I was in my living room watching the movie when Sally called me again. The only thing I heard was that she was at the police station and then the call ended. The first thing that came to my mind was that either she was in prison for killing her husband or her husband's mistress. Quickly, I put some clothes on and rushed out of my house. As I got into the cab, Sally called me. I answered the call almost immediately. " What the hell happened, Sally ?"I screamed into the phone. "I'm at the precinct, I got Pamela arrested!" She said rather calmly, but I felt a ping of frustration in her voice "What?...how?....I mean on what grounds?"And here I thought that she might have murdered her husband. There was a pause at the other end. "She.....she abused my girls....all three of them." I almost snapped but I kept my cool." No need to explain over the phone ... I'll be there in a jiffy." I ended the call. My mind kept wondering what happened; it appears that it all happened when Sally was not at home and as for their dad, he probably wouldn't do anything about it. That shows how men were heartless. How can you let your second wife beat up your flesh and blood? Sally sent me photos of her children's bruised bodies and that only got me angrier. She would spend the rest of her life in prison; hell, she should be executed. I arrived at the precinct all sweaty, I had rushed down there, almost forgetting to dress properly. Then it dawned on me that I might see Eren. Fuck! I looked like a clown in this outfit. I still stepped in anyway and the bad news ? Sally was in Eren's office or so I was told. I rushed in, and just as I was about to open the door, a huge hand blocked me , grabbed me and started pulling me further away from the door. What the heck !" What do you think you're doing ?" I demanded while trying to free myself from his grip. "Get out!" The voice came in deep and hoarse, I'd recognize that voice anywhere. I finally raised my head to look at him,a bitter frown on my face. I'm beginning to dislike him. But then my eyes trailed up and down his frame. I haven't really taken the time to appreciate his looks. Blue eyes, chiselled jaw, broad shoulders and a mass of muscles. Slim waist ,thin red lips and a mass of blonde hair that almost touched his shoulders. He is handsome! My eyes instinctively went below his belt. Fuck ! Why the hell did my pussy clench? He snapped his fingers at me after noticing how I had been drooling at his body, a frown appearing on his face. "Oh, hello there." A smug smile appeared on my lips. His scent was like that of a baby's. Does he use baby cosmetics? "Wait in the waiting room!"He said with a ping of arrogance. Arrogant jerk! "Let me go...I need to be in there." I forcefully tried to free my hand from his grip. His jaw twitched."I'm already busy with one person so wait your turn! "He grabbed my hand again and dragged me towards the end of the hallway. I finally snapped. This man was getting on my nerves. I jerked my hand away from his."Do you have a problem with me?" He remained silent, his eyes roaming over my body. I suddenly felt self-conscious, and all the courage I had suddenly disappeared. He probably thought I was fat. Just like he said yesterday,he thinks my body isn't attractive. "You can wait at the counter ...then I'll call for you when I'm done with your friend, even though you have no business here." He finally spoke then turned on his heels. I scoffed, adjusted my clothes and walked past him, chin raised and shoulders high. Out of reflex he turned swiftly and grabbed my hoodie. He was so bent on preventing me from entering the room that he put all his strength on the hand that held the hoodie and pulled it forcefully. He picked me up with one hand and tossed me across the hallway.Eren Aslan was staring down at me with no hostility in his eyes. I expected him to tell me how I lost and make me drown in hopelessness but he actually opened his old mouth and asked me this…“ Do you really love her that much ?" I didn't answer at first because I was confused. But then, I won't deny my feelings anywhere.“ If I didn't, I wouldn't swallow my pride and be here, would I?" Aslan simply nodded.“ Let me tell you a short story then.” He then sat up straight clearing his throat.I really don't have time for this, but somehow I sat and listened. “ Before Linnet's mum, I used to love another woman. I was Don but I wasn't officially married yet.” He paused, staring into space. I could see the regret in his eyes. “ She was the best thing on earth…I haven't met a woman who could get on my nerves and at the same time get me to my knees. She was so unpredictable and beautiful. I loved her ....I did but I was a coward like most of us here. " He paused, then looked at me.I did
Elizabeth A day ago……I haven't gone out in ages. It felt like I was finally out of prison after a decade. I rocked my son in my hands,popping the sucker in his mouth to keep him quiet while I waited. I'm in a casino. It's not the best place to be with a child but I don't have anyone to leave him with and I'm running out of time. I just hope I don't bump into the wrong people here. Eren had said the club belongs to his clan and at the same time it was the location Madison chose. I didn't tell him about it or he would have suffocated me with tons of bodyguards.Yes,I finally reached out to Madison. I struggled with it but I looked to the bright side . Right now ,I'm trying to calm myself before Maddie arrives. I'm also trying to convince myself that she's not the murderer of my parents, she's only married to the murderer. I put myself in her shoes. Even if Eren had done something brutal ,I would still love him. So,that's probably how Madison felt too, coupled with her rough past.I
ErenThe room was cold, so damn cold and almost like the night of my initiation ritual only this time I wasn't in chains in the midst of lords but in front of Aslan and The Don. It was colder because now I know who my enemy had always been and I had let him walk in my shadows long enough to know my weakness. I really don't care how this makes me look right now. All I want is peace and freedom for my wife and kid. Judging by the look on Logan's face, he doesn't want to give me that so easily but I trust Elizabeth has done her part behind the scenes. She struggled with it though and I finally understood her. I haven't seen her grieve her parents properly since she found out Madison was in love and married to the murderer. It became another agony she had to bear. Madison was beside Logan, drawing circles on his hand and playing with his fingers. She's added even more weight. I honestly think she's pregnant especially with that significant bump on her belly.Good for her then
Elizabeth I'm scrolling through my phone on a Saturday evening to pass the time. I was actually looking for some business ideas. I mean, I can't just sit around.I'm now a mother and a wife. I've got to fend for my home, even though Eren is wealthy enough; I still get this uneasy feeling that disaster is ahead. He's no longer Don but he's still part of the mafia and it's still terrifying. I'm still traumatised that he was at our wedding and I feel like it's only a matter of time before a war starts. Eren was away for business and each time he went on a trip, I had to be cautious. It's a good thing his business is expanding, he does more numbers than mafia work but a few times, he gets called. They don't know he's married, and I'm not even sure they know he has a child. Linnet and Logan know, I'm freaking out the others might too. What's going to happen if they find out? We can't keep living like this. I hate it. I hate that it feels like we are in hiding. I can't even carry
Elizabeth We were finally leaving the hospital after three long months. Eren is okay now,he can stand on his own two feet. He's strong enough to walk and to hold our son in his arms . Only the scar on his chest is left as a remembrance for how I almost lost him to Javan. So far, we've been okay. Our relationship has been okay. He didn't have that look of resentment he had in his eyes anymore,and it was like we were back to this world…to our world. I was even happier because we were getting married in a chapel at the outskirts of town. Just me ,him, our son and his mom. Not what I had imagined but since his clan won't allow me into his life then we turned to other alternatives. The wedding was not what I had imagined as a teenager. I had always wanted the luxurious,expensive and showy wedding that would be the talk of the city for months . But now I knew those were merely girly fantasies. A real wedding wasn't about all the flowers , expensive decor, cakes ,the million dollar dr
Elizabeth The bullets had missed his major blood vessels and thankfully it was just one lung that was affected . He had severe internal bleeding due to pneumothorax and as a result various chest tubes were inserted into his ribcage to help drain blood and air. He was still unconscious but he's alive. I stayed with him in the hospital,his mother and I taking turns to watch over him as the days rolled by slowly. The first week passed,the doctor said he was improving but he still hasn't woken up. But he was having visible breathing difficulties just like today. I had to turn my eyes away. I can't watch him suffer like this.“ can't you give him a drug or something to ease the pain.” I asked the nurse on duty.Eren ,even though unconscious, had his face twisted in pain and his heart rate spiking. “We’ve given all we could. It's part of the recovery process.” She said before excusing herself.It wasn't easy for his mother to watch either. She had cried hard when they were forced to
Eren I was expected to stay in that position till all the members of Zenturio Clan were present to watch the rise of New Don. All lords were clothed in red cloaks and a skull mask and the other members were clothed in black cloaks. The air smelled of incense and burning wood from the fire th
Eren I was in a black limo,in front of the chapel. The wedding would start in thirty minutes. People were still arriving,most of them dressed in black. This was a mafia wedding after all so everyone in attendance were mafia lords from around the country. I tapped my fingers on the leather seat
ErenI don't have the right to be mad but I still was. I watched as he dropped her off and drove off with a smirk on his face. Now he knows where she lives,now he has more access to her than I do. The past week had been hell. If Logan hadn't given me her location ,I would have lost my mind. Hell
Elizabeth I woke up to a white ceiling and air that smelt like iodoform. I hate the smell of hospitals. A nurse came up beside me.“ You're awake.” She disappeared and then came back with a doctor. They helped me sit upright and adjusted the blanket. “What happened to me?” I asked, rubbing m







