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The first decision

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Kara’s POV.

“Sign the papers before I get back, or you will regret it.”

His words were still in my head. Still sitting there like something sharp I couldn’t cough out.

I stood in the middle of the bedroom and listened to the front door slam behind him. The sound bounced off the walls and then it was just silence, the kind that presses against your ears.

I didn’t cry.

That surprised me more than anything. In another life, I had crumpled. I had sat on the floor of this same room and fallen apart so completely that I didn’t recognize the pieces of myself afterward. But that was before. That was the Kara who didn’t know what was coming.

This Kara knew everything.

I pressed my hand flat against my stomach. Gently. The life inside me was still there, still holding on, and I wasn’t going to let the poison reach it this time. I wasn’t going to wait until I was coughing blood at an engagement party to figure out what was killing me.

I moved fast.

I grabbed my bag off the chair, pulled out my phone, and opened the notes app. My fingers didn’t shake. I typed three words.

Hospital. Lawyer. Papers.

That was the whole plan. Everything else came after.

I took one last look at the bedroom. The same grey sheets. The same cold light. The framed photo of us on the dresser that I had loved so much in my first life, the one where he was looking at me like I meant something.

I picked it up, turned it face down, and walked out.

The hospital was forty minutes away by cab. I sat in the back seat with my bag on my lap and my jaw set and I did not let myself feel anything about Jeremy the whole ride there. That was a door I could not afford to open right now. Later, maybe. Not now.

The same doctor was on duty. Dr. Reeves, with the clipboard and the careful voice. He didn’t know me yet. To him I was just a new patient with a scheduled appointment that I was showing up to three days early.

“I need a full blood panel,” I told him at the desk. “Including a toxicology screen. And I need it documented formally. Every result, every level, everything on official hospital record.”

He looked up from his computer. “Is there a specific concern?”

“Yes,” I said. “I believe I’ve been poisoned.”

The word landed between us like something dropped from a height. He held my gaze for a second, then nodded once and reached for a form.

Good. No drama. Just documentation.

While I waited for the bloodwork, I sat on the edge of the hospital bed and dialed a number I had memorized from a locked document I was never supposed to find. In my first life, I had seen it for exactly four seconds before Jeremy shut the drawer. That had been enough.

It rang twice.

“Ashford and Associates, how can I help you?”

“I need to speak with Mr. Ashford directly,” I said. “My name is Kara Jones. Tell him I’m the daughter of David and Lena Jones. Tell him I’ve been looking for him.”

A pause. Then: “Please hold.”

He picked up in less than thirty seconds, and I could hear it in his voice immediately, the shock of someone who had been waiting a very long time for a phone to ring.

“Miss Jones?” His voice was careful. Controlled. But underneath it something cracked just slightly. “Is it really you?”

“It’s me,” I said. “I know about the inheritance. I know about the fraudulent claim. And I need you to start building the legal case quietly. Nothing visible yet. Can you do that?”

Another pause. Longer this time.

“I’ve been trying to find you for six years,” he said. “Yes. I can do that. Where can we meet?”

I almost smiled. “I’ll call you tomorrow. Don’t discuss this with anyone. Not even people you trust.”

I hung up just as Dr. Reeves came back in with the first set of results.

He set the clipboard down on the small table beside me and I watched his face. That was the real result, the way a doctor’s expression changes when he sees something that shouldn’t be there.

His face changed.

“Mrs. Devonte,” he said slowly. “Your bloodwork is showing traces of a compound consistent with slow-acting poisoning. The levels suggest it has been administered over a prolonged period, likely weeks.”

The room didn’t spin. I had known this was coming.

“And the pregnancy?” I asked.

His eyes softened in that careful clinical way. “You are pregnant, yes. Early stage. The compound’s levels are still low enough that with immediate treatment we can protect the pregnancy. But we need to start now.”

I nodded. “Then start now. And Dr. Reeves.” I waited until he looked at me directly. “I need every single thing you find, every test result, every treatment note, printed and formally stamped. This documentation is going to be used as legal evidence.”

He nodded slowly. “Understood.”

I leaned back against the pillow and let out a breath that felt like it had been sitting in my chest for two lifetimes.

My baby was going to be okay.

I was going to be okay.

And Jeremy was going to sign those divorce papers before he had any idea what I had already set in motion.

The treatment took two hours. When it was done I felt steadier, clearer, like something that had been clouding the edges of my vision had finally lifted. I changed back into my clothes, tucked the folder of documentation into my bag, and walked out into the corridor.

I turned the corner toward the exit and stopped.

Xavier was standing near the main desk. He was in a dark jacket, one hand in his pocket, talking to a nurse about something that clearly wasn’t the real reason he was there. His eyes moved to me before I could step back, and for just a second, something crossed his face.

Not surprise.

Something else. Something that looked a lot more like relief.

He smiled, easy and practiced. “Kara. What are you doing here?”

“I could ask you the same thing,” I said.

“Checkup.” He shrugged. The smile didn’t reach his eyes.

I studied him the way I had learned to study everyone now, looking for the cracks, the places where the performance slipped. And it was there. It was definitely there. He was too careful about what he was asking me. Too precise about what he wasn’t asking.

He knew something.

“Let me drive you home,” he said.

I considered it for exactly three seconds. “Sure.”

We walked to his car without saying much. He opened the door for me and I got in and watched him round the front of the car and I thought about every version of Xavier I had ever known.

The one who carried me off the floor at the engagement party. The one who sat in that hospital chair with his clothes still rumpled, waiting. The one who watched me pour my whole life into a man who was quietly killing me and said nothing.

He knew something and he was not ready to tell me yet.

That was fine.

I could wait.

He pulled up in front of my new apartment building and I gathered my bag, pushed the door open, and stepped out. Then I paused with my hand on the roof of the car and looked back at him through the open window.

“Be careful, Kara,” he said quietly. “And I mean that differently than you think I do.”

I held his gaze for one second. Two.

Then I turned and walked inside without answering him.

My phone buzzed in my bag before I even reached the elevator.

Unknown number. I picked up.

“Miss Kara Jones?” The voice was older. Measured. “My name is Mr. Ashford. I’ve been looking for you for a very long time.”

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