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“Jesus Christ, did you get surgery , when did your ass get so big?!” Buggy said, his gold teeth gleaming at me. “You look so fucking hot, Remy!” An old rookie and friend, Slink chipped in. “Hope you’re staying forever, this time! Almost got the entire pack looking for you! Can’t trust those other weak men to treat our princess good, can we, boys?!” Wolf Kane, baby brother of Decker Kane raised his alcohol glass, his eyes glistening at me. They all cheered loudly in return. Decker Kane on the other hand, was keeping his distance. The entire gang had been super excited to see me again and had taken me to their bar. The women were usually never allowed in there except on rare occasions so here I was, in my teeny shorts and tight top with all of these men who were drinking for my return. He’s lurking somewhere. I know it. “But it’s good to have you back, though. Not everyone knows how to fix a motorcycle the way you do,” Wolf slid another glass of alcohol to me. I caught and downed it in seconds. “Glad to be back. Wasn’t sure I could stay away any longer honestly.” “Not sure how your Father would feel knowing you’re back though,” Cole Calloway. President of the Iron Clad Kings. My Father who was so fucking smothering, I was sure I’d kill myself. He didn’t want what happened with my Mother to happen to me so he should have taught me things as protection. But he hid me away from everyone. Decker Kane was the only reason I survived the real world. “He missed you but he really just wanted you to have a normal life, you know? Not being shot at, for once,” Slink said, then winked at the bat still in my hand. “But I guess Calloway's blood is stronger than he thinks, yeah?” “By the way, how much damage did he get? Do we still need to rough him up?” Buggy asked. Wolf’s eyes lowered. “Buggy.” “What? Everyone wants to know!” My hand reached for Buggy’s face as I leaned in, my breasts leaning so dangerously close to his face as I whispered, “I can even do you one better. Open your mouth,” Buggy opened with the speed of light. I picked up my glass and shot down the burning alcohol. Didn’t swallow and positioned my mouth right over his but before I could spit it back, a rough hand grabbed my wrist and yanked me so hard I almost kissed the floor. But I strategically let myself fall into his chest, a wide smile flashing across my lips. “Oops.” Decker Kane was so much taller than I remembered. And larger. I felt like a tiny butterfly in front of a mountain. I wanted to have him pinning me down and on top of me right now. “Enough.” My hands moved up his chest, “I know what it looks like but I’m not the bad guy here. I’m the drunk weak one. I’m innocent.” “Boss, she wasn’t—” Slink started but then he let out a groan, which I was sure came from Wolf elbowing him in his ribs. Such a good wing man, honestly. “But maybe I’m not drunk and you could punish—” I didn’t get to finish the sentence. Decker dragged me like I weighed nothing away from the bar and the eyes of the other guys. We passed so many rooms and then we were in an office. He flung me in and shut the door. I grinned and turned around. “Well, well, well. I didn’t think you wanted me that badly but if you’re going to be so rough—” “This is your Father’s office. He’ll be here in ten minutes.” So gruff. So cold. “Sit.” I didn’t. I moved even closer. “I promise you, a minute inside me and you’d have the best orgasm of your—” “Remy.” That voice. He said it in that same tone that made me realize how madly obsessed with him I was at 19. Decker Kane was a quiet man, but for some reason, with me, he talked like I was his property. His to ruin and keep. I liked the idea of it too much. I scoffed and moved back to one of the seats there. “Whatever. Ruin my fun. See if I care.” He said nothing. “So what? You’re gonna stand there brooding like a turkey? At the very least, get the fuck out and leave me alone if you’re not gonna fuck—” “Is that all you learned outside? Sex? Is that all you care about now?” He cut in, his eyes hard. “The Remy I knew had dreams. She wasn’t a… slut.” My heart stung. “Fuck. You. You don’t know shit about me. You fucking abandoned me for three years. Didn’t look for me. Didn’t even fucking call. I’m sure you were as glad as my father was that I was gone, weren’t you? Problem child finally out of your hands, could take your early retirement now,” His eyes hardened into rocks. “Are you done?” My eyes were practically holding back tears now. “Oh, no I’m not. I know you want me, Decker. You can avoid looking at my tits for as long as you want, or clenching your hands into fists, but you’re gonna want me, and when you do, you’re going to beg and crawl for it, and I’m gonna take my payment for those three years I. Was. Gone.” Fortunately for me, I didn’t have to hear his response because the door to the office slammed open and a too familiar voice said, “Remus Lou Calloway,” Fuck. Full name. Double homicide. I winced. “Hi, Daddy,”CW: Body Horror. Graphic Violence. Religious Trauma. Psychosis. Sexual Violence. Childhood Abuse. ——— The meat was cooked perfectly. Rare. Blood pooled around the edges of the plate, and I watched it with the same appreciation I always had for the color red. I especially liked the red that Remy Calloway wore. “No! Please! Please! I won’t— I won’t try to run away anymore! I’ll be good! I’ll change! Please— ah!” I looked up from my food, his eyes staring at the woman behind the show glass in front of me. The men and women around me continued their sex, the smell of drugs and sweat filling the air. Not a single person was by my side. The meat in my mouth was slightly too chewy, but the mix of blood and other spices were as soothing as anything else. I picked up the wine by my side and took a gulp before setting it back down. “Stop.” Even though I spoke quietly, they all stopped. The woman on the other end of the glass had her dark hair plastered to her face with sw
Remy Calloway had buried herself so deep into my veins that I could no longer tell how I had survived this long without her. “I couldn't believe that you actually slept off,” She was changing into the new clothes I had brought— because something in me knew that this would happen. That she’d rip or get her clothes dirty— or I would. I stared at the marks on her skin. I didn’t know what came over me. I hated the fact she was covering them. “Do you feel alright?”“Not really,” She made a face. A smirk. “But you’ve cleaned me up, fed me, massaged my thighs and feet. Do anything else and I wouldn’t want to leave,”I swallowed, trying my hardest to control myself. I’d done it for years. And all of a sudden, it felt like each moment I was away from her, I was slowly suffocating. “Mhm.”She stared at me. “Are you alright?”No. Longer. My head was hurting being this far away from you. I’d finally experienced silence, as if every moment in time had culminated in this feeling. This… excessive
He kissed me hard. His tongue sucked and slid against mine feverishly, his grip on my thigh tightening like he was trying to dig himself into my skin. And then he was fucking me. Fast. My head was spiraling, my thoughts focusing on the heat of his tongue, on how desperate he was fucking me into the chair, his cock angling with every thrust so fucking deep I was sure I would die. Then he pulled away.Our saliva trailed between our lips as I shook, tears already streaming out of my eyes. The pleasure of it all was too much. It felt like I was being overstimulated— and the fact that he kept staring at me like I could see my very soul was making everything feel too fucking real. I wanted to touch him. I wanted to wrap my hand around his neck and feel him throb harder inside me. “I love your pussy so fucking much. I love how you cream all over my cock. I love how tight you are. I love how you fucking take me like you were built for me.”But you’re fucking me like you’re trying to sn
He was joking…Wasn’t he?But he wasn’t. He stood in front of me, his hands behind his back, his eyes unexpressive. I laughed. “You’re funny. Look at you. Decker Kane. Asking me to do that. Doesn’t that make you feel pathetic? Fighting me all this time and now, you can’t be without me for a couple of minutes?”“Two minutes, forty five seconds.”He said it calmly. Too calmly. Why was he always so fucking calm? The only sign that he was holding back was his eyes. The way they stared at me as if he couldn’t wait. My slick was practically staining my jean as the laugh died in my throat. Still, I tried not to let it show as I unzipped it down, my eyes staying on him. “I’m gonna bring this up every time we have an argument. The Reaper King kidnapped a poor, defenseless girl just so she could touch herself in front of him,”He didn’t respond. Heat flooded through my body as I stood and pulled down my jeans. I thought of running, just to see if he’d chase— but my clit was throbbing as har
When I slowly started to wake up, the first thing I could smell was the dust. It was overwhelming, covering every inch of the place. The place was barely lit, a warehouse— from the expanse of it. And I was tied to a chair with tape over my mouth. Anger bubbled up my chest. Fuck, how did I lose attention to my surroundings so quickly? Who the fuck would want me kidnapped in the first place?And who knew I was that alleyway except—Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. The rope around my chest was tight. No matter how I tried to push or move around, it stayed tight. I couldn’t even fathom who it was… maybe it was Vincent. Maybe Slick told him what I’d seen and—Shoes on concrete pulled me back to reality. Focus, Remy. When he’s close enough, slam your forehead into— Decker?He came into my eyeview. His grey eyes looked stormy almost, his voice quiet, “I tried to tell myself that this was unreasonable, but I know deep down it isn’t. For one, you’re probably upset about Samantha and I this morning so yo
“Come to me.”This… this motherfucker. I looked at Slick who was still moving around. He seemed busy. And I was going to be bored anyway. “Where are you— and why the fuck are you laughing?”His chuckle trailed off slightly before I heard him say, “I didn't think you’d be so forthcoming. Not after what happened last night.”“Last night?”“I called a few times and you called and told me to stop. I was sure you wouldn’t pick the call up today. Decided to try out my chances. By the way, I like you having a phone. Keep having it on you.”“You seem to think we’re on good terms.”There was silence on the other side for a little bit, then, “I’m in South Korea.”I walked to a box I saw in the corner. It wasn’t covered like the rest with dust. I placed the phone on my left hand and took off the lid. “It’s business, isn’t it?”“Yes. Want to hear about what exactly it is they’re signing off on?”Inside it were papers. Yellowed, old looking papers with a lot of numbers. Something financial, maybe
My arms, legs, hips and neck hurt. I couldn’t recall the other positions the asshole put me in, acting like I was some flexible fucktoy that he had gotten for Christmas and planned on playing with for eternity. I loved it. I woke first, my eyes on his sleeping form. He slept like a log, his arm
I placed more food on top of his plate. “Is that enough?” Wolf stared at it, then back at me. “I don’t… I don’t think—”“Relax. I didn’t make it. No need to panic.” I pulled out a chair and sat beside him. My mind raced and my heart hurt but I was doing a really good job acting like I didn’t care.
“Yes, mama. I know. I—” I squeezed the washcloth on my thigh, pressing the phone closer to my face. “Yes. Of course. I understand.”The call ended immediately after, the sound of the kettle filling the empty cabin. I forced myself to spread a happy smile on my face and took it off the mantle. Then
I stood in front of the club house, my heart racing. I could already hear Decker’s voice in my head. He’d tell me that I shouldn’t be here. That I needed time and so did they, and I had to be respectful. But… but I couldn’t stop myself. I stepped in, my chest already caving in. The place was dim







