LOGINWe moved our search to the archive annex the next day, a smaller room tucked behind the main records hall that nobody seemed to use for anything except storing things people had forgotten they owned, which made it perfect for what we were doing.
"Okay," I said, pulling open another crate of ledgers. "Theory one. The unlisted healer was someone the elders deliberately left out because they did something during the Shadow Blight nobody wanted credited." "Or theory two," Ren said, more carefully, flipping through a stack of his own. "Clerical error. Someone forgot to add a name to a list during chaos. It happens." "Boring theory." "Accurate theories are often boring." "Not as fun though." He huffed, the closest thing to a laugh he allowed himself when he was concentrating, and went back to scanning his pile while I went back to mine, which lasted about four minutes before I got excited over a name that turned out to be completely irrelevant and knocked an entire shelf of bound ledgers onto the floor trying to grab a second one too fast. The crash echoed through the small room louder than it had any right to. "Iris." "I know." "This is an archive." "I know that too." "Archives are supposed to be quiet." "Then it's a good thing nobody's around to hear me ruin that." I crouched to gather the mess, and he came over to help, shaking his head the entire time like he couldn't decide whether to be exasperated or fond, landing somewhere in between the way he usually did with me. We'd been at it maybe two hours when I noticed Zayen standing in the doorway, not saying anything, just watching the two of us hunched over crates with an expression I couldn't quite place. Something careful around his eyes, a little distant, like he was working out a math problem that didn't add up the way he wanted it to. "You two have been disappearing a lot," he said when I caught him looking. "We're chasing something," I said. "Come here, I'll show you." He hesitated, just a beat, just long enough that I noticed it, before he crossed the room and crouched beside us. I didn't make a thing out of it, didn't ask him what that hesitation was about, just handed him a stack of ledgers and put him to work, because the easiest way to fix a feeling like that is to make sure nobody gets left standing outside the circle wondering if they belong in it. "This is the name," I said, pointing it out for him. "Listed as present at the Shadow Blight site. Not in any official account either of us has read." Zayen studied it, frowning. "I was there. I don't recognize this name." "Neither did Ren." "Ren wasn't there." "I know. That's actually the whole point. He's not protecting anyone's version of the story, which means he's better at noticing the holes in it than the rest of us." I looked at Zayen, steady. "I want you in on this too. Properly. Not me and Ren figuring things out and telling you after. All three of us, together, no more keeping pieces from each other about the stuff that actually matters." Something in his face eased at that, subtle but real, like a held breath finally let out. "Alright. Show me what else you've found." We spent the next hour cross referencing names, and it was Ren who found the next thread, tracing the unlisted healer's name into a separate supply ledger from a different region entirely, dated months after the Shadow Blight, listing a small household relocating north under a name that wasn't quite his family's, but close, close enough that his hand had gone still on the page the second he saw it. "Ren." "It's probably nothing," he said quickly, too quickly. "Names overlap. It's a common enough sound." "You don't believe that." "I'm trying to." I watched him stare at that name like it might disappear if he looked away, hope written all over him even while he tried to talk himself out of it, and I didn't push him to claim it as anything more than what it actually was, just circumstantial, a thread and not a rope. But I also wasn't going to pretend I didn't see exactly what it meant to him. "We'll follow it," I said simply. "Slow, careful, no promises. But we follow it." He nodded, throat working, and didn't say anything else, which told me more than words would have. Zayen, watching the exchange, reached over and squeezed Ren's shoulder, brief and solid, the kind of gesture that didn't need explaining between the three of us anymore. "This is good work," Zayen said, looking between the both of us. "All of it." "See," I said. "Told you the boring documents pay off eventually." "You told me nobody questions boring," Ren said. "Different claim." "Same energy." We were just starting to pack everything back into the crates, the night having gotten later than any of us had noticed, when a knock came at the archive door, polite but deliberate, the kind of knock that wasn't going to go away if we ignored it. I exchanged a look with Ren, then with Zayen, and none of us moved fast enough before the door opened. A man I didn't recognize stood in the frame, official robes pressed and proper, the kind of person whose entire presence announced he had a clipboard somewhere even when he wasn't holding one. "Luna," he said, bowing slightly, eyes flicking over the open crates and scattered ledgers behind us. "I apologize for the late hour. I'm here on behalf of the records office. It's come to our attention that three years of supply logs were requisitioned under your name and a Lykora's, without an attached reason on file." "Is that a problem," I asked, keeping my voice light. "Not a problem, exactly," he said, in the careful tone of someone who absolutely thought it was a problem but wasn't allowed to say so directly. "Just unusual. We're required to log the purpose of any extended archive request. I'm simply here to ask what that purpose might be." Behind me, I felt Zayen go very still, and Ren's hand brushed mine once, quick, grounding, like he was bracing for whatever I said next. I smiled, easy, like none of this was strange at all. "Turnips." The man blinked. "I'm sorry." "Turnip storage records. I had questions about supply distribution." He stared at me for a long moment, clearly unsure whether I was joking, while Ren made a small choked sound beside me that he disguised badly as clearing his throat. "I'll just need that noted formally," the man said finally, pulling out a small ledger of his own. "For the file." "Of course," I said. "Whatever you need." He bowed again, scribbled something down, and left, the door clicking shut behind him, and the three of us stood there in silence for exactly two seconds before Ren let out a breath that was somewhere between a laugh and a groan. "Turnips," he said. "It worked, didn't it." "For now," Zayen said, glancing at the closed door, something sharper than amusement settling into his expression. "But someone's keeping track of what we're requesting. Which means someone else already knows we're looking."The conversation with Zayen about my poor life choices was cut short when a guard burst into the room looking panicked and out of breath, which was never a good sign because guards were trained to stay calm during emergencies and this one looked like he'd seen something that broke his professional composure entirely."Luna," he gasped while bowing quickly. "There's been an attack on the northern border. Multiple casualties and the Western Coalition is claiming it was retaliation for your engagement to Alpha Kieran."My stomach dropped through the floor and suddenly kissing Kieran on balconies seemed like the least of my problems."How many casualties?" I asked while already moving toward the door."At least fifteen injured, three dead," the guard reported. "And they're threatening more attacks if the engagement isn't dissolved immediately.""Dear Goddess," I said while my hands started shaking. "This is my fault.""This is not yo
I was in the middle of planning our defense strategy when the alarms started blaring and someone shouted that the Western Coalition wasn't waiting for my five minute deadline to expire before launching another attack, which seemed rude but also completely predictable given how this day was going."They're at the southern gate," a guard yelled while bursting into the council chamber. "At least thirty soldiers, maybe more.""Of course they are," I muttered while standing up so fast I knocked over my chair. "Because why would they give us time to actually prepare?""Luna, you need to get to the safe room," Zayen said while already moving to escort me away from danger."Absolutely not," I said while heading toward the armory instead. "I'm not hiding while my pack fights.""You don't know how to fight," Elias pointed out while keeping pace with me. "You can barely walk without tripping over air.""Then I'll trip over them," I said whi
The feast was going surprisingly well for about ten minutes before I managed to spill wine on myself, drop a fork that somehow landed in the lap of a visiting diplomat, and accidentally elbow Kieran hard enough to make him choke on his bread while I was gesturing enthusiastically about pack politics I didn't actually understand."I'm so sorry," I said for what felt like the hundredth time while dabbing at the wine stain on my dress. "I swear I'm not usually this much of a disaster.""You're exactly this much of a disaster," Lily called from three seats down. "This is actually pretty normal for you.""Thank you for that helpful commentary," I said while glaring at her."Just keeping everyone's expectations realistic," she replied cheerfully while raising her wine glass in a toast.Kieran was still recovering from my elbow attack and I noticed he'd moved his plate slightly out of my reach, which was probably a smart survival strategy given
After the feast finally ended I escaped to one of the balconies because I needed air and space to process the fact that I was apparently developing real feelings for someone I was supposed to be fake engaged to, which was possibly the most on-brand disaster for me to create. The cool night air felt good against my flushed skin and I leaned against the stone railing while trying to figure out how I'd managed to complicate an already complicated situation even further."Running away from your own engagement party?"I turned to find Kieran standing in the doorway and my traitorous heart immediately started racing in a way that proved I was absolutely in trouble."Just needed some air," I said while gripping the railing tighter. "All that dancing and not destroying things was exhausting.""You did destroy several things," he pointed out while moving to stand next to me. "Two wine glasses, a fork, my ribcage, and possibly my feet.""My feet ar
I spent the walk back to my room trying to figure out how to explain to my three magically bound Lykoras that I'd just agreed to continue the fake engagement with Kieran for several months, and every scenario I imagined ended with someone getting upset or jealous or both. By the time I reached my door I'd worked myself into enough anxiety that I didn't notice the door was already open until I walked in and found all three of them waiting inside like some kind of intervention committee."We need to talk," Zayen said from where he was sitting in my reading chair with his arms crossed."That's never a good way to start a conversation," I said while closing the door and leaning against it because my legs suddenly felt shaky. "But yes, I also need to talk to you about something.""About why you were in a compromising position with Kieran Blackwater?" Elias asked from his spot by the window where he'd probably been brooding dramatically."It wasn't comp
The morning of the public announcement I woke up to find that someone had laid out a formal dress on my chair that was way too fancy for someone who could barely walk across a room without causing property damage, and I immediately knew the Moon Goddess was laughing at me from wherever she spent her time watching mortals make terrible life choices."Goddess, if you're listening," I said while staring at the dress, "this would be a great time to send me a sign that the fake engagement isn't going to end in disaster."The dress promptly fell off the chair and landed in a heap on the floor."That's what I thought," I muttered while picking it up and trying to figure out how to put on something that had approximately fifty buttons and what looked like built-in structural engineering.Twenty minutes later I was stuck halfway into the dress with my arms in positions that definitely weren't anatomically correct and I was seriously considering just showin
By the time we made it back to my chambers, I'd already decided the best way to handle the records office was to do absolutely nothing official about it and let the turnip story stand on its own merits. "You realize that man is going to tell people the Luna has a sudden, deep interest in root veget
I waited until that night to bring up the crest, mostly because I didn't want an audience for it and partly because I figured Ren needed a few hours to decide whether he trusted me with it. We ended up in the courtyard outside his quarters, the two of us sitting on the low stone wall that bordered
Ren didn't ask again what the elders wanted, but he stuck close the rest of the afternoon like he thought I might disappear if he looked away too long, so I let him drag me out to the gardens instead of arguing about it. "You don't have to babysit me," I said, settling onto a bench under one of the
He kept his arm around me a while longer before I finally sat up straight and wiped my face with the back of my hand, annoyed at myself for needing a minute like that. "Zayen." "Yeah." "Don't tell Ren." He went still next to me, and I could feel him turning the request over before answering it.







