LOGINALAN
“Thank you for coming, Mr King.”
“You did a great job with the event. Well-done.” I say to Lincoln. He’d just launched a new business and unsurprisingly amassed a great number of attendees/supporters.
No surprise, because Lincoln is one of the friendliest, most supportive businessmen I know.
“Thank you, mate. Can’t wait to celebrate your launch with you, too.”
We shake hands on that, and I exchange half-assed greetings with a few more businessmen and acquaintances before calling it a night.
My phone rings as soon as I get into the front seat of my car. There’s no caller ID. I pick up regardless.
“Hi…” I recognize the voice instantly. I sit up straighter, my grip tightening on my steering.
“Reina?”
“Ethan wants fresh juice. There are no fruits in the fridge, and Thelma took the night off. We’re alone at home, so can you help us get some fruits? I’ll make the juice.”
I check the time, too stunned to respond at once. 9pm. Why’s my son still awake?
“Did you forget his bed time?” I ask, my voice calmer than I expected.
There’s a small pause.
“He’s not sleepy yet. I’ve tried. Look, I know it’s bad and he has to maintain a good sleeping schedule but it’s just for tonight. He’s been feeling a bit down—”
“That’s not a fucking excuse. Take my son to bed right now.”
Another pause.
“Okay, can you get the fruits though?”
I shut my eyes and try to catch my breath. This girl would really be the death of me. I’ve never had an employee send me on an errand. Ever. The first one to do it had to choose an ungodly hour of the night to do it, too.
Why the hell am I considering actually looking for a store this late?
“It’s late. He can have the fruit juice tomorrow.” I say.
I hear a whine in the background. Ethan. Since when did he love fruit juice so much?
“Please?”
“Reina.”
“Okay, okay. Sorry I asked, bye.” But her tone is bitter, leaning into anger. The call ends. I stare at my screen. Is she even supposed to speak that way to me?
For some reason, my mind flickers to how she might look right now. Her cheeks flushed with anger, her eyes shooting daggers at her screen. She’d still not look angry enough. She never looks angry enough.
I start my engine. Two minutes into the ride, I take a detour and shut off my mind. I don’t need a say from the voices in my head.
I step into the supermarket for the first time in years, getting as many fruits as I can collect.
“Fuck, I must have gotten too much.” I mutter to myself, checking the three full bags I packed.
Sighing, I start the drive home anyways.
“Welcome, boss.”
I nod at my security.
“Take out the bags in the car.” I say to one of them, walking inside. The chatter hits me before I even open the door. As soon as I open the door, someone bumps into me. Her fruity scent hits me before I can even try to guess whose soft body slammed against mine.
Reina scoots back at once. Her hair is all over the place and her uniform is shorter than usual. She’s been moving around a lot. I know because her ass moves the piece of clothing an inch whenever she takes as much as a step.
I knew I should’ve changed it the minute I’d noticed. Her creamy thighs stare up at me in mockery.
I reluctantly drag my gaze to her face.
“I’m so sorry, Sir.” She mutters, dramatically wiping at my suit. She’s struggling to catch her breath, sweaty under the cold air conditioner but still smiling wide at me.
I open my mouth to say something when my eyes meet Ethan’s, behind her. He looks as disoriented as she is, but instead of a smile on his face, his expression is blank as he watches me.
Anger stirs up within me and I face her again.
“What did I say when we spoke earlier, Reina?”
“He wasn’t—”
“What. Did. I. Say?”
She stubbornly stares blankly at me for seconds, before mumbling under her breath. “To tuck him into bed.”
“Talking to me or yourself?”
She huffs. “To tuck him into bed.” Her voice is only an octave louder. Her attitude pricks needles into my skin. I clench my jaw as I picture my hand around that slender throat, choking that attitude out of her.
This is what I get for trusting a child to take care of my my own child.
“And what are you doing?”
“I was trying! He’s not letting me catch him—”
“If you can’t get an eight year old to sleep at his appropriate bed time then you cannot be a nanny. What do you mean you’ve been chasing him around? Did I pay you to give me excuses, Reina?” I bark at her. She bites down on her bottom lip.
“I’m sorry.”
“I don’t care what you are. Take my son to his room right now and put him to bed. His bedtime is 8pm, it’s almost 10pm and he’s not still in bed. I will not tolerate this again. I pay you good money to follow my orders, the next time you do something else, I’ll make sure to do something drastic about it. I don’t work with emotions. I won’t listen to your pleas.”
She crossed her arms over her chest somewhere in the middle of my speech. Her eyes look glassy, but she says nothing other than nod. After a few more seconds of eye contact, she spins around and starts to walk away.
“Let’s go to bed, E.”
He turns around at once and follows her. I exhale a sharp breath. I haven’t spoken that fucking much to anyone in years. Damn, this girl’s going to unlock the worst in me.
After taking off my clothes, I decide to get a drink off the bar in the living room. I choose a Martini, filling my glass. I take a seat in front of the bar, my elbow set on the glass table.
I’ve just taken my second sip when I see her. Reina’s walking into the living room but takes a turn as soon as she sees me.
“Reina.” I call out. She stops, but doesn’t turn.
“Come here.” I order, dropping my glass.
She still doesn’t turn, “I already tucked him in bed, Sir.”
I frown. “Come here, Reina.”
I hear her inhale a deep breath, and then she swivels around with her signature smile on her face. She strides towards me, her steps almost perfectly composed. The slight shake of her fingers gives her away, though.
My legs bounce under the table as I wait. She stops in front of me, makes a show of dragging her uniform downwards. I refuse to look down.
“What’s the attitude for?”
“What attitude?” She shoots back without waiting a beat. Her tone is sassy, totally not businesslike. Does she even remember my role as her boss? Why don’t I mind it?
I want to punish her, but every suggestion that comes up in my head is also not businesslike at all.
“That attitude.” I point at her face. I manage to smoothen my tone. “Ethan has a bedtime, you’re aware of it.”
“Yes, but it was only today. And I was obviously trying to put him to sleep. He’s not automatically going to have a bad sleeping schedule because of one day.”
“Yes, but if it goes on, we can have a problem. I don’t want it to go on.”
Her expression finally softens. “Yeah, okay, I get you. I’m sorry. I’ll try to make sure he goes to bed at exactly his bed time from now on.”
I nod.
“Was he mad?”
She shakes her head no. “He said sorry.”
My eyes widen. “What?”
She smiles softly. “He said sorry to me, and to you too.”
A warm feeling spreads in my chest, and anything else I want to say hangs in my throat.
Reina chuckles softly. “He's asleep already, but you can go kiss him goodnight, if you want.”
And that’s exactly what I do.
BONUS CHAPTER/EPILOGUE ETHAN NINE YEARS LATER (AGE 18) “Mom, come get her away from my room. She won’t freaking leave!” I yell, lowering my headphones and shooting my five-year-old sister—Hannah—a glare. “E, come on, she just loves her brother,” Mom responds with a laugh. My door opens and she peeks inside. “Hi, baby!” Hannah ignores us completely, continuing to eat her Cheetos and smile at me. I shake my head. She smiles at literally any fucking thing. Such a little weirdo. “You know you love her,” Mom laughs. “By the way, Maliya is downstairs.” At the sound of her name, my entire body comes alive. Even though I try to hide it, a smile paints my lips. “Ahhh, there it is,” Mom teases. I get off the couch, not bothering to hide the smile anymore. I pick my phone off the cushions and check the screen. “Why didn’t she call or text?” I mutter to myself, dropping my headphones and turning off the PlayStation. “She looks so beautiful. Are you two heading somewher
ALAN “Can’t believe I’m finally your wife,” Reina gushes. She wraps her arms around my neck, and I can’t help but grin down at her as I shut the hotel door behind us. “It feels like I’ve been waiting for this day all my life, baby,” I tell her. I pull her to my chest and kiss her. She melts into my arms completely. I can feel how much she wants this, and hell, if my own body isn’t on fire too. It’s been two whole months since she gave birth, but I’ve been so careful with her. I refused to have sex with her this whole time because I’m afraid of hurting her or something going wrong. No matter how many times she told me she was ready, I held back. I just used my fingers or ate her out until I was sure she saw stars, never giving her the real thing. But tonight is different. It’s our wedding night. Reina pulls me tightly against her, groaning about how heavy her wedding dress is between us. I laugh against her lips, pulling away just a fraction. She immediately chases my
REINA The moment she says it, the pain returns with brutal force, spreading through my abdomen and lower back until I feel like my entire body is being split apart from the inside out. I scream and curl forward instinctively, one hand gripping Al while the other clutches at the bedsheets. “Push, Reina.” “I’m pushing.” I say, but I don’t know if I really am. I don’t know anything but this pain. “More. Please push harder, please.” The doctor pleads, and Al adds, “Push Reina. Please.” His voice is firm this time, and somehow I find the strength to obey, bearing down with everything I have while Al wraps an arm around my shoulders and supports my weight. The effort leaves me breathless and shaking, and the second it’s over I collapse back against the pillows, convinced I have nothing left to give. “You can do this. You’re doing amazing. Push.” The doctor tells me. I shake my head, sobbing, “I’m trying, I’m trying! It’s like such a hard poop.” The nurses laugh quietly, and
REINA“You’re okay. You’re going to be okay.” Gramma tells me, caressing my stomach. I’m lying on my back in a hospital gown, on the large hospital bed in a private ward which is situated in the most expensive hospital in New York.I told Al this place is a little too much, but he didn’t pay any attention to my whims. He booked the stay anyways, claiming I need to be as comfortable as humanly possible while giving birth.“I’m really scared, Gramma.” I confess, tears gathering in my eyes. The contractions are a getting a bit too much to handle, and I squeeze my fists, taking deep breaths with my eyes drawn closed. She takes my hand in hers and un-fists it, her other hand massaging my waist.“I know, baby. I know… I can tell. That’s why I’m telling you, you’re going to be fine. I promise.” She says.I nod once, then open my eyes slowly and ask with a strained voice, “When are Al and Ethan going to be here?”Gramma straightens and picks up her phone, but the door opens before she can do
REINA Al helps me fix the button of my blush pink Zara dress, then leans in and presses kisses all over my neck. I melt into him immediately, shutting my eyes. “You’re such a beautiful pregnant woman.” He says while rubbing my stomach and my lips spread into a smile. “Thank you. I think I’m getting a little too fat though.” “You’re adding a little healthy weight. It doesn’t make you fat.” Al corrects, and just to shit with him, my eyes snap open and I ask, “Healthy weight, equals such a fat babe. I get it.” I say. His brow draws together for two seconds, then he clocks the joke and steps away, shaking his head. I can’t help laughing at his expression. He pulls me to him and grabs my throat gently, capturing my mouth in a passionate kiss. His tongue slips into my mouth, and his hand grips an ass cheek. I clutch his shirt and kiss him back with equal hunger, my panties dampening with every stroke of his tongue. He groans into the kiss when my hand lowers and grips his hard
ALAN I can’t stop looking at my wife. To-be. The extra two words tick me off, because I want her to be my wife right away, but she wants to wait until she’s given birth. And of course, it’s whatever my Reina says around here. She’s glowing with her pregnant belly, her arms flailing about as she gives directives to the decorators. Every minute, her hands go on her hips and she wipes off a sheen of sweat. It’s been roughly seventeen weeks since she came back into my life. This means she’s five months gone already, which is why we decided that it’s time for a gender reveal party. Well, she decided. Left to me, just the slip from the doctor would work just fine. We could have opened it together in private and called it a day. But women have a remarkable talent for turning simple things into events, and somehow my wife manages to convince everyone that finding out our baby’s gender requires decorations, catering, games, and enough balloons to make a small carnival. My backyard
REINAMy mind isn’t focused these days. No matter what we do, Gramma isn’t getting any better. I offer to help Thelma with the chores, but in reality, I’m just trying to get my mind off things.Ethan has a lesson teacher now, as Alan doesn’t want him completely idle during these holidays. This mean
REINAAlan hasn’t been home for two days now.I don’t take down the decorations in those two days, at least, not all. Thelma took out more than I would’ve liked, telling me it’s a bad idea to even keep any of these decorations but I cannot completely break Ethan’s heart.We were doing so well. He w
REINA“He’s home?”Thelma does not look up at me as she answers, “Hours ago. Managed to hide away but I could tell he looked really pissed.”“Oh my God.” I whisper, turning away at the same time the clanking of the knife on the table causes me to jump. It’s Thelma, I realize when I spin back around
ALANI must be dreaming.My house looks like a fucking circus. I get down from my car, seeing red. The security in front of the house shift their feet uncomfortably.“What the hell happened here?” I glance around again, my eyes meeting the fake snow, wreath and snowmen that litter around. My door’s







