Mag-log in#8. Are They Actually Worried About Me?
Lee Mu-hyool felt nothing but immense guilt, helplessness, and anger toward himself whenever he thought of Hyeon-sin.
"That kid probably doesn't even have a proper place to go now..."
Because he had to stay behind to care for Seo Si-on, the most dangerous operations were always left entirely to Hyeon-sin, leaving Mu-hyool trapped in a cycle of self-reproach.
"Is he not coming because our place is too small? Or did someone manage to follow him?"
"He's the type to disappear without a trace the moment a mission ends..."
Even though the two sat across from each other at the dining table, their deep anxiety for Hyeon-sin kept them from even lifting their utensils.
"I feel like Hyeon-sin is taking on all the dangerous missions alone because of my injury."
At Si-on's guilt-ridden remark, Mu-hyool pushed the bowl of stew closer to her, trying to offer comfort.
"Don't you know the legendary Agent S? He's practically a monster who could take on an entire army alone."
Mu-hyool had always believed that to be an absolute fact. Hyeon-sin was an operative equipped with top-tier combat skills and exceptional foresight, always anticipating what lay ahead.
"Still, he's the one suffering the most. Yet he still splits every reward evenly down to the penny. It just makes me feel so terribly sorry..."
"We provide the tactical intel, so don't lose sleep over it. Eat up, Si-on. You need to eat before you can take your medicine."
Mu-hyool forced a smile, ignoring the dark shadow hanging over Si-on's face, and took a large spoonful of rice.
Silence settled deeply between them as they pictured Hyeon-sin fighting a lonely battle somewhere out there, the pace of their meal slowing to a crawl.
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Hyeon-sin felt like she was going to lose her mind.
She hated herself for stepping foot in this place today. Who on earth were these arrogant men to go around digging so thoroughly into her personal finances?
"Kim Gang-mu, you really did a terrifyingly thorough job with the investigation. That woman actually had debt?"
"It looks like her parents set up the orphanage with a one-billion-won collateral loan, and they took out several hundred million more to keep it running. The wild part is, even though she vanished without a trace, she has been paying off that debt with absolute precision."
The sheer accuracy of Gang-mu’s words made Hyeon-sin's chest tighten.
"So she's drowning in debt? How amusing."
The cold, cynical chuckle that escaped from Gye-yeong’s lips brushed past Hyeon-sin's cheek, leaving a visceral chill.
"Gye-yeong, don't even get me started. She's actually cleared a massive chunk of it. If she just takes a proper buyout from us and hands the property over, she'll be instantly liberated from the crushing responsibility of this ghost of a building. I really can't fathom what she's thinking."
A ghost of a building. Hearing them ruthlessly tear her place apart right in front of her face felt like a blade hacking at Hyeon-sin's heart. Yet, it wasn't entirely wrong. That suffocating sense of responsibility was exactly what pushed her onto the front lines of danger, serving as the sole engine that allowed her to endure each passing day.
"She'll contact us first once she's backed further into a corner."
"In any case, it's quite intriguing. It seems that woman lives a brutally fierce life, using whatever means necessary."
Listening to the conversation between Gang-mu and Gyoo-ryeon, Hyeon-sin slowly raised her head. Something hot welled up violently within her chest, but she mastered her emotions with superhuman patience. The three powerful men were conversing as if playing a game, completely oblivious to the fact that the person in question was standing right under their noses.
"Gye-yeong, make sure you never show an ounce of sympathy. Women like that are always the most dangerous. When people are plagued by poverty and have their lives warped by money, their nature turns vicious, making them capable of absolutely anything."
Gang-mu delivered his sharp venom, his lips twisting into a cold sneer.
"Wow, our Kim Gang-mu is exceptionally terrifying today. I know, but while Gye-yeong is cold-hearted, I just can't do that. Getting deceived here and there is practically my specialty, you know."
"Han Gyoo-ryeon, that's exactly why you need to stay glued to my side for the rest of your life."
"Haha, see, my darling really is the best."
Gye-yeong maintained a heavy silence, while Gyoo-ryeon and Gang-mu bantered back and forth with easy familiarity. But Hyeon-sin felt a searing pain as if her heart were being carved out, making it unbearable to listen to their voices any longer.
It was true that her life had been twisted by poverty, it was true that she currently lived a life saturated with deception as an agent, and it was undeniable that she lived a pitiful existence, constantly on the run.
Stripped of even the will to argue back, Hyeon-sin slowly turned around. She had nowhere specific to go, but she wanted to escape their arrogant words as quickly as possible. Right then, Gyoo-ryeon stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder.
"Let's see here. Hey kid, where exactly are you staying these days?"
"Don't tell me you don't even have a place to sleep?"
"The orphanage was his home, but since it burned to the ground, it's only natural he's got nowhere to go, right?"
"Ah, dear me."
Only then did Hyeon-sin realize that Gye-yeong’s gaze, which had been silently evaluating her, had remained fixed on her the entire time, causing a violent shiver to run through her body.
"Well... I just go to PC cafes... or sleep at a friend's place."
"My, my. So you don't even have a fixed roof over your head? Then what money are you using to run that motorcycle?"
"I do various odd jobs... taking whatever comes my way to earn cash. I have to make a living, after all."
Having been driven out of her temporary lodging and reduced to a life that was practically homelessness, Hyeon-sin offered the exact type of excuse a kid her age would typically make.
"Well, your big brothers here are almost done with everything. Once we acquire this spot, we're going to completely level this entire zone and open it up splendidly all the way to the main road."
"..."
Gyoo-ryeon’s confident boast made the world before Hyeon-sin go entirely dark. If they had already bought up all the surrounding properties, it was as clear as day how tenaciously they would hunt after this orphanage land.
The old woman told me to hold out even if it kills me... Is this truly the absolute limit?
Hyeon-sin stared at the hideously charred orphanage building with completely empty eyes, harboring a heavy despair. But suddenly, Gyoo-ryeon raised his arm, and the silver cufflink at the edge of his suit sleeve flashed coldly.
The chilly metallic sensation when his hand lightly brushed across Hyeon-sin's shoulder spiked her tension to its absolute peak.
"Hey there, cutie."
"Yes?"
Gyoo-ryeon whispered right into Hyeon-sin's ear like a sweet temptation. Unable to fathom what his intentions were, goosebumps broke out all over Hyeon-sin's body. Right then, the corners of Gyoo-ryeon’s lips curled up mischievously. It was an attitude resembling a clever cat teasing a mouse, yet he unexpectedly extended his hand out to Hyeon-sin with a soft demeanor.
"Want to come along with this big brother? You should work a part-time job at our company. I'll provide you with a perfectly clean place to stay, no questions asked."
Hyeon-sin wanted to flatly refuse and turn away. However, Gyoo-ryeon leaned his head in even deeper, gripping her shoulders firmly to keep her in place.
"Don't worry, I won't give you a hard time. Just consider it receiving some benefits from our company's corporate social responsibility program."
From that moment on, Gyoo-ryeon began rattling off a series of extraordinary, highly tempting conditions that were bound to catch Hyeon-sin's ear.
Seeing LF, Hyeon-sin was so dumbfounded that words wouldn't form properly.She had clearly known that the faction trying to harm Han Gyoo-ryeon was from his family. Had LF joined hands with them too?To commission Han Bi-dan, scatter a massive amount of money, and even direct this vast stage. Just what was it for?“...Why do such a thing?”At that moment, LF let out a deep breath while wearing an incredibly radiant smile.“My S. To find you, I can do things far worse than this.”Her mind blinked white.To think he had caused this massive incident just to drag her out alone. The obsession of the man named LF had already long strayed out of the boundaries of common sense.“This is... not justice.”Even in the midst of pain sweeping through her entire body making it hard to breathe properly, Hyeon-sin spat out a question. LF slowly approached and whispered in her ear.
“...Boss?”Hyeon-sin slowly raised her head and looked ahead. Moisture, indistinguishable as either blood or sweat, blocked her eyes, making her vision dim. At the beautiful form faintly reflected, she even fell into an illusion as if seeing a fantasy.“Why are you that surprised, as if it's been a long time?”The blurred, fluttering hair approached right before her nose. A noble attire that didn't match the blood-reeking shambles at all.LF pulled a handkerchief from his pocket, then wiped Hyeon-sin's forehead with a careful and gentle touch as if handling a fragile doll.“...How did you come here?”“Just because.”“...You speak... Korean well, too.”“I was bored, so I learned a bit.”A languid voice. Though he was smiling brightly, Hyeon-sin instinctively intuited.Exactly how massive the anger hidden behind that smile was.
Intuiting the severity of the situation, the security chief surged over frantically and began to escort Han Gyoo-ryeon.They led Han Gyoo-ryeon toward a hidden secret passage inside the waiting room next to the banquet hall. Hyeon-sin also instinctively chased their trajectory from the very back.An endless succession of steep stairs and maze-like corridors followed. Beyond the heavy iron door that finally appeared, a 'safety shelter'—so solid and close to a military facility that it was unbelievable for a regular corporate building—was situated.“It's almost at the level of a fortress.”“True.”Hyeon-sin deliberately put on a sly, exaggerated fuss and guarded Gyoo-ryeon's side. Some twenty armed guards were deployed in layers inside and outside the shelter, but Muhyul's voice heard in her ear was still shaking anxiously.― Shin, I have a bad feeling.Hyeon-sin composedly examined the inside of the
10:00 PM arrived.Hyeon-sin checked her watch again and again, letting out continuous yawns while wishing for the remaining two hours to pass quickly. Usually, time flew by so fast—a month, a week, a day would vanish in the blink of an eye. Why did a single hour feel so agonizingly slow whenever she was on a mission?At any rate, the event proceeded smoothly after that. The trendiest male idols from Estrella came, and the Estrella girl group performed as well. Joo Hyo-jin also sang an aria on stage. Up there, she flaunted a heavenly voice, dominating the space as a pure professional with no trace of her usual bubbly and willful demeanor.One by one, the guests began to return home, and that man called President Baek also turned his back and exited the venue. Hyeon-sin watched them from a distance. Her ears grew dizzy again as Muhyul’s voice came through.― Shin, they’ve been filming a movie since a while ago, so controlling outsiders isn
As expected, Han Gyoo-ryeon was also not a personage who would trust Hyeon-sin easily.Hyeon-sin rather pouted her lips out and wore a coy expression.“Chet, President! To think you treat the gift I gave carelessly... Was the restroom that urgent? By any chance, you didn't throw it away, right?”In order to reverse the atmosphere, Hyeon-sin pointed at Han Gyoo-ryeon's front pocket and showed a disappointed sign.“Uh? Where did I drop it? It's not thrown away! It's dropped!”“I picked this up from the floor near here. You are too much.”Hyeon-sin slightly held out the picked-up handkerchief and ballpen. Han Gyoo-ryeon swept his hair over as if awkward and read Hyeon-sin's face.“Eohyu, I am a bit clumsy. Indeed, if you said you were going around to look for me, the bodyguards would have let you know this place. Sorry.”Whether it was because the person was so good, or because he wa
Hyeon-sin ended up pulling out the fragments of her true heart that she had pressed down deep inside her chest after all.There was no way he would know the terrible truth that she had swallowed without being able to utter after pressing lips with Ga Gye-yeong under the moonlight. That she was Hyeon-sin herself, the owner of the orphanage, that fellow from RAON who goes around doing dangerous missions, and even the fact that she was a woman.“...What?”Gye-yeong's pupils trembled finely. Right at that split second when he straightened his face as if something came to mind and furrowed his brows deeply, Muhyul's sharp voice pierced Hyeon-sin's ears.― Hyeon-sin! Move quickly right now! President Han Gyoo-ryeon disappeared from sight in an instant!Her heart sank thump down. The fond emotion evaporated in a split second, and the agent's instinct dominated her entire body.Hyeon-sin adjusted the mask of the sly part-timer again to c







