LOGINChapter 3
Arthur’s POV
(One week later- in the spongebob voice thingy)
Alicia stared at herself in the mirror, pondering. One week, it’s been one week and her mystery guy hasn’t texted back. She felt stupid for even reducing herself to bare minimum. She tried to fight the anger, she hated that she had shown him herself and got no reply. She felt even sadder that she sent him numerous texts asking if something was wrong. She picked her phone up and stared at her messages over the week that were not even read.
Alicia: [Hey, did something happen?]
Alicia: [I don’t know your actual name so I can’t even call you that. You’re not taking my calls either.]
Alicia: [Was the picture I sent that bad? Didn’t I look good enough for you?]
Alicia: [Maybe the angle was a bit off? But my ass—my ass looked nice. My friend said so :( ]
Alicia: [Should I have done better? Or sent more than one? Is it my face? I’m not even that ugly, I’m not ugly.]
Alicia: [I can send you another one, just text me back if you didn’t like the former.]
Alicia sighed, she sounded so lost and pathetic in her texts. The way she wanted to go extra miles for a complete stranger baffled her.
Alicia: [God, please say something- I miss you.]
She did miss him, her nights have been painfully boring. She has nothing to do, nobody to talk to and it was starting to make her question the small group of friend she had.
Alicia: [I’d do anything you want me to, just text me back.]
Alicia: [Did I do something wrong? Do you not like pictures of naked women you’ve been texting all summer?]
Alicia: [Ugh, you’re an idiot and I won’t text you again!! Btw, I’m screaming, you’re an asshole.]
Alicia: [Sorry for my outburst, just text me back, I’m really freaking out and I miss you so much, especially your voice.]
She threw her phone aside and gawked at her appearance in the mirror. She’s been so sad, having the most uneventful week and now the best thing that ever happened to her since summer suddenly stopped texting her back and it was killing her. She missed him so so much. She hasn’t even thought of sex the whole week because nobody made her excited about it except him. She wondered if he blocked her. He didn’t because she could still see the picture of his hand and his fingers adorned with rings.
Alicia picked her phone back up and went to her texts with her boyfriend..
Alicia: [Babe, are you awake?]
She waited and smiled when she saw him typing.
Alicia: [Yes pumpkin, is something wrong?]
Alicia nibbled on her lips, that habit ever so present whenever she was nervous. She swallowed, moving up on her bed to relax on the headboard of it and she turned the light off and sunk under her covers, her fingers hovering on the keyboard. She didn’t know if it was a good idea to ask Micheal to sext when they haven’t done something like that before but she needed something to quench the burning thirst in her body.
Alicia: [Micheal, I’m horny x x.]
Micheal: [Oh.]
Micheal: [That’s sudden.]
Alicia rolled her eyes, “is it?” She leaned further down her covers and resumed typing.
Alicia: [Say something to me.]
Micheal: [Babe, you’re scaring me. What do you want me to say?]
Alicia: [Something really dirty, I wanna—Micheal, text me naughty things that you wanna do to me.]
Alicia waited, she was getting better, the excitement was coming back and she hoped Micheal doesn’t ruin it.
Micheal: [Pumpkin, hey, we haven’t done something like this before.]
Alicia: [Just—please, I wanna hear something filthy. Call me.]
Her phone rang almost immediately and she took a deep breathe and picked up.
“Hey, you good?” Micheal’s voice came and she shut her eyes and threw her head back, letting the smooth edge to his voice wash all over her body like she got drenched in water.
“Yeah yeah. Micheal, say something dirty to me, please.]
She heard Micheal sigh and she wanted to cry.
“We talked about this. I told you we’d have sex soon and I want it to be special for you, why can’t you just wait?”
“I can’t wait!! What am I supposed to do with the constant urge to get fucked? I didn’t ask for it to be special even though I know I deserve it. Just, how hard would it be to just say dirty things to me?”
“I’m not familiar with that.”
Alicia scoffed. “Says the guy who dated a sorority girl, don’t give me that bullshit. Can we not swerve a different direction in our conversation? Tell me what you’d wanna do to me if I was with you right now.”
“We’d watch a movie or something.]
“Oh for heaven’s sake..” Alicia said, completely frustrated and she hung up. “Why exactly am I dating him?
***********
College wasn’t even fun per say, everything annoyed Alicia and she almost smacked a guy who asked for her snap. She didn’t want anyone else, just her mystery guy and the days were starting to get even worser since he hasn’t texted her back. She leaned on her car seat, Anna beside her texting surprisingly fast to her mum.
“Can you stop sighing? I’m trying to focus here,” Anna complained, shooting her mum one more text before shutting her phone off. “Still no text from him?”
Alicia shook her head, on the verge of tears. “I just—was the picture not good? Would he have preferred if I wasn’t all bent like a dog? I just can’t wrap my head around it.”
Anna rubbed her arm in soothing circles. “That picture was fucking beautiful and he’s an asshole for ignoring your texts.”
Alicia dropped her head on her steering wheel, her honk going off and she scared a poor grandma who for some reason flashed her the middle finger. She watched another man appear and give the grandma a hug and a little peck on her lips and she groaned.
“Look, even the elder ones are getting laid and I’m getting ignored.”
Anna laughed, she knew she wasn’t supposed to, seeing that her best friend was going through a major breakdown but she couldn’t help it. “And Micheal wasn’t of any help?”
“I asked him the things he’d do to me if we were together and he said we’d watch a movie or something. What the actual hell?”
Anna couldn’t control her laughter, she twisted on her seat to get a better look at the exhausted look on Alicia’s face and she laughed even more, clutching her stomach to contain her laughter. “I’m so sorry…I couldn’t help it. God, he’s such a bore. Say, maybe go out, to a club or something or those college parties that end up in an orgy and have fun.”
“I wanna have sex not contact STDs. I’m heading home, my mum said we’d be having a guest. Get out of my car.”
Anna chuckled and her hand went around Alicia’s shoulder. She pulled her in to nuzzle their cheeks, “Love you.”
Alicia rolled her eyes. “Love you too.”
Alicia’s drive back home was a slow one, she just couldn’t stop thinking about him, she developed possible scenerios, mainly wondering if he lost his phone or if it was stolen. she didn’t know what to conclude on so she let it go. She parked in front of her house and got out, grabbing her hot chocolate that had turned cold and tossed it into the trash.
She walked into the house and her mother was in the kitchen, talking to someone, a guy. She was smiling as she moved around the kitchen. The guy sat on one of the kitchen stools, his elbows propped on the kitchen counter as he communicated with Alicia’s mum and Alicia could tell he was smiling from the angle she stared at him from. She quietly approached them and her mum was the first to notice her.
“Oh, you’re finally back,” The woman said and stepped in front of her. Alicia tried to look past her shoulder at the stranger. “Come come, meet your cousin, Jason.” Alicia let herself be pulled in front of the guy and he turned— her breath caught in her throat.
Since she was born, she has never seen a guy look soft yet has a hard part of him? Does that make sense? She hasn’t seen someone look so beautiful yet so masculine and handsome. She hasn’t seen someone with gorgeous green eyes, sharp jawline, pretty long lashes any girl would die for, prominent nose with a piercing on the right, a silver tiny earring in place there. He had a pretty neck, collarbone, everything about him screamed ‘Unbelievably attractive with big dick’, strictly Alicia’s thoughts and this was her cousin???.
The boy got up and Alicia looked up at him. He’s tall with a dark aura, his black hair swept back and an undercut visible. He had an amazing body, even the free black shirt he wore couldn’t for the love of God, hide anything. And gray sweatpants? Alicia wanted to fold.
“H-hi,” Alicia stuttered and cursed herself for it. Her eyes briefly scanned his hands, pretty veins with fingers adorned with pretty rings. “I’m Alicia.”
“Your mum said so, I’m Jason. Wanna shake or something?”
Alicia nodded dumbly, reaching for his own hand and when they touched, she felt that jittery feeling again, some kind of weird body response she felt for her mystery man, she was feeling it now and with her cousin?
“He’d be staying with us for a few months since his family is away in Germany. His college is close to yours so both of you can go to college together. I’ll finish up dinner.”
Alicia hummed and pulled her hand away, walking up the stairs. When she got to the top, she turned around to glance at him and he was already looking at her. What was that look in his eyes?
About an hour later, Jason was sent upstairs to fetch Alicia. He knocked once and Alicia opened up, scanning him up and down.
“Do you need anything?”
Jason gently shoved her inside and walked into her room, surprising Alicia and she gawked at him. “Excuse me? Maybe don’t just push me aside and walk into my room.” He turned to her with a cheeky smile, stepping towards her and Alicia gave him a questionable look. “What?”
“I missed you so fucking much I thought I was going crazy.”
Alicia blinked, confused. “Excuse me?”
He took another step towards her and Alicia’s first thought was to step back, her back meeting her door and he stepped closer until they were barely an inch apart.
“I’ve never seen a woman so sexy all bent for me, you loved being in that position for me?”
Alicia stared at him and then it hit her. The way he spoke was similar to the way her mystery guy spoke over the phone and she—oh, Jesus.
“What the fuck is—”
“Shhhh, I’m gonna need you to keep your voice down, yeah?”
Alicia found herself nodding, her heart was pounding , she wasn’t scared, she was excited. Whatever this was, she was excited and she stared up at him as he looked down at her
“Did you miss me too?” Jason asked, his hand coming up to stroke the side of Alicia’s neck, his thumb casually drawing circles on her neck and Alicia tried to lean into his warm touch but decided against it.
“Are-are you him?”
“Who?” Jason smiled, “The guy you’ve been sexting all summer?”
Alicia’s eyes went wide, what is going on? Alicia stared at the ground, too confused, she couldn't meet Jason’s gaze. But Jason had other plans, he placed his middle finger under Alicia’s chin and raised her face so they could now look at each other, their faces barely inches apart.
Jason leaned down to tuck his head in Alicia’s neck, breathing in her fresh shower scent. “You’re exactly how I imagined you, beautiful with an innocent look. Hearing you tell me how I make you wet and how much you want me made me come all the way here,” he whispered, his breath hot on her skin and Alicia’s hands curled up around the end of his shirt in tiny fists. She shivered when his nose brushed her sensitive area but he pulled back to look at her, their eyes connected. Alicia felt pinned to the ground, and she couldn’t believe herself at this point.
Jason’s thumb traced her lower lip slowly, then moved to her upper lip and Alicia let him, her own eyes dropping to Jason’s lips, then back to his eyes. Jason pressed down on her bottom lip, a smirk appearing on his face when he asks, "How do you feel now that you know you’ve been sexting your own cousin all summer?”
Arthur’s POVWhen Alicia got home, she bid Micheal goodbye and walked into the house, throwing herself on the couch and finally bringing herself to check her phone. Andre hadn’t texted her for 24 hours, did he suddenly not care anymore? Was he over the fact that he’s been apologizing for so long that he gave up and couldn’t care less. The mere thought of that bothered Alicia, she didn’t want him to stop caring, she was just so hurt that the quickest way she could bring herself to show him was to ignore him but clearly that was causing more damage.She decided to just scroll through her I*******m, staring at the last picture she posted, Andre hadn’t liked it yet, did he see it? He was always the first to like and comment, saying the nicest and goofiest things but he hasn’t commented on her recent post and it heavily bothered her. Her heart felt so heavy and she was starting to not like how she was feeling.She got up, considering if she needed to go see him at his place but decided agai
Author’s pov“Hey”“Alicia, hi, how have you been?”“Ughmm, good? Is there a problem?”Leah chuckled and shook her head and Alicia just stared at her in confusion. They’ve never really spoken when the others weren’t around so she found it a bit weird and very awkward that Leah stopped her in the first place. “Can we go somewhere and talk?”“About what exactly?, we can talk here, it’s damn near empty anyways.”“A bit more privacy would be perfect, if you don’t mind of course.”Leah led the way to an empty classroom and Alicia reluctantly followed and when they were sat, Leah cleared her throat.“Few days ago, Jason and I were talking”Alicia almost rolled her eyes, it's like she can’t go a couple days without Jason popping up in front of her or someone talking about him.“Okay?”“And you sort of came up but not in a bad way. He’s been doing horribly since you guys fought about something he refused to share with me about.”Alicia chuckled.“And?”“I feel really bad for him, obviously I
Author’s POVEscaping my mum’s questions for now was a success but Alicia knew it wouldn’t take long until she’d have more questions and she had to mentally prepare herself for it. *Wednesday afternoon*Alicia sat in the cafeteria alone, staring at the table, empty. It used to be filled with laughter from both Andre and Anna about the stupidest things but now she was alone, Andre away and of course she had ghosted him from how hurt she was that he wasn’t coming van anytime soon and Anna is just a lost cause.She poked at her food for what felt like ages before before pushing it aside and for some reason Micheal showed up like that was his cue.“Hey, you okay?”Alicia looked up at him and sighed, nodded with a forced smile.“I’m great. Didn’t think I’d see you- here- on my table”“You want me to leave?”Alicia considered it but she knew she needed company.“Nah it’s fine, you can stay. What have you been up to?”“Nothing much. Just here and there. There’s a basketball match coming up
“Jason….”*************It took Alicia a solid 5 minutes for realisation to set in but at the same time she had doubts. Anna wouldn’t do it. She wouldn’t stoop so low. She just couldn’t. She was a messed up person which was understandable but she wouldn’t throw me in the water like that….and over a boy? Our best friend, we both grew up with him but decisions were made that slowly ruined the foundation of the friendship but she still wouldn’t stoop so low to tell her mum anything. Alicia believed Anna owed her that much because she has managed to keep so many things away from Anna’s mum and she expects Anna to be able to do the same….:.well she wasn’t wrong.“What do you mean? You and Anna spoke? When?”“A couple of days ago. She came to pick up some leftover lasagna I asked her to come take. I initially asked her to come over in hopes to understand why there’s an obvious strain on your relationship. You both were so obsessed with both the idea of each other and each other. You did ever
Arthur’s POVAlicia almost rolled her sha for what felt like the hundredth time watching Anna crash out over her and Andre. It honestly didn’t surprise her that Anna would act that way, whenever she didn’t get her way, she resorted to screaming and damn near pulling her hair out.“I trusted you!! You were my friend!! My fucking best friend.”“And I trusted you Anna and you broke that trust so many fucking times. With Andre and even with my own brother!! You were sleeping with Frank for God knows how long and you hid it from me!! That’s my brother and every single time you’d randomly show up at my house thinking that you wanted to see me, it was all just to see Frank!!! That’s so disgusting!! You were fucking him all these while and you constantly pretended, that is so sad and pathetic.”“I’m an adult.”“And so am I, the fuck?. I haven’t done anything wrong except not tell you that I’ve always liked Andre, I don’t owe you anything, matter of fact you owe me an apology for getting with
Arthur’s POV Alicia stared at the ceiling for what felt like ages, the class was dragging and she could at least pretend to listen to her teacher talking about what happened with World War II but all her thoughts were constantly drifting towards Andre and their night together. It was different, amazing, better than what she had experienced with Jason. She didn’t know what she expected but she had always thought Jason was going to be the best thing and nobody was going to come close but after Andre, she begs to differ. Maybe the theory about how a girl never forgets or forgets her experience with the guy who took her virginity messed with her head to think nobody could do it better than Jason until Andre.He was gentle, maybe too gentle and she didn’t expect it judging from how riled up they were. The things he whispered to her ears, the neck kisses, their hands merging together while he sloppily slid in and out of her walls, stretching her, painful yet such a sweet pain, a different
Arthur’s POV If anything, Alicia could only think of one thing, how it’d feel to actually sit on her cousin’s face. Weird right? But not to her, and definitely not to Jason who felt the need to end the game and the party in general to take her somewhere else and ravish her just like he’s been wantin
Arthur’s POV “What if something goes wrong? Anna knows about us, I told her. There’s a possibility she might tell my brother and well, she doesn’t really support what we’re doing and I certainly don’t blame her, it’s disgusting, I’m disgusting.”Jason took her hands and gently pulled her towards the
Arthur’s POV Anna didn’t know she was being watched, she just had her eyes set on her goal, Frank, who was smiling at her, memories of earlier in their head while Andre was hurting. He wants to walk up to her and pull her aside for a conversation but he didn’t wanna ruin Alicia’s birthday so he trie
Arthur’s POV Alicia: [What’s your favorite type of music?]Jason: [Your moans and sadly, I haven’t heard them in a while.]Alicia smiled obviously , trying to keep her mouth open because she was chewing a bagel.Alicia: [And why haven’t you heard it in a while?]Jason: [I’m busy, but obviously never too







