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“Am I different… aren’t I?”

Author: Paradise
last update publish date: 2026-05-28 15:59:01

Iris quickly organized her thoughts and tried to calm herself down.

She approached Gabriel before asking cautiously,

“My lord… is there anything I can help you with?”

Gabriel gave her a brief glance and replied,

“No. Rest over there until I finish my work.”

He gestured toward a nearby chair.

Iris obeyed and sat silently, waiting for him.

Suddenly, at the worst possible moment, she remembered that she had planned to bake a cake for her birthday, but Letty’s escape and the recent events had made
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