LOGIN(CARLTON’S POV)
A plug is buried deep inside my ass. Add the chain harness, G-string pants, and leather boots, and I look every bit like a harlot.
A twink moreso, due to my innocent exterior, but I’m anything but pure. If the tapestries of hickeys dotting my body are revelation enough, I’m as rotten as a corpse.
All thanks to my Step-dad.
I can kneel on lava to get a taste of him.
Still, I’m not gay, right?
Wincing, I skim through the files on my desk. I’ve come to terms with the pain; that’s why a cucumber can slip inside me with little restriction.
Mom writes a tag on her social media page: ‘Finding light requires patience. Be loving and kind, and your soulmate shall find you. Like mine.’
Below is a picture of me, Mom, Henry, and Amanda. Under the guise of a canopy in a French restaurant, we sip Piña Colada on a sunny afternoon with broad smiles.
Mom believed the lie: Weeks-long business deals in Paris. Amanda wished us success. Neither suspected their dream family was rotting from the inside. It’s killing me, but I’m addicted. Can’t fucking stop.
A pop-up on my screen.
I tap the image, nearly choking on my tongue.
Henry’s fat cock with an engorged purplish head, throbbing with veins. Metals glint along his length from root to tip.
I love PRINCE ALBERT’S piercings.
I gasp, nearly dropping my phone.
The hell?!
‘Bunny’ Tattooed on his V-line, sensual and intimate.
Another message. I click without hesitation.
WIERDFIRSTTIME: ‘Spread for me on the bed with four fingers inside you. I’ll be there in five.’
ME: ‘AT YOUR COMMAND, SIR!’
WIERDFIRSTTIME: ‘Still not gay?’
ME: ‘Fluid is more appropriate.’
WIERDFIRSTTIME: ‘Get outta here.’
ME: ‘YES, SIR!’
Flinging my phone God knows where, I take off my gear and dive into the sheets.
I oil my body because Daddy loves me all shiny and slippery.
Gritting my teeth, I plunge four fingers into my hole the way Daddy does it. My moan drags through the room like the cry of a whore.
Fucking my girlfriend was like searching for water in a desert, dry and hopeless. She’s pretty, but no connection, so we broke up.
I stroke faster, lewd sounds filling the room. My cock slaps my stomach, leaving a trail of precum which slides down into my bud.
I writhe on the sheets, “Henry, I need you. Please, come.”
Eyes fixed on the door, I anticipate a 7ft hulk with an eleven-inch branch hanging between his legs walking in.
The thought makes me CLIMAX.
My head tilts back, galaxies exploding behind my eyelids, as I finger myself into oblivion.
It ain’t your demure rom-com touch. This is sinful and shameful, like the audition of a pornstar.
My body jerks.
I cum on the sheets.
Pins claw at my breath.
My bones turn jelly.
Relieved, but not satisfied.
The door creaks open, and I lock eyes with familiar gold ones.
Popping out his head, he observes the corridor with the grace of a hawk before limping in.
LIMPING?!
Red colors his white shirt, spiking my pulse.
“HENRY!” I scramble off the bed, gleaming with oil, hard and hungry for him, despite the blood.
Christ, what have I become?!
Rasping, he props down on the settee, lighting a cigar. He billows gusts of smoke, coughs roughly, then sighs.
His gaze rakes over me.
A twitch.
I look down, and he’s hard.
“No questions. Suck my dick,” his voice reverberates, final.
Why’s he so grim?
“We’ve lodged in this suite for one month. All I do is sign documents, get fucked, eat, shit, and sleep.”
“Suck. My. Dick.” His eyes taper into slits. The kind when he broke a guy’s jaw for complimenting me. “Now.”
I shake my head. “You told everyone we were going on a business trip with me as your P.A. You leave early in the morning, come back at midnight, reeking of alcohol, with bruised knuckles, blood smears, and a bad temper. At times, sex feels like punishment. Now, you returned—shot.”
My tone sharpens. “This doesn’t look like a P.A job.”
Flicking his cigar on the ashtray, he shrugs off his shirt.
BANDAGE?!
What makes my lungs close is his nonchalant demeanour, as If It’s a mere cut and not a rifle shot barely grazing the kidney.
“You exist to annoy me,” he rubs his temples. “Why can’t you follow simple fucking instructions?”
“Tell me what happened. After all, I’m your P.A right?”
“Personal arse, Baby,” he groans. “That’s what I meant.”
“You're such a jerk!” I gesture at the door. “Let’s go to the hospital.”
He seizes my hand. “No hospital,” It isn't a request, but a command. “You know nothing, say nothing, do nothing.”
I yank my wrist free. “If bleeding to death amuses you, do it outside. But if we are to stay under the same roof, you must see a doctor.”
“You must have forgotten who’s the dominant one here.” He lowers his zipper, a sinister flare in his eyes. “Don’t make me repeat myself.”
Submission has been my motto. Not today. “I’m not your whore.”
He flushes red. He’s never hit me before. I’m not sure about that now.
A loud blast. “Anti-Crime Squad. Freeze!”
Henry pales.
I stiffen in shock.
Selene aims a rifle at Henry, flanked by a dozen armed men in black.
My best friend’s jaw drops with her gun. “Carlton?!”
I’m naked, covered in oil and shame.
The officers gape at me.
I want to break out in hives.
Someone tosses me a blanket, out of help or disgust?
I drape the fabric over my waist. “What the fuck is going on?”
Selene rolls her eyes. “You promised to end things with him after that night.”
I snipe. “What are you doing here?”
Henry reaches for his coat.
A shot rings.
He crumples with an agonizing yelp.
My legs charge, hands jerk me back, holding me in place.
Henry crawls on the floor, glaring daggers at Selene.
I thrash wildly. “Why did you shoot him?”
“That’s the devil!” Selene shouts, rendering me mute.
“I’ve been tailing you for weeks. Waiting for the perfect fuck-up,” Crouching in front of Henry, Selene grins. “From the first day I saw you, I knew something wasn’t right.”
“Doing Delinda’s bidding?” Henry’s breath shallows, but he clings to his smirk like a shield. “When did she find out?”
Selene’s fist connects squarely with Henry’s face.
Blood splatters on the tiled floor.
I scream like a banshee, hurling curses and pleas, yet Selene won’t let Henry go.
“He’s innocent!” I yell. “So this has been your plan all along?”
Selene ignores me, her rapt attention on Henry. But her lashes still, unblinking, like she’s practiced this moment a million times. “Scars, tattoos, new face in town. A billionaire with no backstory. Too perfect to be true.”
The minute I’m free, I’d rip this bitch to shreds.
“So you’re the little girl?” Henry bellows. “You remember everything. You know their names. You’re covering their misdeeds.”
Selene’s pales. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Does your so-called best friend know?” Henry’s voice darkens. “No, he doesn’t. He won’t survive it.”
What the fuck are they talking about?!
I pant raggedly. “Selene, for the sake of our friendship, what the hell’s going on?”
Two men step forward, slamming cuffs on Henry’s wrists.
Selene's eyes are bloodshot. “Tristan Alister. Aka–Mad Bishop. You’re under arrest for cultism, felony, the murder of your sister, and” her gaze darts to me. “David Dickson.”
The earth trembles beneath me.
Henry’s eyes flare.
Hatred crashes into me.
My legs wobble. “I-It’s a lie.”
Selene plays a video on her phone: Hounds tackle Dad to the floor while Henry smokes weed. He stands outside the cage, face stone-cold, savoring Dad's screams and pleas. Watching my father being ripped apart like it’s a live cosplay. I’m going to DIE.
His late nights, blood smears, nightmares, and occasional violence. It makes sense now.
His lips were fangs, every ‘I love you’ was venom. The man who brought me heaven on earth is the man who killed my father. And I let him inside me. I let him…
I’ve been having an affair with the devil.
Blood pounds in my ears.
Selene shouts. Officers struggle. The chaos of the world.
All I hear are Dogs barking from the video.
Dad screaming.
Henry walking away.
The officer beside me loses focus for one second— jabbering into his radio, occupied by Tristan’s protests.
I snatch his gun, feeling the weight of the metal in my hand.
I should’ve pulled the trigger the nights he sneaked into my room.
This time, I won’t miss.
“Go ahead, Baby.” Henry stumbles to his knees. “Shoot me if you believe them.”
BANG!!!
Henry collapses with a gasp. “I-I didn’t…”
Hands shove me to the ground. Voices call for medics.
I’ll go to jail, but he’d rot in hell.
The last thing I see is Henry’s eyes on mine, and everything blacks out.
EPILOGUE[TRISTAN’S POV][TWO YEARS LATER.]"Papa! Papa, look!"Gerald is running, which is a generous word for what he does, more of a determined wobble-sprint that takes him across the grass in the general direction of the swings, arms pumping, blond hair catching the afternoon sun the exact same way his father's does.His father being Carlton, not me, though I have long since stopped feeling territorial about which of us he resembles more. He has my jaw, apparently, my build already showing in the broad set of his small shoulders, but Carlton's eyes. That impossible arctic blue, looking out at the world like he's already deciding what he wants to do with it.He's two years old and already has more opinions than half the men I used to negotiate with."I'm looking," I call after him, jogging to keep pace, which should not be as difficult as it is for a man who has survived three assassination attempts and a war with the Volkov bratva, but apparently chasing a toddler across a playgr
[CARLTON’S POV][ONE YEAR LATER.]"You're two months pregnant?!"Tristan's voice cracks on the question, bouncing off the white walls of the exam room loud enough that a nurse passing in the hallway pokes her head in to check nothing has caught fire.I am lying on the table with gel still cold on my stomach, staring at the ultrasound monitor like it might change its mind if I look hard enough."That's what the screen says," I tell him."That's what three separate doctors say," Damon adds from the corner, arms crossed, looking like a man who showed up for moral support and got a plot twist instead.The room is full. Too full, technically, for a hospital exam room, but nobody had the heart to make anyone leave once word got out. Declan, hovering protectively close to Damon's shoulder, the way he has for the last six months since they got serious. Amanda, who flew in from her semester abroad the second I texted her the words I need you here, and who has been gripping my hand since the d
[TRISTAN’S POV]"Why are you doing this?" I ask, and I'm on my knees now, completely vulnerable in a way I haven't been since I was a child. "Tell me why."Yosef's laugh is the laugh of a ghost—something that exists in the space between life and death, between hope and despair. His hand tightens on the knife, and I watch as Carlton flinches at the pressure."You know the answer," Yosef says, and his voice cracks on the words. "I've always known it, and you've always known it too."He's right.I've known for years what Yosef's obsession represented—the unrequited love of a man who gave up everything, who surrendered his legacy, who made himself small and broken just for a chance to be near someone who could never love him back the way he needed to be loved.I was his first obsession. His only obsession. And then Carlton walked into my life, and I made the choice that destroyed my brother.Everyone appears within seconds of each other. Declan limping slightly from a bullet wound in his
[TRISTAN’S POV] ONE MONTH LATER.Flashback!!!!The phone call comes at three in the morning, and I know before I even open my eyes that something has shattered.Selene's voice is sharp, professional, but underneath it, I can hear the tremor of someone who's trying very hard not to fall apart. "He's gone."Those two words are enough to stop my heart.I'm out of bed before she finishes the sentence, already reaching for my clothes, my mind cataloging weapons and exit strategies and the thousand different ways I'm going to destroy whoever took Carlton from me."What happened?" My voice comes out like something dragged across gravel."The nightclub. Two hours ago. He went to the bathroom and never came back."The memory of last night hits me like a physical blow.Carlton on his knees in front of me in the private banister, his mouth working my cock with the kind of enthusiasm that made me want to take him right there in front of everyone. His face when he pulled away, cum and spit coati
[CARLTON’S POV]Consciousness comes back slowly, like I'm swimming up through dark water and the surface is so far away that I'm not sure I'll make it before my lungs give out.The first thing I'm aware of is pain: a deep, bone-level ache that radiates from my core and extends outward in waves.The second thing is the steady beeping of monitors, the smell of antiseptic, the particular quality of light that belongs only to hospital rooms.The third thing is Tristan.He's slumped in the chair beside my bed, his head tilted back at an uncomfortable angle, his eye closed in sleep that looks like it might be the first he's gotten in days. He's still covered in blood—dried now, dark against his pale skin—and there are bruises along his jaw that suggest he's been in at least three separate fights since I went under.My voice comes out as a croak, barely a whisper. "Hunter."His eye snaps open immediately, and for a moment, I think he might cry. I've never seen Tristan look at anything with
[TRISTAN’S POV]I come awake like something violent is dragging me out of the deep.The sedative is still in my bloodstream, making everything feel slow and thick and impossible to process. My eye—the good one—opens to find myself in the hospital room, and the rage that floods through me is so immediate and all-consuming that it takes me a moment to realize what's actually happening.Carlton is in the ICU.Carlton is dying.The realization hits me with the force of a physical blow, and I'm on my feet before my body is fully conscious, before I've properly processed why I'm here, before I understand the full scope of what Carlton did while I was unconscious.He went in alone.He faced Delinda alone.He got himself poisoned while I was out cold like some weak bastard who couldn't handle a simple sedative.The rage doesn't diminish: it just transforms into something sharper and more focused. I'm moving through the hospital like a man possessed, and everyone has the good sense to get ou







