LOGINSCARLET
I rarely ever had dreams. But that night, I had a very strange one. It was my father. He was fine this time, smiling and even waving at me.
When I tried to reach him, I couldn’t move. I cried and tried to call out to him multiple times but he didn’t move.
“Please…please don’t leave me.”
He smiled again, this time slowly disappearing into the light beside him.
“Please!”
I woke up with a sharp gasp, something wet hitting my face almost simultaneously.
Another gasp left me again, and I tried to wipe some of the water that had gotten into my eyes.
Julian’s dark eyes nearly made me jump. When did he get into my room?
He tossed the cup that had been in his hand, irritation laced in his eyes.
“My mother will be here in a little over an hour. She wants to have breakfast with us. Get your sorry self ready before she gets here.”
Without another word, he left the room. His cold words stung, hitting a painful spot I didn’t even know existed in my heart. A small shudder hit my shoulders, tears blurring my vision. I let the grief sink in.
“You know what you signed up for.” I scolded myself in between sobs.
Of course, I hadn’t expected love in this marriage. But this stung more than anything I had ever felt.
After a while, I wiped the tears away and got out of bed. As much as it hurt, I would be meeting Julian’s mother soon. I had to get ready.
The bathroom was bigger than our apartment back home. There were luxury soaps, and enough body treatment products to open a new store.
As soon as I was done with my shower, I moved to the closet. The different designer labels stared back at me. Bright colors, expensive fabrics and tags I’d seen in magazines. All Vivian’s taste in clothes.
I picked a cream-colored off shoulder gown. The makeup took longer than it should have as I struggled to hide my dark circles under my eyes.
I made sure the makeup was done in shades that Vivian usually wore. By the time I looked at my reflection in the mirror, you could barely tell me apart from her.
Same eye color, different souls behind them.
As soon as I stepped out of my room, Julian appeared from the one at the opposite end of the hall. It had to be the master bedroom.
He sized me up quietly, eyes devoid of any emotion. Then he finally stopped at my face. “Manageable.”
It was offhanded enough that I wasn’t sure I wanted to thank him. He briefly adjusted his cufflinks before turning back to me.
“My mother is a shark,” he explained.
“She’ll smell blood in the water before she even sees it.”
Just then, the doorbell rang. My heart nearly stopped.
Julian on the other hand, beckoned towards the living room.
As soon as he opened it, Eleanor Cross walked in with the grace of someone that owned the place. She rivaled Julian in height with the heels she wore.
Her peppermint hair had been pulled back into an elegant bun, accentuating the diamonds on her collar.
“My darling.”
She embraced Julian, giving him a kiss on both cheeks. He had a small smile on his face. “It’s good to see you, Mother.”
“Likewise, my dear.”
Once she let go, she finally turned to me. The smile was still there. But it didn’t meet her eyes.
“And you must be Vivian.” She continued. “How lovely it is to finally meet you. You must forgive me for being absent at the…eh…wedding. Prior obligations.”
My throat tightened with fear, but I tried to force a smile. “It’s a pleasure to meet you as well, ma’am.”
She grabbed my hand and gave it a warm squeeze. “Oh, please. Call me Eleanor.”
Before I could respond, she let go of my hand and walked into the house. Her eyes left no stone unturned as she silently judged the place.
Julian quietly gilded to her side. “Breakfast, mother. Shall we?”
Her lips curved into a smile as she took her son’s hand. “Gladly.”
The table was lined with various dishes. Pastries, fruit, bacon, smoked salmon, and whatever you could name.
Eleanor sat at the head of the table while me and Julian took opposite sides. Something about the whole thing felt twisted.
“So, Vivian.” Eleanor smiled, reaching for a fork. “Tell me more about yourself. I feel I hardly know a thing about you, despite the information we were given.”
Information?
I swallowed quietly. “I—uh—I studied Business Administration at Ashford College.”
“How lovely. And your father’s company. Imports, what aas it? What exactly does he import?”
“Textiles.” My mind scrambled for lies. “From Asia.”
“Interesting.”
She took a sip of her coffee. “I heard you spent a summer in Paris. Which arrondissement did you stay in?”
I had no clue what to say. Vivian had been the one who went there. Not me. The pause was stretching on for too long.
“The sixth,” Julian cut in smoothly, dabbing his lips with the napkin. “Near the Luxembourg Gardens, if my memory hasn’t failed me.”
“Is that so?”
Eleanor’s eyes glinted. Barrage after barrage of questions followed after that.
Each one was intended to be a test. I couldn’t count on Julian’s help after the first one, since he quietly ate his food and stared.
He must be enjoying it too.
“Do you remember the Red Gala, Julian?” His mother’s eyes never left mine.
“Where you and Vivan first met?”
“Yes,” Julian answered smoothly.
“Yes, what were you wearing again?” Eleanor asked.
“Oh, uh,” I thought of something to say. “It was green.”
Eleanor turned to her son. “Oh, was it now?”
My heart slammed in my throat the longer Julian stayed quiet. Something in his eyes darkened and I knew I was utterly screwed.
“Was it, my love?”
Those two words of endearment sounded like a complete mockery. He was toying with me in front of his mother, knowing fully well what would happen if I was exposed.
“Oh, I remember.” A slow smile spread across his face. “It was emerald green. Matched her gorgeous eyes.”
His mother’s gaze swept across mine. Was she suspicious? Slowly, she smiled.
“How delightful.”
The rest of breakfast went off in mostly silence. Then suddenly, she got out of her seat. “I simply must be leaving. But before then…”
She opened an encrusted box and pulled out a ring. “This is a family heirloom. Julian’s grandmother wore it. As did I. And now, it’s your turn, Vivian.”
She reached for my hand, and slowly pushed the ring on.
It was too loose.
Too big for my hand. Eleanor’s eyes narrowed slightly. “That’s strange. I had it sized based on the measurements you gave us. Or perhaps you lost a bit of weight?”
“Must have been stress,” I lied through my teeth. “Had to diet for the wedding so I could fit into my gown.”
Eleanor’s eyes were as sharp as blade, like they could cut through me where I stood. She nodded her head in understanding, then made her way to the door.
Just as she reached the threshold, she paused. “Oh, and by the way, I got a call from your sister yesterday.”
My blood went cold. “My sister?”
She nodded, her smile as sweet as poison. “Yes. She introduced herself with your name. Is that something you both do? A running joke in the family?”
When I struggled to get my words out, she went on.
“She seemed really confused as to why you hadn’t rang since your ceremony yesterday. Said she’s been in the Maldives all week, with her new boyfriend I believe.” A thoughtful look found its way to her face. “Isn’t that odd?”
My breath stilled, heart hammering so loudly in my chest that it was all I could hear. I tried to speak, but my lips wouldn’t budge.
Eleanor shrugged, the smile returning to her face. “I must have misunderstood. These things happen, after all. Have a good day.”
And with that, she was gone.
I was frozen on the spot for a while, unable to move as the ring hung loose on my finger. My whole body felt numb and paralyzed on the spot.
Julian was staring at me now, and he looked furious. Before I could open my mouth, he grabbed my hand roughly, nails digging hard enough that I whimpered.
“You really are naïve, and utterly foolish.
I frowned, trying to speak, but his nails only dug deeper. “I really don’t know how she found out. Bht--”
“She knows.”
My eyes widened. “What?”
“My mother knows.” He answered, eyes cruel enough that I felt I was about to be consumed.
“She knows you’re not Vivian. And you walked right into her fucking trap.”
ScarletI stared at my reflection in the mirror, but I didn't recognize the woman looking back.The dress clung to my skin like a second, suffocating layer of ice. Chloe had done my makeup, masking the red, swollen evidence of my breakdown with expensive concealer and heavy makeup.“You look breathtaking,” Chloe whispered in a tight voice. She was picking up the bags she’d dropped earlier, refusing to meet my eyes because she knew. She knew this dress was just a costume for a fucking nightmare.“I look like a doll,” I muttered, grabbing a clutch bag. “A fucking expensive, wind-up doll.”I took deep breaths and walked out of my room. It was time to put on a good reality show for the whole world to see.I walked downstairs, my heels clicking like ticking time bombs against the hardwood. Julian was waiting at the bottom of the staircase. He had changed into a sharp, black suit that made him look like a goddamn hot predator in a tuxedo.He looked up. His breath stopped, just for a spli
ScarletThe front door slammed so hard that the entire house seemed to shudder. I flinched, my hand flying to my chest. The mug of tea I’d been holding rattled against the coaster as I scrambled to my feet. Julian was already in the living room, his coat discarded in a heap behind him. He looked like he’d been dragged through hell and back; his tie was hanging loose, his hair was disheveled, and his eyes… they were dark, burning, and completely unhinged.I took a shaky step back, my heart slamming against my ribs. "Julian? Is everything okay?"He didn't answer. He just stalked toward me, the air around him crackling with a terrifying, jagged energy. I felt my throat go dry. My father’s bills. The treatment. I can’t piss him off.He stopped just inches from me, his presence suffocating. I had to tilt my head back to meet his gaze, my legs feeling like lead."We need to talk," he rasped, his voice sounding like gravel."Okay," I whispered, keeping my voice as small as possible. I loo
JulianMy heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird as I stepped into my father’s office. The air here was filled with the smell of stale tobacco and the suffocating weight of decades of lies. My father was down the hall in his bedroom, wheezing his life away, but the room still felt like his cold, dead eyes were watching me."Charity," he’d barked.I stormed over to the desk, shoving aside documents and confidential files. I ripped the drawer open, and I saw the document titled Charity. There it was. A thin, leather-bound file. I yanked it out, but the corner caught on the metal track.Then I heard a click.The back panel of the desk slid forward an inch. I frowned as I pulled the panel all the way open. It wasn't a standard drawer. It was a shallow, hidden compartment built into the wood. My breath stopped as I reached in and pulled out a small, dust-covered envelope.I looked back at the door. I was alone. I tore the envelope open, and a black-and-white photograph slid ou
JulianThe silence in the foyer was suffocating, heavy with the stench of my own failure. I didn’t look back at the stairs where Scarlett had just disappeared, her stinging words still echoing against the marble like gunshots. My jaw ached from clenching it so hard that my teeth felt like they might crack.I grabbed my coat from the chair, the heavy wool feeling like a lead weight in my hands. Every movement felt mechanical. I didn't say a word to the staff, just shoved the front door open and stepped out into the biting afternoon air.My driver was standing by the black car, his posture stiff, sensing the storm radiating off me. I didn't even look at him. I yanked the passenger door open, the metal handle cold against my palm, and threw myself into the back seat."Drive," I spat, the word barely a growl."Yes, sir," he muttered, quickly sliding behind the wheel.The car roared to life, the tires biting into the gravel as we tore away from the estate. I stared out the tinted window
JulianThe phone on my desk vibrated again, the screen illuminating the dark study. It was Lady Eleanor.I didn't answer. I let it ring out, my thumb tracing the rim of my whiskey glass. The liquid amber swirled, catching the dim light of the room. When the vibration finally stopped, I stood up and threw the glass against the brick fireplace. It shattered into a hundred glittering shards.I didn't care about the glass. I cared about the humiliation.I marched out of the study and stepped into the foyer just as the heavy oak front doors flew open. Scarlett stumbled inside. Her neat low bun was destroyed, strands of dark hair whipping across her face. The pale blue dress was stained, her chest heaving as she gasped for air. Smears of black mascara tracked down her pale cheeks.She froze on the bottom step of the staircase when she saw me."You're late for lunch, Scarlett," I said, my voice dropping to a freezing tone that usually made grown men flinch.In my right hand, the phone bega
ScarlettThe car drove into a huge mansion filled with guards and maids walking up and down. The driver slowly drove down the path and stopped at the front of a huge door. A security guard opened the door and I stepped out feeling nervous. A maid with a cold expression was there to usher me in. The door groaned as I stepped into the house. The cool, stale air of the foyer clings to her skin. The house felt less like a home and more like a museum. The maid with the expression as wooden as the floorboards beneath them, gestured for me to follow.They moved through a labyrinth of dimly lit corridors and the silence was broken only by the rhythmic click of my heels. Finally, the maid paused before a set of double doors, placing a soft knock before pushing them open.The room beyond was bathed in the amber glow of a dying fire. Eleanor sat by the hearth, a book resting forgotten in her lap. As I stepped into the room, Eleanor rose with a grace that made the space feel suddenly smaller.
SCARLET’S POVThe entire ride back to Manhattan was awkward but thankfully, rain started halfway through the drive, so I didn't need to say anything. I sat beside Julian with my hands folded tightly in my lap trying not to replay Eleanor’s final words over and over in my head.“Men like Julian Cro
SCARLET“Ding, ding, ding,” The ringtone was alarming but I paid no attention to it since the call wasn't coming from my phone. I was heading to the dining area to be served breakfast but the mobile's ringtone kept picking my attention. “Ding, ding,” it didn't stop and by impulse I went back up th
SCARLETHe’s going to kill me.Those were the words that kept echoing through my mind as the car zoomed forward. Despite all the celebration and splendor, we had left the cathedral in Julian’s limousine. The metaphorical start to our new lives as newly-weds.Julian’s gaze was focused on the window.
SCARLETOn the 5th of July, 2014, Scarlet Lawson died holding white roses.“Where is he?”The priest’s eyes held an impatience that didn’t mirror the calm words that had left him. I turned to the church doors, a part of me hoping he’d miraculously never come through. So that this whole charade woul







