Mag-log inNerissa POV
My breath became uneven. The whisper echoed again inside my head. My wolf had never spoken before,not even once. Fear crawled through me,the stranger outside the gates still stared directly toward the storage room window, his cold gray eyes sharp enough to make my entire body tense. “Who is that?” Harper whispered beside me. I swallowed hard. “I-I don’t know.” But something about him felt dangerous,not ordinary Alpha. The warriors surrounding him stepped aside respectfully as Alpha Magnus, the current leader of Red Claw Pack, hurried down the steps of the pack house himself. That never happened. Alpha Magnus hated greeting visitors personally. Yet now, he bowed his head slightly toward the stranger. “Alpha Zayden,” Alpha Magnus greeted. The name alone made the entire yard stir nervously. Alpha Zayden Crowe. The ruler of Obsidian Keep. The most feared Alpha in the northern territories. Stories about him spread across every pack:wolves whipped publicly,rogues slaughtered without mercy,enemies skinned alive after Alpha challenges. Some even whispered he enjoyed bloodshed. Harper’s grip tightened around my wrist. “What is he doing here?” “Nerissa!” I jumped,the storage room door slammed open. Aunt Mara’s eyes narrowed after catching us near the window. “Instead of working, you’re hiding?” “I’m sorry,” I whispered. “You should be!” she snapped before looking toward Harper. “And you. Stop wasting time with this cursed girl.” Harper reluctantly stepped back. Aunt Mara pointed toward the hallway aggressively. “The guest rooms. Now.” I hurried out quickly with my head lowered. As I passed through the yard carrying cleaning clothes, I could feel eyes watching me. I fought the urge to look toward Alpha Zayden again. But the closer I moved across the courtyard, the heavier the pressure around me became. Like his presence controlled the air. “You.”The deep voice stopped me. Every wolf in the yard froze and slowly, I turned. Alpha Zayden stood only a few feet away now. He is tall and literally terrifying. The dark coat around his broad shoulders shifted slightly as wind moved through the yard. Up close, the scars across his hands became visible. His gray eyes locked onto mine without softness. “Yes… Alpha?” “What is your name?” he asked. My fingers tightened around the clothes in my arms. “N-Nerissa.” Something unreadable crossed his face briefly. Behind him stood another wolf I recognized from rumors. Beta Darius Kane. Unlike Zayden, Darius looked calm and observant instead of brutal. His dark eyes studied me. Alpha Magnus suddenly laughed nervously. “She’s just an omega servant, Alpha Zayden. Completely harmless.” I flinched slightly at the emphasis on omega. Zayden ignored Alpha Magnus completely. His eyes remained on me. “How old are you?” “Nineteen.” I said “And your wolf?” he asked Heat flooded my face,every wolf knew mine was weak. “I…” My voice faltered. “She doesn’t speak much.” A low scoff came from somewhere behind Alpha Magnus. I recognized Rowan’s voice. “Because even her wolf is useless.” Laughter spread quietly among some warriors nearby. Pain tightened inside my chest. Alpha Rowan Blackthorn stepped forward confidently beside Calista Wynter. A beautiful,elegant, perfect future Luna material. Everything I wasn’t. Rowan smirked openly at me. “You’re wasting your attention on her, Alpha Zayden.” His arm wrapped possessively around Calista’s waist. “She’s the cursed omega I told you about.” Calista’s blue eyes swept over me with disgust. “So this is her?” “Yes,” Rowan said carelessly. “Half the pack believes she brings death.” Another ripple of laughter followed. My nails dug into my palms. “Enough.” Zayden said The single word silenced the yard. Even Rowan stiffened. Zayden stepped closer toward me. “You fear them,” he said flatly. “No, Alpha.” A rough finger suddenly lifted my chin. My breath caught. “Lying is dangerous,” he murmured. His eyes looked even colder from this close. Around us, the entire yard remained frozen. Aunt Mara suddenly rushed forward nervously. “My apologies, Alpha Zayden! She forgets her place sometimes.” I immediately pulled away and lowered my head again. Aunt Mara grabbed my arm, “She still has duties inside the pack house.” I thought Zayden would stop her but he released me. “Go,” he said coldly. Relief and confusion crashed into me together. I hurried away beside Aunt Mara while everyone continued staring. The moment we entered the hallway, Aunt Mara shoved me against the wall. “What did you do?” she hissed furiously. “N-Nothing.” “Then why was he looking at you like that?” “I don’t know.” Her eyes narrowed suspiciously. “You better stay away from Alpha Zayden.” “I wasn’t trying to….” Another slap landed across my cheek. “You attract trouble everywhere!” Tears burned my eyes. “You’ll clean the western hall alone tonight,” Aunt Mara snapped. “And if I hear you embarrass this family again…” She leaned closer, “I’ll throw you outside the gates myself.” “Yes, Aunt Mara.” She stormed away. I remained against the wall for several seconds trying to breathe normally again. “Nerissa.” I turned, Harper stood near the staircase, worrying covering her face. “He touched you.” I looked down.“It was nothing.” “That wasn’t nothing.” Her voice lowered nervously. “Do you know how many wolves avoid even looking Alpha Zayden directly in the eyes?” I wrapped my arms around myself. “I didn’t do anything wrong.” “I know.” But Harper still looked unsettled. Like something dangerous had already started. The rest of the afternoon passed. I scrubbed floors,washed dishes and prepared guest rooms. Everywhere I went, whispers followed. “Alpha Zayden noticed her.” “Impossible.” “Maybe he enjoys broken things.” By sunset, my body ached badly. The western hall remained the final place left to clean. Most wolves avoided that side of the pack house because important guests stayed there. Including Alpha Zayden. I quietly carried fresh towels down the dim hallway while trying not to panic. The guards outside the largest room barely glanced at me before allowing me through. The room looked nothing like the rest of the Red Claw Pack. It had dark furniture,large windows,and expensive wolf pelts across the floor. The scent of rain and cedar filled the air. I quickly placed the towels down. Then a deep voice suddenly came from behind me. “You tremble constantly.” I spun around and nearly fell. Alpha Zayden stood near the balcony doors watching me. Moonlight spilled across his dark clothes. “I-I didn’t know you were here.” “You didn’t answer my question.” he said “I’m sorry if I disturbed you, Alpha.” He slowly walked closer. “You apologize too much.” I backed away,his eyes narrowed at the movement. “Do all wolves here treat you this way?” “No.” I said Another lie and somehow he knew it. “You fear your own pack more than rogues.” I stared at the floor because answering honestly could actually get me punished later. Zayden stopped directly in front of me. “You are weak,” he said bluntly. The words hurt more than they should have. “But weak things usually avoid surviving this long.” Confusion flickered through me. What did that mean? The door burst open,Rowan entered first. Calista followed beside him looking equally furious. The moment Rowan saw me standing near Zayden, his eyes darkened. “What is she doing here?” I stepped back immediately. “I was only delivering towels.” I said “I didn’t ask you.” he said His sharp tone cut through me. Zayden’s expression changed. Rowan looked between us suspiciously. “The mating ceremony is tomorrow night,” he said coldly while staring directly at me. “And I think it’s time everyone remembered their place before things get… confusing.” Calista smirked beside him. “Oh, don’t worry,” she said sweetly. “I’m sure the Moon Goddess would never make a mistake big enough to pair someone like her with an Alpha.” A gasp escaped my lips as my knees nearly buckled under me. My wolf cried out inside me and Rowan froze. Calista’s smirk vanished instantly and Alpha Zayden’s cold gray eyes darkened dangerously as the scent of the mate bond suddenly filled the entire room.Rowan POVThe pack meeting ran for a long time.I stood at the front of the main hall and listened to senior warriors give their reports andwatched Alpha Magnus nod at the right moments and say the cautious measured things that Alpha Magnus said when he wanted to appear decisive without committing toanythingTwo wolves were missing.Border breach two miles inside the eastern edge.Howls reported by three separate patrol groups within the last four nights.And one wolf who came back without his partner and couldn't describe what he hadseen clearly enough for anyone to build a response around.I listened to all of it and made the decisions that needed making.I Tripled the eastern patrol,pulled the outer rotation closer to the walls.Sent a fast rider to the nearest allied pack requesting information on unusual rogueactivity in the broader territory.The entire time I stood at the front of that hall I was aware of one thing that had nothingto do with border breaches
Rowan POVI began breaking things.The first was a chair. I stood up too fast from the desk during a patrol report that wasn'tholding my attention and the chair caught the back of my knee on the way up andsomething in me decided that was reason enough and my hand came out and sent itacross the study before I had made any conscious decision to do it.The chair hit the wall and cracked along one leg.The second was a training blade.Two days later in the lower yard during a sparring session with a senior warrior who wasgood enough that he should have required my full attention. He didn't get my fullattention. My full attention was somewhere in the back of the pack house where Nerissahad been quietly existing for days like a splinter I couldn't locate precisely enough toremove.I hit the blade too hard at the wrong angle and the metal gave way.The warrior stepped back and looked at the broken weapon and then very carefullylooked at the ground instead of at me.Th
Nerissa POVThe howls started at night.It was distant and faint enough that I might have told myself it was wind through themountain passes if I hadn't spent weeks inside Obsidian Keep.I lay in the small room and listened.Three howls, spaced unevenly.My wolf was immediately awake inside me.I pressed my hand flat on my stomach and lay still until the sounds faded and the nightsettled back into its ordinary quiet.Then I lay there in the dark and thought about what ordinary quiet felt like before I knewwhat I knew.Harper heard them too.She found me in the outer yard the next morning with her jaw tight and her soft browneyes carrying something she had been sitting with since the night before."The howls,you heard them too,right?" she said."Yes," I said."The border patrol came back at dawn,two wolves short." She saidI turned and looked at her fully."Short how," I said."They left with eight," she said. "Six came back."The yard around us was moving throu
Nerissa POV"She has to return now!” The healer from the mountain said I had passed out,and was unconscious. All I could see were blurry images of peoplestanding above me."Nerissa!” Dorian's voice was urgent. “She has to return, I do not have the necessary equipment. She can't travel” the healersaid.I returned to the red claw pack.Dorian left before sunrise.He came to the doorway of the small room Harper arranged for me and stood there withhis riding coat already on and his guards assembled in the yard behind him."The settlement people will wait for you," he said."Alright," I said.He looked at me for a moment.At my face on the way I was sitting on the edge of the bed with both hands folded in mylap over my stomach in a way that had become automatic in the twelve hours.He was the only one outside this room who knew and he was about to ride away andtake that knowledge with him and leave me inside the Red Claw Pack alone with it."Nerissa," he said."I'll
Nerissa POVI didn't sleep again that night.I lay on my back in the dark of the small room and looked at the ceiling and turned theword over and over in my mind until it stopped feeling like something that had happenedto someone else.I was four weeks pregnant,maybe five.I pressed my hand flat on my stomach the way I had before Harper left. Nothing feltdifferent,nothing changed in any way I could detect from the outside. My body looked the same. I felt the same except for the tiredness and the nausea and the sensitivity thathad apparently decided to announce itself this morning.My wolf was different though.She has been different since the moment the healer said the word.She turned inward,watchful and orienting herself around something new with theabsolute instinctive certainty of an animal that understood things the human mind wasstill catching up to.I lay there and let my mind catch up.The morning after zaydens forehead against mine and together still even
Nerissa POVIt started with the smell. The particular heightening of everything around me that arrived overnight and bymorning made the kitchen corridor unbearable.I stood at the entrance to it and pressed my back against the wall and breathed throughmy mouth and waited for it to pass.Meat from the morning preparation. Oil on the cooking fires. The layered smell of thekitchen that had been in continuous use for years and absorbed all of it into its walls.None of it had bothered me before.This morning it hit me like a wall.Harper appeared from the kitchen doorway with a cloth in her hands and stopped whenshe saw my face."What's wrong?" she said."The smell," I said.She looked at the kitchen. Then at me."It smells the same as it always does," she said"I know," I said.She studied my face for a moment."Come outside," she said.The outer yard was better.Cold morning air in an open space. The smell of earth and damp stone and the distanttree line.I pre
Nerissa POVI was on my feet by midday.My shoulder protested every movement but staying in that bed one more hour was something I couldn't do. Lying still gave my mind too much room and my mind had too many things in it right now that I wasn't ready to sit alone with.I pushed all of it back and f
Nerissa POVThe fortress was loud this morning but not loud the way Red Claw Pack was loud, voices overlapping, laughter, the smell of food coming from the pack house kitchen while I scrubbed floors on my knees outside it.This was different. Heavy boots against stone floors,barking of commands fro
Nerissa POVThe first thing I felt was warmth.I hadn't felt warm in so long that the sensation woke me up before anything else did. My eyes opened slowly. The ceiling above me was dark stone, high and cold, with iron fixtures holding torches that threw orange light across the walls in uneven patte
Nerissa POVThe doors of the pack house slammed behind me.My feet hit the wet ground and I just ran without direction. The rain started heavily before I even reached the tree line.The forest swallowed me fast. Trees closing in on every side, branches slapping my face and arms, roots catching my







