LOGINEira
After the door closed behind Zade I was left alone in the steaming silence. The water was hot, almost burning my skin, but I welcomed the pain. I scrubbed myself with the rough sponge until my skin turned red. I wanted to wash everything off. The dust of the streets. The memory of the thugs touching me. And most of all the strange burning tingle Zade's fingers had left on my chin. The water slowly turned gray with the dirt I had carried for weeks. As the layers of grime disappeared I felt more and more exposed. The dirt had been armor. The mud had hidden me. But now, in this clear fragrant water, every scar and every flaw on my body was visible. I lifted my wet heavy hair from the water. It spread across my chest like a ghostly veil. Who am I now? I was no longer the street thief fighting for survival, but I was not yet the weapon that monster wanted to turn me into. The servants returned quietly like shadows. They asked nothing and simply did their work. They wrapped me in soft white towels and led me into a dressing chamber. My clothes were already waiting. I did not receive silk gowns like the noble ladies I had seen in the square. This was something else. Something darker and far more practical. They dressed me in tight black leather trousers that felt like a second skin. With them came a dark green corset lined with silk that mercilessly emphasized my waist and lifted my breasts. Fine silver bound bracers were placed on my forearms and knee high leather boots were laced onto my legs. "The prince ordered that her scar should not be hidden," one of the girls whispered while drying and brushing my hair. "He said it is a sign of pride." "More like cruelty," I muttered while looking into the mirror. My breath stopped. The girl in the mirror looked nothing like the one who had fought for a moldy piece of bread that morning. My long white hair now fell smoothly over my shoulders, framing my face. The black and dark green clothes made the wild green of my eyes stand out. I looked like a warrior goddess dragged out of hell itself. I was beautiful. But more importantly I looked dangerous. "We are finished," the servant said, gesturing for me to follow. My heart pounded in my throat as we returned to the prince's receiving room. Zade stood by the window with his back turned to me. The setting sun painted his broad shoulders red. The distant deep rumble of Noctis vibrated through the air as if the dragon itself could feel the tension. "She is here, Your Highness," the servant announced before quickly leaving. Zade slowly turned around. In his hand he held a glass of dark red wine that he had just lifted to his lips, but the motion froze halfway. His icy blue eyes moved across me. It was not just a glance. I felt his gaze travel along my legs, linger on the curve of my hips, and stop on the breasts pushed up by the corset. I saw his throat move as he swallowed. For a single second the confident mocking mask cracked. He was surprised. No, more than surprised. I had captivated him. The air in the room seemed to vanish. The silence grew heavy and alive. Zade slowly placed the glass on the table but his eyes never left me. He began walking toward me with that slow predatory stride that made every instinct in me scream to run. He stopped in front of me. So close that I could smell his skin. Pine, cold steel and something wild and smoky like dragon fire. "It seems," he finally said, his voice deeper and rougher than before, "that beneath the dirt there really was a diamond. Though a diamond with very sharp edges." "Do not get used to the sight," I shot back, though my voice trembled slightly. "These clothes do not change who I am. I still hate you." Zade smiled. But this time there was no mockery in it. His gaze was dark and hungry. He raised his hand and let his fingers slide through my white hair down to my shoulder. The heat of his skin burned even through the silk. "Hate is good," he whispered, stepping even closer until our bodies almost touched. "Hate keeps you awake. But be careful, little girl. Hate and desire are born from the same fire. And Noctis can feel how your blood stirs when I touch you." "It is not desire," I lied to his face. "It is disgust." But my body betrayed me. I felt my nipples harden beneath the corset and a warm pulse move between my thighs. Zade leaned closer until his face was only centimeters from mine. His gaze dropped to my lips and then returned to my eyes. For a moment I thought he would kiss me. I thought he would take me right there on his expensive carpet. Instead he laughed softly. "You are lying," he said quietly. "But that is fine. I have time. Now come. Noctis is impatient. He wants to see why he chose the most beautiful and most dangerous thief in the empire." He took my hand, more gently now but still impossible to resist, and led me out of the room. As we walked through the deep dark corridors toward the dragon caverns I realized something. This palace was not just a golden cage. It was an arena. And my hardest battle would not be with the dragons but with the man beside me, the one who could strip my soul bare with a single look. We stopped before a massive iron door. Heat and the heavy ancient smell of a beast seeped from the other side. Zade paused and looked at me. "Whatever happens inside," he warned, "do not show fear. Noctis does not like weakness. If he senses your terror he will burn you to ash before I can stop him." "Maybe that would be better for both of us," I said stubbornly, though an icy knot formed in my stomach. The door creaked open. Darkness waited beyond it, broken only by the glowing embers of a dragon's eyes.EiraThe world blurred into a dense, dark mass. I couldn’t tell where my dream ended and reality began. My ears rang as if I had shoved my head into a beehive, and my eyelids felt as heavy as lead.I was dazed. The final, desperate wave of poison and exhaustion crashed over me. The last thing I remembered was Zade lifting me into his arms on the terrace. After that, reality shattered into scattered fragments inside my mind. I felt someone’s hands touching me. Not roughly. Firm, yet careful fingers peeled the tight black combat suit from my body, the fabric already glued to my skin with sweat.I wanted to move. I wanted to fight against the touch. My instincts had always told me to. But my muscles had turned to jelly. A soft, cool linen nightgown was slipped over my body. Then a scent drifted through the haze of half consciousness. Leather, ash, and pine. Zade. Or perhaps it was only his pillows carrying his scent. Either way, the mere illusion of his presence was enough to drive the p
ZadeThe silence that fell after she was pinned to the wall didn't last long. Eira stepped back, lowered the dagger, and a wild, defiant light flashed in her eyes."Don't hold back," she said, and her voice wasn't a request, but a command. "If you spare me, I'll never learn to survive Caspian."I nodded. The morning air was still cold, but my blood was already boiling. I picked up my sword, and she twirled the two shadow steel daggers in her hands. Her movements in the black clothes were ghostly; the fabric absorbed the light, so only her face and hands flashed white in the grayness.Our first clash was sharp and fast. Eira didn't wait for me to make a move. She rushed at me with a speed I hadn't seen from her even before she was poisoned. The blades of the daggers clashed against my sword. Sparks flew as I parried a slash aimed at my neck, then stepped aside from a thrust directed at my stomach."You're faster," I grunted approvingly, trying to keep her at bay with a wide sweeping st
Zade The dawn was still gray and relentless when I stepped out onto the private training terrace. The wind whistling from the mountains was ice-cold, but I did not feel it. The fire inside me, fueled by Noctis and my own restlessness, was enough to keep the chill at bay.I was swinging my customary heavy sword, but my thoughts were not on the arc of the strikes. The memory of the night haunted me. The moment I handed the weapons to her. The silence that followed. I did not know what to expect this morning. Would she come out? Or would she lock herself in her room and let the walls consume her again?Noctis was watching tensely from the depths of my consciousness. "She is coming," the dragon murmured, and I felt his anticipation, which ran through my spine like a shiver.The heavy, iron-bound wing of the terrace door creaked.I turned around. I was prepared for the defiant gaze, the baggy trousers, the thief's rags I had seen her in until now. I was prepared for the resentment.But no
ZadeDeep inside the forge, the heat was almost tangible, and the air was heavy with the smell of coal and the sulfurous aroma of glowing metal. I watched as the royal armorer's hammer struck the anvil with a rhythmic, metallic ring. With every blow, sparks danced in the gloom, but in my mind, it wasn't the metal taking shape; it was Eira's face, exactly as I had last seen her: distorted by pain and humiliation.You want to own me. Her words echoed inside me like a slow poison. Noctis acknowledged my inner turmoil with a low growl at the edge of my consciousness. My dragon didn't understand human complications; he only knew the bond, the wild, ancient desire to protect what was his. But Eira wasn't an object. Not a dragon's hoard to be locked away in a cave."They are ready, my prince," the blacksmith spoke, breaking my thoughts.He slid a dark velvet-lined wooden box across the table toward me. I opened it.Six daggers lay inside, arranged in two rows. They weren't ceremonial weapons
EiraThe following days passed in a strange blend of silence and throbbing pain. The bruise on my face turned from dark purple to toxic green and dull yellow, but I still felt the weight of Zade's punch in my bones. The prince barely left the room. He sat over his maps or compulsively cleaned his sword, but his gaze lingered on me every minute.I was no longer terrified of him; Noctis's comforting purr in the back of my mind suppressed the visceral panic, but the tension hadn't disappeared. It merely transformed into something heavy and unspoken, stretching between us with every bowl of food and every bandage change.That evening, I sat in the armchair by the window, wrapped in a warm blanket. The fire in the hearth danced on the walls, and Zade took a seat opposite me. Not chivalrously, but like a wild beast ready to pounce even while resting: his legs stretched out, whittling a piece of wood with his dagger."You should eat your soup," he spoke softly, not even looking up from his w
EiraThe world throbbed. Every single heartbeat was a hammer blow to the left side of my face. A metallic, salty taste spread in my mouth, the taste of my own blood. The cold stone of the floor pressed against my face, but the heat of the embers radiating from the fireplace only made the throbbing more unbearable.Slowly, trembling, I opened my eyes. My vision was blurred; the room lay in ruins around me. And then I saw him.Zade knelt there a few steps away from me. He was not the man who had cooled my fever over the past few days. His hair was disheveled, and his eyes... those dark blue irises still vibrated with rage, but there was something else in them, too. Something that made my stomach tie into knots.As soon as he moved toward me, my body reacted involuntarily. I pressed my back against the wall and reflexively covered my face with my hands. My breath hitched, and the terror I had tried to bury for so many years pounded in my throat. The dark alleys, the depths of the cellars
EiraThe morning light broke ruthlessly through the window, illuminating every single speck of dust in the room. I woke up with every muscle in my body tense, the remnants of yesterday's panic still throbbing in my throat. As I turned to the side, I saw that Zade was already awake. He was sitting a
ZadeAfter the morning training, the tension was practically vibrating in the room. Every single movement of Eira's, that defiant hiss when I tripped her, and that murderous gleam in her eyes when she finally managed to leave a scratch on my hand, completely wrecked me. I couldn't get it out of my
ZadeThe heavy oak door of my suite slammed shut with such force that the walls trembled. Rage boiled inside me, a dark, suffocating mass that Noctis only fueled in the depths of my mind. My dragon would have gladly gone back and roasted my brothers alive, and I... I would have gladly locked the do
EiraThe euphoria of the flight still pulsed in my veins, but upon returning to the palace, reality struck me across the face like a blast of icy wind. Zade had barely spoken to me since we landed; he had reverted to the aloof, frigid prince the court knew. But there was no time for rest: the king







