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Near death

Auteur: Sinner
last update Date de publication: 2026-07-13 23:18:35

Nikolai

Breathing hard, with my whole body still wrapped in pleasure, I pulled out of him.

Watching him collapse weakly onto the bed, sobbing quietly.

Did I feel anything?

Yes.

Pleasure.

Did I care about him?

No.

Grabbing the towel from the nightstand, I wiped myself clean. The sheets were a complete mess, a mixture of our release and evidence of how brutally I’d fucked him.

Probably too rough, judging by the way he was still quivering.

My breathing slowly steadied.

The deafening silence that s
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