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Chapter 21—Sleepless Thoughts

Author: Roanabellina
last update publish date: 2026-06-11 15:48:37

Elara's POV

The dormitory was warm after the rain and Freya was sitting cross legged on her bed with a book open in her lap when I walked in, her eyes lifting the moment the door opened with the particular attention of someone who had been waiting and was now very ready to receive information, and I took one look at her face and decided immediately that the less I offered the better.

"You have been gone for ages."

"Training ran long," I said, dropping my bag by the door and pulling my damp jack
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