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The taxi driver must have sensed my desperation because he didn't ask questions. He just drove until we stopped in front of the hotel bar I had described. Temptation. My sobs had quieted to a numb ache by the time he pulled over. I handed him cash without counting, and stumbled out into the night. I often visited the bar once every month so it was the only place I could think of. I pushed through the door, going straight to my favorite booth. I'd never been much of a drinker, Dylan always said it made me "too emotional," as if that was a bad thing. But tonight? I needed to drown. Drown the betrayal, the stupidity, the gaping hole where my heart used to be. I slid into the booth and waved at Gina who was a waitress at the club. She came up to me and raised an eyebrow. "What'll it be, Cam? The usuals?" "No, I need something stronger. Like a very strong whiskey," I said, my voice strained from all the crying. "It should be neat." She looked at me like she wanted to ask me something but someone called her name and she left only coming back with two bottles and a glass. I filled the cup and downed it in one gulp, the burn racing down my throat and I welcomed it. At least, it was better than the cold emptiness inside. How had I been so blind? Dylan and Bella, for two years and six months. That meant every hug from her, every "I love you" from him... it was all a lie. A setup by my own family. They hated Dylan from the start. So they had to pay Bella to be my friend, to seduce him and to shatter everything. And me? I'd played right into it, working myself to the bone for a man who never loved me. I thought I was independent, strong and in love. Turns out I was just a fool, clinging to a fairy tale to escape my family's suffocating world. Tears began to well up again, but I blinked them back, pouring myself another drink. So this is why people drink after a breakup, I thought. To numb the thoughts in your head and forget the way your heart squeezed like it's almost a physical pain. I raised my glass in a mock toast to the empty seat opposite me. "To true love," I muttered. "May it rot in hell." By the fourth drink, or was it the fifth?, the room had started to tilt. I felt lighter, like I was floating above the wreckage that is l my life. Tipsy, yeah, but not drunk enough to forget. I signalled to the waitress for another bottle but she was busy flirting with someone else so I stood up, intending to get another round, when I stumbled on my feet. I fell forward with my arms flailing but I didn't reach the ground before strong hands caught me around the waist. I looked up, about to tell him off but stopped when I saw his face. He was tall and broad-shouldered, with messy blond hair that fell over his forehead. His eyes, God....they were a startling blue, the color of the summer sky and they were framed by lashes that any girl would kill for. His lips curved in what might have been amusement or annoyance, I couldn't tell. He wore a fitted black shirt that hugged his muscles. Handsome didn't even to cover it; I didn't like blondes but if I did, it would definitely be this one. "Don't touch me," I snapped anyway, though the words came out slurred. He rose an eyebrow, "Fine by me." And just like that, he let go. I fell down to the floor on my butt and people nearby laughed but I ignored them, scrambling to my feet with as much dignity as I could muster. "What the hell?" I hissed, brushing off my jeans. "You just let me fall?" He shrugged, those blue eyes unapologetic. "You said not to touch you. And that's what I did, not everyone has time to cater to your whims, princess." His voice was deep and filled with sarcasm. Princess?! The nerve of this guy but before I could retort, he was already turning away, disappearing into the crowd and I flash the middle finger to his back. I ordered another drink to put the asshole out of my mind. Eventually, I went towards the back room, drawn by the sound of loud cheers. There was a poker table set up, a group of guys and a couple of women were huddled around. And there he was, the blond asshole, dealing cards with that same smug grin. Our eyes met, and his brow arched in recognition. Seeing him again made me want to punch him. "I want to play," I said, sliding into an empty seat across from him. He eyed me skeptically. "You sure? This isn't Go Fish." I leaned forward, meeting his gaze. "Afraid I'll beat you? How about a dare to make it interesting. If I win, you strip for me. Right here." The table went silent, then erupted in hoots. His blue eyes sparkled with amusement. "And when I win? Because I will." "Name it," I challenged. He let his gaze linger on my lips for a second too long. "If I win, you kiss me. Right here. I stuttered, kiss a stranger? I could take it as distraction. He is not that bad to look at "Deal." The game started and I recognized it, Texas Hold'em. He was good and confident. His fingers were defty as he flipped cards. The first few hands went his way and my chips reduced. He gave me a cocky a grin. "I hope you're not one of those girls reserving her first kiss for true love. I wouldn't want to ruin that fairy tale." "Wouldn't you like to know?" I said sweetly, studying my cards. I'd played poker with my dad growing up. I knew how to bluff and how to read tells. His was subtle, a slight twitch in his jaw when he had a weak hand. I started turning it around. I raised a pair of aces in the hole and smiled at the look of surprise on his face. I chipped away, habd after hand, excitement coursing through me. When last did I do something this exciting? The crowd around murmured in awe as I raked in pots and his stack shrinked. "Beginner's luck?" he said, a hint of irritation in his voice. I smiled wider. "Or skill." Then for the final hand, I had a full house with a lot queens over jacks. He went all in, confident with his cards. But the river card sealed it and nothing for him. I laid down my cards and gave a victorious as I leaned back in my seat. "I win. Now, off with the shirt, handsome." The crowd cheered, but he stood slowly from his seat, that smirk returning. "I've got something even better." He came over to me and pulled me up before I could react, "What are you doing?" I asked, moving back as he stepped closer to me. "Hey," I protested, my heart beating faster. Up close, I could smell his cologne and somehow my eyes kept going back to his lips. "Lucas," he corrected huskily. "What..?" "My name's Lucas, not 'hey.'" His lips crashed on mine in a possessive and demanding kiss, my mind went blank for a second. What was he doing?! But then I did the most stupid thing I could think of, I kissed him back.LucasCamilla sat rigid in the passenger seat beside me. The dress I had given her had ridden up her thighs, exposing the pale skin that called my attention to them everytime. Her bare feet were tucked awkwardly beneath her. She hadn't said a single word after she had asked me that question and I wondered what she was thinking.I allowed myself a small, private smile in the darkness of the car. This night was just the beginning of my laid down plans. It had taken months of careful orchestration, of pulling a lot of strings. It started from the day I realized that my father had someone close to him. He had tried to hide it from him, he had tried to hide his obsession over this red haired woman but he hadn't known that hatred run deeper than blood. It's why I knew Camilla's name. It's why I had taken her that night. And Sophia, the girl from the club was also orchestrated. Although everything else was true, I had known that Camilla won't resist saving her. She was quite dumb in that
CamillaThere was nothing gentle about this kiss. Lucas kissed me like he’d been starving for it. His hand tightened on my chin, holding me exactly where he wanted me, while the other slammed against the wall beside my head. I tasted anger and hunger on his tongue as it swept into my mouth, claiming, demanding. A low growl rumbled from his chest when I bit his lip in retaliation.My body betrayed me instantly. Heat exploded low in my belly, slick and urgent, and I arched against him before I could stop myself. The thin red dress was no barrier at all. I could feel every hard inch of him pressed against me, his thigh still wedged between my legs from how he’d pinned me. My nipples scraped against his chest with every ragged breath, aching.I hated how good it felt. I hated him.I shoved at his shoulders, but my fingers curled into his jacket instead, pulling him closer. A whimper slipped out of me when he angled his head and deepened the kiss, devouring me like he wanted to consume eve
Camilla We slipped out the estate. Lucas knew every corner without cameras and Elijah was nowhere in sight. I swear I still didn't understand that man. We took a path to a waiting car far from the main gate. "You shouldn't have dragged Elena into this," he said after a while of driving. "If Cassio finds out she talked..." "I didn't drag her. She wants to be free," I said. "And you are helping, so stop acting like you don't care." He glanced at me. "I wouldn't use the word care, princess. Don't be deceived." I looked at him. What was he going on about? He shifted the topic and began to talk about the plan. He had gone to the Garden yesterday night to scout. There was a blind spot in the east wall. Thirty seconds every hour when the cameras moved. Guards who took cigarette breaks at certain times. I listened carefully, memorizing every detail. Lucas kept his eyes on the dark road ahead, his hands tight on the wheel. The car hummed low, cutting through the night like a knife. M
CamillaWhat the hell was he doing here? I had not expected to see Lucas at Elena's house. We had talked about me coming here to see her, but he never said he would show up. The garden smelled of sweet roses and fresh grass. Sunlight danced on the fountains. But all I saw was him. Elena touched my arm gently. "I didn't know you two knew each other so well. Lucas showed up at my door early this morning. He said he wanted to see Matteo. He's been here ever since."Matteo, gave me a tentative smile. I forced a smile and stepped closer to the table. "Nice to meet you, Matteo."I took the chair across from Lucas abd Elijah stood like a statue near the tall hedges. Elena poured tea for everyone. Matteo chattered away about his cars and surprisingly Lucas listened to him. It was strange to see this side of him. But every time his eyes flicked to me, it felt like a brand.After a while, Elena stood up. "Matteo, come help me bring more cakes and biscuits from the kitchen. You can show Lucas
Camilla I told Lucas everything that Elena managed to tell him in that short while and to my relief, he seemed to know where this Garden place was. "This is fucking suicide, Camilla." I kept my mouth shut, not wanting to tell him I thought it was too. He released my arm only to rake both hands through his hair, pacing two steps in the confined space before whipping back to face me. "Do you think you can just walk into that place and pull people out?" "Then help me," I said. "You know the operations. You know the weak points. If you're going to stop me, do it now, but if not. ." "Stop you?" He laughed, but there was no humor in it. "Baby, I don't think anyone could stop you. That's the fucking problem." Silence stretched between us, thick with everything unsaid. "Why are you helping me, Lucas? You could walk away. You could tell your father everything, stay loyal. You're his son. Why risk this?" He went quiet and even when he stepped closer, I didn't retreat. It was like I w
CamillaI stared at Elena, too stunned to speak. My pulse hammered against my throat. “I can’t accept that,” I whispered. “There has to be a way.”Elena turned her face toward the water, "It's what I bear happens to all of them. Cassio acquires girls, play with them for some while and then make them work in his club. ” she said quietly. “The place is on the east edge of the city. They call it the Garden.”My stomach knotted. Sophia had clung to hope when I promised I’d help. I couldn’t let her become another nameless girl.“How do you know this?” I asked.Elena gave a hollow laugh. “Because I’ve been his wife for twelve years. I’ve overheard phone calls. I’ve seen the men he sends out at night. I’ve cleaned blood off his shirts when they come back.” She glanced toward the house again, voice dropping to almost nothing. “He doesn’t hide it from me anymore. He knows I won’t speak. Who would I tell? The other wives? They have their own bruises.”I reached out and touched her arm lightly.
LucasI left the mansion immediately and put a call through to Ivan and Dante to meet me at ecplise in thirty minutes. We had a traitor to catch. Marco hadn't been on duty that night when the cargo was stolen, so I wondered how he did it. Were they really only two?Camilla's theory sounded ridiculo
Camilla The door closed behind Isabella as she left me alone with promise of her threat hanging in the air.I pressed my palms against my eyes until I saw stars. I should probably follow Lucas anyway but the last time I did that I killed someone. I always put someone in danger. Maybe Lucas was rig
CamillaThe silence that followed his words was thick.My hand went to my throat, a nervous habit, because I just realized that I had made a mistake. "Then whose plans were they?"It was a stupid question and Lucas replied me that way."How the fuck would I know? First, what did you hear?" Lucas a
LucasWe took Marco to the basement of Eclipse, one of the clubs I owned that wasn't under my name. Ivan and Dante tied him to a chair with his wrist bound to the back.I pulled up another chair and sat down across from him. Ivan stood by the door. Dante leaned against the wall near the table of to
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