LOGIN-POV Derby
Somewhere between freezing under Jordan Vasquez’s heavy gaze in the conference room and stepping into the private executive elevator, my brain completely short-circuited. I’d already decided to go upstairs. The rest was me desperately acting like this was still up for debate. The ride to the fifteenth floor should’ve taken thirty seconds. It felt like a lifetime. With every floor that lit up on the panel, my common sense screamed at me to hit the button for the lobby and run. But my hand wouldn’t move. By the time the silver doors slid open, revealing the dimly lit, ridiculously posh executive lounge, I realized I was already deep in the trap. The room was quiet, detached from the rest of the busy office tower. And it was completely empty, except for him. Jordan was standing by the massive glass window, looking out over the city skyline with the casual arrogance of a man who probably owned half of it. The moment the heavy oak door clicked shut behind me, he turned around. It was like he’d counted my exact footsteps. "You came," Jordan said. His voice was low, smooth, and infuriatingly confident. No surprise, no hesitation. I clutched the strap of my laptop bag like a shield, refusing to let him see how badly my hands were shaking. "You didn't exactly leave me with a choice, Mr. Vasquez." He took one slow, deliberate step toward me. He’d undone the top button of his shirt, and without the corporate armor, the sheer physical size of him felt completely overwhelming. "I gave you an out, Derby. You just chose to ignore it the second you stepped into that elevator." God, I hated how right he was. But looking at him now, standing under the soft, warm lights of the lounge, my mind didn't see the ruthless billionaire CEO. Instead, it aggressively dragged me back to Friday night. To the dark, chaotic haze of that hotel room where everything had started. I had gone to that bar looking for a distraction—a cheap, reckless rebound to wash away the bitter taste of my ex-fiancé treating me like a backup plan. I wanted a random guy. A nobody. Someone I could use for one night and forget by morning. But Jordan hadn't been random. Not even close. I remembered the way he had pushed me back against the heavy mattress, his massive frame pinning me down so effortlessly it made my breath hitch. He hadn't just taken what he wanted like a selfish stranger. His control was terrifying. He’d paused, his dark eyes burning into mine in the shadows, forcing me to look at him, forcing me to acknowledge exactly who was holding me. *"Tell me to stop, sweetheart,"* he had murmured against my throat that night, his voice a rough, gravelly command that sent shivers straight down my spine. *"Because if I don't stop now, I'm going to ruin you for anyone else."* I hadn't told him to stop. I’d pulled him closer, begging for the chaos. And he had delivered—fucking me with a slow, agonizingly deep, and relentless rhythm that made me completely lose my mind, arching my back and crying out his name into the dark like a woman possessed. But it wasn't just the intensity that scared me now. It was how attentive he had been afterward. Random guys don't stay awake just to watch you breathe. Random guys don't pull the duvet over your shoulders when the morning breeze hits the room. And they definitely don't do what Jordan did right before I snuck out of his bed. I remembered waking up in the dim light of dawn, my skin flushed and sensitive. I’d tried to slip away quietly, but as I reached for my clothes, his hand had found my waist in the dark, pulling me back against his warm, hard chest. He didn't even open his eyes, but his lips brushed the small, crescent-shaped birthmark right below my left collarbone. *"Don't run, Derby,"* he’d muttered sleepily, his grip tightening just enough to lock me in place. *"And stop chewing your lower lip when you're anxious. It's a bad habit."* My breath hitched in the present day as the memory slammed into me. I instinctively touched my lower lip. I *was* chewing it right now. Jordan noticed. A small, dark smirk touched the corner of his lips as he closed the remaining distance between us, stopping so close I could feel the heat radiating from his chest. He reached out, his long, scarred fingers lifting to gently brush a stray lock of hair behind my ear. His touch was shockingly warm, a stark contrast to his icy corporate persona. "You're doing it again," he murmured, his thumb lightly brushing across my bottom lip, forcing me to stop. "You always do that when you're trying to figure out a way to lie to me." My heart did a violent, dangerous flip against my ribs. This wasn't just a powerful man playing a game with an employee. He remembered. He remembered the small, stupid, insignificant details about my body after only a few hours. He had looked at me—*really* looked at me—in a way my ex hadn't done in three years of dating. A cold splash of reality hit me, terrifying and sharp. This wasn't a messy, forgettable one-night stand that I could just bury under a pile of corporate paperwork. This man was entirely too focused, too observant, and way too dangerous. "Jordan, please," I whispered, the formal 'Mr. Vasquez' completely evaporating as I looked up into his dark, unblinking eyes. "This is a mistake. You're the CEO of the company buying my life. You're engaged. We can't do this." Jordan didn't back down. His thumb lingered on my jawline, his grip firming just enough to keep me from looking away. "I know exactly who I am, Derby. And I know exactly what my life looks like," he said, his voice dropping to a low, possessive growl that made my knees feel weak. "But I also know that since Friday night, I haven't been able to think about anything else but how tight you felt around me." I swallowed hard, my mind screaming at me to run, but my body completely paralyzing under his touch. "Tonight. My place. Eight o'clock," Jordan murmured, dropping his hand but leaving his gaze locked onto mine, giving me no room to breathe. "The address is already in your private inbox. Come if you want to settle this, or stay home and keep playing this little corporate game. It's your call." He didn't wait for me to answer. He turned and walked out of the lounge, the heavy doors shutting behind him with a soft, final thud. I stood there alone in the quiet room, my legs trembling so badly I had to lean against the back of a sofa just to stay upright. Every single sensible, logical part of me knew that deleting that address and walking away was the only way to save my life. But as I stared at the empty doorway, my skin still tingling where his fingers had touched me, a dark, heavy realization settled deep in my gut. Jordan already occupied far more space in my head than a one-night mistake ever should have. That alone should’ve been enough to worry me. Instead, I kept finding reasons not to think about why. End of Chapter 5-POV Derby Silence filled the room, thick and suffocating. It felt like the air itself was waiting for a bomb to drop. Derby stood by the mahogany desk, her hands buried deep in her coat pockets to hide the way her fingers were trembling. She refused to look at him. Every time her eyes landed on Jordan, she saw the man she knew—the man she was supposed to keep at arm’s length—and the stranger she was currently losing her mind over. "I need you to look at me, Derby." His voice was low, devoid of the corporate polish he usually wore like armor. It was raw, stripped back to something entirely too honest. That specific tone usually made her feel safe, but tonight, it only made her feel cornered. She turned slowly, not because she wanted to, but because the gravity of his presence wouldn't let her do anything else. "This isn't working anymore, Jordan. We aren't doing what we started. This is something else entirely." Jordan didn't flinch. He didn't offer a hollow excuse, and he certai
-POV DerbyMorning light was relentless, cutting through the gap in the curtains to hit Derby square in the face. She didn’t move. She just stared at the ceiling, feeling the weight of the silence in the room. This wasn't the first time she’d woken up in a space that wasn't hers, but it felt different. The air was heavier. Jordan was already up. He was standing by the window, shirt half-buttoned, watching the city wake up below. He didn’t turn around when she sat up, but she knew he heard the sheets rustle. They both knew the game had changed. Pretending this was just a mistake—just another night to forget—was no longer an option. "You're awake," he said. His voice was steady, lacking the usual polish he used in boardrooms. It was raw. Derby pulled the duvet tighter around herself, her fingers tracing the fabric. "I should go." Jordan turned then. He didn't rush toward her; he just leaned against the frame, his gaze uncomfortably sharp. He wasn't the man who had let her walk away
-POV Derby Derby stood by the window, her knuckles white as she gripped the fabric of her skirt, refusing to look at the man who had just dismantled the final remnants of her composure. Jordan hadn’t moved from the door. He didn't need to. His presence alone seemed to occupy every cubic inch of the space, pinning her in place. The casual, detached mask he usually wore was gone, replaced by something much more dangerous—a raw, unfiltered focus that made her skin prickle. "You're not answering," he repeated, his voice low and devoid of the polished veneer he saved for investors and the press. It was just the two of them, and for the first time, he sounded like a man who had finally run out of patience. Derby forced a swallow past the lump in her throat, her gaze still fixed on the horizon, not the man she’d spent the last few weeks trying to convince herself was a mistake. "Because there’s nothing left to say, Jordan. We crossed the line. Again. And we both know exactly what that ma
-POV Derby Silence in the room wasn't empty; it was heavy, pressing against Derby’s chest until every breath felt like a conscious effort. Jordan stood just a few feet away, close enough that she could feel the heat radiating from him, but the distance between them felt like a canyon. He hadn’t moved when she tried to pull away. His grip on her wrist remained firm—not bruising, but immovable. It was a silent assertion of his presence, a refusal to let her frame this as a fleeting moment that meant nothing. Derby kept her gaze fixed on the sharp line of his collarbone, refusing to meet his eyes. If she looked at him, she knew the resolve she had spent the last hour meticulously building would crumble. She felt the ghost of his touch where he held her, a sensory anchor that made it impossible to pretend she was anywhere else. "You're not answering," he said. His voice was low, stripped of any polite veneer, vibrating with a raw, demanding edge. "There’s nothing to answer, Jordan,"
-POV Derby Breathing was a luxury I couldn't quite afford as we broke apart. My forehead rested against his, both of us heaving in the quiet, climate-controlled air of the office. The storm outside had slowed to a rhythmic tapping against the glass, an indifferent backdrop to the wreckage we were making of the room—and each other. Jordan’s hands were still locked firmly onto my waist, his thumbs digging into the fabric of my blazer as if he were trying to memorize the exact shape of me. His eyes were dark, dilated, searching my face with a terrifyingly naked need that I hadn't expected to see on a man like him. "Derby," he murmured, his voice sounding raw, like he’d been shouting in a desert. I couldn't look away. My pulse was a frantic bird against the cage of my ribs. Everything I’d been holding back for the last few months—the late nights, the jealousy, the slow, agonizing realization that I was falling for a ghost of a man who belonged to someone else—it all felt like it was
-POV Derby Rain still hammered against the glass, but inside the suite, the air felt like it was ionizing, crackling with a static charge that made the hair on my arms stand up. Jordan hadn't moved his hands. They remained framed against my jaw, his palms warm and grounding, holding me in place while my heart hammered against my ribs like a caged bird. "Look at me," he commanded, his voice dropping to that low, raspy register that bypassed my brain and went straight to my nerves. I kept my eyes fixed on his throat, on the pulse point that was beating in time with mine. "I can't." Jordan said "Why?" "Because if I look at you," I whispered, the words catching on a jagged breath, "I’ll forget why I’m supposed to be angry. I’ll forget that you’re someone else’s future. I’ll forget that this room is just a temporary shelter for a mistake." He shifted, his fingers sliding into my hair, tugging gently until I was forced to tilt my head back. His eyes were dark, devoid of the cold, prof
-POV Derby Life went back to normal faster than I wanted it to. Work gave me plenty of excuses to stay busy. Somehow I still managed to build my entire week around not ending up anywhere near the tenth floor. Avoiding him turned out to be surprisingly easy. Pretending I wasn’t thinking about
-POV Derby Somewhere below us, the gala was still going on. People were probably laughing, networking, making deals, completely unaware of what had happened upstairs. The problem was that I wasn’t sure I could go back downstairs pretending nothing had changed. Neither of us moved right away.
-POV Derby I didn’t expect to see him again so soon. But two days later, at the annual company gala, Jordan Vasquez walked into the ballroom with the kind of presence that made conversations pause mid-sentence. Judging by the way half the room turned toward the entrance, I wasn’t the only one
-POV Derby I didn’t leave his penthouse that night. After everything that had happened between us that night, leaving stopped feeling as simple as walking out the door. We lay there in silence, his arm still around my waist, and for once neither of us seemed interested in breaking it. Somew







