Mag-log in~CASSIAN~
Marry a bloody she-wolf. Curse the grand council and their rules. How the hell was I supposed to bind myself to a woman from the family my people despised more than death itself? How could she even survive here, in the heart of our territory, when every soul would sooner tear out her throat than offer her a smile? The Council claimed it was to end the bloodshed once and for all, especially after the latest brutal attack. They swore a witch on their high seat had foreseen it: a union between Thorne and Varkas would end the cycle of revenge. Prophecy. Sure. Lies. I knew better than to believe their nonsense. To make matters worse, I wasn't being offered any Varkas. No, they were handing me the Alpha's firstborn daughter—the pampered princess who had never wanted for anything in her perfect life. Daddy's little jewel, always granted whatever she wanted. The Council didn't mention loyalty, only marriage. It was a loveless union anyway. If the Varkas daughter had a lover, she was free to see him as long as she didn't dishonor my family in any way. But by giving her that freedom, she couldn't expect me to be loyal to her in return. This was a marriage arranged to keep the council quiet while I carried on with my life while also planning my revenge. My brother Zerath walks into the room. Though a year younger, he carried the same grim weight on his shoulders, his eyes filled with the same rage that settled in my gut. He understood better than anyone what it meant to drag a Varkas bride into our home. I had hated these people for years, despising every inch of them. And now, all of a sudden, I'm supposed to live with one? To see her walk through these damn halls as if she belongs here? "You don't have to love her," he tells me. "Just speak the vows. Then lock her away in one of the empty rooms. She'll spend her days staring at empty walls, and her nights alone." I gave a curt nod. "I'm aware, brother." He paced, fists clenched. "Curse those fools on the Council. How dare they force this upon you—force you to sleep with one of those beasts?" My jaw tightened. The memory of our mother's scream made me wince, the reminder too much to deal with right now. The Varkas wolves taking over our home. Her cries for help that pierced the night air, as she begged them to stop. She shouted that she had children but they did not care. Zerath and I had been nine, hidden, watching helplessly as they killed her. Father never recovered. Grief devoured him until one day we awoke to an empty bed and a note that simply read, I cannot anymore. He vanished, never seen again. Our grandparents had stepped in, raising us with burning hatred. Aunts, uncles, cousins, they all poured their strength into us, creating two boys into the men who now led the Thorne clan. Or the Moon Reapers as outsiders liked to call us. Zerath stopped pacing, "Do they think so little of us? That the Thornes are so low we must blend our blood with theirs?" I rose from my chair, the leather screeching under my weight. "Come. We won't give those Varkas the satisfaction of thinking I'm too scared to claim their precious princess." Outside there were lines of our finest guards ready just in case something went wrong. A few family members insisted on riding with us. I'd refused most of them, it was better to leave strong hands defending our home in case this "peace" was nothing more than a trap. The great horn sounded, signaling departure. Horses stamped and snorted, eager for the road. Though cars waited in the garage, my family clung to tradition; horses were swifter in the deep woods, silent when needed, and bonded to us by blood-oath. I was already seated on top of my stallion, Nightshade, as I led everyone through the gates. Two hours of hard riding carried us into Varkas lands, territory we had avoided for years except to spill blood. As we passed the massive gates, I felt the weight of a hundred aggressive stares. Varkas guards lined on both sides, teeth bared in barely concealed snarls, hands hovering near weapons. Their scent was fucking too much for my senses, marking them unmistakably as the enemy. I smirked openly, letting my gaze linger on each one, daring them to act. "I can smell their fear," Zerath murmured beside me, lips barely moving. "Even on their own ground, with numbers in their favor." "Weak," I replied softly. "All of them. Weak." Nightshade tossed his head, sidestepping suddenly, and my reins jerked. A startled gasp rose from the ground. I looked down to find a young woman sprawled in the dust. She was dressed in rags. Why didn't she have proper clothes? Her blonde hair was pulled into a knot, strands escaping to frame a face smudged with dirt. Perhaps nineteen at most, several years younger than my twenty-three. She scrambled to her knees, head bowed. "S-sorry, my lord," she whispered, voice trembling. Did she know who I was? For some reason, she didn't seem to fear me like the others. "Watch where you're going, girl," I snarled, more out of habit than true anger. I was far too harsh. For the first time ever, I felt guilty for my tone. She lifted her face then and everything went still. Eyes like the heart of the ocean, a beautiful blue, met mine without flinching. For one impossible heartbeat, time stilled. The noise of the courtyard faded, even the wind seemed to pause. Something fierce stirred in my chest, a pull I could not name. This woman. . . She seemed. . .I couldn't find the right words. She looked small, fragile, as though a strong breeze might carry her away. Totally vulnerable. And in that moment, a strong urge surged through me: to shield her, to stand between her and every threat the world could summon. "Who are you?" I demanded, the question leaving my lips before I could stop it. Her gaze darted nervously to the guards now pushing through the crowd, then back to me. Fear flashed bright in those eyes. "There she is!" The girl's breath hitched. She bolted without giving me an answer. Zerath stared after her, brow furrowed. "What the fuck was that about?" I sat frozen in the saddle, heart pounding against my ribs, staring at the empty space where she had been. Those eyes haunted me already. "I don't know," I answer him, lost in thought. "But I intend to find out."~AURORA~I couldn't stay in that hall a moment longer. The weight of Seraphina's taunts, the pitying and judgmental stares, the reminder of her claims about Cassian, it all pressed down on my chest until I felt like I was suffocating. Tears still blurred my vision as I slipped through a side door, the cool night air hitting my flushed cheeks. I walked deeper into the gardens, arms wrapped tightly around myself. Pain radiated through every breath. How much more could I endure? The announcement, the public humiliation, and now the possibility that Cassian had truly turned to her. . .it was too much. I kept walking, desperate for distance, for a place where I could let the sobs break free without an audience. Especially since I didn't want Seraphina to taunt me anymore. It reminded me of old times and I hated every second of it. My heart felt raw, bleeding from wounds I thought had gotten over long ago—because of my husband. Rounding a corner near a fountain, I collided straight in
~AURORA~The gathering dragged on like a nightmare I couldn't wake from. Cassian remained at the center of it all, surrounded by Moon Reapers and nobles who pressed him with questions and cautious congratulations. I stayed near the edge of the hall, trying to become invisible, but my body felt dull. Every forced smile I managed strained my face. My head throbbed from holding it high, from pretending the whispers didn't cut me to the bone.Seraphina had been circling like a predator all evening, but when Cassian was pulled into a deep discussion with a group of high-ranking warriors, she finally broke away. Her gown moved against the floor as she approached me, that triumphant smile sharpening into something cruel. I never thought this day would come. I thought I had finally gotten away from the Varkas people. Now, I had no choice but to see Seraphina every day. And as long as she was here, I would surely be seeing more of my stepmother. My stomach twisted. I wanted to retreat, to
~CASSIAN~I was losing my fucking mind.Standing at the head of the hall, surrounded by my people, I had to force the words out like they were poison on my tongue. Every word tasted like betrayal. I could feel Aurora's presence like a brand against my skin, her small frame somewhere near the back, trying so hard to stay invisible while every eye in the room waited for her to have a reaction. My woman. My wife. The woman I had finally let myself want without the weight of old hatred chaining me. And here I was, forced to announce another woman as my future bride while she watched.I couldn't tell her the truth. Couldn't pull her aside and growl that this was all a temporary farce, that the council's watchers were circling like vultures, ready to punish her the second I showed her any favor. They were everywhere in fine robes who smiled too politely, servants who lingered a second too long. Every second of every fucking day they watched me. I couldn't visit her chambers as often a
~AURORA~I had no choice but to stand there.The grand hall was filled with Moon Reapers and high-ranking nobles, wearing formal attire. Cassian had summoned them for this "important gathering," and as his current wife—however temporary that title now felt, I was expected to attend. My gown felt heavy on my body as I tried to stand still despite the wild beating of my heart. I kept my spine straight, chin lifted, even as my hands trembled at my sides. Every eye in the room seemed fixed on me, waiting for the moment I would finally fall apart. Maybe they were all hoping for it to happen. No one here liked me. No one ever did. Cassian stood at the head of the hall, looking powerful, but I caught the tension in his jaw, the way his eyes flicked toward me more than once. Seraphina lingered near him, in bright red, her triumphant smile barely hidden. I tried to stay strong. I had to. Breaking down here, in front of them all, would only give Seraphina more satisfaction. The murmurs st
~CASSIAN~The sight of Aurora on the floor felt like a blade to the gut. Those wide, soft eyes were red and devastated. A raw, aching protectiveness grew inside me at the sight of her like that. She looked so small. So broken. My wife. The woman I had finally allowed myself to want without the chains of Varkas' blood holding me back.And now she knew. Somehow, she fucking knew that Seraphina was here to get married to me. She shouldn't know this. I specifically asked everyone to keep this from her. I wanted to be the first person to tell her the truth. So then, who had opened their fucking mouth? I stepped inside, closing the door, but my mind was losing its grip. How the hell had the truth reached her so fast? I had planned to tell her gently, to pull her into my arms and shield her from the worst of it. Instead, here she was, devastated on the floor because of me—because of this entire cursed situation. I never wanted this to happen. But Seraphina was only here so that I could b
~AURORA~I remained leaning against the cold wooden door, knees drawn tightly to my chest as if I could physically hold my falling-apart world together.The tears wouldn't stop. Trails carved paths down my cheeks, soaking the neckline of my dress. I could not believe this was happening to me. Did not want to believe this was even possible. Seraphina's cruel laughter still echoed in my ears, she was overjoyed that this was happening. Why would she be? She never wanted to marry a moon reaper in the first place. Her family forced me into this marriage so that she wouldn't have to marry Cassian. So then why was she so thrilled about it now? What could be her reason? Was she just doing it to watch me suffer? He's divorcing you. Her words repeated relentlessly. Divorcing me? Please no. What came next? Would they drag me out from here like I never belonged? Would they throw me out on the streets?Or worse, throw me back to the Varkas wolves who had never truly wanted me? The people tha
~AURORA~The cup was warm against my lips, the liquid inside sweet, sliding down my throat in a soothing manner. I swallowed, my eyes locked on Cassian's as he held it steady for me, one large hand cupping the back of my head with a care that still felt unfamiliar. His thumb brushed a stray lock
~SERAPHINA~"What is wrong with you?" I asked, my voice soft but filled with frustration as I lay across Vincent's chest. The steady rise and fall of his breathing had once been comforting, but lately it felt like a wall I couldn't break through. "You've been acting so distant. Cold. Like I'm bare
~CASSIAN~I slammed the doors of the war chamber shut behind Zerath as he entered. Then, I stood by the window, staring out at the forests, my fists clenched so tightly my knuckles ached."I want her to suffer," I growled, my voice low and deadly. "She laid her hands on my wife. Find a way to bri
~AURORA~The familiar stone walls of Varkas Kingdom rose before us like a cage I had only recently escaped. I didn't want to be here. Hated that I had to pretend that these people treated me kindly all those years. My stomach felt funny as Cassian's strong hands gripped my waist, helping me down f







