Masuk"Unless... are you actually jealous?" I whispered, tilting my chin up to look at him.
I knew I was playing a dangerous game, but the way his chest was heaving, the way his eyes were blown so wide and dark that the blue was almost swallowed by black, made my blood run hot. I could feel the heat radiating off his massive frame, wrapping around me like a physical weight, and even though my wrist still throbbed from where he’d yanked me, I didn't want him to let go. I wanted him to lose his absolute mind. For a second, the only sound in the cramped bathroom was the muffled, heavy bass of the frat party bleeding through the walls, and the ragged, uneven sound of our breathing. Jaxson just stared down at me, his jaw ticking so hard I thought his teeth might crack, and I could practically see the war happening behind his eyes. He was the captain, the golden boy, the guy who had everything under control, but right now, looking at him, I realized he was barely holding himself together by a single, fraying thread. "You're a brat, Vane," he finally ground out, his voice dropping into a rough, gravelly register that sent a violent shiver straight down my spine. "A reckless, mouthy little brat who doesn't know when to shut up." "Then make me," I challenged, my heart hammering against my ribs like a trapped bird. That was all it took. The last of his restraint snapped, and before I could even draw in a breath, his hands were on me. He grabbed the front of my mesh shirt and shoved me backward, slamming my spine against the cold, hard tiles of the bathroom wall. The impact knocked the air out of my lungs, but before I could complain, his mouth crashed down on mine. It wasn’t a gentle kiss. It was a collision, a desperate, bruising clash of teeth and tongues that tasted like cheap beer, mint, and pure, unfiltered aggression. I let out a muffled groan, my hands flying up to grip his broad shoulders, my fingers digging into the thick fabric of his jacket. He groaned into my mouth, a deep, feral sound that vibrated against my lips, and his hands moved from my shirt to grip my waist, his large palms burning right through the sheer mesh. He squeezed hard, pulling my hips flush against his, and I could feel exactly how much he wanted me, the hard, thick ridge of his arousal pressing insistently against my stomach through his jeans. "Fuck," he cursed against my lips, breaking the kiss just enough to drag his mouth down my jaw. His stubble scraped against my sensitive skin, sending sparks of friction and heat straight to my core, and his teeth grazed the sensitive cord of my neck. "You have no idea what you do to me," he muttered, his breath hot and wet against my skin. "Walking in here looking like a damn sin, letting those idiots look at you, letting them touch you." "I wasn't letting him touch me," I gasped, my head falling back as his mouth trailed hot, open-mouthed kisses down my collarbone. My brain was completely short-circuiting, my thoughts dissolving into a hazy, white-hot need. "I was just..." "I don't care what you were doing," Jaxson interrupted, his voice a dark, possessive rumble. He pulled back just enough to look at me, his eyes blazing with a terrifying, beautiful intensity. His thumb reached up, roughly swiping across my swollen, spit-slicked lower lip. "You don't let anyone else touch you, Jules. You hear me? You're mine." The word mine hit me like a physical blow, sending a rush of liquid heat straight to my groin. I didn't even try to argue, because in that moment, with his heavy body pinning me to the wall and his scent completely overwhelming my senses, I wanted to be his . I nodded weakly, my fingers tangling in his short, sweat-dampened hair, pulling his face back down to mine. This time, the kiss was slower, deeper, and infinitely more devastating. He parted my lips with his tongue, tasting me, claiming me, while his hands grew bolder. He shoved my jacket off my shoulders, letting it drop to the tiled floor, and then his hands were under my mesh shirt, his rough, calloused palms sliding up my bare stomach. His fingers traced the lean lines of my abs, his touch sending jolts of electricity straight to my dick, which was already straining painfully against the tight fabric of my jeans. "Jaxson," I whined, the bratty facade completely melting away into pure, needy desperation. I arched into his touch, my hips bucking forward instinctively, chasing the friction. "I've got you," he growled, his hands moving down to grip my hips, holding me still while he ground his heavy, aching length against me. "I've got you, rookie. But you're going to be quiet, because if anyone hears you, I'm done for." He reached down, his hand wrapping around both of our waists, and with a rough, impatient tug, he undid the button of my jeans. The sound of the zipper sliding down was deafening in the small room, and when his hot hand finally slipped inside my underwear, wrapping firmly around my aching length, I threw my head back and bit down hard on my own lip to keep from screaming.I never thought I’d see the day where Jaxson Mercer looked this peaceful, but as the morning sun filtered through the heavy hotel curtains, he was completely dead to the world. I lay on my side, propped up on my good elbow, just watching the steady rise and fall of his broad chest, and I realized that even in his sleep, his heavy arm was still draped securely over my waist, keeping me anchored to his side like he was terrified I’d vanish if he let go. It was a small, quiet detail, but it made my heart swell with this massive, overwhelming wave of affection that I couldn’t quite contain. Carefully, so I wouldn’t wake him, I slipped out from under his arm and grabbed the first aid kit from the bathroom. I sat on the edge of the tub, gently taking his large, resting hand in mine, and started dabbing antiseptic onto his split, blistered knuckles. He didn’t even stir, just let out a low, gravelly hum and shifted closer, his forehead coming to rest against my shoulder. I cleaned the d
The digital clock on the nightstand glowed a harsh, bloody red in the pitch-black room: 2:43 AM. I was sitting on the edge of the mattress, an ice pack strapped loosely to my bad wrist, just staring at the blank wall opposite me. The hotel room was suffocatingly quiet, save for the hum of the mini-fridge and the ragged, uneven sound of my own breathing. I was exhausted, my muscles aching from the brutal game against Cornell, but my brain was completely hijacked by the ghost of three little words. *I love you.* He had said them in the dark, his voice so soft and automatic it had shattered my entire world, and then he had turned his back and walked out like I was nothing. I had spent the last twenty-four hours replaying that moment, tearing it apart, trying to figure out if it was just a slip of the tongue or if he actually meant it. But the cold shoulder he’d been giving me since the mixer told me everything I needed to know. He was terrified, and he was going to push me away to
The rhythmic, violent thwack of the puck hitting the boards was the only sound echoing through the massive, empty arena. It was two in the morning, the campus ice rink was freezing, and the air smelled sharply of Zamboni exhaust and stale cold, but I didn’t give a single fuck. I just kept skating. I pushed off my blades, dug my stick into the ice, and fired another slap shot at the net, watching the puck ripple the mesh before I chased it down and did it all over again. My lungs were burning with a vicious, icy fire, and my legs felt like they were filled with lead, but the physical exhaustion was the only thing keeping me from losing my absolute mind. Inside my gloves, the skin on my palms was blistered and raw, weeping blood every time the friction of the stick rubbed against my grip, but I barely even felt it. The physical pain was nothing compared to the massive, suffocating guilt crushing my chest. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see was Jules’s face in the dark.
The morning after Jaxson slipped those three little words and then practically fled the bedroom, the air in his apartment was so thick with unspoken tension I could barely breathe. He moved around the kitchen like a ghost, his eyes fixed firmly on the coffee maker, his jaw locked so tight I thought his teeth might crack. He didn’t look at me, he didn’t touch me, and he definitely didn’t repeat what he’d said in the dark. He just handed me my travel mug, muttered something about the bus leaving in ten minutes, and walked out the door. It was a massive, suffocating rejection, and it left a hollow, aching bruise right in the center of my chest that no amount of ibuprofen could fix. Because of his suspension, Jaxson wasn’t allowed to suit up for the away game against Cornell, but as the captain, he was still required to travel with the team. I sat near the back of the chartered bus, my bad arm resting heavily in its sling, staring out the window at the gray, blur of the highway. Wh
The room was completely dark, the only sound the soft, rhythmic drumming of rain against the bedroom window and the quiet, even breathing of the boy tangled in my arms. The air still smelled heavy with sex and sweat, a thick, intoxicating reminder of the desperate, bruising way I had just claimed him. I lay on my back, staring up at the shadowed ceiling, with Jules sprawled half on top of me, his head resting on my chest and his good leg thrown over my hip. His skin was warm and slick against mine, and every time he exhaled, his breath ghosted over my collarbone, sending a fresh wave of possessive, terrifying affection crashing through my chest. I had tried so damn hard to keep my walls up. I had tried to be the cold, rational captain who protected his rookie from the circus I had created, but the second I saw him at that mixer, letting some random lacrosse prick touch him, every single logical thought I had ever possessed had burned to ash. I was weak for him. I was completely,
Three days. That was exactly how long Jaxson had been treating me like a inconvenient roommate instead of the guy he was supposedly obsessed with. He slept on the couch, he ate his meals in silence, and every time I tried to talk to him, he hit me with that cold, impenetrable wall of ice, talking only about practice, film sessions, or the NCAA investigation. It was driving me absolutely insane, and the dull, throbbing ache in my broken wrist was nothing compared to the massive, suffocating hole he was tearing in my chest. I was hurting, I was confused, and my bratty, stubborn side was finally waking up to fight back. If he wanted to play the cold, untouchable captain, I was going to show him exactly what it felt like to lose control.The annual end-of-semester hockey mixer was in full swing at the off-campus frat house, the bass from the speakers vibrating right through the floorboards, but I wasn’t here to party. I was here to make a point. I had spent an extra twenty minutes get







