LOGINNathanielI felt him trembling hard… with him still very much inside me.Our eyes locked completely on each other.“I fucking hate you,” he spat before abruptly pulling out.Another sharp, brutal groan erupted from my throat.The sudden empty space he left behind burned.It was a cold, searing ache that ripped through my hollowed-out insides.I collapsed forward, my forehead hitting the floorboards with a dull thud. My limbs were like lead, heavy and useless, and my breath hitched in jagged, agonizing intervals.“Niko…” I gasped, the name catching on a sob I couldn’t suppress.I heard him stumble.The sound of his heavy, uneven breathing filled the room, jagged and loud.I managed to push myself up slightly, every muscle in my body screaming.I still felt every inch of him inside me.It was fresh, and throbbing badly too.I thought he was just going to leave—He was pacing around, running his fingers through his hair.“Nikolai….” His name rolled off my tongue.He stopped pacing.His b
NikolaiEvery thrust felt like a confession.A confession of how badly he had broken me.“I hate you.”“I fucking hate you.” I squeezed our hands together, crushing my weight into his back as I moved through him.He felt so good.So good that I hated to admit it.To admit that he still had some fucking control over me.Increasing my pace as I swelled around him, his muffled voice acted like a damn amplifier.“Hmmm…” he groaned, trembling beneath me.I was burning, drowning in the scent of him, the taste of his betrayal heavy in my mouth. I wanted to destroy him. I wanted to tear him apart until he felt the exact same hollow, bleeding vacuum he had left in my chest.But as I drove deep inside him, hearing his muffled, agonizing screams against the floorboards, the anger didn’t satisfy me.It only made the wound wider.His fingers were locked in mine, trembling, fighting for purchase against the wood. He wasn’t pushing me away anymore. He was holding onto me, like I was his only anchor
NathanielMy vision blurred more with tears.His grip on my neck tightened, his face fucking close to mine.The anger…The hurt…Everything reflected in his eyes was so fucking much, so damn cold.“Can’t fucking speak, huh? Fucking tell me you love me.”I shook my head…“Tell me you fucking love me! Fucking say it! Tell me!!!!”My lack of response only amplified his anger.“Say you love me….”“Stop……” I choked.At that moment, he seemed to have lost every shred of rationality.He slammed his lips against mine, aggressively snatching my breath away while his fingers dug into my skin.There was nothing romantic about the kiss.It reeked of pain.A reflection of how broken we are.A reminder of what could have become of us.But I ruined it.I writhed desperately as he bruised my lips with his while forcing his body onto mine.I couldn’t breathe…I gasped harshly as tears burned and kept clogging my throat.“I…. I….” Weakly, I tried pushing him away.He grabbed my face. “I fucking hate yo
NathanielI’m freezing cold.I curled my body against the floor…Tired, drained, confused, and having a mental breakdown wasn’t helping either.I didn’t know how many days had passed…. Two? Three? Four? A week?Probably more than two days, because I could already feel my body going into survival mode, breaking down whatever it needed to keep me alive.My mind was a chaotic, fractured blur.Spinning in circles.Until I couldn’t tell what was real anymore.Why did I do it?Why did I think I could play with fire and not get burned?I questioned every single decision that brought me to this cold floor. The contract. Reina. The money. Everything.The horror of Nikolai’s words about my brother clawed at my chest. But through the suffocating guilt, a devastating truth finally broke through.“I love you…” I croaked into the empty darkness.The words tore from my throat like broken glass.I didn’t say them out loud to win him back. I said them because they were killing me. I loved him. I loved
NikolaiI don’t know what I was thinking, falling for such a sick and disgusting person like him.I loathe his whole existence.In fact, his existence in my basement should be an abomination itself.Pushing my hair backward, I sighed heavily, inhaling another smoke, which stung the back of my throat.“What the fuck are you looking at, huh?” I snapped angrily at Clinton.It had been days since my father freed me, which was still a shocker. The bastard had actually allowed me to walk out of that place alive in the first place.But he did anyway, and I already had a feeling that in exchange for my freedom, he would make me do something outrageous.Back to the two pairs of eyes that refused to fuck off me.Jeremy wasn’t even trying to hide his gaze as he calmly took a drag from the cigar and then spoke.“What exactly do you plan on doing with him, Niko? You can’t possibly have him locked in your basement forever.”“I can fucking do whatever the fuck I want, Jeremy, so fuck off.”And it ha
Nikolai The heavy metal door slammed shut with a deafening, echoing boom. The sharp click of the lock turning signaled that my father had finally left, taking his guards and his suffocating presence with him. The basement plunged right back into a suffocating, freezing darkness. The manic smile that had been plastered on my face instantly vanished, leaving my features completely cold and empty. The act was over. I slowly let go of his neck, letting Nathaniel slump hard against the iron pipe. He gasped for air, coughing violently as he clutched his bruised throat, his whole body shaking like a leaf. I didn’t offer a hand. I didn’t feel a single drop of pity. Dropping back down to my knees right in front of him, I roughly grabbed his face, my bloody fingers digging deep into his jawline, forcing him to look straight at me. “Look at me, Nathaniel,” I whispered, my voice sounding totally dead, devoid of any of the warmth he used to play with. His glasses were still gone, his beaut
Nathaniel.I helped her push her hair backward, smiling. “Girlfriend?” I lifted an eyebrow at her.She shook her head. “Hmm of course, you’re my boyfriend and I’m your girlfriend,” she said with all seriousness.“You’re really something else.” I flicked her forehead. “You’re my little cousin, not m
NathanielI stared at my reflection.An unexplainable excitement mixed with nervousness wrecked my features.I decided to wear a white button down shirt and blue jeans.And at the back of my head, the reason was quite obvious. He liked me in white shirts, and though he hasn’t said it out loud, it w
NikolaiA knowing grin slipped onto my lips, watching my baby run up the stairs.Fuck me for fucking saying how utterly cute he is.“Keep running baby. It won’t be long before I have you completely to myself.”My heart ridiculously burst with joy when he said he wants us to be boyfriends. Like my p
NathanielIt was this tight funny feeling in my chest.The more I stared at Nikolai, the more the butterflies in my stomach flapped.We were officially now boyfriends.Which would have been absolutely weird coming from my previous.“What got you blushing, baby.” Nikolai flicked my hair, bringing hi







