LOGINRowan's POV
Life comes at you so fast. One minute, I was trying all my possible best to stay out of trouble, the next minute, I was in the middle of a mess I created because of my uncontrollable anger. My legs dangle as I settle on the desk facing the large window in my bedroom. Literally, I was waiting for the Queen, waiting for her judgement. I wasn't waiting for my mother, I was waiting for the emperor, the decision maker, my controller, a blessing and a nightmare at the same time. My heart sank the moment the cars pulled in. She was already here. My chest tight as I watched the scene unfold below. The Queen stepped out first, followed by her king, my father. Then her secretary, and a stream of royal officials. I could see the urgency in the way they moved. They swept into the palace with the kind of gravity reserved for history-making moments, as if this were a coronation rather than a crisis. That was when a thought crept into my mind but I quickly pushed it away. I didn't survive sixteen years just to jump down the window because I threw a few punches. I didn't notice the door until I heard Mr Wilson's stern voice. “The Queen is here,” he said calmly. “Tell me something I don't know,” I mumbled, jumping down from the desk. Just as expected, he remained quiet but his eyes were filled with words. Words I have no interest in hearing. Slowly, I stepped in front of the large mirror and studied my reflection. The familiar frown on my face stared back at me. I straightened my tie, smoothing it down with practiced ease, then released a sharp breath as I braced myself for whatever the Queen intended to say. “It's time to see the queen,” I said with enough sarcasm to make Mr Wilson understand that I wasn't having it. I had just turned toward the door when Mr. Wilson reached for me. His hand closed around mine, firm but gentle. I glanced down at our joined hands, then up at his face, my brows furrowed in silent question. “Whatever the Queen’s decision may be,” he said quietly, “it is for your own good.” Instantly, I pulled my hand from his grip, irritation flashing through me. Who asked for his unsolicited advice? “Your well-meant, elderly advice is the last thing I need right now,” I said before storming out of the room. I've not even recovered from Mr Wilson's action before I met the queen in the hallway. If looks could kill, I should be six feet under the ground. The way her eyes shot invisible lasers at me made my skin crawl. Her hair was not perfectly made like they used to be. She wasn't even wearing her collection of pearls around her neck. But her royal ring was still on her finger. She can't forget that. Never. “You never seize to bring mud on the royal family,” she said with a low and dangerous voice. That kind of voice that tells me “whatever she decides is irreversible.” “What were you thinking, Rowan? Fighting in front of cameras? Don't you have an atom of decency?” She rained rhetorical questions on me. Rhetorical because I dare not say a word whenever she's burning in rage. “Now is not the time to scold him,” my father said from behind her. I could see that he was tired. Not of me, though. He was tired of the royal drama. He was stressed about it but he had no choice. He always told me how we had no choice. “We are royal blood by birth, not by choice,” he always says. “When is the perfect time to scold him? She said without taking her gaze away from me. When will you talk sense into your son? When would he stop this childish act? How long will you ruin our reputation? She was talking to my father but her eyes remained on me. I just stood still, my hand by my side, staring at anything that wasn't the queen's eyes. “He is a teenager, Cordelia,” my father said calmly. “Teenagers are sometimes uncontrollably. They need guidance more than anyone else.” “Henry was a teenager too,” the queen snapped. “Ethan is a teenager too. Have you ever heard any scandal about him?” Her voice was rising now. “You are not a regular teenager, Rowan. You are a royalty. You represent the royal family. Your life reflects everything going on in the palace. How many times would I repeat this to you?” “Stay calm, honey. You promised you won't scold him,” my father said. This time, she turned to him. “That's because you said you would handle it,” she snapped. “Then give me the chance to handle it,” he replied calmly. “He's all yours,” she retorted, stepping away. “Look at me, son,” he said and I really looked at him. I looked beyond the stress and I saw something scary. Something beyond his control. “You will have to leave the palace,” he said calmly as if he was telling me the time. “What?” “You will be going to a boarding school,” he answered. “Dad?” I screamed as my emotions began to jumble together. Going to a boarding school? That was the last thing I expected from them. I thought I would be grounded without my gadgets or given chores to do. Who takes their child to a boarding school as a punishment? “Dad, you can't just send me to some school. I'm not a regular teenager,” I argued, using their words against them. “The decision is irreversible and you're not going to a regular boarding school. You will be taken to Hillsborough.” Hell has finally broken on me. Hillsborough boarding school? Where the elites go… I can't go to a boarding school, not to mention Hillsborough. I'm not ready to live with some stupid teenagers. I love my space even if it comes with royal confinement. “Dad. Please,” I pleaded, taking a step forward. “You can ground me for a month. You can confine my phone and tablet. You can't send me to a boarding school.” “The decision wasn't mine alone,” he said, avoiding my gaze. “I think it is the best we can do for you,” he added. “Best?” I almost scoffed. “How is this the best decision? We are talking about a boarding school here. The same boarding school that tormented my brother.” “He wasn't tormented. He was shaped to see the world in the right way. And if it worked for Henry, it will definitely work for you.” This time, I scoffed. Before I could reply, Mr Wilson appeared. “Everything is ready, sir. Rowan needs to revise his speech before the press gets here.” “Good,” my father said before leaving me to digest my newest reality. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. I wish I could go back to the club and undo my mistake. I wish I had ignored the idiot that put me in this mess. Most importantly, I wished I had a normal family.Rowan's POV Finally, Henry would understand that I was not imagining things. Finally, he would believe me. Finally, he would realize that I was telling the truth all this time. The moment I barged into his office without knocking, he looked up from the documents on his desk with visible irritation already written across his face.“Rowan,” he said slowly, “do you enjoy ruining my mornings?”“I need to talk to you.”“That sentence alone is enough to give me a headache.”“I’m serious.”“So am I.”Henry leaned back in his chair, rubbing his temple lightly. He still looked perfectly composed despite the exhaustion in his eyes. His tie was neat, his posture was flawless, even irritation somehow looked elegant on him.Meanwhile, I probably looked insane. And maybe that was the problem. Maybe everyone already thought I was insane.“I figured it out,” I said quickly before he could dismiss me again. “I caught him.”“Caught who?”“Theo.”The silence that followed was painful.Henry stared at
Theo's POV Night inside the servant quarters felt different from the palace. It was colder, smaller and lonelier. The walls were plain and the silence carried exhaustion and loneliness. Somehow, I preferred it. At least here, nobody expected perfection from me. I could be free to some extent. Or least, I go pretend to be free. But how could I do that when Rowan’s face would not leave my mind? How could I pretend to be free when Rowan kept coming back to make things difficult for me. With the way he looked at me in the stable, I could tell he was still desperately trying to save me. He thought saving me now was as easy as back then. Only if he knew I was in deeper trouble and now, his persistent presence was about to jeopardize my own life. I squeezed my eyes shut briefly before dialing Mr Livingston's number. The line rang only once before the call connected.“Theo Bellemere.”His voice was calm as always, like nothing in the world could ever unsettle him.“My cover almost sli
Rowan's POV Theo or Billy or whatever name he was hiding behind today.When I got to the stable, he was standing near one of the black horses, brushing its side carefully while wearing his usual plain stable clothes. His sleeves were rolled up halfway, revealing the veins stretching on his skin. For a second, I forgot why I came. Seeing him there, alive, close and real still affected me in ways I hated admitting.But without wasting time, my anger came rushing back because I remembered how he lied and how he was still lying. And because of him, nobody believed me. Somehow he stood there pretending to be someone else while I was slowly losing my mind trying to expose the truth.I stepped closer before calling his name. “Theo.”Without thinking, he answered immediately.“What?”The second the word left his mouth, silence crashed between us.His hand froze against the horse while mine clenched at my side.Slowly, Theo turned toward me and I saw the brief flicker of shock in his eyes.
Rowan's POV The moment the butler informed me that Henry wanted to see me, hope filled my heart. For the first time in days, I thought someone had finally believed me. That Theo had slipped and Henry had noticed the resemblance. That he had caught the fake accent or the way Theo avoided eye contact whenever someone mentioned his origin. That he had finally seen what had been obvious to me from the beginning.Billy was Theo. Theo was Billy. And Valecourt had planted him here.I walked toward Henry’s office faster than usual, my heart beating hard against my ribs. I reached the office doors and pushed them open without knocking.Henry looked up from behind his desk and his expression changed the second he saw me.“There you are,” he said flatly.The excitement inside me faltered slightly, but I still held onto it. “You spoke to him?” I asked immediately.Henry leaned back slowly in his chair.“To Billy?”“It’s Theo,” I corrected quickly. “You know that now, right?”Henry stared at me
Theo’s POVWhen one of the maids came to the stable that morning to tell me Prince Henry wanted to see me, my first thought was simple and straightforward.I’ve been caught.The bucket in my hand nearly slipped from my fingers. For one dangerous second, panic clawed up my throat so violently that I thought I might actually throw up.But I forced my face to remain calm. Even if he caught on I still had to remain Billy. Not Theo Bellemere. I had to remain a stable boy, not the disgraced French prince. I had to act like a poor boy from the countryside, not Valecourt’s unwilling puppet.I repeated the lie in my head the same way a prayer was repeated before battle.I was Billy. Billy. Billy.The maid waited impatiently while I wiped my hands against my worn trousers.“His Highness is waiting,” she reminded me.“I’m coming,” I answered softly.Even to my own ears, my voice sounded unfamiliar these days. I had spent days forcing myself to erase every trace of the person I used to be.I cha
Rowan's POV The palace library wasn't exactly my favourite place to be in. But with everything going on in my life, the silence and peace was something I needed. Everywhere else in the palace felt unbearable for me. The dining hall was crowded even when it wasn't meal time. The corridors felt monitored by guards and invisible eyes Henry installed on me. Even my own room no longer felt safe with the constant thoughts crawling through my head.The fact that Theo was here was unsettling. And no matter how many times Henry dismissed me, that fact remained unchanged.Theo Bellemare was inside this palace pretending to be someone else. And somehow I was the only person seeing the danger in that.I pushed open the doors of the library and stepped inside. Immediately, the familiar scent of old paper and polished wood surrounded me. It reminded me of my time with Theo in the school library. It reminded me of the ridiculous punishment principal Whitcombe gave Theo and I when we broke the sc







