Se connecterThanakorn POV
My next stop after leaving my father's building was a popular clubhouse, which I usually visit after my return to Bangkok. I walked into the vast space and directly to the bar counter without taking a glance at anyone. “What would you like, sir?” “Whiskey.” I told the bartender, who nodded in response. As I sat, my eyes roved around for some seconds. It went from the dancing strippers, to the kissing couples, and then to the men getting entertained in their seats by half naked ladies. I sighed as my mind went back to my first meeting with him. It has been the same clubhouse we had met in, and now I recalled what had happened then, I could only heave a breath. At that moment, I gulped a mouthful of the amber liquid brought before me and shut my eyes as I felt it slide down my throat. Marriage? I scoffed. Getting married was the least of the things I wanted for my life. In fact, I was not interested in anything related to that and my father knew. So instead of letting him pressure me, I had to end his trouble by getting myself a lady. Now that he wants me to marry her immediately? I scoffed again. Suddenly, my phone rang. I took it out of my pockets and stared at the screen. Director Sorawit. I stood up and began to walk towards the restroom, which, I believe, was a bit quiet to answer my call. Just as I entered the restroom, I could hear faint murmurs coming from inside. I hesitated for a moment, but curiosity made me take another step inside. As soon as I cornered one of the stalls, I froze just as my eyes caught sight of two men making out. I quickly dodged and hid myself before I could get caught. Then I peeped again. From where I stood, I watched as one of the men, pumped the other's dick before taking it into his mouth. I quickly shut my eyes and gulped hard as I could feel my dick rising. “What the fuck?” I whispered to myself as I rubbed my dick area. I could not believe I was turned on by just a mere sight. Worst still, I could not believe that after many years, gay sex could still turn me on! At that moment, my phone rang again, disrupting the duo. I panicked and quickly regained consciousness as I escaped before I could be found spying. *** Chaiwat POV (FIVE YEARS AGO) It had been five years since Korn travelled out of the country. It has also been five years since I had to endure my heartbreak and move on. On this particular day, I graduated from high school, one of the biggest achievements in my life. It was a day of joy for everyone; my parents, friends, and classmates. But still, I felt empty. I had been having thoughts about him, I saw him almost everywhere and no matter how hard I try to erase memories of him, it still slips into my mind. Was he going to come? After all, we had made a promise to take the graduation picture together. He wouldn't miss it, would he? “Hey, Chai. We need to take a picture.” Woranut said as he took his phone out. Where the hell was Korn? I asked myself with a racing heart. “Chaiwat!” Wut yelled at me. I flinched and looked at him, then at my parents, as they raised an inquisitive brow. “Yeah, right.” I said with a slight smile. “Let's have a picture.” *** Later that day, I walked into my room, clutching my graduation picture in hand. As I took one last look at it, my eyes began to sting. It was clear now that Korn was not coming back and after five years of waiting, I had to give up. Not because I wanted to, but because I have to, at least for my mental sanity. *** (PRESENT DAY) It was already 11 pm and Korn was yet to arrive. As much as I wanted to sleep, I could not bear to do so without setting my eyes on him. Just then, I heard the door unlock. I looked towards the entrance, expecting to see him in his full glory. But the person I saw next was not the Korn I was used to seeing, this one was staggering lightly and could barely balance his weight. Once he approached the living room, I stood up quickly and watched as he pulled his shoes off. “Sir, you–” “I told you not to wait up for me.” he muttered in a slightly angry voice. “I couldn't sleep.” I told him and reached a hand to help him to his room, but before I could do that, he flinched. “I can walk by myself.” he said and continued to his room. I stood, watching him as he helplessly held the door handle to his room and twisted it to enter. Suddenly, I heard a thud. Without thinking, I rushed to meet him, only to find his body laying on the floor. My heart began to thud as I quickly checked his breath. “He is breathing.” I told myself as I struggled to breathe. Then I assisted him up and took him inside the room, where I laid him on the bed and decided to remove his socks. “Should I change his clothes too?” I asked myself as I stared at his sleeping figure. I immediately shook my head. My presence alone was already making him pissed off, and I wouldn't want to add to it. So I turned towards the door, in an attempt to leave. But then I paused. Looking at the outfit he was in, I could tell that sleeping in such a way could cause a body ache. I sighed. “It is just a change, nothing will happen.” I assured myself as I neared him. I brought my hand to the collar of his shirt and tried to unbutton it. When he turned, my body shook in fear but after some seconds of stillness, I continued. One button done… Another done… But my heart was racing. When I felt a hand grab my waist, I almost gave up my ghost. “I'm horny, babe.” he mumbled under his alcoholic breath. I froze immediately, not knowing what to do or say. Before I could think of anything, he pulled me closer to himself and my lips crashed into his. My lips fucking CRASHED into HIS! I wanted to pull away. I wanted to run away and pretend nothing happened. But he was kissing me. So how could I? Suddenly, he paused. “Babe, your lips are very soft…” At that moment, he opened his eyes and dang! He was staring into mine!Chaiwat POV“You are back!” Wut announced in a loud tone as I entered.“It is more like I survived a week.” I told him as I slumped on the couch.Wut walked to where I laid and sat beside me. “Was it that bad? Is your boss wicked?”I glanced at him, then sighed. “He is…not wicked. Just cold, distant and–”“–is he handsome?” Wut blurted out.I shot him a glance, then secretly pulled the pillow I rested my head in and hit his head. Wut chuckled and grabbed the pillow from him.“But on a more serious note, you need to find someone for yourself.” he said as he took his hair back.“He is married.”“Oh shit.”“And I have Thida…for now.” I told him.Wut raised a brow. It definitely sounded weird to him.“She would definitely find out you're gay.”“Well, we are both vested in this sex thingy. So I doubt she will find out for now.”“For now.” Wut repeated with a slow nod as he rose slowly. “So what are your plans for tonight?”“I'll be meeting with Thid for a couple of drinks and then–”“— and
Chaiwat POVI woke up in my bed. I woke up in my bed!I could not remember anything from last night since I slept off, but all I know was that I slept off on the couch, not my bed.I sat up quickly and glanced around. Nothing was out of place. Then I heaved a breath.It was weekend already, meaning I had to go home to Woranut. As I rose from my bed, I stretched out the sheets and arranged the pillows. Coming back to a messy room was the least of the things I wanted.Suddenly, my phone rang.I picked it up from the little table and smiled when I saw Wut’s name.“Hey.” “Hi Chai. Where are you? Did you still remember the list of things I told you to get us?” he asked.“List? Us?”I heard Wut sigh. “I sent you a message of the list of things we need. I was expecting you to reply, but you only viewed it and ignored it.”“You sent me a message?” I said with a narrowed brow.How come I did not see it? “You know what? I must have mistakenly clicked it before falling asleep.” I explained.“F
Chaiwat POVIt was 11 pm. Korn was yet to be back.I was seated in the living room, my eyes glued to the clock as it ticked away. I was supposed to be in bed, but I couldn't sleep without setting my eyes on him.His presence in the house made me feel calm and sure that he was out of trouble. Now he wasn't back, I had to wait.As I sat, I felt my eyes slowly drifting into sleep, still, I struggled to keep awake. At least, for him.A few seconds passed.A few minutes passed.Half an hour was gone.Korn was still not back. I could not hold it any more. The sleep was forcing it way into my eyes and I could barely hold it back.Before I could think of anything else, my hands tightened around the pillow I was holding. Then I let out a deep sigh and at that moment, I slipped into deep sleep. ***Thanakorn POV I arrived at my building at 1 am the next day, feeling tired and almost drunk. Immediately I entered, I felt the silence that filled the building.Was Chai asleep? I asked myself as
Chaiwat POVStupid? I scoffed hard. How dare he call me that?If he hadn't eaten such spicy food, he wouldn't have broken the glass and expected me to pick it up.“I even gave him his drugs–”Then I remembered the kiss. My eyes shut quickly in embarrassment as I recalled it. “Why did you have to kiss him, Chai?” I asked myself, “didn't we agree that we are over him now?”But still, I could not hold myself back. I had let my instincts take over and instead of reciprocating my kindness, he called me stupid.I scoffed again and pulled the blanket over my chest as I stared blankly at my room's door. Korn was out, leaving me alone in this vast mansion.Just then, a message entered my phone.I glanced at it laid by my side, then I reluctantly picked it up. I saw a message from Thida and began to wonder why she was texting me.“Oh shit! I forgot to call her.”But it has been days now, she must have forgotten about it. So I clicked the message with curiosity. Staring back at me was a video.
Thanakorn POV A strike of light seeped in from the curtains, almost blinding me as I tried to open my eyes. I shut them quickly as I struggled to sit up. As I did, a towel which I had not noticed fell from my head and into my lap.As I took it and squeezed it gently, I noticed it was damp. I sighed and sat up very well, staring around my room.My eyes then caught the tablet on the desk and the glass of water near it. Immediately, I remembered the water that had fallen from my hand to the floor. I also remembered clutching my stomach hard from piercing pain as I struggled to take the pill.He was here, I said to myself. Chaiwat must have been the one to put me to bed.“The sound of broken glass must have attracted him.” I said in a low tone.Just then, my phone rang.It was Director Sorawit.“Thanakorn?”“Yes, Mr. Sora.”“We have a shoot for the product I told you about.”“Mr. Sora, I–”“Please, Thanakorn. I know this is not your line of profession, but I don't think any other man wo
Chaiwat POVA few hours after having all the work done, I laid flat on my bed, staring at the white ceiling of the large room. The room was not what I was used to, in fact, it was almost the same size as the house I grew up in. But unlike mine, this place was quite comfortable.Just then, my mind drifted to Korn. I rolled my eyes, recalling how he had eaten that spicy soup without batting an eyelid.Fuck him!“Or fuck myself for thinking about him when he actually doesn't give a fuck!”Suddenly, my phone rang.I glanced at it and reluctantly picked it up.“Chai?” I heard Wut say as I answered the call.“Yes, Wut.”I heard him let out a heavy breath. “Oh, thank heavens. I thought you wouldn't survive.”I narrowed my brows. “Why?”“You know, I mean, it is your first time working in someone's house.” he said then paused, “how is he? Your boss, I mean.”I hesitated for a moment. Then I remembered Wut knew nothing about my new boss. He had no idea I was working for Thanakorn.“Wut, I–”“Y







